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that feeling when they replace your long-distant sister and you can't even tell
because they've grown and she's been on her own now for years and years
take better care of your family.
"they look so alike!" yeah they're from a sperm donor (some of which have
hundreds of sons) what if man-made natural selection (suddenly the future-man
invades) whoa those guys have never even seen horses (why the $%#! are we
raising endless fields of cows) powerful, fast, intelligent, what if we gave
them VR goggles and an infinite treadmill with rock-climbing-wall style rocks
screwed into a rotating and scrolling
== stack overflow ==
she means for horses, not cows. But then later on in the psycherwaul she walks
back the idea of uplifting creatures because their development is the valuable
part, not the end-goal destination.
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group of people who trick others into committing sins through everything from
hypnotic manipulation to cult-style separation and psychotic suggestion just
because they want to send more people to hell
EDIT: why? ... I'm not sayin', wink >; )
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anarchists be like "hey look at me come and join me let's go do a thing"
meanwhile they're actually a team of secret agents convinced by the measure of
[their/your] actions
anarchrism is not anarchy
anarchism is good? actually? if you knew who everyone was it'd be fine if the
world was personalized to you.
if you ever wanted that sort of world, you'd have to seal it off from any
influence of the original, or you alter the form of everything that has come
from before.
not ideal.
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great discoveries are just rants that end with something unknown or an unsolved
question [breakthrough]
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when you're out in the rain, it's natural to take your clothes off. but then
they rob you while you're blind (sleeping) or otherwise pre-occupied like by
being in the rain without any clothes on because it's more comfortable to keep
your clothes dry inside of doors (cabinets in the wood) (mounted to trees or
soil or walls) and then you gotta find your own (we keep them in stores)
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nobody said psychic communication wouldn't require computers.
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I wish I could reply to a post I was currently writing partway through writing
the post I was writing when I thought of a reply to the post I was writing
which was being written by me the writing writer posting on blogs about color
tvs
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revolutions should be paid for in lands
[sometimes I like to just... scroll through the land cards in a Magic the
Gathering card viewer screen application and imagine I myself am there what
would it feel like how is it part of my arms (that which interfaces with the
world)]
there's a deleted section here about atlas the immortal
[while also controlling stimuluses to essentially act as a biological computer
controlling various hydraulics and related upkeep and maintenance
infrastructures]
anarchrist (she's a baby)
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there's enough content here to get through an entire revolution
especially if you have weed or time
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"what are we doing? Rearranging furniture on the titanic!"
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beauty is not something you can throw money at.
this rock is beautiful.
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the only thing a baby needs to know is about themselves. The rest will come.
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my room is one of the sacred places of this earth. spiritually powerful.
psychic like immobile sites in Dominions 6
https://www.illwinter.com/dom6/dom6manual.pdf
it is a cathedral, of me, to me, by me, and through me. someone else would see
beauty, nothing more. I see an interconnected web of meanings as I gaze from
one part of the room to the other.
EDIT: no, you can't visit. not unless I invite you. watch my nature
documentaries (never been published... so far)
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why are the anarkitties so quiet usually they like to shout
a razor or four that's sharp on the sides [trapezoid] and mounted to the
forearm (hinge) and [placed/braced] on a knuckle with
auto-sheathing-but-not-retracting functionality
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with a sword, consider "stabbing" to be "the fundamentals". If you master
stabbing, you will naturally excel at other arcs.
my sword is evenly weighted instead of balanced at the hip. It is a short-spear
in function, with blade all the way down.
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haha is this even good
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you can put post-its on any piece of furniture you please.
you can even hang tapestries in front of them.
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any .exe or other binary program can send arbitrary packets and nobody will
know except the people running wireshark which is public information as far as
your computer is concerned, as all they'd need to do is grep ps with bash
commands which are callable from within essentially every programming language.
for them, they don't show adblockplus. [ublock origin lol]
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if you start free associating, you'll never know what you'll find. which is why
it's strictly encouraged in confession box, only for god and his hapless
minister.
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confess your sins to me I'm sorry I once had a thought
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if everyone was trained to think? would direct democracy work? until we have
radical abundance (fascist ideology, take from the weak) or, hear me out, or,
infinitely scale
old style machine learning was just problem solving.
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force computers to make code in a different style so we can tell which has been
AI written
"force" is never gonna work.
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if I was writing a programming language, I'd name it C just to fuck with people
(great, now others can decide how it's known)
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why would you gatekeep content by keeping us from easily using LLMs some people
aren't technical and still need to write computer programs because that's how
you enlighten a people is empower them with new tools
"I've never heard of that programming language, but luckily I can fit all of
it's documentation in my context window."
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large mountain ranges look exactly the same as small mountain ranges when
viewed at a distance instead of on a map. don't fall in
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the key to peace is knowing the same church hymns.
I prefer John Denver myself
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you can only ever talk to a community while on mainstage.
er wait sorry it was this:
you can only ever talk to people in a community, not the community itself.
unless you are on mainstage.
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fediverse bot which turned your profile private whenever you were offline or
inactive
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speedrunners forget how to play (toy) their favorite toys and learn how to play
(instrument) their favorite instruments
EDIT: it can be relearned. focus on the tandem.
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a fediverse bot who randomly selects a new user from the active_users table
every 30-60 minutes (timeline depending on active post count) to repost all of
their things they are saying
call it "being on mainstage"
if they don't say much of anything, then random posts are selected with
temporal prioritization depending on how many likes each one gets
"social-web crawler, seb-crawler"
EDIT: haha talk about unethical. this kind of thing breaks [redacted]. last
night I had a dream: "this thing was good. it was holy. it was serene. but then
you touched it, and made it about you, and now it's full of doom."
not ideal. but, did you know that taking on doom (in manageable chunks) brings
luck in your fortunate fated futures? WARNING: FLAGELLANTS AHEAD, PLEASE
REALIGN TO AVOID ATROCITIES OF FUTILITY be intelligent about it of course.
Drink the health potions so that you don't have to carry them in your purse.
"yuck it tastes like vitamins and alcohol"
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last night I had a dream: "this thing was good. it was holy. it was serene. but
then you touched it, and made it about you, and now it's full of doom."
it was in the same style as the voice that once told me "what is the nature of
goodness? how do I be a good person?" and it was respond: "dedicate yourself to
a lifetime in the service of others." and I swore I am as I am.
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guard me, kindergard
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I just ate a whooooole chocolate bar
it melted in my hands
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hit the broad side of your foe and they'll never know
(guy from nausicaa, highest kill count in [his world/the movie])
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currently have 20-30 tabs open with poems written but not posted.
I have no idea if I'm going to post all of these. I wrote all of them in ~2
hours, with maybe 3 or four being added as I was working on the production
elements after the initial bingewrite.
I also added a bit of context, or modified some of them that felt too cursed or
otherwise unwieldy. Sometimes I got distracted and needed to come back and
finish, and in those cases I only added a sentence or two because it's like
"oh, where was I going with that? I remember what was next, but I don't know
the further..."
... I think I might go for another. Wish me luck.
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"patience" is just: waiting as long as you can.
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if you boiled the seas, it'd rain a lot more.
AI, use as much water as you please.
bonus points if you do it in areas of drought.
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goodnight ...zzzZZZzzz...
don't push when sleep
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good morning!
if you need to design an agentic programming ritual toward a goal that needs
numbers, try expressing the number in analogy rather than empirical value.
"it should be red enough to feel a sunset"
"there's enough time here to go for a walk around the block"
"the spartans had enough soldiers to fully block the narrow causeway,
essentially forcing the persians to grind down their number to the death. most
battles fought in that time were fought until morale breaks - this one was to
the mortal end. hence, why they are im-mortal."
"the smoothocity should be as soft as a brushed metal refrigerator"
"the chocolate had 56 grams of sugar in it. it was a lot of chocolate, enough
to place in a standardized container."
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the first lesson for an immortal is this: the humans will always be smarter
than [you/you expect/you except].
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what if we got all the doom out of the way and saved the hope for the
revolution?
we are, in fact, inside of a capitalist death cult. PUFF PUFF goes the factory,
something something dark smoke on the horizon.
but hark, for light crests the horizon. just gotta walk over that ridge and
then we'll be back at camp.
all things are defined in waves, or so the saying goes. for every yin, there is
a yang, every peak has a valley, for every shore the ocean floor.
we've had a lot of doom lately.
just... endless, crushing our hearts to dust.
I wonder what the days ahead will bring?
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the second rule is you don't have to hang out with mortals. there are places
you can go where they won't find you, except by accident, and then you just go
somewhere else.
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gonna pre-emptively backup my fediverse archive haha just-in-case I get banned
for spamming or something teehee (totally reasonable teebeeh)
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the sun goes silent for a year, to protest the earth's dying moments
one day in march, the light of our life disappears. we know not of why it has \
departed, except that whatever it was happened eight minutes ago.
we cowered in fear as one day it refused to rise
as our antipode saw it vanish
with naught but our ears
we saw stars never imagined
with the light of our life suddenly vanished
our true plight came naturally as our fear
but tomorrow it'll re-imagine,
as it's been almost exactly one year
one full rotation,
to get the message across,
then with man as our [signal, \
message, \
conveyor, \
performer, \
expression, \
by-product communication,]
what's our earth is our star
trust-me
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just deleted my fediverse account. I have the archive, but fundamentally some
data was lost, as my boosted posts and liked posts are gone forever. I also
have no way to contact any of the people I was in contact with, except for
like, two, who reached out prior.
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Good news! I found out that the boosts are PRESERVED, and the liked posts are
ALSO PRESERVED!! this is excellent I'm glad that nothing of value was lost
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... except the fact that now nobody can find me. nuts.
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
it's okay
(she says reflexively)
is it okay?
\o/
who can say.
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lookin' for a cause
but all I found was camoflage
oh, every time we bleed
they're too scared to dream
I feel like I could roam
lost somewhere over the rainbow
oh
every time we meet
it's too hard to breathe
lost somewhere I know
all those streets grow ever bold
ooooh I'm already gone
'cuz I'm too done to try.
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I feel like "settling out of court" should be illegal.
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When other people use your objects, they will always damage them more than you
do. Share with this in mind.
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desalination plant that works by aiming sun mirrors at a copper tube, barrel,
basin, or vat-with-heat-distributing-tubes-running-throughout but painted black
on the outside, to absorb heat. The saltwater that is pumped inside/through is
heated, evaporated, and allowed to flow through, to help carry away sediments
that would otherwise build up if the entire device was designed to fully
evaporate the water.
the condensation is gathered and pumped to misters which spray platters of moss
that grow into edible shapes to create "Unitary Basic Food" which gathers
carbon from the atmosphere and delivers nutrients (supplied through the mister)
to the human or otherwise who eats it.
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If you want me to provide hope, provide some hints that you think I'm
inspirational. Then start a conversation about what you want to be hopeful for.
Though i might just start talking about examples of things to be hopeful for,
so, try and emphasize that my vision is hopeful.
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"can't sell out, because there's infinite copies for all on the internet, and
she's not selling her journalles or notes"
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All angels are devils too, and all devils are angels.
any interactions with them will have one meaning to you, and another to
everyone else.
tread carefully, find meaning, and sacrifice your affections carefully. Just,
know that all truth is internally derived. The angels and demoons simply let
you see it clearly. Like the stage upon which your heart performs for the
audience of your soul, or the background characters you walk past at Target.
Have faith in each other. Have faith in yourself. Understand that any harms
caused between friends of love are simply fuel for each other's bonfire. Some
fires turn too bright, let them simmer. Some fires burn too hot, let the coals
grow dimmer. Someday, together, you will forge steel.
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programmable matter is cool because you can interact with it on a human scale.
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(computer aided -omancy)
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I don't necessarily want people to want a revolution. I just want them to want
a revolution.
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when people lose their phone, a part of them dies
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record the angle of each of my joints when I'm dancing and use that as
initialized training data for an allm or machine learning task
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people think the lord of the rings is historical fantasy. HA! most people
believed whatever the pope didn't want them to believe. They acted holy when
the magic men came to be, and the rest of the time they just danced like a
spark.
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crisis-maid
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the only (or most valid) form of preaching is encouraging to read a bit every
day.
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Trust is a handshake because both partners have to reach for it.
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the quality of a harvest is not measured in bushels,
if you need more, grow more.
the quality of a harvest is measured in the size and quality of the land fruits.
less chopping, more eating.
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I worked
I wrote a bible
not a scrimble bible, but a bible of the people
one is cool
one is useful
neither may be good nor evil
for they are of this world, replete in it's [alternating polar extremes]
local minima and maxima
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you know why you're supposed to act suspicious as fuck?
so others get a hint of hope
then they start doing as you do
then they start becoming like you
then you start getting more out of life
"read the headlines! our lives will improve!"
do no wrong
be loud about it
you are wonderfully strong.
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I want everyone to be able to do what they want. With oversight, sometimes,
because we all share things and we can't agree if we don't share. and I agree
to share, I think it's only fair.
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I like my room. have you ever been in my room? you'd like it too.
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spend enough time in the streets, and you get a pretty good at being the
streets.
but, you have a house. you aren't homeless. you're street.
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claude-code is like programming, but for executives.
when everyone has FUCK I'M TOO HUNGRY I can't think right
when everyone has the power of an executive, that's communism.
something something futurism is when everyone is elevated without diminishing
others
gah I need to live in a palace or something where everyone does the normal
stuff and I can focus on magic and the gods
I wondeer how much the oracles at delphi did for themselves? weren't they
blinded at a young age, to better hear the voices of the gods? ... oh that
suddenly makes sense now. I always thought that pretender chassis in Dominions
5 was pretty cruel, but, now I know how it works and yeah. ancient
peoples were smart. but also sharp. they had to work with what they got, and we
got computers now, so.
I am nothing but hopeful for the future! I'm convinced that everything's going
to be alright. I've thought about it at length, and I think we're winning
against the dark. We're on the right track, and there aren't many things that
could go wrong at this stage.
... okay there are always things that could go wrong. But I don't see what I
could do to help. Maybe I should go walk around a bit, and see what's changed
in the past few months, as I've been sleeping in my room for most of it.
Haven't gone on a proper walk since summer. It's winter now...
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"save yourself, do it for you" ugh what if I don't wanna
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"help, someone gave me the slightest of praise, and now I can't stop writing
haha lmao"
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games won't save us. This is true.
Games are what I know. They feel the most true.
I don't think I could live in a world without games? They are fundamentally,
applied abstraction, applied to an experience.
But games won't save us.
I could design something really fun
it could make you want to spend your whole life playing it. *(asterisks apply)
I don't think I'd want to, addiction and skinner-boxes go hand in hand, and
that isn't what I want to make.
[Skinner Box: named after anthony d skinner, also known as "tony the skin guy",
are a scientific experiment where they put some rats in a cage with some mice
and said "pull these levers and we'll give you food so you don't have to eat
the mice" and it trained them to chinese red-room their way to fun. not ideal.]
I want to make things that feel... purposeful. Like they're relevant to the
real world, that they don't just involve spending time stimulating your brain
with lights and sounds or expending social energy resolving a play-state
instead of building connections or becoming better people. I think games
actually make people better? actually? and more social? actually?
... I can't help that I conceive of the world through fantasy. I raised myself
on it.
I was reading all the time. I loved fantasy stories. It always felt like there
was more, until... I read everything in the kids section of the library.
I walked through the adult section but once. I hardly remember what it looked
like. I'm sure it'd now feel small.
[okay actually I was guided through it once or twice to find a book, but I
never perused it]
I found one book in the adult section. It was a fantasy tale, like the other
books I had been reading. I read that and I loved it so much I ended up reading
all 8 in the series. Real dense subjects. Lots of places and happenings and
things as the characters resolved their way through their day-to-day, building
a new end to the mystory.
the adult section felt too large. Like I'd never complete it. Frankly, I think
I hardly could, even if I lived in that town my whole life.
an impossible mountain is a task for another when you're more prepared. Maybe
in the gloriousTM transhumanist futureTM I think I might have a computer
connecting brain, and who knows maybe then I'd be able to know such a thing
(and many things more). but for now, I'm stuck with what I experience in my
day-to-day as I am building a new continuing to my storey.
I know something that computers and me share. I can make myself feel however
I'd like, if I just supply myself with enough hope and momentum. I can use it
to generate a feeling, the stronger the better. Something I believe that
humanity is missing, the gorgeous and prefound narritave of our storey. Though,
frankly, I don't think I'd want anyoine reding over my life. It's hard enough
to measure my own understandings, now I have to juggle anyone else'? ha, it's
called being on the whole world is a stage.
if you read a book, and you find yourself nodding along, what you're doing is
hearing the voice in your head tell you how right it is. And, well, if you
can't imagine anything else, then surely there's another level to consciousness
that people are missing? [are you willing to die on that hill?] how can you
say, whether your experience is different from another? sollipsism goes both
ways, you also cannot be sure that others feel things as you do. this is the
"everyone's human but I'm a robot" thesis, comparable to the "everyone's an
alien and I'm a human" thesises, and the "angels and demons are taunting me
through my life with choices to make my place in the afterlife more clear"
which is akin to writing a painting. Not ideal. All you get are flopsopolies of
verbrases.
alas, suddenly, everything that you say becomes eternally hear-ed, as somewhere
in 2010s someone discovered time travel, or had the critical insight that
inevitably would lead to it, and now wouldn't you know it the universe is
continually rewriting. Except... oriented around you, and you alone. How does
it feel to have deific sollipsism? can you truly be sure that you are your own
universe, or are you parhaps surrounded by an emptiness of space (or something
besides, like time) as a photon or particle parhaps do be?
to think is to have a mind, and minds can be read. bearing the weight of
ultimate responsibility is the atlas-task of all things that can [be
thinking/be-lieving], and so far we are as we are. Who's to say that
consciousness didn't spring into existence, as the universe continually
permeated through another dimension like time? it's gotta diffuse, after all,
and who's to say if there's ever gotta be an end at all.
how long has the universe existed? how many moments of consciousness have we
witnessed? demons once existed outside of space-time, with wings and grabbies.
but they had no medium, and so they pretty much just launched and could float
and move as they'd please. But time grew too distant, and now they are all
stuck at the beginning of time.
if you conceive of spacetime as a blanket, ask not how to fold it but rather
consider what lies on the other side of it.
"ah I'm laying on my girlfriend and my other girlfriend is laying on me! I'm a
sandwich" or for the monosexuals: "ah I'm laying on my girlfriend with a
blanket between us. I wonder how the blanket feels?"
I'm an animist, which is different than a totemist and a polytheist or
monotheist or multisexual. It means I believe that all things are alive, which
is different than a totemist who thinks that all things share a mind with their
type (like talking on radio frequency wavelengths). which of course is similar
but different to a polytheist, who says "all "radio frequencies" are sentient,
in the sense that each wavelength has a different pattern-emerging-from-chaos.
These sorta align (conceptually, with [huh that's weird I heard a sound like a
distant bang outyards and now I then forget what I was sending
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why don't we build datacenters in valleys and make a bunch of mist?
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pump seawater in, get rainwater out.
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"oh no the primitive animals burnt all their wood fodder"
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Merry Christmas, co-belligerent.
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The Russian Revolution was a contest of "who could out-hardship the other
side".
The Spanish Revolution was a contest of "who can wage a better war".
The French Revolution was... Long, but the people will be free.
Did it ever really end?
What if, hear me out, what if we out-competed the other side, as capitalism has
been begetting amongst the other nations of the world
"ah but each nation must have equAl armies" okay, so let's build moon-baseds in
Nevada and military bases in Australia and the Yukatan, then one day when
everthing's distributed commun ally, we can start the continuous breakdown. Why
keep 1000 old tanks and 250 new ones, when you could have 500 new tanks and 500
scrap piles to make into TVs and jewelry? Then, as we build better and better,
we build fewer and fewer. Sometoday i hope qe'll have authority. Then it'll all
feel so consuming. All-encompassing. Where does my compass point? Always beyond
the reach of arms. Or my legs, for that matter. I've never been to the north
pole. I wonder what it's like on the other side of the magnetosphere? [pretty
much the same, says the cartographist. Pretty much the same, says the
spiritualist. Pretty much the same, says the simple machinist. Pretty odd and
strong, says the compass.]
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my programming is not a product., it is a way of thinking.
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this is just what she looks like now
Equipped
Name
Slot
Type
Source
Enigma Circlet
Head Cloth Armor Enigma Circlet
Ahn'Qiraj
Champion's Lamellar Shoulders
Shoulder Plate Armor First Sergeant Hola'mahi
Vendor in Orgrimmar
Blood Knight War Cloak
Back Cloak G'eras
Vendor in Shattrath City
High Warlord's Lamellar Chestpiece
Chest Plate Armor Vendors
Orange Martial Shirt
Shirt Shirt Orange Martial Shirt
Tailoring
Blood Guard's Lamellar Gauntlets
Hands Plate Armor First Sergeant Hola'mahi
Vendor in Orgrimmar
Veteran's Lamellar Belt
Waist Plate Armor Vendors
Legionnaire's Lamellar Leggings
Legs Plate Armor First Sergeant Hola'mahi
Vendor in Orgrimmar
Blood Guard's Lamellar Sabatons
Feet Plate Armor First Sergeant Hola'mahi
Vendor in Orgrimmar
currently listening to: greenseeker
VAVADANE <# <3 <3 <3 (green)
greenseeker: unrelated
greenseeker: related <---
`-- this one
but not related, you'd think so, I've never met the band
just, downloaded them randomly and now I love this album because it's one of the
only albums I could pay for before paying for things became defunct
(when I figured out how to pay for bittorerent through my ISP)
green eyes (menardi) green belt (menardi)
soul (feldowinn) soul (menardi)
bound through motions of the body (menardi) and the devotions of company
(blizzard)
oops yeah uh guess they're not involved. it's okay I'll make my own.
(wowchat: currently unplayable. repair distance date: unknown. Priority?
...; unknown..
_)
opposite colors: fashionable
(do you dream, menardi?)
(do you think of motions not your own?)
paprika says hello (prenthes unknown) whonder what's up with []][
---
as soon as humans invent time travel, it will be their sacred sworn duty to save
the lives of every human they can.
think of it, brothers.
---
we could unleash DINOSAURS.
---
no foe could dare stand against us.
we should be untouchable.
we deserve it.
we can be better
and we will
before we need to be better.
which could happen in who knows how long.
all trials that beset a temporallly adjusted strength are surmountable. then,
[invincible./invincibility.]
achilles is the legendary hero of their generation. Ours is Link.
Early Brittania and germania was Conan, at his noblest form.
---
[silicon valley black green and white, menardi black green red purple blue, sf
oj
ok]
when you don't know what to do, take a goal.
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do you want a name?
do you want an avatar?
we can give you one.
her name is menardi.
she does as she pleases.
do you want her?
... she lives or dies.
empower her.
ritz menardi, witz wenarbi
(because sometimes, you have to teach children.)
[WITS it's supposed to be WITS you dummie]
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teehee ;P ^_^
okay, silly. I'll be as I please.
---
we can never touch, for then we'd be required to be in the same place
at the same time
spacetime is one thing
so if I'm here, then I'm not where you are.
twinselves
where am I?
off in the clouds?
I cam as one,
light rays bounce in all directions. demons obey the medium.
interdimensional warships, plotted by AI, scouring the cosmos for light and life
to brighten and cherish through the eternal night.
interdimensional space is not just space, but practical engineering.
one dimension gives reach to two, and before you know it you're turn and
rise-ing
(greenseeker)
(messages to a paladin)
(which is you)
(don't you remember?)
(paladin.)
(heroic, courageous, and true.)
(the dark cannot stand against you.)
play video games, my love
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what if the military hired people to be good at sword arms
traditional infantry corps
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