=== ANCHOR POEM === ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────── ┌───────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursing-mentioned │ └───────────────────────┘ I wish I was cis but I'm not So imma be the best damn trans person I can be and yeah it'll be a little weird but fuck you and your expectations I am radiant in my honesty I am confident in myself I am celebrating who I am ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────┘ === SIMILARITY RANKED === --- #1 fediverse/4661 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursed-scary-ghost-posting-politics-genocide-gestured-at-cursing-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ what if we took an archive of all of fedi and fed it to users who are hiding in bunkers or whatever one day at a time so they could still feel like they're part of society while ---- so ---- I think I should stop ya right there, if there's bunkers involved then we've already lost. "but muh transgender artifacts" fuck off, I will not concede. If society wants me to leave, then they can enjoy their dusty rotten future without me. See if I care. ---- so ---- hence, the curse. do you punish humans for the sins they commit, or do you teach them how to be good again? Bah, as if they'd listen. Stupid fucking apes. they're the best we got yeah, well, they can fuck off, I'm gonna pout for at least half an eternity. ... Okay it won't be that long but still, gimme some time to wind down. ---- so ---- and no, I refuse to elaborate for all the humans in the audience. This conversation may or may not have actually occurred. Monologue style ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┘ --- #2 fediverse/6200 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────── ┌───────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursing-mentioned │ └───────────────────────┘ trans people aren't allowed to go to florida now because mean people don't want them on beaches where everyone's being sexy and disneyworld where they keep all their children's treasured memories and it's like fuck off I earned to be who I am as you see, I'll be as I damned please in whoever's memories I decree. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────┘ --- #3 fediverse/3238 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: personal-health │ └──────────────────────┘ I'm not an ABDL, but I can appreciate the aesthetic sometimes because I share a particular kinship with them due to a medical condition I have and have had. Plus throw in a bit of Body Integrity Identity Dysmorphia and you get my messed up relationship to my own physical struggles. ah, well, what can you do except be open and honest about who you are and what you believe? If only it wasn't so damn hard. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┘ --- #4 fediverse/5853 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────── everyone's all like "everything sucks" but I'm feeling confidence and a kind of... externalized vigor? that's sweeping me off my feet. We'll see what tomorrow brings, in the general sense. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────┘ --- #5 fediverse/4103 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────── @user-246 I prefer just plain old "trans" and "cis" because then I can pretend "trans" stands for "transcendental" and hell yeah I'd rather transcend gender than transition through it ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────┘ --- #6 fediverse/1061 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: violence-cursing-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────────┘ Fuck, I wish I was a man. Stupid transgender brain quirks making me feel like I was a girl. Boys can punch things much easier than me. Oh to inject estrogen! How soft mine skin, how delicate my mammaries - and yet fucking hell all I want to do is punch things. Maybe it's just because things deserve to be punched, or maybe it's because I'm listening to Green Day. If it weren't so late I'd make some angsty music or whatever. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────┘ --- #7 fediverse/4563 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: transgender-politics-mentioned-cursing-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ My first name is a masculine name. I go by a different name. I'm not legally changing my name because I'm fucking stupid, and I believe that if anyone would die, so must I. Death before detransition. It's how I motivate myself. Fuck off if you disagree. (oops cursing mentioned brb) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────┘ --- #8 fediverse/1944 --- ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┐ ║ ┌─────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: sexuality-mentioned │ │ ║ └─────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ it's not wrong to be turned on by the thought of being the gender youre │ ║ transitioning to. Your subconscious mind is yearning for a healthy sexuality, │ ║ nothing more. │ ║ │ ║ and if you aren't, if you're into "other people" like a weirdo, then yeah sure │ ║ what I described probably sounds pretty weird. Oh and it's cool if you aren't │ ║ sexually attracted to anyone either. Sometimes being ace is a phase because │ ║ sex doesn't really fit into your life, and other times it's more something │ ║ that defines you. It is the progenitor of all genders and sexualities that │ ║ fluctuate, because it's based on the simplest binary of "yes sexual │ ║ attraction" or "no sexual attraction" - with some extra variables to tweak │ ║ like "sex positive/negative" or "cuddle-starved/cuddle-slut" type of ranges. │ ║ │ ║ ... anyway sexuality is weird and if yours made sense then so would that guy, │ ║ and that person over there, and the person who lives down the street, and the │ ║ other who lives in a blimp and jacks off into the sky calling it "bird poop" │ ║ │ ║ uh │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╚═════════╧═════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────┴──────────┘ --- #9 fediverse/4519 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────── me, a transfemme: "yeah being a boy is kinda nice sometimes" huh, guess I'm genderfluid for now ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────┘ --- #10 fediverse/353 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: Trans yearning hrt-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────┘ @user-255 sooooooon, all things in time. Someday you'll be like me - I can't even remember why I was so upset about that whole "dysphoria" thing. Like looking back it seems like a minor annoyance, but when I first came out it was all I could think about. Don't be jealous - just wait! It'll happen to you! Celebrate the euphoria, I also can't really remember that too well. I'm just normal now, minus my weekly shot. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────────┘ --- #11 fediverse/2518 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────── it's good to be ethical, it's good to be kind, but there will always be assholes, and sometimes you're not having a good time it's okay it's fine assholes deserve life times deserve others to be kind life is not always interesting and that's often by design the moments of clarity, the moments of heart, these are what define you and display your own spark. trust in yourself. be kind to one another. you are braver than you know, and always a bit wiser. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┘ --- #12 fediverse/1399 --- ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────┐ ║ ┌───────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: cursing-mentioned-eye-contact │ │ ║ └───────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ If you're worried about passing, take what you're good at and make it gay. │ ║ │ ║ Do you wear band t-shirts and black jeans? Great you're an emo girl now, │ ║ totally reasonable transitionary state before you end up as a cute anime girl │ ║ with spinny uwu dresses or whatever your heart desires │ ║ │ ║ do you generally stick to jeans and sweatshirts? Okay congrats you're just as │ ║ cute, don't feel inadequate just because you like being comfy. Hell yeah │ ║ you're cute as fuck, you know you are, I mean just look at that smile! Wow damn │ ║ │ ║ like, switch the gender, not the vibe. not only will other people be cool with │ ║ it but also, like, you won't alter the course of your trajectory. │ ║ │ ║ unless that's what you want, but TBH if you're both enigmatic AND phlegmatic │ ║ [EDIT: but like the opposite of phlegmatic, I always get the definition wrong] │ ║ then you can change a lot and people won't rely on you to be a certain way. │ ║ │ ║ ... you know you can delete things before you post them, right? Ha I've never │ ║ even heard of the word. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╚═════════╧════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────┴──────────┘ --- #13 fediverse/2523 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────── I just want to stress that most people know more than me slept on my back. had a good dream. gonna shut the fuck up for a bit and see what ya'll get up to. ;) 😉 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┘ --- #14 fediverse/3398 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: medical-srs-proprioceptive-abstractions │ └─────────────────────────────────────────────┘ my hands and my toes are scared that I'm going to do SRS to them and I wish I knew how to better comfort them. "it's not true! I would never do that to you." don't mean much. but... "there's no reason for me to do that with you - you are not comprised of erogenous zones which were originally built in a wrong [configuration/constitution]" are you saying I can be wrong? "no no not that just like, a continual part of our growth and development of our form." ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────┘ --- #15 fediverse/2386 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────── Tee, hee, look at me, I'm a witch who writes nothing but kookie-dookerie I pee my pants and stare at trees, what's less harmful than little old me? The best smokescreen I can think of is to be true to your heart, to be weak, to be vulnerable. Then you get put on the "worry about later" list, and not the other kind. I never lie. When convinced I am wrong, I change my mind. I am always listening, always ready to hear where I'm flawed. I do my best every day, and that's enough for me. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┘ --- #16 fediverse/1082 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: mental-health-cursing-mentioned │ └─────────────────────────────────────┘ damn, I'm a pretty cool person. I wish I could hang out with me. Like, for all my flaws (what even are they ? ? ?) I'm still pretty awesome. I'm proud of me! Thank you parents, for raising me as such! Thank you past me, for making the decisions that you did! Also, fuck you past self, for making those OTHER decisions. You know the ones I'm talking about. No, that's not an excuse, it's all your fault and you're awful and everything about you sucks. Wait, hang on, wasn't I feeling happy to be here? Wasn't I just excited to live in the moment? Wasn't I just thinking about how: "all you have are good things, nothing here is bad" ? ? ? well, I still love you, even if you're a little "all over the place". [rereads post] hell yeah you ARE a cool person, yes you are, such a good cool person, yes yes yes, what a good girl you are oh my goodness :D :D :D ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────┘ --- #17 fediverse/3982 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────── I am always trying to be helpful. at all times am I trying to teach. that can get real fuckin annoying sometimes. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────┘ --- #18 fediverse/3518 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────── As long as it happens, I don't need to be in charge. In fact I'd prefer it otherwise. it's going to happen anyway. Wouldn't you rather be a leader? no I fucking wouldn't. I'd rather someone else do it. Why the fuck would I want that, power? control? the very things you swear to relinquish and dismantle. yeah. too bad you can't fucking dismantle something you've already relinquished. true. ... and no, I wouldn't want to be in charge. no THANK you. ... but if it wouldn't happen without me, then yeah I'll be there for you. Just ask if you need me. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────┘ --- #19 fediverse/4572 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────── goodnight, people-who-all-agree-with-me-but-who-I-still-rant-to-anyway-because-I'm-full-of -rage, talk to you tomorrow. or whenever. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────┘ --- #20 fediverse/2727 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────── @user-1331 it would be SO nice to be able to scan my brain and know what gender I am. It's confusing up there! when I said something similar on Reddit tho people called me "truscum" and "transmedicalist" >.> ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┘ |