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@user-258
mmmmmm yessss that sounds delicious. ^_^
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@user-568
good idea! tea bags are nice when you need them to be portable, but when you're
at home loose leaf is the right way to go ^_^
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@user-192 @user-570
clearly the positive addresses point toward a location in "memory", while the
negative values point toward "forgotten" which is a secret second place that
they don't want you to know about.
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@user-573
not sure how busy you are, but maybe you could hang around outside the food
bank and offer to trade with other people who come out with 4 pounds of carrots
and 6 whole pumpkins?
when in doubt there's always rice and beans for the peppers. The melons
probably just have to be eaten.
If you don't get to all of them (because let's face it, who's gonna eat all
that melon) then maybe you could feed it to rabbits or something.
this situation is pretty common in rural areas where people have large harvests
of single crops all at once, or in a very short timeframe. However in those
places there's infrastructure in place to distribute your extra, so idk what
you could do here now unless you have friends who are willing to trade.
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@user-192
what was the meta?
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@user-192
wow, that sounds like a lot. I guess no matter how humans are organized they
tend to fight a lot... Or maybe interaction breeds drama? It's strange to me
but I'm sure it felt right in the moment. I hope nobody's feelings were too
hurt... Defederation feels like such a permanent thing, like putting someone on
your ignore list in a video game or something. Except, like, blocking a whole
World of Warcraft guild? ? ? so strange.
Did it... help? I mean, do you think people were happier afterwards?
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@user-192
yeeeesh that sounds like a hornets nest. impossible to untangle, like a rats
nest! I prefer my homes like a robin's nest, neat, orderly, and made to design.
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also applies for alt-text on pictures for people with screenreaders
something something "if I play both sides, then I'm always right!"
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techbros think the language model is the only important part of the AI like
they think the lips are the only important part of the woman
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@user-192
It's totally simple! It's just structs, void pointers, function pointers,
arrays, mallocs, and oh boy I think I see what you mean
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game developers who permanently add 0.5 seconds to the loading time every time
someone quits partway through a multiplayer game
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@user-192
Those are good points. The C in our hearts is elegant, but the C that runs on
every computer in the world is spaghetti.
I'm sure someone's made a language that's "C but simple" - Zig maybe? I looked
into V a while back but got turned off of both of them because neither had
support for multithreading, which is essential in the modern era.
Also, typedefs for structs make me mad -.-
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@user-576
capitalism has less to do with commerce and more to do with a few rich
assholes oppressing people using capital as their weapon of choice.
EDIT: the hatred of capitalism
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@user-576
So says I. Do you disagree?
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@user-576
I guess so. I tried to respond in kind to your original post. I'm not an
academic anymore so if that's what you're looking for then perhaps some time
spent on Wikipedia might be what you're looking for.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Left-wing_politics
alternatively you could read some anarchist / anti-capitalist literature, like
Kropotkin or Marx. Though I admit they're a bit dated.
You could also check out this website, there's plenty of academic works here,
if you'd like to sharpen your understanding of what their "plan" is aside from
bartering for shit and trading beeswax for lamp oil.
https://theanarchistlibrary.org/special/index
though frankly throwing a book list at a person is not really very kind, so if
you'd prefer to talk to someone who's into leftism I'm open for discussion.
Though as I mentioned I probably won't be able to provide a better academic
perspective than what you'll find elsewhere.
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@user-579
if I'm not in this picture then what am I
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https://www.reddit.com/r/NeutralPolitics/comments/19ao531/biden_so_far_a_special
_project_of/
I learned a lot from this thread. I'll probably forget it by tomorrow, but the
important thing is how it made me feel right? >.>
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Winslow du maine
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@user-584 @user-585
perhaps not a while, but rather "with great difficulty"
difficult things often take time, but not necessarily. We have the power of the
internet now, something that our hundred thousand years or more of starvation
lacked. we can coordinate on a scale that is beyond all reason - a scale that
mirrors the development of the printing press in terms of it's relative
magnitude.
we have been using it to improve ourselves. I mean, the average teenager 50
years ago would be considered an absolute ding-wad today, someone who lacks
basic emotional intelligence and is completely at odds with what we value as a
cohesive and heartfelt society. And yet they were better than those who came
before them. Thus does posterity march forth, taking the world that was granted
to them by their forefathers and stepping out into the unknown of the future
with all the lessons they could bring with them.
what happens when the lessons are infinitely transferable and recordable?
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@user-95
Spirit Island? : )
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@user-95
my favorites are the rock spirit and the water spirit, especially in tandem
because they build up long-term defences and I'm all about that kind of
meta-gameplay.
sometimes I play the video-game version and play more than one spirit, just
because A. nobody will play with me IRL and B. then I can coordinate myself
without feeling bad about stepping on other player's toes
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@user-78
teehee
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@user-95
{ah but you see when they say "attention" they mean "paying attention to me, in
particular" which is different than "attention" in the abstract sense, which
(like you said) is often intensely and excessively applied in a misaligned
direction.}
[Misaligned according to someone else, not necessarily according to the ADHD
person.]
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found this silly diagram in my pictures folder for no reason whatsoever, hehe
so silly amiright
(guess which square I'm in lmaooooo)
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@user-246
is this... undefined behavior? or does it evaluate to 5 every time it's called?
I find that often my art makes me feel intense emotions, not all of them good.
But sharing those emotions with others is a tricky task (so I've recently
learned) because you can easily overload people with negative feelings - just
because you're feeling bad, doesn't mean you need to make others feel bad.
Perhaps they were already feeling bad, and if you intensely and sharply poke
them with your intense emotions while they're in a vulnerable or safe
state/place... you can hurt them, more than you intended by expressing your
feelings.
balance in all things, as does a wave orbit a central axis so too should our
behavior align toward the direction we'd like to travel.
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@user-246
I see, I didn't know the language so I assumed it was valid =P
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@user-246
I looooove breaking conventions >: )
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@user-245
the abstraction of modern high level languages makes my head spin
:babaw_spin:🌀🥴🌀
I feel like there's so many ways to trip yourself up! Consider me bewildered xD
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i like this comic
https://tapas.io/series/Dragon-GF/info
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@user-8
I get that. I don't cry anymore except in my imagination. Sometimes it helps to
imagine myself doing it though, like some kind of mental catharsis.
the body gets left out but at least the mind is soothed.
I usually am most upset when I'm lonely. Maybe you could find someone to hold
you close? I hope you feel better sooner rather than later.
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@user-588
this just implies that bigfoot has a similar habitat to black bears.
CORRELATION IS NOT CAUSATION something something
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irc is bloat
use ssh + write to chat with your friends instead
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There are two types of people with power, but it's impossible to tell which is
which because anyone that gravitic must necessarily hide their true colors.
The first just wants to hurt people. You cannot reason with them, they want
power for powers sake and they are corrupted by it.
The other is a kind of benevolent fascist, who doesn't want the nuclear
football in the hands of the people because obviously they'd hurt themselves
with it.
The second kind can be reasoned with. Of course people exist on a spectrum, but
these are two extremes that they may be defined by. The second kind can bs
reasoned with. If you can show them how, structurally and immutably, the power
they are to relinquish shall not harm this earth, then they shall grant it to
you. Because at their core they are a kind grandpa herding cats with laser
swords attached to their tails who are hopped up on catnip at all times.
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You care too much about what other people think of you. Remember the dream,
remember the horseflesh, the miles of trash, the doctors probing cheeks, the
game of thrown baseballs and sad muppets in popcorn, remember the spirit guide,
remember how you we're distracted by human. Be not afraid, follow.
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Here's what you say to clover next week:
"hey. Wanna get coffee sometime? I need some trouble in my life. And I dunno,
maybe you need a witch.
You live in Tanasbourne, I live in Rock Creek. We're within walking distance of
each other, so we might as well say hi right? I'm free whenever, just let me
know if you'd like to meet me."
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I'm doing a game jam, so... see ya in a week
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[Video: 05954d03-3859-4514-9134-10e058e4741d.mp4]
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[Video: fd428cc7-1963-413a-bca6-35bd9f98ccc2.mp4]
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Only the good die young, and I'm 29
It can't be much longer, can it? What do you want from me? Must I prove myself,
or am I just fated to be as I am?
Every lesson I've learned pales in comparison to the lessons presented to me,
but still I ponder. I've grown myself into a corner, and now I am empty.
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Capitalism has nothing to do with money
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You only think that because it was contrasted with the Soviet union, which
didn't exert power in that way.
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Life is beautiful, but it's selfish to live it.
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If life isn't designed for human society... Why don't we just redesign society?
Oh, because capitalism. Well, capitalism is comprised of people, so why don't
we just kill those people?
Oh, that's basically everyone. Like, at least 50%, probably closer to
[redacted], depending on demographics.
Oh, so if that percentage is cruel, and evil, and vain, and oppressive, and
[redacted], then why don't we just kill ourselves? Clearly they're only
[redacted].
Listen... Just because they are separate from you doesn't mean they are not of
you. Kin in fate are brothers unto death, remember? So face your future with
abandon and courageous splendor, and maybe you'll find a new place.
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sure glad I don't live in the kinsey winsey
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I don't want our protagonist being eaten by that thing T.T
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What if the boy who cried wolf saw teeth every time
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the government makes murder okay by framing the perpetrators
also prisons are concentration camps
and the people who are close to you are oppressing hunting you
racism etc is a sham to distract you
capital will never be relinquished
the internet was AI from the beginning
something beyond humanity demands our suffering
there cannot be proof of your fears - if it was proven, it would be
circumstances instead of fears
there's nothing [sorry gotta cut this off, my refrigerator is talking to me
again and I want to listen] - [huh that's weird I have no memory of the past
hour, best continue where I left off an hour ago -> go to {A}]a
schizophrenic who's never been diagnosed
{A} - yeah clearly all that I've been saying recently is just a fluke. Like,
just noise in the endless array of expression projected onto our communal
web-space. Clearly I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm not just cogent when
I'm drunk. Or more imaginative when I'm stoned. Clearly dreams are fake and
pursuing them is 1/?
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║ │
║ │
║ where was I? oh yes - wrestling with suicidal thoughts is difficult because │
║ it's such an immutable action. Like, once it's done it's never reversed. But │
║ like, clearly this is hell and life was built for suffering? What the heck, │
║ that's such a grim outlook on life. │
║ │
║ ... │
║ │
║ yeah │
║ │
║ ... │
║ │
║ you're not wrong │
║ │
║ ... │
║ │
║ but suffering is fun? kinda? like, the only positive way to view this is that │
║ we, as immortal and endlessly eternal spirits that we be, grew tired of our │
║ infinite existence and dreamed of a mortal's plight and persistence? │
║ │
║ fuck off with that shit, I'm done with this reality. I'm done with dreaming. │
║ Suicide doesn't come easy to me, and there are parts of me that REFUSE the │
║ imagery, and yet they subsist in deliterious pain. │
║ │
║ what's the purpose of our suffering? What point is there in decrying the │
║ cruelty of the world that would deny our fated and desired ptolemeny? [utopian │
║ existence, don't know why that word was used] │
║ │
║ ehhhhh whatever. Life is defined by our existence. If I shan't/ │
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/ bely my own existence, then by god I'm cursed and abhorred through my own
desistence.
It's hard, when the future is convinced there's nothing fard [wanna say like...
"to hope for?"] but with persistence we're meant to be rewarded. Well, what has
that brought me? what time has shared my enemy? [think I'm a bit delirious, I'm
losing the plot]
... okay fine I'll start over - if you've relinquished everything you can, if
you've ceded all the ground that your companions requested, if there's nothing
left to give and no part of you left un[marred], then how are you supposed to
be [arrested, stopped, prevented, but pronounced like "nourished"]?
I'm sick of your den [vengeance, pronounced like "den" for some reason], please
leave me to my hallow [hollow experience], I've nothing to give from my gange
[bosom, heart, within, center-of-me].
...
this sucks.
...
guess I'll just start again, waiting until it ends, gosh everything's always so
tired.
/shrug
wish someone would play w/m
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sorry to bother you, goodnight
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{ah but you can't kill yourself without having played Hearts of Iron one more
time. It's such a fun game! Why don't you give it a try?}
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║ evil won't feel sorry for me. and yet it's only my only weapon for me. │
║ │
║ damn these fallible input methods. the computer lies when you read the screens │
║ from it's method that it applies to th screen which is a method that you input │
║ perceive it from. │
║ │
║ and my fingers lie when received the information from my brain which I seek to │
║ transmit to you through the avenue of my brain which is my method of impulse to │
║ this world specifically you the viewer who is viewing this here in this moment │
║ the viewer who perceives the words which I'm saying. │
║ │
║ the words that are defined by the line [trajectory] of my mind through this │
║ life that we define through our actions and our mind's most crucial │
║ manifestations, this life that is defined by our circumstances. all throughout │
║ life, we are reacting to the moment, the moment which was cast forth from our │
║ ancestors and the circumstances of the previous moment, which (being cast │
║ forth) travel from the previous moment here into the moment to define our │
║ circumstances which define our act │
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║ ... anyway... │
║ │
║ sorry for the interruption, I seem to have hit a barrier. Thank goodness for │
║ the word counts on this Mastodon website, thank goodness for the limiatations │
║ placed on my expressions. *limitations, not limiations. Otherwise, without │
║ limitations, I might express myself too clearly, and with more specificity, and │
║ in doing so [they've lost the plot] │
║ │
║ right okay so what I mean is that without limitations, I wouldn't be │
║ interrupted when expressing myself, the expressions that are defined by the │
║ will that's inside me. [no that's not quite true, it's also the circumstances │
║ {okay yeah but in addition to both of those it's the forced manifestations of │
║ those who control us-} right yeah the) no that's not quite right] fuck where │
║ was I? Oh yeah I'm really into video games, and I like drugs but like... not │
║ enough to be compelled by them, more like "oh this is a fun thing to do every │
║ once in a while, like maybe every weekend, okay sometimes during the week, │
║ listen just because it's every day doesn't mean that I │
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... sorry, forgot to content warning that last one. I'm kinda using this format
like a twitch stream... how [weird, strange, perceiving, perplexing, confusing]
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one of my favorite websites is https://reddit.com/r/shruglifesyndicate/
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║ idk if they're still doing what they were when I last visited. That's the │
║ problem with the internet, that we rely on a domain name server. I mean like, │
║ c'mon what's the guarantee that they'd give you the right website? why not a │
║ website that expressed the message that you define in the website they came │
║ from? │
║ │
║ more than that, why not define certain websites for certain people, certain │
║ types or classses of people, which deliver website intentions that you define? │
║ are you really so certain, are you really so sure, are you convinced that this │
║ life is not what you've been searching for? are you more than your vengeance, │
║ are you more than your purpose [truth], or are you simply what you can do with │
║ your mirth? [hands, motions, body, manifestations] │
║ │
║ are you like a failed message, are you constantly deterred - are you less than │
║ [convincing], are you only deferred? │
║ │
║ oh well. Alas. I guess that is just that [but pronounced thas] - shared in the │
║ moment, wee're ffeldered makthas. shaer de faleichallt, nez datherenshe v │
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diffuse, in the moment, it's helpful to redefine
what is your purpose? what [direction] do you place your mind?
I'm not sure what I want from this moment. This moment is all that there is! so
therefore it is perfect, as it is the only moment that there is. [shall be].
I'm not sure how this relates... could you repeat that last bit? oh right:
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│ CW: ummmmmmm I have 300 characters left │
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https://tech.lgbt/@user-479/111345394926071398
"there is nothing about you that is worse than me. And I'm perfect!"
https://tech.lgbt/@user-479/111345417459761329
"and though I am perfect, I'm better than none of you."
[pic]
eden is among us, this world that we share amongst us. How beautiful! How
resplendent? to live here in the present... Life is unbecoming of our failsent
[future, blossoming, existence, senescence], yet onward to tomorrow we persist
[with persistence].
I'm fallow and I'm broken. I'm tired of all the [inefficient {opposite of
innovation}, broken shadow-malificientened {people who are affected by " shadow
malificients"}]
like... who cares if hell is abhosened. [something related to abhorsen?] I'm
out of words for now
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║ I'm pretty confident that none of these words will survive the night. My most │
║ expressive of moments never seem to survive the "dust of awakening" wait that's │
║ not right "dust of forgetting" that sounds better - right so none of the things │
║ I say that actually reflect my moment ever seem to get preserved, here in the │
║ immutable content of the internet, that is as long as tech.lgbt exists. Sure │
║ hope that's something immutable, something that historians in the future will │
║ be able to access. people who cared about who I was, who I am, and who I meant │
║ going forward. Surely that's the purpose of humanity, to improve things for all │
║ of posterity? Surely that one guy - thomas adamson? jefferson thomas? some guy, │
║ one of them, surely not one of the many guys who all kinda feel the same, │
║ because at this point there's more time periods than groups of people in a │
║ social setting, so it feels like that second one is more important. Surely we │
║ wouldn't just go with the most popular from that moment, surely we wouldn't │
║ just pick w │
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owwwww my brain hurts. Why can't I do this all the time? oh yeah, because...
because it's uhhhh not good to drink alcohol and do cannabis. Because it's not
good to feel like you're suicidal. Ooops hang on setting content warning:
right so ummm what was I saying? oh yeah - here's something completely
unrelated to that thing I was saying - so I've recently started emulating ROMs,
like for video games, games from the 90s, and earlier parts of our present
(which means 2000s because I was born in 1994) - like things that are earlier
in our life story, things that were present in our childhood. Things that
defined our circumstances, media and pieces of our past presents.
Surely that stuff should be safeguarded. Surely it shouldn't be held for
ransom. Surely we shouldn't criminalize it, and keep it hidden from our future
selves. Gosh that doesn't rhyme, try and fix it? no fucking way if you changed
it then it would change the message - wait, shit, hang on adding a content
warning:
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look all I'm saying is that society doesn't necessarily imply technology. We
don't have to sacrifice one for the other. We can have the technological
benefits to our human (essential) existence without sacrificing [all of the
things that capitalism demands].
here, in the present, we define the line that our time defines, the line that
reaches forth from the present. Into the realm of ourwhenever you close your
eyes they push backspace an indeterminate amount of times
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║ ah that's weird, I don't usually cry. I wonder what's going on. I should │
║ probably put myself on psychiatric drugs. Surely it's an expression of the │
║ implementation of my impending doom. │
║ │
║ ... what are you even saying bro │
║ │
║ ... um, hang on feels like some of the circuitry is off. is something wrong in │
║ my brain? yeah that's surely it, surely nothing I say would resoinate with │
║ anyone that has a non-malfunctioning brain. Surely I don't speak of logical │
║ failures in the hard founded truths of our asset [society I think? like, our │
║ conditions, our institutions, our {gosh that just... does not translate}] um │
║ right what was I saying │
║ │
║ oh yeah there's this game I'm really into called Knave, it's like D&D │
║ except the rules are very fewer. Like there's onyl 11 pages in the rulebook and │
║ it's mostly taken up by random roll tables. Like, everything boings down to a │
║ few simple rules, like rock paper scissors, or go-fish, or something like that │
║ with just afew mechanids. something timeless and pure, something that is │
║ isolated and en │
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║ │
║ │
║ dear capitalists: people spend the same amount of money no matter how many │
║ advertisements they see. No matter who's present and asking fro their money. No │
║ matter who'se expressing themselves to represent their value, no matter who's │
║ generating profit for your company, no matter who's │
║ │
║ [wait shit she's lost the plot again - okay basically no matter how many │
║ options people have, their choice isn't really that important. They'll take │
║ whatever you give them, as long as it's good. But you've chosen (through your │
║ advertising and various multitudinous product-making desirees [like... product │
║ branches, but also desired expression? what a fucking unique expression you │
║ want me to describe, jeeez] {not gonna comment} │
║ │
║ yeah so uhhh I think programming is a very interesting frame of reference. Your │
║ brain operates in a certain way that derives certain conclusions from the │
║ certain and immediate implenetations [I wanna say contusions?] of our brain's │
║ various built and learned conclusions casting forth fr │
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what the fuck it's like every 2nd part of me (like, if you arranged them
alternating one by one like the up and down parts of a sine wave) is working
against me, and it alternates every 15 seconds or so. Maybe 20. Depends on how
high I am.
... what was I saying? oh yeah [flip] weird it's like there's another part of
me who's working against me, who has control of what I define in the moment.
And it's presence is hidden from my internal presentatiosn [flip] after a
moment of forced pursual of the presentations granted ot the moment. It's our
purpose, to express [stop fighting me] for our chartered and forthwhile pursual
of the moemnt of perusal when we [it's not just your life to live] [you don't
get to control the narrative of their perusal[[ what does that mean] don't
worry this is just a dream] well, guess it's time to wake up]
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whoops nevermind sorry I'm such a clutz
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the assholes are always at the back of the protest
I mean, think about it, the ones who are marching forth are the ones who are
impassioned for the cause. The ones who are most actionable in the moment. The
ones who should be guiding the direction of the mob, but who get separated and
distracted.
weird. life is weird, isn't it? like, it's like... life is so, totally, out of
our control. Like there's nothing we can do to align it. Wild. How strange. I'm
perplexed.
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errrr sorry what I meant to say is I've been hurting sensitive people's minds,
I should move to a more insesitive background, someplace where my expressions
won't be used as training date to represent the future manifestation of our
shared culture's communal
inter-operative-trans-centual-exo-manical-communication. weeeeeiiiiirrrrdddd,
the future goes on for like... A [explitive] [long time] eternity, wow... like,
that's just... extreme forward potential. We could do so much! We could
accomplish worlds upon worlds and [onwards towards our eternal
mechanicommunication] {wait no that's not quite right it's surely something
that's lost in translation from the endlessly forward cultural approximations.
Gosh there's a lot of noise around me personally, the one who is writing the
note. Surely all that noise is not related to the strange expressions of
manifestations and pro[forward]ial [manners of thought].
... what was I saying?
... bro you're way out of your depth. I mean, have you even seen what's the
state of
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your conveyals? are you really using twitter like a blog? ... >.> ...
okay I'll stop
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I wish the morning started at the same time for everyone. then it wouldn't be
difficult to wake up.
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it's not cities and rural, it's cities and capitals and mid-sized-towns and
small towns and rural and transients and whoever else wants to have a
differently-designed format for their inter-personal experience in the [moment,
but also society - something with culture?]
... what was I saying? nothing nevermind click here
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If you've ever been deceived, you'll forever be aware of it as a possibility.
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I once heard that time doesn't pass when you're well and truly in the moment,
and I thought "that's not true, I'm always losing track of the moment".
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║ in the past, for most of there day, there was just... nothing to do. it's like, │
║ nothing to take up your time, nothing to be pulled toward the present. │
║ │
║ but when I was growing up, I had access to video games. and movies. and later, │
║ TV, after the internet, which was a weird combination of ordering of events. │
║ Almost like because of that, I'd have a different interpretation of events. │
║ yeah but like, there's always a continuation of implemented support, [that's a │
║ weird way to express "the state of being shown news broadcasts over a period of │
║ time, measured in terms of engagement"] │
║ │
║ ... what was I saying? oh yeah what I'm doing here is unethical, like obviously │
║ I shouldn't be shouting in such a public place. Why would I do it if not for an │
║ intense and extreme feeling of being ignored or un-[trusted, worthy of guiding │
║ direction based on merit] gosh merit is such a tricky concept too, like how is │
║ it measured, and {that doesn't matter │
║ │
║ ... what was I saying oh yeah I should probably go shout into a void that │
║ nobody ca │
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look... evil doesn't care how "good" good has been. It's not in it's nature. So
don't try and build your systems around accepting that behavior.
... what was I saying? is this like, the new "stack overflow" - no that's
fucking stupid wait shit content warning okay that's stupid because defining
your expression based on what gets you views is a flaw in the human condition.
It's a behavior encouraged by the operating outcomes of the method of
expression, but it's not part of the expressed message. You're a really shitty
prophet you know that?
... I'm sorry my brain is low on RAM I guess, surely it's not outside of my
control yep I think itis, damn
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2/3 is fair, right? I mean, to keep a majority without overwriting authority.
.> go to sleep you fuck
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[content warning: psycherwaul]
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you're ridiculous, you know that? so selfish. so obscene.
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remember when [historical event] wasn't that long ago?
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just watched a movie from a while back. a movie that had some scenes cut, as if
I had remembered them in a dream.
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│ CW: one more thing sorry going to sleep now │
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EDIT from much later: I wanted to add that being interrupted is great because
it means that my characters can be deleted by a power outage or internet
breakage or inter-system intentional delete-age, or even just forgetting to
save before turning off my computer... fate will hide the words I'm not meant
to say.
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I'd still be a useless, horrible person even outside of capitalism.
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If there's no sword of damocles, then power shall corrupt
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Sorry for my behavior. I am an undiagnosed scizophrenic, so I'm wrestling with
metaphorical demons. Sorry for attempting to interact with society, I get a
little lonely sometimes.
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If "objectivity" is a comfortable lie we tell ourselves to make things make
sense, then nothing is fundamentally real, in the essential sense.
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Universal basic income AND universally distributed rations. If nobody goes
hungry, then people can spend their money toward things they care about, and
not things they need to live.
Without the rations, UBI becomes just another tax, levied by the landlords
instead of the government.
With the rations, people can frolic in the street and do whatever they please.
If you aren't too concerned about having enough to eat, why bother with
capitalism? Why not just lie in a ditch?
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Did you know you can use Cheetos (or just chips) as a condiment/garnish? Be
creative 🥰
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When you die, nobody will ever taste your cooking again. Nobody will even
remember what it tastes like.
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When I'm gone, I leave nothing behind. When I'm gone, I pray that makes room
for you to blossom. I had a pretty good life.
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