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 @user-882

 would be easier if man pages were designed in a sane way... looking at you, MPV
 - I just want to add a subtitle track T.T
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 a strict meta is when the game is too rock-paper-scissors-y.
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 deleting messages is pointless.

 it's always better to assume that they'll be screenshotted before you post.

 anything you say on the internet can and WILL be used against you
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 conservatives will read about project 2025 and think "that's not me, I'm a red
 blooded american, I hate nazis and communists equally"

 liberals will read about project 2025 and think "gosh I wish there was something
 I could do"
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 @user-1153

 what kind of meta are you referring to? instance stuff?
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 I wonder why someone hasn't yet written a "meta-package-manager" which installed
 from many different sources and correctly configured each installation to be
 able to efficiently find exactly where the requisite libraries are installed,
 even if they're installed for a different system. Then, when running, every time
 it encountered an error, it moved one more dependency over to the native package
 manager until eventually everything is in order.

 ... or something like that, truth be told I'm a junior
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 I wish I could hire someone who was into business or something who would analyze │
 the things that a non-neurotypical did and identify places for them to apply     │
 themselves in a way that was personally fulfilling. Like, a guide or a mentor,   │
 except not teaching. More like... the part of the job where you guide someone    │
 because you care about them, and you want to do well. Now, how to translate that │
 into an economic reward? Well, that's the hard part isn't it. Any kind of social │
 impact you want to have must be carefully considered, and unfortunately a lot of │
 people recently have started to poison the well. Like, optimizing for the types  │
 of human behavior that generate the most profit, but aren't necessarily the kind │
 we want to bring forth to the future in all of our kind. Like, lowered attention │
 span, quickness to anger, that kind of thing. Those are symptoms of the          │
 internet.                                                                        │
 there's quite a few good things about it, like wikipedia and BASH scripting and  │
 local communications (local to the planet 99% of the time) (:                    │
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 multiplayer matchmaking where every time you "join queue" you instead "host a
 room" and it matches rooms together, not players. That way players always feel
 like they're being joined, not that they're joining.
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 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjNln9mXuTI

 angry femme
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 do you ever wonder about how much heat is absorbed the plants and leaves? Kinda
 makes me think that they're keeping us warm at night. The desert is much colder
 than you'd expect, and so it the moon, or mars, or any other sufficiently
 devastated forest habitat.

 (plains are my favorite biome, please don't take them away with your stupid
 climate change, they're one of the most at risk)
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 the thing about carmelized mushrooms and onions is that they demand patience.

 they make you sit there and wait, always at attention ready to stir every couple
 minutes.

 but the end result is so worth it.
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 @user-883

 you can always throw that resume at the next job too!
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 "I wish there was a language that was as simple as C but had [insert complex
 language feature here]"
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 This was the first bash script I ever wrote.

 It's been updated a little, it was a bash alias first, but this is what it looks
 like now.

 Kinda shows what kinds of problems I needed to solve most.
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 You only think that because it was contrasted with the Soviet union, which
 didn't exert power in that way.
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 I can't cancel my internet because I use it to work, which almost pays enough to
 cover rent, and nothing else.

 It's hard to avoid spiraling when you run out of money. Every time this happens
 to me I start feeling things

 like... am I good for society? Society doesn't want me, clearly, because I don't
 have any money. And currency is how you measure demand, right? It's literally a
 measure of value.

 But then I think of all the homeless and poor people and, like... I value them,
 so what if they don't have dollars? It's literally just paper. Or bits in a
 mainframe that nobody knows how to program anymore.

 So if they're valuable at least to me, yet me, with my 67$ in the bank and 127$
 internet fee, is not valuable to me... Then what's the discrepancy?

 I'm not trying to be hard on myself, it's not my fault that I bleed money, but I
 still feel terrible.

 It's like a common cultural persuasion, if you run outta cash you better kill
 yourself fast.

 Fuck that. Oops cursing mentioned, one s
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 trusting someone doesn't mean you'll do what they say. it means you'll listen.
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 @user-171

 I guess so. She's a little useless without me, I mean if I left her alone she'd
 probably just flop around and complain until I came back. But she's good for the
 instincts I find.
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 hundred times. Maybe next time we'll get tacos and then perhaps we'll find that  │
 we're spending so much time talking about things that we never really got a      │
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 spend more time playing. Maybe even with friends? I know a guy who's into this   │
 game but I never really played it with him - maybe we could - oh yeah sure       │
 totally we'll talk about that next week."                                        │
 "or maybe we'd unlock the secrets hidden in the narrative, and learn cool        │
 lessons we could share with one another. Like two 12 year olds playing Ocarina   │
 of Time together, working through each boss. "let me try this time" "yeah that   │
 one got me too" "ah so close" "YEAH DUDE you nailed it" "this part is kinda      │
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 there are very few professions that are naturally more suited to a schizophrenic
 than a normal person.

 One of them is beggar, another is prophet, and a third is "massive
 disappointment" but that comes with the territory.

 have you considered that maybe you're just a loser

 yes I have and I decided that all I can do is my best, and if my best loses then
 what else could I have done? Wait for help? Yeah. I do that too.

 It feels like an encirclement, and all you can do is hunker down and wait to be
 relieved. Or fight to the last, it's up to you. I hear they brutalize the skulls
 of their prisoners after executing them, so, I don't know about you but I'm not
 surrendering. Not gonna roll those dice.

 you are in fantasy, again

 sorry. Should stay here, present, in the moment. Like when I sat out on the park
 bench for like 30 minutes straight without moving a muscle last night. Or when I
 sat and contemplated the nature of a bog for two hours last september. Or when I
 woke from a dream that turned out to be life.
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 @user-987

 somebody yelled the N word at me once while driving, and it's like... bro, I'm
 white

 maybe they couldn't see beneath the witch-hat
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 @user-970

 to me, "early" is "before my foe"

 which is right on time.
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 don't mind me, just weaponizing plurality

 leveraging, please say leveraging next time
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 @user-907

 how does the music sound? want me to help you setup a visualizer?
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 @user-1074

 so, you're saying we should select for good people, rather than loyal people?

 If so, I tend to agree.
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 I don't know about you, but "trying my hardest" involves giving up sometimes.

 How else are you to know your limits if you don't test your boundaries? And,
 after finding that there's nowhere else for you to go, you turn around and "give
 up", until you're ready for your next expedition.
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 @user-889

 omg bottom left T.T
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 "so I was walking down the street the other day and I came across a grocery
 store, right? and anyway long story short so as I was walking through this
 grocery store I saw a bag of marbles - wait no they were nuts, with like...
 cherries and grapes in them. actually it was cranberries, I think, the cherries
 weren't in season. so these dried cranberries tasted really tart and sweet, and
 I thought "huh maybe they're dried cherries after all" and so I asked the
 attendent or whatever and she was like "sir you need to pay for that" and I'm
 like, yeah okay how much and she said it was 10$ so I'm like "dang that's a good
 deal, I'm proud and amazed of our modern infrastructure and all the hard work of
 people who don't get paid enough to make it happen" and she's like "make what
 happen" and I'm like "oh the... the this thing" and I held up the bag of
 cherries and she's like "oh uh, yeah it is nice, I guess I don't really think
 about it much" so anyway I started thinking about what else I could bu
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 Heavy things should be stored closer to the ground.
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 nobody wants to read a whole bible. that sucks. what if these cool guys read it
 to us. omg he's so hot.

 oh, right. well... make them old and stuffy? not a chance, they're boring.
 (rude)

 I like old people actually, I want to spend as much time with them that I can

 I just... never initiate reactions. I'm too stealthy, it's just how I do.

 you ask me how I'm a witch? I ask why aren't you. magic is cool, I'm so hyped
 for the future when every computer everywhere is working for you.

 crash boom huh what was that? the economy? what do you mean the economy?
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 don't put dirty dishes in the sink you filthy animals

 put them on the counter NEXT to the sink

 [it's not arbitrary it's just better]
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 brb leaving my apartment empty and unlocked (well, empty aside from a
 scaredy-cat) for the next "rest of the day" so if anyone wants to surprise me
 with a note saying "you're fucking stupid, lock your damn door" I'll read it
 tonight and reply "ha like a lock is gonna do anything besides give me an extra
 second or two of warning"

 ... it's so that your neighbors can hear if someone's breaking in with a
 crowbar, you stupid bitch

 ... too bad 80% of the floor of my apartment building is inexplicably empty.
 Just my floor, none of the other floors or buildings. Weird.

 ... anyone wanna start a commune in an apartment building? No no stupid idea.
 Unless...?

 ... anyway ttyl
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 ah nuts, they replaced my LLM setup with one that outputs gibberish. I swear it
 was working just a moment ago, and I didn't change it's configuration at all,
 and it's local only... right? so uh that's weird, surely it's not because they
 altered some value somewhere that I have no access to

 eh, maybe the newest technologies are overrated. At least, the software ones.
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 @user-217

 the hunger of the maw
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 just show up

 listen, I'm a lawful person, I promise, honestly, I swear it to you.

 I'm a lawful person, but~
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 ugh so many video essays to watch. There's only so much time in the day! Life is
 so fast these days, it feels like I must always be "on" - it's a wonder how
 people find so much time to share with this idea we've called "capitalism"
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 "but what about their legitimate grievances"

 uh hello I'd like a number 5, a number 9, extra pickles, some fresh human blood
 supplied by the guy behind the counter with the pretty green eyes, a number 2,
 make it a combo, some fresh icicle drippings even though it hasn't snowed since
 last year (RIP winter), a side of fries, and a diet coke. Large. Actually make
 it two diet cokes. Yep, both large. Alright see you in a sec.
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 I dream of a home where I don't have to worry about people who might hear the
 noises I make

 ... and that includes secret government microphones hidden in the walls, thank
 you very much.
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 "I am god and so are you (though most people don't realize it)"

 - an essay in 1838 parts by a strange person
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 sorry I was just making stuff up because it's fun, hope I didn't accidentally
 unleash disaster or masterpiece, either would be equally bad
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 All people are good at heart, let's get them what they need for a start.

 Some people won't change. Some people are doomed to the life they were given.
 It's not their fault, but it is their responsibility, and if they want to be
 free, they will respect the rights of others.

 These rights we claim for each other are rights that must be taken away from
 those who would use them to harm others.

 To defeat evil, deprive power, supply kindness, in that order.

 No-one is beyond saving, but it is their choice to make. A choice ungiven is a
 chance untaken.
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 damn I gotta get more blue for my wardrobe
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 oh huh weird I guess I forgot to post these last night? Well, here ya go, sorry
 for the delay. Posting in reverse chronological order, but reversed and put in
 order. that way you can scroll "down" instead of "up" like you normally do when
 scrolling fedi - are you talking to your followers, in which case you want
 chronological order, or are you talking to people who will read down the list on
 your profile and see these one by one? in which case you'd want reverse
 chronological order. Ah but if you're writing to people in the future who are
 reading this from your backup archive, which is most likely to be the case, then
 you should do it in chronological order. Well, that'd be silly though because
 none of your followers are online right now, so you should do reverse
 chronological order so that they can catch up on your personal feed timeline.

 ... I don't think any of that makes a lick of sense. Why don't you just post
 them in the order that you wrote them? That's the easiest for everyone to go on.
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 there was a time, when a university was tantamount to heresy
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 I realized that script was bugged, so... here's a better one. Plus a fun run
 script too!#!/bin/bash
 set -euo pipefail

 DIR="/home/ritz/programming/chapel/language-files"
 VER="2.1.0"
 FIL="chapel-${VER}.tar.gz"
 URL="https://github.com/chapel-lang/chapel/releases/download/${VER}/${FIL}"
 NUM_THREADS="16"

 touch ${DIR}/files
 rm -dr ${DIR}/files
 mkdir -p ${DIR}/files

 wget --output-document ${DIR}/${FIL} ${URL}

 tar xf ${FIL} --directory=${DIR}/files
 rm ${FIL}

 cd ${DIR}/files/chapel-${VER}

 export CHPL_LLVM=system
 source ${DIR}/files/chapel-${VER}/util/setchplenv.bash

 make -j${NUM_THREADS}


 echo "now testing, to validate LLVM configuration as suggested in the docs:"
 chpl "./examples/hello3-datapar.chpl"
 ./hello3-datapar

 echo "the chapel programming language is now fully installed! Have fun!"

 cd -
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 a paradox game where you play as a species colonizing the earth

 [I've been hiding, teehee]

 150 million years of evolution, just... snuffed in an instant.god describing the
 fastest mass extinction event[s]

 "holo scene? no this is the real scene. what, did you think computers didn't
 reality? no no these people are real they're just made out of different stuff to
 their computers. so they interact and use themselves to each other's will ->
 wow that was funny it almost felt like something was telling me how to feel"

 the more voices you hear the greater the bright bold future calls to you.

 "here's how to explain it to executives - your company is non-functional until
 you incorporate processes and decisions that lead to a sustainable future. this
 is impermissable, the earth was designed to receive a certain amount of heat
 from the sun. plants absorb heat because they give you shade. oil is made out of
 thousands of years old plants. if we burn all the plants, then no oil can be
 produced. we'll be extincted
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 wow what a sopping evening

 glad I'm not out in the rain
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 i am a sinner
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 the nerds who know the backstory of every character in the series are like, the  │
 bishops of the past - people who've memorized the whole bible and can use        │
 whatever passage they needed for whatever purposes they desired.                 │
 Usually, hopefully, helping people and letting them get better. By healing the   │
 sick, and caring for the old, and generally being a pillar that people can       │
 orient themselves around. Like fediverse instances, or comment sections on       │
 blogs, it's a group of people sharing the same narrative.                        │
 and idk I think I'd really like to listen to what happened in your Baldur's Gate │
 game. I'll tell you about Adventure Time, if you'd care to listen. I know plenty │
 of other tales as well, and if I think about them I remember more details.       │
 Ehhhh, so what if I misremember, if someone else wants to correct me then go for │
 it. But at least it told a good story, right?                                    │
 error, hang on brb just had an idea for a black-hole machine, surely there's no  │
 way this could go wrong. Good thing I'm a human that you cant turn off.          │
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 capitalism is like if your thread allocator gave 90% of the work to 10% of the
 threads in the pool and your tech lead claimed it was more efficient because the
 remaining 90% of threads would have the results of the program "trickle down" to
 them somehow
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 gamers compulsively say "gg" after every match but I think the best games are
 the ones that are even - neck and neck - could go either way - always a tense
 struggle
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 At this moment in time there should be nothing on your mind but the defeat of
 capitalism, fascism, and unjustified authority.

 Make no new plans but for the defence of your people.

 I'm still in my pajamas. I haven't eaten breakfast. Once I've found my single
 pair of shorts, I'll be on my bike again.
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 @user-1622

 um, that's a fairly specialized term that people outside of political science
 are unlikely to know

 might not be audacity, but instead just plain ignorance.
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 city planners who thought "this low-income neighborhood has remained low value   │
 for quite a while, perhaps nobody wants to live there" and then they demolish it │
 and gentrify the area                                                            │
 the problem is, their heuristics are wrong. it's not low income because nobody   │
 wants to live there, it's low income because of racial inequality, or maybe it's │
 next to a factory or something                                                   │
 or maybe it's just the culture of the zone. like, some people value some things  │
 to certain degrees, like "we don't want to charge for people to live" so the     │
 rents are significantly reduced (proportional to the rest of income)             │
 perhaps even mandated, with the government paying 80% of each mortgage or rental │
 home.                                                                            │
 alas, some places are like REALLY nice, like palace nice, and they're worried    │
 that if anyone can go there they'll mess it up. I know I can't go because I      │
 smell, for example, because I'm a witch and witches are all ugly and smell bad,  │
 remember? Maybe they're just trans, tbh, because like people in the past wanted  │
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 @user-1268

 so true

 and privilege that does depend on the oppression of others should not exist
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 @user-1071

 whoever at OpenAI that came up with those tiers doesn't understand the science
 behind it.

 consciousness does not come about from exceptional capability - after all, a
 child is conscious, and they're useless in a fight.

 consciousness comes from tiny bits of awareness given a story and life. that's
 it, it's not too complicated, but they're building something else.

 like, a complicated analytical engine of some kind.

 I feel like the people their press release was for is the kind of people who'd
 give them money, not the kind of people who'd help them build it y'know? like
 "what the investors don't know won't hurt them, besides we're making progress"
 right
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 my worst impulse is to sit around and do nothing when there could be weed that I
 was smoking

 gotta be ready in-case things go south... I'm a witch, after all. who better to
 call to the spirits drawn to conflict and strife, bothing them and saying "hey,
 pay attention to me and my life?"

 it's not like time is wasted for them. they are an orientation, not a lifeform.
 time is no consequence when they can be anywhere at once.
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 He skuffed up my water bottle.
 He tore pages from my journal.
 He made me lose my necklace.
 He damaged my knife.

 And still, I followed him all night.

 Why? Because I knew it was important. I needed him to tell me what he was doing
 and why. And I think I know, now.

 To all the federal agents reading this, please understand that I am a patriot,
 and he is not. Who do you serve?

 To all the leftists, punks, anarchists, queers, and anyone else who's cooler
 than me, please understand that they will try and make it hard. But our love
 will win.

 Don't abandon your friends. If someone you know goes missing, they're probably
 buried in the trash-dump or human trafficked.
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 Trans girls be like "I'm both Chihiro Fujisaki and Chiaki Nanami" and people
 don't understand why they don't get capitalism
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 @user-28

 because "deserving money" to a reasonable person sounds like "deserving access
 to the goods and services that a pittance might afford"

 but to them "deserving money" means "did they earn those luxuries with their own
 luck and effort like me, a person who works very hard and definitely has earned
 everything I have"

 basically, a "blood sweat and tears" tax before you can have nice things like
 roofs and clothes and nourishment

 thing is... life is hard for people who need dollars. Their judgement reflects a
 lack of understanding of what people who lack resources go through.
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 @user-1074

 ah yes but didn't you know? orphans produce unobtanium in their bones, and if we
 didn't crush them into powder we couldn't make ultra-doxo-floro-tin-omatic
 lubrication jelly, which is used to power our weapons of mass destruction like
 planes and trains and tanks and suburbs.
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 @user-1218

 An image means nothing, for it is just an icon.

 like a picture of a floppy disk corresponding to writing memory from RAM into a
 hard disk platter, even tho those have three different tasks, so too does my
 icon gesture at something.

 On the other hand, art is necessarily divorced from it's meaning the moment it
 leaves the pen and is written to paper. So there cannot be a meaning in my flag,
 not one that I define of course.

 The observers of the artwork, of whom I am but one of, can possess their own
 ideas of what it means, of course. Here's mine, feel free to take your own:

 Sea, land, sky. The crimson of a fading light, and the bright beginnings of a
 new day. Man(kind), with our vivid red internals, stands astride the border of
 the ocean and the surface. We walk where we will, perhaps into the black depths
 of the cosmos beyond, but forever do we anchor ourselves and owe allegiance to
 our earth and our star. Sunlight casts crimson light upon our externals, as our
 hearts do beat through time.
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 look all I'm saying is the results this election decides whether you should
 trust the government or the corporations more. and they both want things that
 you don't, in addition to things you do.
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 @user-777

 being correct isn't really power

 so true T.T
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 @user-1218

 emotional labor is labor

 rest when you're tired. eat when you're hungry. drink when you're thirsty, and
 laugh when it bubbles up within you.
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 kinda fucked up that you can't write an explanation question answer paragraph
 essay statement when appealing youtube's
 content-guideline-artistic-content-removal-policy. Especially when there are
 exemptions for artistic pieces under the nudity clause article seven.

 it's just a boob, what's the big deal?
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 "Zoontalu, I have MEESed one" will forever live rent free in my head
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 @user-1074

 i know that feeling
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 https://www.ivpn.net/password/reset/3d76d4f660914169ce08dd66d9c03997e2376a49093f93b3648de9b44d25ba77
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 mastodon, to me, feels like tech plus tumblr
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 may they pass on my hard drives as read-only memories like ashes on a shelf or
 stories of most wealth

 I hope I reconnect with all my old signal contacts. wonder what they're up to. I
 bet they're cool now. ;)
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 you can get some pretty cool game ideas by looking at pieces of art and thinking
 "what would it feel like if that guy over in the corner was the main character?
 how would he navigate his environment?" or "what if these mountains were
 inhabited by 2 inch tall ninjas and there were so many of them that you couldn't
 walk through without stepping on one of their rice paddies" or "what if each
 gravitic orbit was the atoms of some larger whole" or "have you ever been crazy?
 many people have, many people don't. suffice to say it's stranger than our
 day-to-days." nand "wa, wa, tazi-wa, des-fa len te shiid, ab-zi-wa de
 fo-vri-la-da wantsa tansa weej."

 ....... um, have you ever seen adventure time it's a pretty good show. great
 childhood imagionation land vibe.

 hey does anyone check up on the vrchat kids these days? how are they doing? got
 hope on their mind, or are they stuck in their troubles?

 (everyone shows up and makes it awkward) ummm we're gonna go to a different
 world, see ya later.
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 what a fuckin' narcissist she spoke self referentially.

 I'm not a narcissist! what a jerk she spoke self referentially
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 catratfoxfolkmix say that five times fast I dare ya
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 I truly believe weed is good for me. Not medicine - it is nutritious.
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 I just fed some of my earwax to my cat.

 she wanted more.

 what have I done.
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 good morning!

 if you need to design an agentic programming ritual toward a goal that needs
 numbers, try expressing the number in analogy rather than empirical value.

 "it should be red enough to feel a sunset"
 "there's enough time here to go for a walk around the block"
 "the spartans had enough soldiers to fully block the narrow causeway,
 essentially forcing the persians to grind down their number to the death. most
 battles fought in that time were fought until morale breaks - this one was to
 the mortal end. hence, why they are im-mortal."
 "the smoothocity should be as soft as a brushed metal refrigerator"
 "the chocolate had 56 grams of sugar in it. it was a lot of chocolate, enough to
 place in a standardized container."
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 an fps map where one team has the height advantage (battlements on a castle      │
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 objective                                                                        │
 the trick is that the people on the ground have hitscan weapons, but the people  │
 on the high ground have slower projectiles. Meaning the snipers have no cover,   │
 and the rocket launchers don't need to dodge.                                    │
 I believe this would upend the traditional dynamic and reduce the negative       │
 aspects of both playstyles - traditionally, snipers will getcha from halfway     │
 across the map (but really they are much closer and in cover, you just didn't    │
 see them, n00b) while projectile classes need to dodge (skillfully) and get      │
 close enough that their attacks have a chance of hitting the target.             │
 In the proposed map style, snipers would get no cover but be forced to dodge,    │
 introducing variability to their aiming in a way that may be more fun to some.   │
 In addition, the projectile classes must take care to utilize cover effectively  │
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 Problem: there are trans people and leftists and people of color and plenty of
 others who live in red areas who fear for their lives

 how do we help them? They need to be given the tools to escape those conditions

 However, many of them are poor. They lack the resources to escape, even if they
 had the tools. These are who I think of the most, for they have the least to
 leave behind.

 A solution: what if we got a bunch of people together and drove around to every
 red place we could find and invited them along? We could pay for their food and
 gas, and potentially save their lives.

 I think it would help if we could stick together. Not only would we have time to
 spend together learning and having fun, but also we could practice supplying a
 large group of people traveling across large distances.

 In terms of people, we'd need some to drive, and some to stay home and supply
 resources like dollars or... other things.

 I'm thinking 2-3 staying at home but potentially as many as 10 per driver.
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 @user-1071

 what working too slow for your ideas mean that your ideas, which you'll never
 again have twice, are lost forever.

 Good thing we're always innovative. Good thing life always moves on. Tomorrow is
 a new chance for utilization, and for our own ends we'll build the next dawn.
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 @user-777

 my favorite thing about specialization is that not everyone has to do everything

 (translate that into C lmao)
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 @user-391 @user-78

 I see, it seems you know more than me about this topic. It's true that search
 engines don't index emails, but I was thinking more of a "cybersecurity"
 perspective, as in any "sufficiently motivated" individual or organization could
 access your emails should they so desire. And should they be willing to (I'm
 assuming?) break a few laws.

 If it can be done, and if it gives information that could be used for leverage,
 then you can be assured that someone will do it. I personally worry about people
 in power who could be blackmailed because their communications were more public
 than they anticipated. Which speaks to the problem mentioned in this post of the
 search-indexing-opt-out functionality being present but circumnavigatable.
 Avoidable? Able to be bypassed? It's an illusion of security.
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 found this on reddit
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 I wanna be a background character! they have such a cool vibe/job/home. "oh no
 she abandoned her humanity for constant performing" ha sucker, that's easy to
 dodge when you know your personal life is fully intact and distinct from your
 external.

 brb I'm gonna go play a old video game
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 A screenshot of Ocarina of Time showing the Goron's Ruby.

 alt text:

 a screenshot of the Goron's Ruby from Ocarina of Time.

 A smooth, flat stone comprised of two materials. The hardened outer shell is
 thick with spiritual energy, and it radiates light the way a rippled piece of
 silk folded over a malleable piece of gold.

 the inner jewel is crystallized like the purest ice, but a bright shade of
 crimson white. it seems to radiate an aura of affection and the yellow-gold
 back-piece can be seen peaking through it's mostly transparent core. (think like
 fog or thick mist or steam or smoke).
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 @user-982

 funny how that works
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 I like being alone. But if I'm alone for too long, I suffocate. I start acting
 like a weird nerd who doesn't know what to do with their hands.

 If I spend too much time with people, I get exhausted and I can't think
 straight. I start using other people's mannerisms instead of my own.

 I'm not an introvert, or an extrovert, I think the dichotomy is stupid and
 people have completely separate needs that deplete and recharge at their own
 rates.
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