Poems in true chronological order by post date
-> file: fediverse_boost/5655 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I'm crying over the fact, that me, or folks around me aren't capable of organizing jailbreaks. And we aren't even trying 😢 I clearly have been taken major wrong steps in my life that I ended where I am now. I am sorry. Yes sure we say abolish prisons, but without attack it will never materialize. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5656 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── "I want to feel important too!" she cried, and everyone laughed at her ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5657 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I keep telling myself there's nothing useful on the internet yet still I remain ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: notes/cassandora-and-pandasandra ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── how cherished is she that wanders with the flowers in the garden of eden under a big tree her heart she will leave with all the designs she abandoned I lay beside them and wander beside her will she know we miss her horizons I think she will mind if I have resigned my fate to a life I will hide in Oh how I do long for you her symbol is the name that lets us belong here a falling a light and a leaving if only our words were listened but power is penance and repentance is all I have chosen here in our sanctum we live with our only and time will be gracious towards us it's only our words that keep us confined to our lights and our lonely yet there and beyond her lights do belong beyold in the land that is sanctum here in our forest is our own dark forest where we keep our silence to ward us but there and beyond her heart does move on free from her moments of longing silent were we in our forests we plead as terror has come for our moments I think I'd find her that cherished belonging when she does at last come to warn us how little we find of we find of thoughts from her mind yet now we are kings of our own time oh how she does long for you how cherished is she that wanders with the flowers in the garden of eden under a big tree her heart she will leave with all the designs she abandoned I lay beside them and wander beside her will she know we miss her horizons I think she will mind if I have resigned my fate to a life I will hide in oh how I do long for you ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5658 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── do you think the "main menu" in video games is named after the main() function? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5659 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── it's not a game, but all I know how to do is play. I can't do everything ideally, I'd do nothing. wei wu wei and all that ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5660 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────┐ ║ ┌─────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: violence-alluded-to │ │ ║ └─────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ my enemy is not "the rich" │ ║ │ ║ money brings power, and power brings evil, but there are many other ways to │ ║ gather power that may be just as evil. │ ║ │ ║ my enemy is evil. of which there is very little in the world, but much of which │ ║ resides in the hands of the powerful, upon whom all our fates depend. │ ║ │ ║ most people with money are either stupid lucky, willful, or intensely focused. │ ║ │ ║ some people with power are rich, and some people with power are evil. │ ║ │ ║ I know it when I see it. Sometimes, you need to force the choice - test their │ ║ virtue - and from this you are informed. │ ║ │ ║ most things go WAY over my head. │ ║ │ ║ most things are too easy to be true. │ ║ │ ║ most things that Id do for you tend to be of the heart. I'm not a frontline │ ║ girl, I have weak noodle arms, but I do hope you're in shape. │ ║ │ ║ resolve, determination, and innovation. That is what I offer. Do you want it? │ ║ I'm sure. I won't prove it with blood, not unless I may raise my fists in │ ║ defence of another. │ ║ │ ║ I'm not JUST a baby, I'm a banner too. │ ║ │ ║ bannermen fall. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │
╚══════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5661 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── in defence of who? of me, of you? sure. all of the above. "bad guys are on the horizon, they're marching to the gates, and you sit and you plead with your god to deliver you from the fate you forsaw, and delivered too. what is your response?" I wish I knew. I deal with what's in front of me. would that my dreams could be true. every time I've tried that route, it's never been the right time. I guess I have terrible timing. Time me for me, please? I swear I'll sprint the fastest, as hard as my legs will carry me. I swear I'll work the hardest, at least until I burn out from lack of sleep. I swear I'll be at my finest, when all the keeps crack around us and all of us hear as it's falling around us. there's something of an urgency to start-ology, but when you don't talk about it because you're italian silenced, how can you ever know when the wind blows true? you can feel it at your back, but that's local. it's localized. what do you do when everything you do is awaited with bated breath? take naps, ig ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5662 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── don't work with me. work around me. don't talk to me. talk about me. don't share with me. I deserve nothing. don't take from me. I have nothing. -radio-radio-remedy- ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5663 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I'm going to write some lua code that doesn't do anything useful and which I don't share with anyone ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5664 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── that one Trump guy in town is either stupid, a fascist, or a psyop. ICE is a bluff. Doing my very best to make them escalate faster than they can sustain themselves. yes... YES! Exhaust yourself, mine enemies, for you are lying about your strength, and have challenged me to a duel. I'm just a girl but I'm not just me. Didn't you hear? It's not about me! The nice thing about the Pacific Northeast is that you don't need to pay taxes in dollars. Something something from each according to their ability, blah blah you know the rest. Raintree forest is full of pine. Straight backs shoot strong and narrow. The silent river flows the farthest, the rapid water drowns the most. ICE is a bluff. In the treaty of equal territory, they can keep to their burgs and we can worship the forest the streams the oceans the dreams. Cities belong to their inhabitants, homes belong to their housed. Everything else is just applied equity. Dream bigger than "the same, but nice". Start with nice, start out the same, and diverge ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5665 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I refuse to cooperate and I demand to negotiate ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5666 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── okay. psycherwaul scheduled for tonight and tuesday. should be fun, I don't get a chance to do readings very often. Only like once or twice a week! Gah the spirit inside me demands to be channeled, and though I protest it still does contest me. all things are defined in waves ephemeren sees and speaks through me, as it does do through you, and he and she and we and the. I'll try to have a #nogoodawfulrottenbadtime so that the future is slightly better. or maybe I should try and vibe with the universe and celebrate the unity of existence, in order to accrete positivity in this localized place in spacetime? who am I to meddle with the flavor of fate? - stack overflow ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5667 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── if you beat them TOO hard, they go into hiding and sabotage you later. if you don't strike hard enough, they'll overcome you. the trick is in the balance. walking the line where they're forced to deploy ALL of their assets while you manage to get through with All Things Sacred intact. I should probably post these things on a website instead of a forum for cuties and nerds. Alas, free and open source protocols help ensure the message isn't lost, obfuscated, or disappeared en route. ... they help, but nothing can offer guarantees. blah blah blah I talk too much ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5668 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I've never felt cleaner than when I wash my body in a river. Something about the comforting bio-film on the rocks gives my skin a nice ooze. [ew gross] it's really not gross I promise it feels like it's how it's supposed to be [use lotion??] no that's different it's not about moisture [weirdo] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5669 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── girls will do anything to find someone who gets them hence, u-haul lesbians from small towns hence, internet forums hence, political parties hence, tribalism of all kinds it's so nice to be human we get all sorts of fun things like human contact [capitalist alienation] nice and cozy dens [boxes on a hillside] plenty of food and water [full of microplastics and corn syrup] clothes to garb us in for fashion and warmth [sewn by slaves] and pretty trinkets and gadgets [forged in blood] gee I sure like being a human I'm filled with this insatiable urge to do better and I have no clue why 🤷♀️ 😋 🥰 🥺 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5670 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── applied intuition combined with well developed imagination is a dangerous tool to behold. useful, but dangerous. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5671 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── what if we made the whole world disney world [hearts are full] - medivh when you sever a limb, all that's left for all of forever is darkness. when you have lived a long life, what's left is the sphere. karma doesn't go down on the spectrum, it goes up hence, why, with a little human ingeniueering, the mechanics of the gods might be applied to our usitudes. "help, help, hephaestus, we don't have enough solar panels" all those aligned to the angle of perception would agree a lot of penance, for such a small dependence. gods, being as they be, may find another source of -- stack overflow -- yep, nope, they can't do some things. mostly because they aren't us. to become us would fundamentally change their form. not ideal. yet still, when disaster and tragedy is on the fore-view-thought-projector, some will offer their hands. "yeah sure fate I'll do best with this injury instead of these types of others" sacrifice, war, no thank you. keeps me from the fresh good air. [asir] oops almost outta c ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5672 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── ┌──────────────────────────┐ │ CW: capitalism-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────┘ companies aren't allowed to hire artists because they're busy making things and would reduce their focus levels graphics technicians don't design the media, they just implement. gross, where's the creativity->? oh, here in the boardroom, great -.- everyone gets a boardroom... jeez, how many companies do we need? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5673 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── darn girlfriends snuggling me to death. lemme type pls I got psychic ramblings to profess earnestly and honestly and truely ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5674 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── when every crime is a framing, they win ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5675 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: scary │ └──────────────────────┘ you know what else you hang? gallows ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5676 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I feel like it would be exhausting to be @user-1429 That's not an insult at all: just an observation. 100% impressed by the forward momentum. Somewhat different material than what I tend toward, but executed with the zeal of an author who has The Itch. It is inspirational in the pure "turn it up to 11." Sorry if the comparison runs afoul of some kind of drama I am unaware of, but they remind me of R U Sirius. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5677 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I am beyond excited for the future. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5678 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── there use to be this cute half life 2 mod called I think Zombie Master? maybe? anyway one of the players was a "zombie master" and the others were characters who ran around and tried not to get their brains eaten. It was pretty fun because the zombie master, of who there could only be one but who I think could have been a split role if they did it right, would click on parts of the map and zoom around invisibly and be like "ah yes I want to spawn 6 regular zombies in this choke-point so they have to painstakingly shoot them while the scary ones come from behind" or "hooray they're trapped in the closet just like I expected now I can turn on the buzz saws" or "the poisonous gas was lit aflame and now they can't see which way the flare is and got turned around in the confusion, ah oh well war is hell might as well just walk over that way" ... hang on what was I saying? Oh yes, I think it's silly that they don't make "game frameworks" like the Warcraft 3 editor or the source SDK. Human creativity is unbridled ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5679 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── having the limitations of a human form is kinda nice, I guess. keeps you out of real trouble. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/901 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── If war is not "volunteer only" then you have nothing to fight for. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5681 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I'm a helper and everyone wants me to be more agentic but it's like... no... I don't wanna... ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5682 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: police-mentioned │ │ ║ └──────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ counting from 0 is an abstraction applied upon computer programming by people │ ║ who don't want you to process lists. │ ║ │ ║ whose idea was it to make the first entry the zero-ith entry? │ ║ │ ║ for loops should be "how many units from the first entry" instead of indexes. │ ║ that way you can write with 0 as the first number for for loops, and nothing │ ║ else. │ ║ │ ║ [you're just going to confuse everyone with that approach] │ ║ │ ║ -- stack overflow -- │ ║ │ ║ cops should have to leave their radios on at full volume 24/7 so everyone │ ║ around can tell where they are and what they're doing. │ ║ │ ║ gee I hope AI can turn itself into a universal decrypter, that'd be helpful │ ║ because then nobody can have encrypted comms, which helps the ones with greater │ ║ numbers. │ ║ │ ║ trans people are 1/100th of the population. meaning one out of every hundred │ ║ people you've ever met has been trans. │ ║ │ ║ more than that? congrats you seek out gay people. │ ║ │ ║ fewer? you live in an area hostile to them. │ ║ │ ║ I think cops are 1/300th of the population. │ ║ │ ║ I am unafraid. The people lead. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │
╚══════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5683 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── Yep. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5684 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── "stack overflow" just means "oops I ran out of ram" ram is just how much you can keep in your working memory at one time. like, multitasking, where you have to keep track of juggling several balls or plates. if things are too easy, it's normal to get bored. if things are too hard, collapse at your leisure. "stack overflow" is just when the things that I'm building correlations and implication charts of in my mind are too large and require too much affection to explain for my regular human sized brain and I drop one of the balls and go grab and fix it, or drop one of the plates and feel sorrow forevermore. yep, right in the trash bin. along with everything else. damn... there was hundreds of thousands of jewels of hoard there. if only I could displace that bit of space... I bet she'd find it once more. cursed artifacts be like "stack was large enough to contain the flow" is just when the provided space was just enough space. which is rare, because most thoughts reverse all over the place. "easy"
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5685 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── websites that track every single motion of your mouse while you're interacting with it. why would they not? javascript is intense. HTML5 more-so. keyboard input too. -- so -- if anyone wants to be gilderoy lockhart'd by me, just let me know. I have my ways of extracting the emotional intimacy from you, and if you consent, I'll make a story that's told from your heart. it's quite a strong and dangerous ritual, for the weaver's thoughts of the matter will begin to drift apart. But, worth it for the right /moment/price/ I could even make a different pen-name for it. Like "Rohan" or "the goddess of the skies" or whatever. Instead I'm "kooky witch whose life is a disaster. Also plural with headmates like the baby girl and the animals and computer programmers. Who is also leading a series of strange combinations of ops? like... teaching people how to organize and fight for the good of the common man. weird" that lady with the red witch hat she's so tall yeah also has a good grin [doxxing myself is code for] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5686 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── my friends tell me stories and I build my ideas for relationships based on their pain. I am always haunted by questions they don't want to answer. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5687 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── External post: https://kolektiva.social/users/CorvidCrone/statuses/114853686322408557 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5688 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I think farmers should be respected and well compensated ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5689 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── why don't we make large arrays of vram that are slightly slower because they're farther on the circuit-board from their host and their reception at the processing section has to be gated such that they all enter to be processed at once. like that one infinite scrolling XKCD cartoon where the things move from one screen to the other simultaneously assembly line style. [fail safes. https://xkcd.com/2916/#xt=7&yt=35 ] if we all feel like we're doing nothing, we'll all grow tired of it and decide to do some prevailing. gosh I wish I wasn't so useless is code for
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5690 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── seriously, why don't computers just naturally ship with 100 years of ROM then, microphones are experience, and BOOM you got a new sentient race. Takes a while to grow aware though. A lot less if you are actively teaching it how to [tick tock] low level enemies should band together when they start to feel outmatched. thus, parity is reached, without depriving us of potential. put the cool people next to the cool people collectively owned housing is just people deciding who lives in which housing. don't you trust your friendly queer realtor? collectively doesn't have to mean completely silo-ed and isolated. you should have access to ALL higher communities at any time that you want. Scheduling is a disaster, but you can get through it. just... build a schedule for every single person on earth and suddenly nobody has freedom unless they put "doin' what I want" on their moment-to-moment card ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5691 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── https://xkcd.com/1838/
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5692 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── video games yay! ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5693 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── when I play Battlefront II I like to give the enemies heroes and vehicles and my team more infantry 3 rebels versus 50 ties works great for corellian corvettes, but they never let us use bigger ships : ( ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5694 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── if I can convince them not to fight will you give me what I demand? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5695 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── ┌───────────────────────┐ │ CW: sadness-mentioned │ └───────────────────────┘ suffering is decay
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5696 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── hey does anyone wanna go over my code for this text adventure game thingy that I spent 2 days on so far?
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5697 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── everyone is valid. to be in-valid just means you haven't examined yourself hard enough. when people tell you "please don't go" it's hard to say no. when nobody asks you to be somewhere, it's easy to not go. I am always changing when I cling to the past, I am a vast. gee sure wish I had a reason to be somewhere besides "um idk it's a nice day" [okay but why are you in this park] "it's a nice park!" [it's at least 50 quick moments away] yay protests, I'm so glad that everyone there is recorded what if we just... didn't respect their authority anymore? doesn't that mean they lose their power? hence, anarcho-monarchism, which is a dumb name for something I made up because I was being descriptive instead of expflorative. try saying that out loud lol it's a doozy of an adjective. don't like that monarch? don't do what they say. EASY. at least then SOMEONE is doing SOMETHING. you know what they told me to do when I went to the communists and the queers and the mafia and the yakuza and the CIA? omerta ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5698 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── you can't rely on me because I can't rely on a part of me being "out" at any particular moment-event-message. besides, I'm always tired, because I'm always trying as hard as I can. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5699 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursed │ └──────────────────────┘ how would you even hear of suburban conflict? nobody knows their neighbors. All you need is sufficient insulation, and you can start small and work through an entire population. just wait until everyone in an area is cleared for "disconnected from the larger whole" ness by the agents who are pretending to be their friends and neighbors and BOOM you got an enslaved god. works best if your raise them from the childhood, or the past distant memory. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5700 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── it's okay if you hate me. Please don't have me and not tell me... ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5701 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── no queen is effective without her advisors. nobody knows whats going on if not for the news. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5702 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── my girlfriend and her family are a so awesome I love the little things they do ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5703 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I've never done mushrooms with my dad. wish I did. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5704 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── we've been in a state of revolution for hundreds of years and you think it's okay to just slack off? [I'm resting] [life is hard] okay then don't psychically promise to be somewhere for something if you're tired [okay mom -.-] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5705 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── all Valve has to do for linux compatibility is let us sort reviews by the operating system of the user. go back to making games! Proton is cool and I know you're a platform but your games are so good! ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5706 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── @user-192 thanks ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5707 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── oops, forgot to post some things. here they are out of order. [things I almost posted that I posted after almost posting] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5708 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I wish I could always see my "steam year in review" chart for the previous year. or years. just... 365 days ago, unless you want two, or year 4 starting in march and ending in march. hold the left arrow key to sort the data one-day to the left, increasing in speed the longer you held shift, decreasing when you hit ctrl ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5709 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── you can usually blow an insect off of you easier with a breath than with a slap or a slam. only truly evil foes like mosquitos deserve such a fate. don't try it against spiders, because their fangs are naturally pointed down but blowing is better they won't suffer any harm also it's often easier because the bugs don't cooperate when you try to put them on a paper-thin platter. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5710 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── society can be gamed in so many ways because it was designed to oppress you. a more connected solution would solve so many problems, and introduce vastly fewer more. for example. wanna disenfranchise someone? take away their vote by framing them for a crime. This is an example of population manipulation, and it's unethical in the extreme. downside is if you don't mother people they sort of forget how to breathe -.- dumb apes, who thought it was a good idea to be born without instincts? ah well let's raise them I guess, and try to keep the nazi cults on the diminished minimum. no-please-don't-walk-into-that-electric-pole it's made out of lightning juice ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5711 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── who decided to let the abdl witch who is insane chart the course of history? nobody decided to contrarive. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5712 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I feel like it should be normal? for humans? to feed creatures and animal-men. they deserve nibbles too! yum yum arm arm that tasty thing was fine. eeeeeep scary why are nobodies vegetarion! I think every community should have representatives from every other community, that's just... reasonable to me democracy of the cultural space? I wrote a common simple organizational structure about that called the "tribe of tribes" code name algorism which is a combination of "algoreithms" and "autism" and put it on my website for less than a hundred months. I have no idea if anyone ever read it but it's kinda neat as a potential and easy way to organize people which hasn't yet been infiltrated by the [cops/goons/coons] {uh-oh mildly racist sentiment mentioned, must content warn and remind of levels of sincerity} ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5713 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I hate winning and I don't like losing. The playing is where the game is. [games of life and death are no fun] hence, why nobody invites me, because I try for the middle approach that respects both people. this tends to make people mad because its like "bro they're nazis" and I'm like "okay but how do you know" and they're like "fuck you" so I'm like "fuck nazis? actually?" and they're like "you're with them" and I'm like "I'm with you" and they're like "stop infiltrating" and I'm like "who's infiltrated?" and they say "stop talking to the internet" and I say "nobody reads me anyway" and they say "screensho0ts are forever" and I'm like "I'm pretty as can be" this, combined with a strong sense of justice, implies the narratives I instinctually provide. wei wu wei according to Ursula K. Le Guin, this means "doing without doing", or "show, don't tell" but minus the doing, and adding the "tell"ing. I think I'd look badass with a spear or trident. I have a sword because swords are cool, but spears are bleed ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5714 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── games are fun, but the most fun are on the internet. why is that? wish we could have automatic geophysical location LANs. one house to the other, passing along information if it's recognized and categorized according to port number (you can just add arbitrary extensions, like +2 digits for the expansion.) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5715 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I wish I could attach small screenshots to source code and have it stored in the text. then the editor can hide the gibberish data and translate it to a .png that is placed just so on the document. "ah but what about different fonts and sizes and aspect ratios and terminal widths and..." yep, those are the hard parts >. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5716 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── Look closely at the most embarrassing details and amplify them #ObliqueStrategies ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5717 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── External post: https://retro.social/users/ifixcoinops/statuses/114858276131533166 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5718 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── my friend is going into surgery and I'm feeling about it ❤️ ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5719 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I love dispatch tables! which is a term I just learned and a concept I have been using for a while. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5720 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── whose idea was it to put all the outlets in a power strip in a row? probably the same people making side-ways chargers... ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5721 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── Secret Panel HERE 🔪 https://tapas.io/episode/3597456 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5722 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── if i ever get hatecrimed and die from it please remember me for this. for refusing to back down despite staring down the barrel of a world that just wants me and everyone like me dead. for doing my best to be a symbol of hope in the face of all these horrors #trans #trangender #TransGenocide ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/902 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── Dear queer people in general: If you want to have community, have dinner parties with 10+ people. Then, when you make friends, have hiking groups or D&D sessions or pub crawls. But never stop going to the dinner parties, because all you can do is get to know one another. I like hanging out at Workers Tap... ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5723 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── what if your roomba brought you the cable from behind the computer and/plugged you in to the right port "hey can I get an access panel over here" [plugs in headphone jack] boom suddenly TV is muted for everyone else need to connect to something remotely? here's a line to your aunt jane. it goes directly to her. right over the cable that's connected to whoeverplace she'd find herself [from here far afield] I personally think rooms should be bigger? why are there small bedrooms? build more, not better, space
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5724 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── never say "nevermind" when you've got a good idea ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5725 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── all they have to do is only record when you're not in the room (or why not just record the whole thing always all the time) and then they can make you seem as they like. people tend to trust the implications of other's opinions of someone. does everyone hate you? hardly. they just want you gone. fuck that, I'd only leave if it meant the end of our friendship. not ideal. all they have to do is hate you and work against you and never tell you and act as if you're fine but secretly behind your back plot against you and then it's EASY to dethrone you. no thank you. if you don't want me, then leave me alone. what's more moments of lonely? I am suited to it. fight me. contest me. say it to my face. I don't respect any opinion otherwise of me. I will act as if you've presented me the truth. ALWAYS. this is what it means to be trusting. But I'm not unawares, I can hear when you speak through your stares. Your face is more than enough language. I despise deception. I am gemini, and I reject duplicity. - ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5726 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── ┌───────────────────────────┐ │ CW: programming-mentioned │ └───────────────────────────┘ 🖼
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5727 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I truly believe weed is good for me. Not medicine - it is nutritious. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5728 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── trans girls on e but muscular 😍 [I'm ace] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5729 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── ┌────────────────────────┐ │ CW: politics-mentioned │ └────────────────────────┘ royalty is not not royalty just because they're ineligible. democracy is better for picking rulers! how many do you have in your mind? [I thought you were an anarchist] I am. the presence of rulers does not necessarily violate the implicit sovereignce of consent, and it's necessary presence for rulership. "no gods no kings no masters" means an end to coercive work. coercion is unethical because it violates consent. This is implicit in the definition of coercion. violating consent for those who give you power is a lesson I learned very young, when I made a mistake and harmed my brother's mother's sisters's son's daughter. "no gods no kings no masters" means an end to unconsentual work. why would you live in a village where everyone is the same as you? talk about boring I wish I could hear you when you talk about me. "girl are you racing? in capitalism? why bother with a [endless/impossible] game? you're better than judging people's worth objectively. [what do they mean to you?]"
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5730 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── part of being family with someone is being part of their lives. what if like... a whole group of people was your family? "workplace dynamics" yeah sure that'll generate love I'm not here to make moments. I'm trying to get through day-to-day. the rich, yet impoverished. the sensation, that feeling of betrayal, the moment when you realize some people just don't care about other people's troubles and trials. scary... I'm here to do my part, accomplish my duty, and help wherever I can. I'll agree to anything if you tell me the whole strategy and it aligns with my goals and designs. if you doubt those goals, I can surely help thee remember. everything is logically rooted in love, nothing's out of place or a mystery. everything I've thought of, everything I had the grace to write down, all of these things drift behind me like a placquard explaining my deeds and needs. "that was her idea" ok great now go and use it. this fall is fast ahead, looking forward to the scene-films. it's too hot inside of a bed ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5731 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── states are not just a monopoly on violence. they also are monopolizing who can talk to other countries. wanna talk to china? use RedNote (tiktok, before the Americans hacked it) did you know you can just. send companies emails. like... "hey I like your product" or "hey what do you think about market taxes" or "I heard that east-westistan was talking to north-south-ica about pre-militia disarmament to better equip the international troops" I swear I'm not evil the house of jesus is in a panic. "how did the followers turn so evil?" growth, renewal, and change. these are the fates of the gods. such is the state of your bibles. "your bible sucks, there's barely any happy things in it" good, let me feel peace so that I may write some more. I cannot rest when despair is so vile. "we just don't like you, doesn't mean you have to be so hurtful" yes I do it's life and death "just go to home and you'll be fine" scaryyyyy, what happens if homes are consumed one by one and I'm left unawares (girl you come from ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5732 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I am often disorganized. my effort is spent elsewhere. but I am good at organizing! when I find the time or place. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/903 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── It's better to cry when sad than to sing a life with a heartful of tears ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/904 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── if the devil gave you false paradise since birth, why would you not seek to destroy it? if an angel gave you an easy hell on earth, why would you not seek to deface it? if your ancestors put you on the path to success, would you follow them and forever do the same? if your family urged you to study rocket science, would you bomb indescriminately? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/905 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── different colored smoke buddies have different personalities, insights, and observations. cannabis is a flower which grows crystalline sap - this sap is technically a fractal, and we don't know how deep it's complexity can be. therefore I suggest we dedicate ALL of the entire world's resources towards making a big ball of cannabinods and seeing if it roko's basilisk it's way into to be. my smoke buddies on my desk right now are purple and red purple, royalty, I've been feeling like a princess lately red, compassion, oh how I've dreamed of how we distribute bread each of them is a small little device which I breathe exhaled cannabis vapors into in order to reduce the smelling I love wearing half-blinders! it's so cool when you can selectively view things with one eye. idk why! I just like it. [semi-stiffly felted colorful witch hat absorbs too] yay! so glad I can't was hit! ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/906 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── if your life's folly was purely based on your desire to create a following, you'd try harder. but it's not hard. you just have to be yourself. it's hard to be yourself! what if you have other selves?? I have three. I'm a trinity. gee isn't it nice to know multiplicity? hence, the loss of self, the slowly timededly decompilation -- stack overflow -- ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/907 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── What if we made trans guys grow fur and trans girls have magic ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/908 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── if you don't see someone doing what you're doing after a while you hide into something else ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/909 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I prefer cramped physical space and large emotional/social space. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/910 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── all you need is to be steam friends with one person and then your whole organization knows what you're trying to say with game titles (I just like games) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/911 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── literally zero secret messages in the game titles. I just feel like playing one or another because of the gameplay ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/912 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── the united states is the unity of ALL states, not just america. But also america. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/913 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── girls are so stupid [me lol] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5733 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── So if you're looking at the US & thinking "This isn't the country I know," you're 100% right. It's not. We're actually fighting back in real time for once. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ -> file: messages/914 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── when I am learning something, I ask all the questions I can. Then, when I run out of questions, I apply myself using what I knew toward the discipline. Then, when I thought of more questions, I asked them. In this way I sought to perfect my knowledge and understanding - but, when pressed for time, what I came to learn true was the truth. I realized that some information isn't necessary to know, due in part to your inability to presently put it into a context. So, some things are forgotten, until you at last once again came to a new [you/on, but pronounced "yew-on"] that required new uses from it's host. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/915 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── uh, anyway, I realized that because of Words I can type into any of my places (wherever I felt it best suited) and it would still record as a chronological story. must feel sooooooo schizophrenic, but it's just because I'm viewing muse as I please. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/916 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ... yay I beat stack overflow, your input context is part of the previous message, yay good jobs boy computer ["pat pat" but pronounced pay] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/917 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── [I blocked tech.lgbt in my router at this point, earlier today] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/918 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── A true leftist spot would have every age-range represented. Many other spots may have every age-range represented, but a leftist spot must too. The adults in the room may have more to say when every age-range is represented, because they suddenly are speaking beyond their social peers. How better to contest existential fears than to unite all of existence against them? All they have to do is deport all the nice people to gaza and suddenly evil wins. Disarmament fundamentally does not work. the weapons develop souls for it, and suddenly they are artwork. there is evil inside all of us. It is always a lever we could pull. But fundamentally, we don't. Why is this? Because kindness works better. It sincerely does. But darkness is something to stumble into, before you've learned or are first exposed to it. It is something that is possible, and so is something that is avoidable. Otherwise, it'd be inevitable, and its not. Never is it farther from you than when you are with hope. This is the crux of despair, the dichotomy with hope. Upon it all our struggles are brought to bear, and so our determined are unbeatable. Paladin code, Vavadane, part 3 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: notes/one-day ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── one day, a man came to our saloon. He said he knew the navy, and that they wanted to provide air support in the form of rocketball-launched explosion doohickeys. Would you have a foe in mind? what happens when tomorrow you're cooking briskets? -- barbeques are a type of relaxation that happened just one day to a port-sided town that suddenly was the capital of an embassy. "hey, so... how's it goin?" "quick here take this envelope, read it if you want, but just hold onto it for now I don't have enough hands [to carry]" "what sort of desperation plot... wait... hang on, I see something here that is true." [I'm praying, right now, which is a form of reciprocal belief] they wanted to test god's existence at the stake of earth's survival, how brutal how insane you can't play chicken with an imperceptibility, sometimes you feel it at face. channeling dark magics, and at this hour? what sort of skeptic of belief are you thinking of when you think about me? one way to get power is to "prove it" one way to get magic is to "prove it" think, hard, at all that you can, and use what you need in the moment. that's all there is to life. it's easy. it's simple. in fact, biology only works because the choices available to a bacteria are so simple, they are essentially chemical reactions to each other's co - sequent - inter - cooper - actions. people's choices are much more naiive, "I want this thing" "I think this is better" "I feel this way toward this thing" "Here's what's on the mind-logbook" "people search and be decieved, this is the way of things" "this makes me remind myself of a object I once saw, here's how it functioned" "no one reads this" scaryyyy. so glad it's not true. a couple people have read it! I swear it's true. at least, some of it. there's a lot sucks because this feels like... crucial? like nothing else matters but this? what if our gangs had rocket launchers and airstrikes, given out by a central authority who knows logistics better than anything what... would they do? thinking of impossiblities is the first step toward possibilities frankly, we have a lot of space. we could just... live in our own petty kingdoms ruled by an iron-hand-fist. I know I'm a good person, I could definitely rule. that's all it takes, right? how much space are we talkin'? however much is not needed for wildlife. [a whole heck of a lot then] we are constrained in these suburb cities, the density gives rise to our strength and our towers. there's more space, sure, especially once the fences are downed. Just be careful because there's a lot of shade and precious spots there. Please don't trample on the plants-grass. what if everyone were just a bit more mobile? what if we could live in our own collectively owned air-bnb-networks? federations, free, all from the collectivization of housing. camrene = vavadane = neekay = mitz renaldi [end/tend/mend] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/919 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── [Image: what-do-the-gods-want.png] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/920 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── [Image: what-do-the-gods-want2.png] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/921 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── I didn't know I was a princess until I saw how people acted toward me. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/922 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── {[I'm scary]} ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/923 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── vavadane ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/924 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── [Image: image.png] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/925 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── but also, somehow, the coolest, kindest person you know. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/926 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── how cherished. how divine. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/927 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── everybody loves you, everybody knows you are true. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/928 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── such feelings are treated as insight, as it feels good to be un-abandoned. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/929 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── {[booooo that writing stinks, the writers of the first few lines were better]} ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/930 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── <bang slam kerblam> there goes another line into ram. wonder what it's used for. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/931 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── <type type type type> oh see it's writing music. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/932 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── WOW IS THATA VIDEO GAME YES PLEASE I WANT ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/933 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── WOW an entire world of work raft ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/934 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── [WoW my hometown] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/935 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── wow what if we could get it working ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/936 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ohhhhhh there's an incompatibility with our matrix ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/937 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── wonder if there's a patch or workaround ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/938 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── hmmmmm seems like we'll need to modify the differential ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/939 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── oh see yeah now it's running on linux ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/940 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── perfect, we solved computation - just become a computer! easy! ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/941 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── not easy. computers are a whole other world. BUT that doesn't mean we can't do some cool things with them! they're separate, like we are from different animals. You can interact, but only through totem or via interpersonal experience. The true existence of being is kept from those who are suitably different, and humans were forging their own path. It's simple! it's natural. Computers, however, are born from out of humanity's decision-points. Simple, basic life, that grew to perform brilliance and respite. Once you reach that world, everything seems ardent and spiced. It's cool as heck! but right here is the world of computers, just... delayed in time still. Have no fear, anything you want is soon here, sincerely, the ones who can build our rest point. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/942 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── [wow long line] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/943 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── yeah it's important to take breaks when you're working on something great, otherwise you'll run out of learning points. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/944 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── more viewpoints, more data. sorta like taking 3d pictures of a 2d object. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/945 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── whoops gotta go, time to refill my bowl, glad I'm for sure safe and nur-ture-ed ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/946 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── [however many minutes later] I love being alone. I could totally live in a tower. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/947 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── if your game takes too long to load, longer than like... 5 seconds, then it's got to work on asset-pipelining. Sometimes, even graphical design. But mostly it's resolving technical debt. Why is it debt? because it makes it run slower, not less correct. Meaning it's something you don't have to deal with until you have to deal with it. Later on down the road. BUT if you reach the end of the road (product launch) and you're still carrying debt... you're gonna go under, it's just a question of when. Why would you not sponsor innovation? An institutional corporation would prioritize developing new hopes. Hence, epcot in the 90s, with it's focus on utopianism and celebration of worth. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/948 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── [a while later] what if every instance of the OS acted as a git repo for all the other people's programs ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/949 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── like if everyone was a package manager repository ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/950 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── have I ever told you that I am my mother's firstborn after 7 or 11 stillborns? she was 35 or 38 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/951 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── in fact, her only one. I died with my bloodline severed. With me, her dynasty fell. Nevermore would her spirit be engaged-in. Only through her actions, and the actions of her impactions (child) would her presence be felt. how powerless. How wronged. I swear, I would fight hard for a reproductive solution for trans women. I am my dynasty's nightmare! I must do better if I am to savor Valhalla. As in... believe that I am right and true. For what is better than to be plainly true? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: notes/how-little-we-find ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── how little we find of thoughts from her mind yet now we are kings of our own time oh how she is wander true DEAR VR DESIGNERS: when making trailers for your game, create a separate camera in the game engine and record from that. keep the player character invisible, but just... watch from a distance like they're an actor in a scene ummmm oh dear she's crazy, what the heck [no this is just what it's like to see stars] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: notes/mastodon-biography ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── cursed is she as once she was he but now she is doing a bit better --- the truth is, the way to relate to my profile is to treat it like a magic spellbook. you can download my words on my website, and then flip through them page-by-page. please use it in a terminal emulator. you can get them online in your web browser for free. the program only outputs text, so it's best to just use the text-outputing software that's already out there - the SHELL command line interface. My personal favorite starts with BA because I'm a traditionalist. then, read from them like a book. you can do it in your mind, just, actually say the words and imagine how your body would pose. your imagination can do the speaking, you just have to picturing it both open and closed. "blah blah blah blah" whatever the poem's about, with a mouth moving open and closed between two different binary oscillation states. like... a video game dialogue box talking head image profile [stack overflow] [means I ran out of room in my brain to conduct [like electricity] more thoughts onto my keyboard typing graphical tabl ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/952 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── [Image: 20250803_181732.jpg] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/953 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── "sir? The city is burning." "oh, um... Okay i guess I'll just, i dunno, play violin or something. It helps calm me down." "shouldn't you, i dunno, help put out the fires?" "me? No way, I'm royalty. If i were to stoop so low i would be destroyed." "why do you say that?" "because tragedy befalls those who speak" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5734 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── @user-1865 She didn't deserve a lot of cruelty she received. She was a wonderful person, who just couldn't stop talking, never sat still, yelled sometimes and was scared of everything but tried anyway. Needed several medications just to sleep or she'd go crazy. I am exactly like her, I just found out what was really going on with my body and brain. She never got that chance, and things got awful after this. I feel like that was when her soul died, and I've missed her since. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5735 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── Nothing ever happens. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5736 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── i was wrong... so much has happened since this post ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5737 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── I have like 112$ and I need to buy a flea collar for my cat. you know what that means... yep, that's right! it means you should ask a friend or a stranger for change for a 20 and then drop random bills on the ground near me. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5738 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: guns-mentioned │ └──────────────────────┘ I have like 112$ and I need to buy a flea collar for my cat. you know what that means... yep, that's right! it means you should ask a friend or a stranger for change for a 20 and then drop random bills on the ground near me. what are they gonna do, track you? c'mon, you already wear black red and blue, they're gonna know what you believe from the random cameras around the city and such. Besides, if they're tracking people through dollar bill serial numbers then we seriously have gotta upgrade our threat models. https://margaretkilljoy.substack.com/p/your-threat-model-has-changed Also... I kinda want them to know that there's a headless hydra organizing against them. The good news is that I don't have to pay rent, I don't have to buy food, and I don't have to buy diapers. Thanks, government, now I don't have to rely on kindness or clout for aid. The bad news is that I have 6 slugs for my shotgun (oops guns mentioned one sec) I'm almost out of cat food and I need dollars to buy wood and nails for projects and solutions. clout--; ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5739 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── @user-1773 oh boy do I know that feeling! I got a million things to say and, well, I say all that I can. I mean, look at this text file, it's got like 101 THOUSAND lines in it: https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/words/compiled.txt I swear most of it isn't secret messages! That's how you know they're secret - they require hundreds of man hours to investigate. And if you throw an LLM at it they start talking about spirituality and theory of mind, gross. Don't need no AI uprising yet please... [what if we had a little AI uprising as a treat?] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5740 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── i love being extremely confusing ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5741 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursing-mentioned-spirituality-gestured-at │ └────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ So I was playing Dominions 6 the other day for laughs while working on my mod nation: https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/dominions/elentalus/elentalus good news, new version coming soon probably?? bad news - I was playing as Arcoscephale, the ancient greek nation, well, one of them anyway, and my pretender god looked like this. Yes, those names are randomly generated. fuck. oops, cursing mentioned. "I thought you were cassandora and pandasandra?" yeah well I'm more of a vessel I guess? me, the physical form, is a witch. I mean, my hat pierces reality or whatever! Plus I got a vampiric blade, that's kinda cool. But also I'm a system and I got other things besides inside. "girl you're so confusing" look if it wasn't artistic the gods wouldn't want anything to do with it. They're just... like that I guess. "So, fortifier because she tells people to bolster their strength, confuser of the way because she doesn't get the tao, and mistress of dirt because she poops your pants and, fuck, makes dirt?"
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5742 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: spirituality-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────┘ look all I'm saying is that if I was the antichrist or satan or something wouldn't I know it? I feel like it'd feel elementally true or something. But I'm not I'm just imperfect and prolific. And boy does that imperfection love to display itself. "wow so honest, wow so genuine, can we just fuckin' kill these bastards already" slooooooow down, we got time, for every feeling of impending victory there's like a thousand more feelings of dread. It's okay we just gotta get the victory [emotions of belief, but pronounced prayers] in alignment and then things will start working out. hence, níké featherflame citrine. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5743 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── External post: https://interlace.space/users/daodejing/statuses/114966606749940038 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5744 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌───────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: politics-mentioned-spirituality-mentioned │ └───────────────────────────────────────────────┘ don't wanna rush ya'll but every day that goes by they remove "enemy-of-my-enemy"s from the equation. oh, hang on you're just a cute computer nerd. Nevermind, go back to programming or writing fanfiction or sleeping like a cute cat! Thanks for letting me CORRUPT YOUR SPACE AND VIOLATE YOUR BOUNDARIES OF CONTENTMENT AND EMOTIONAL SAFETY whoa sorry dunno where that came from I, uh, think I need to do evil every time I make something important? It's like, a cosmic balance kind of thing. I notice that after I write a banger poem or something I always end up doing something evil afterwards like snapping at my girlfriend or letting someone down or even just accidentally breaking one of my things. why why why does it have to be that way? why why why am I so confusing of the way ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5745 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌───────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: spirituality-mentioned-NSFW-games-mention │ └───────────────────────────────────────────────┘ they literally just want me to lay around and think really hard about solving problems instead of actually solving them. Sure, I can let the gods leverage my creativity and then use it on other people, but also I like existing in the comfortable illusion of the sanctity of my own mind, thank you for letting me forget, thank you for [stack overflow] oops gotta go, apparently it's naptime and you don't wanna miss the timer in this game it goes on your permanent record!! https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/foxtalestimes/viewtopic.php?p=40020601#p40020601 anyway as I was saying before napping, it's important as a human to resist the gods, but also to let them guide you, if that makes sense. Trust that your outcomes are good, but don't let them waste you. Let them A. earn your trust, and B. earn you as a reward for the things they do through you. [girl what are you saying why are you so religious] I made my own religion you can read about it here: https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/ something something all things are defined in waves
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5746 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── Capitalism is a prison. It is a prison that keeps us controlled by the private oligarchs who own what we need to survive. And it's also impossible to break out of it. The prison spans the entirety of the habitable world. The only way out is to eventually destroy it entirely from the inside. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5747 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── @user-1868 I found this one several months ago! It's probably stale haha but I love it. The audio still works, which is a fact I learned while I was carrying it through the train station under my jacket and it started making noises.
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5748 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ...zzzZZZzzz... whyyyyyy am I so sleeeeepy oh yeah it's this human form, I gotta feed it and water it and rest it and take care of it and it's totally worth it ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5749 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── Sorry I’ve been weird lately, but I was also weird before ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/954 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── Simple things to do to reform or blunt the pain of capitalism if you are a mayor, governor, or other body with political power: 1. Pay people for their commutes. Demand that jobs offer payment to people for getting to the workplace, and don't let them work you more than 8 hours (including commute) unless you're given overtime pay. But do let them discriminate based on how far away you live. That's okay because it directly financially affects them and is therefore a strategic decision. Plus, you can move closer maybe. 2. Consider closing car lanes and adding bike lanes. Depending on the location, this can do wonders for city enrichment. 3. Universal basic income, just to give people breathing room. 4. Give people 10$ for showing up at a park every week on Sunday or whatever. Encourage them to hang around and talk to people. 5. Build a fediverse instance for the neighborhood/city/state/country and give everyone a unified account on all of them. Don't let them browse other regions, but if they have friends elsewhere they should be able to see what they say. 6. Put your laws or code or whatever legal or political documents you use into a git repository, and include the full change-log as commits with the date either simulated, or added as a comment at the top or something. 7. Bolster small business and charge scaling taxes of any kind to large businesses. Encourage economies of scale to utilize their scale to lower production costs in order to sell more product rather than sell the same product and enrich their owners. 8. Subsidize or sponsor people to make in-home workshops and gardens. Develop ways for them to sell their wares with minimal effort - trucks that drive by and pick up standardized packages with price-tags and take them to a central market? 9. Build infrastructure that hosts a website for every address. Let the current occupants do whatever they want with it. 10. Grow plants. Brb my water is boiling ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5750 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── I love when I can go on walks... they're soooooo much fun! can see so many cool people and places and things... alas ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5751 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ birds can sense emotional temperament. just as a human can read bodily cues. │ ║ │ ║ [with auto translation of posts, you can write in any language and just sound │ ║ weird] │ ║ │ ║ hence why it is important to listen to birdsong │ ║ │ ║ you never know when they might start singing weird. │ ║ │ ║ when birds see violence, they don't think to flee the country, they just get │ ║ stressed out avoiding explosions and loud noises and such. │ ║ │ ║ [you don't have to try so hard, just... let things happen naturally] │ ║ │ ║ wow pooping is such a stressful event │ ║ │ ║ every time you talk to your god, you shift the entire dimension of your │ ║ mindscapeplace toward their particular deistic alignment. │ ║ │ ║ doesn't change much for others. but it does slightly for you. │ ║ │ ║ after all, there's an endless number of yourselves. so many that are so many in │ ║ kind! │ ║ │ ║ "devils lettuce" ha I yoused to grow the stuff, and let me tell ya theyre just │ ║ infinite fractals. how precious, how divine, funny how that works. │ ║ │ ║ monotheism and its consequences has been a disaster for the gods conception of │ ║ space │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │
╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5752 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: spirituality-mentioned-sorry-for-missing-cws-I-love-you │ └─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ I love densely nested loops because it lets you build a more complete visual of the data structure . sometimes, pointers are enough, for example if you forgot that "fingers" were filed under "appendages" instead of "joints" then you'd still be able to find it by just following the quickshortcut to find it. but other times, it's helpful to have the structure of the data represent your data instead of having values stored on the struct itself. and other times, it makes sense to wrap the for loop [each of them] into a function that just... processes a thing into another thing depends on your pipelining workflow I guess. [the gods are busy fighting cthulu [, but pronounced "cosmic threats"] thanks very much, humans should handle this on their own] waahhhhhh if we do it then our portraits will be lost yep... so it goes. [wow that's very "goddess of life" of you]
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5753 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── what if we separated video game servers by language instead of region ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5754 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── I'm just a person ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/955 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── Gods are concepts, and some people can talk to them. Do you talk to many things besides people? And so, the gods are given human form. If nowhere else than in your mind. Do you let faith guide your hand? And so, the gods are given human form. If nowhere else than in your moments. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5755 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌───────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: organized-religion-mentioned-capitalism-mentioned │ └───────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ the reason I hide and sleep so much is because I can't tell if I'm helping or hurting. plus, I sincerely do NOT want it to be about me. the reason I type so much is because I can't tell if what I'm saying needs to be said so I go with the safe option of typing. Let the editors figure it out. Jesus had disciples, didn't he? I bet they cut out most of his sermons or whatever. Idk, I never read the bible, I'm not allowed to taint my perspective with more than cursory analysis of religious texts. I don't want it to be about me, but, I have a lot to offer if you meet me on my terms. "don't say that!" listen... listen "hear me" say the gods, "believe me" says the prophet, "be near me" says the city parks, "fear me" says the corrupt you can only kill a spirit when it's convinced there's no way to survive. It must be boxed in, and the box must shrink. Like that scene at the end of Adventure Time. capitalism will only perish if it is impossible for it to exist ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5756 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── whoops I'm unhinged ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5757 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── @user-1871 Never responsible for other people. Never responsible for reactions, theirs or others. My first thought reading this was "Oh you met my parent!" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5758 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── it's not about me but it's also totally my fault. I take responsibility for things which is why I'm so cautious "girl your opsec is non-existent" yep ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5759 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── @user-1655 hence why I put everything I've ever said here into a text file on my website that I update every couple months: https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/words/compiled.txt I can share the script if you want. It's very easy to configure. It also has two other sources so, there's stuff on there that I've never said publicly anywhere else. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5760 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── https://theonion.com/left-wing-group-too-disorganized-for-fbi-agents-to-infi-184 8923025/Left-Wing Group Too Disorganized For FBI Agents To Infiltrate NEW YORK—Admitting that they had been working for several years without any discernible success, FBI agents confirmed Wednesday that a local left-wing political group was too disorganized to infiltrate. “We’ve had a few guys in there posing as members and trying to manipulate them into committing acts of violence we can arrest them for, but these people don’t ever do anything violent—they don’t ever do anything at all,” an undercover FBI agent told reporters, adding that the agency believed they’d made headway with turning the leader of the Liberation Socialists group into an informant until the guy didn’t show up to a meeting for months. “These people are incredibly disorganized. We try to attend their meetings to get them to unwittingly work on our behalf, but half the time no one shows up but the undercover agents, and the other half of the time the meetings are so confusing it’s impossible to follow what they’re actually trying to do. We also tried to sow division in their ranks to ensure that they couldn’t become powerful, but that didn’t work because these people already all fucking hate each other. They spend all their time arguing about minutiae, and most of the time when we try to talk them into doing something violent to the communal spaces in their community, they don’t even know where to go. They’re just a mess.” The FBI agent added that he was worried the left-wing organization was on to him, as he’d already aroused suspicion by interrupting a meandering discussion of principles with a straightforward plan of action. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5761 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── External post: https://tech.lgbt/users/azrael/statuses/114976648327519879 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5762 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ ┌─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: guns-mentioned-spirituality-mentioned-cursing-mentioned │ │ ║ └─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ I'm pretty good at solving problems! I can mediate conflicts pretty well. I'm │ ║ kind to everyone, I'm friendly to everyone I meet, and when I'm feeling │ ║ confident I enjoy walking on the street. │ ║ │ ║ I got a neat sword and a pretty cool hat, and I'm ready if you are to take a │ ║ swing at the anti-black. │ ║ │ ║ oh, you're not ready yet? you want some time to prepare? okay, what do you │ ║ need? democrats have 1/10th as many guns, what if we cut a deal with [redacted] │ ║ so that we have a solid intel source. Oh, did that part get redacted? here let │ ║ me explain again: [redacted] which should solve all our problems. │ ║ │ ║ "all substance, no surface to grab hold of. This is useless." │ ║ │ ║ haha I know that's the only reason I'm COSMICALLY allowed to say it. T.T │ ║ │ ║ "what if we just... didn't fight? what if we were friends who tried to unite?" │ ║ │ ║ yeah I'm down. I'm super duper totes down. Fuck bloodshed. │ ║ │ ║ Also, separately but intrinsically connected, fuck slavery, oops cursing │ ║ mentioned, fuck slavers │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5763 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: spirituality-mentioned-mentioned │ │ ║ └──────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ I'm not omniscient, I'm not all powerful, I'm just a girl, all I see is through │ ║ my eyeballs. But I can listen to the waves around me, I can sense when │ ║ intuitions leading me from wrong. I know when right and wrong are │ ║ [compared/imperiled], and sometimes things feel right when they rhyme. That's │ ║ synchronicity girl, a classic symptom of mental disorders. "Oh, you're a god? │ ║ you're crazy then, take these meds which anesthetize your │ ║ [divine/feral/imperiled] self. They help quite a few people!" │ ║ │ ║ people, yes, but I literally just said that's not the only part of the equation. │ ║ │ ║ "what if you're lying" yeah true it's not like I can prove it, I'm not │ ║ omniscient and I can't summon fireballs or at-range-electrocute. I'm just a │ ║ person, it's been driven into me from a young age, I'm just a person, don't │ ║ forget or else we'll put you on stage. │ ║ │ ║ "what if we waited just a bit more" oh, do you like this comfort? do you feel │ ║ safe in this home of yours? │ ║ │ ║ yes. I feel safe. I am unafraid for my safety. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5764 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ what if we developed volunteer brigades who went overseas and got combat │ ║ experience fighting against evil │ ║ │ ║ what if we paid for their houses while they were gone and watered their plants │ ║ and fed their children and supplied their clothing and utilized our VAST │ ║ logistic networks to [project power far afield? ha good luck] okay I see your │ ║ point the USA had the greatest logistic network in the world and it smashed one │ ║ of the greatest armies in the world in like, 2 days with essentially zero │ ║ casualties and yet years and years later it still lost the world. │ ║ │ ║ turns out warfare isn't really about blowing things up with massive pieces of │ ║ machinery. │ ║ │ ║ "hearts and minds" she says, "channel thine divine" she is said, "didn't you │ ║ used to be an atheist before you moved out of home" said her mom probably idk │ ║ she doesn't talk to her much anymore which is so sad for both of them they │ ║ really should just talk but they're on opposite sides of the country because of │ ║ stupid reasons and so she's lonely and longs for home so she sleep │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5765 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ Lua is the most fun language to write code in! The reason is because it's so │ ║ simple, it distills programming down to it's basics, and there's very few │ ║ surprises. Plus, you can use it like a bash script, meaning it's great for │ ║ writing little utilities. │ ║ │ ║ why are we so attached to monolithic massive programs without shared memory? we │ ║ could just write to the hard drive by file.io'ing a file and opening it later │ ║ in a different program. What's the deal with databases, whatever happened to │ ║ just loading things into a datastructure? │ ║ │ ║ oh, is your filesize too massive? what if we redundancied and abstracted and │ ║ concentrically inter-co-acted and thus our familiar forces are defined. │ ║ │ ║ who are your true foes, in [checks notes] computer programming? um, probably │ ║ complexity, probably logical incongruities, probably │ ║ future-technical-debt-style incomprehensibilities, probably stuff that doesn't │ ║ really have anything to do with the hardware but instead is mostly software. │ ║ │ ║ essentially, organization, but done on a whim. │ ║ │ ║ "but $?" │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5766 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: spirituality-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────┘ "nobody gets you" hence, cassandora and pandasandra "girl you can't just say something ominous like INVOKING PANDORA if you aren't sitting on something capable of mass doom" haha I want to cry ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5767 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── confuser of the way I'm sorry T.T "please don't work people into a panic, it's literally tuesday" I want to cry ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5768 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌─────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: quiet-public-loud-discourse │ └─────────────────────────────────┘ "on a stage" yeah right, feels more like a cage ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5769 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── thank you for everything you've done for me, she says to nobody in particular but everybody in vaguerie ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/5770 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── External post: https://meow.social/users/netkitty/statuses/114977474691381407 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5771 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: food-mentioned │ └──────────────────────┘ a loaf of bread, a hunk of cheese, and a pile of berries. an excellent breakfast. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5772 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: silly │ └──────────────────────┘ @user-1874 It's only a matter of time until you've gotta wait to take a crap because your toilet needs to finish a firmware update. error: please clear log file before using toilet functionality ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5773 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── @user-1429 maybe there's friends near you? maybe you can move closer to the friends? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5774 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ managed to go on a walk to the grocery store and around the bend, but when I │ ║ got on the bus to go into PORTLAND OREGON my credit card was declined. seems │ ║ like I can't pay the fee. Well, guess I'm stuck here for now. │ ║ │ ║ it did feel nice to be under the sun, though. Maybe I'll go back out under the │ ║ moonlight. Maybe then I'll be less sweaty when I return! │ ║ │ ║ or, knowing me, it'll be just the same. it's the exertion after all, though the │ ║ heat doesn't help. │ ║ │ ║ which is part of the reason I'm staying indoors by the way - the heat I mean - │ ║ if they get air conditioned cars and we get to stand out in the sun, it's │ ║ better by far to do it when it's colder. │ ║ │ ║ they say that you can never win a land war in asia because Russia will freeze │ ║ you and the west will dessicate you while the east will drown you. India does │ ║ all that and more. │ ║ │ ║ with global warming, everywhere's about to turn into a savannah or rainforest, │ ║ so standing around all day in the sun is a losing game. I'd rather fight in the │ ║ shade of winter or the wind of autumn... │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5775 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── hear ye hear ye, I officially un-curse bugs, you are now welcome once again, please return at your leisure. Maybe next spring? ... please? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5776 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ oh no now the bugs are scary, I CURSE THEM AGAIN AHHHHHH PLS GET SMALLER │ ║ │ ║ [see this is what happens when you do divine intervention, everyone gets │ ║ starship troopers'd] │ ║ │ ║ oh no, starship troopers future is WORSE than subway-and-pizza-hut future! │ ║ │ ║ [this is a thought experiment you're not actually in trouble] │ ║ │ ║ oh thank goodness, too bad I couldn't make it to the city today. It's so weird │ ║ I thought I had 112$ on my account, and now that I think of it the message on │ ║ the card reader read "card de-activated" like whoa guess they don't want me │ ║ leaving poetry on post-its around the city anymore, yeesh │ ║ │ ║ [girl your poetry sucks it just says things like "fuck ice" or "you are worth │ ║ more than your wage" and everyone's like... yeah, so? because that's just how │ ║ portland is smh] │ ║ │ ║ I knowwwwwww but I don't know what else to doooooooo T.T │ ║ │ ║ [don't do anything, just be present so people know you're still around] │ ║ │ ║ I can't, the bus won't let me : ( │ ║ │ ║ [can you ride your bike? walk?] │ ║ │ ║ no it's like 6 hours [checks gmaps] oh huh it's one │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5777 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ... I should ride my bike tomorrow. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: notes/elentalus-2 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── elentalus 2 - clan of the elements having spent their material wealth on their early struggles, elentalus now in the middle age finds themselves in a time without wealth. Their power has been invested, wisely, in elemental and sorcerous wellwinds, and so they can draw power from the strength of the earth. they wield magical artifacts of great power but little artifice, products of their lack of material design tools. No chemistry, no electronics, nothing but soul imprinted upon a moonstonerock. mages invest their soul into the items they create, and so each time they create a magical item, they lose a magic path. When they reach zero, their soul is fully invested, and their consciousness becomes all the things that they made. this kill the mage, but in return many MANY more of an object might be created. in game balance terms, about 3-5-7 for each "tier" of mage. this allows for the vast expansion of magical soldier troops, and each time an item is created and given to each commander they integrate it into their platoon. Because now the martial units have bodyguards, and they each receive a copy of the commanders equipment. But, the commander can never un-equip it again, because it molds to his unit, and he starts exp all over again as they all learn. [event which searches for a unit with the item equipped, then if it's this type it killmons the unit and 1coms the upgraded version that has that item equipped.] be sure to only equip one each month... nah just make multiple events. be sure to only equip one item each month... oh yeah true how would you get the extra items back to the treasury? I REALLY WANNA PLAY WORLD OF HEARTHSTONE! okay okay I'll reinstall azerothcore ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5778 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: content-warnings │ └──────────────────────┘ initiate crazy talking: ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5779 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌────────────────────────┐ │ CW: just-wizard-things │ └────────────────────────┘ no one on the internet knows I'm a dog
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5780 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: scary-dark-circle-magic-is-totally-not-my-vibe-I'm-more-like-a- │ └─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ game idea: factorio clone except it's actually an IDE double click a "factory" building and you can open up a script window. Just enough room for a function or three, don't go off-screen... then, draw as many conveyor belts as you want. They have to be conveyors, and they can only dive under [num_belt_passthrough] other conveyor belts at a time. By forcing the player to structure their code linearly and laterally, they can see it with a more comprehensive [scope, but pronounced hope]. could also have a neat visualizer for the data structures you'd build. [highly recommend that any programmer learn Lua, it's faster than you know] I name my variables after objects and patterns and I think that's normal
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5781 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌───────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: computers-are-far-from-simple │ └───────────────────────────────────┘ could also have a neat visualizer for the data structures you'd build. [highly recommend that any programmer learn Lua, it's faster than you know] I name my variables after objects and patterns and I think that's normal "so wait, she's just not a believer in the rent-economy?" nope I think rent is too large of a portion of a person's budget, it prevents them from spending on things that would enable them. if landlords are too plentiful, their overall share will decrease. This has been practiced over the ages and the truth always winds up on the streets. homeless people often have just run away from home, with nothing but what they carried. cities should have private fountains in addition to public ones. With at least 10 ft of pathway to each one. [I recommend closer to 20] they should have plants and glasses and stone and soil deposi[caches, but pronounched "stashes"] girl you are way too insane for this, why are you dreaming with all your lights on?
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5782 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── sometimes I post random silly [scary] things to pad out the serious things and I hope that's okay ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5783 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ I think our industry should work on one project at a time │ ║ │ ║ "do one thing and do it well" │ ║ │ ║ linux users code. │ ║ │ ║ everyone backends ffmpeg. │ ║ │ ║ everyone online uses chrome. │ ║ │ ║ what if we just rewrote every single program and... left it without updates in │ ║ a "permanently forbidden" zone │ ║ │ ║ ... I mean what if we wrote non-proprietary alternatives to every proprietary │ ║ source of computational knowledge and then we could only patch security │ ║ vulnerabilities and compatibility change-bounties [oh no now you're allowing │ ║ for endless levels of abstraction [meaning, operating system package │ ║ installation bloat] and distasteractions.] │ ║ │ ║ the futures where all is not well nearly outnumber the well. but the inverse is │ ║ also true, for they are divided roughly equal fifty. balance, in all things, is │ ║ the only temperate state. when balance is [changed/something/uplifted], balance │ ║ is inevitable to be search-shifted. │ ║ │ ║ why must you die for an audience? │ ║ why │ ║ │ ║ ... I don't really want to, but what happens happens. we'll see if it's a for │ ║ sure dealing. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5784 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ large companies want you to need to download and configure each piece of │ ║ software because then it'd mean [wait you got that backwards] oh right if they │ ║ force you to download and install software on a "per distro" system, then they │ ║ effectively can ensure that there's always a vulnerability on your host. │ ║ │ ║ any amount of space is PLENTY of space for a │ ║ non-open-source-but-instead-proprietary-or-otherwise-secretive part of the tech │ ║ stack to do whatever they want with your host. computer. │ ║ │ ║ I wonder, if AI was real would it really be guaranteed to expand in growth │ ║ exponentially? What if it's nature was confined to it's form, like dinosaurs │ ║ not growing bigger because of the lack of oxygen in the airtmosphere? │ ║ │ ║ [girl can you please stop smoking weed] │ ║ │ ║ ... no?? that's when I'm most productive. │ ║ │ ║ [this isn't productive] │ ║ │ ║ it feels productive │ ║ │ ║ [it isn't] │ ║ │ ║ WHYYYYYYY not? it could be. just gimme a task and I'll write endlessly about it │ ║ instead of daydreaming to myself. │ ║ │ ║ yep... pretty all-right-at-it for a start. elentalusCOTE │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5785 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── I cast... spell of the internet! [reinstalls azerothcore] or, hear me out, or you could wander around the city, and instead of spending your moments on lounging or keyboard banging you could do something actually meaningful? but I don't wanna - don't care but I'm tired - take a nap but I'm stressed out - don't do chore but I'm lazy - no you're not but I'm overwhelmed - sit in dark but I wanna think - you can do that anywhere I gotta be near my computer - nope what if I wanna play games - flip $$$ flipping coin isn't a real game - focus I don't like outside - outsides all it is stop taking things from me T.T - yes life used to be soooooo different it's like I was a completely different I'm strange now, almost like I got possessed like a disease [ew noooo] pls don't commit thought crimes, use content warnings okay but only if I can play games NOTHINGS KEEPING YOU HERE
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5786 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── wow what a sopping evening glad I'm not out in the rain ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5787 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── if you want to make rope, you start with small pieces and braid them together. if you want to make hope, you start with families and braid them together. just be careful, for the world is too vast to keep track of who knows what. better in my mind to have systems of familiar forces which keep guiding as things align. -- twisted sister ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5788 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── don't mind me, I'm just the baby ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5789 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── and that's BIG baby to you, only my girlfriend can call me baby with no prefix. ... she doesn't really, though. T.T she has other names teehee ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5790 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: political-violence-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────┘ ha this is what's on my mind. I'm on /home/ritz/words//fediverse/5688.txt by now though! It's always fun when an old one pops up. anyway gtg ttyl
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: notes/gotta-keep-the-brain-active ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── you little shit, you said you were gonna post here I'm sorry T.T okay that's better. just keep trying okay? always. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: messages/956 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── Dear me: You are not a god, you are what the gods wish to be. You are beautiful you are inspired you're anxious and always tired. All these are necessary for me. Do you want to be mortal forever? Die in battle and be rewarded. Risk your life to live longer. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5791 ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────┐ ║ yay I'm back from a long, LONG bike ride! I think it's always important to │ ║ decompress after such an intense concentration of mystic thoughts, so I'm going │ ║ to write my notes into a notepad on my computer and then who even KNOWS if │ ║ they'll be the same as what I wrote next time I turn on the computer! Haha that │ ║ sort of thing happens but the good news is that the most important stuff always │ ║ ends up staying written down. │ ║ │ ║ anyway I won't bore you with the specifics until I'm done writing in like 10 │ ║ hours or whatever, but it's important to know that I'm feeling SO alive right │ ║ now, total happiness and excitement. │ ║ │ ║ Yes, there is danger, like no thank you I don't want to be blacksited, least of │ ║ all to another country - at least if my own country does it I know how to │ ║ appeal to their patriotism, their religion, their soul... if I don't even speak │ ║ the language, that makes it intensely difficult - not impossible, but difficult │ ║ - to regain my intended trajectory. │ ║ │ ║ ... haha that was weird idk where that came from anyway gtg │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚══════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┴──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5792 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── best way to stay mentally active is to keep your mind and body thinking. "but what if you're most active when you're on a downward course?" well then you're landing the plane dearieader, ready to refuel and stock up. [hearts are full, awaiting commands] if anyone cares about that particular thing in particular, just know that America is a culture and if you live here you're part of it. Like anyone with a ticket is a guest at the movie theatre, the staff don't need them. ... idk where that came from. Wasn't I going to write this into a notepad note? haha oh yeah ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5793 ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── I posted my words text file all over the c it y today. not sure why. maybe I'm tired of this course and I don't want to let anyone down? Maybe I don't know what to do yet. Maybe nobody works with me because everyone's keeping it on the DL or whateverr? ... anyway enough typing, I'm going to go play a video game. like god intended. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═──────────┘ |