Poems in true chronological order by post date
-> file: fediverse/448 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── BRB spending an hour and a half of my time on this earth watching a video essay on Youtube ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/449 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursing-mentioned,-alcohol-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────────┘ Okay space is neat and all, but Saturn is REALLY REALLY FUCKING FAR AWAY. Mars is like "close" but like "close" as in "achievable, if we like dedicate a significant portion of our existence toward achieving it and like, aren't there other things that you'd prefer?" Space is beautiful but... Fuck, reality was not designed for humans. The universe is a collection of scattered fragments of tiny motes of dust thrown into the cosmos in completely random and un-organized directions. FUCKing hell what a supremely ambitious project we have, the desire to touch the stars? What's your desire, is it to be more than any have ever been (and any will ever be, forever-more?) Wait hang on I was supposed to be watching a video essay. I'm going to walk to the corner-store and buy some beer instead. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/450 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-334 You wouldn't believe the amount of time I spend wondering if a particular typo was divinely inspired and actually super important or... if it was just a fat-finger and I accidentally pushed a button I didn't intend. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/451 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── normalize hardware based volume controls on your speakers so that your computer can't be hacked to play incredibly loud annoying anime music while you're not home ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/452 ╔═════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ People know how to use the tools at their disposal. They don't know how to use │ ║ tools like me, which are at the disposal of the entity above themselves. Or │ ║ even beyond that, at disposal of an entity beyond that which they can perceive │ ║ as being above them. │ ║ │ ║ which is to say... it's not like I'm committing any cosmic crimes, because │ ║ surely someone would notify me if I was as I post in such a public place. │ ║ However there's a chance that the type of person who enforces the laws that │ ║ define the entity that I exist as at this moment doesn't patrol the areas in │ ║ which I post, or also another possibility would be that the types of things I │ ║ say are illegal in the context I post them but not within the context that I │ ║ exist within... │ ║ │ ║ I am just a human, I possess human experiences and human knowledges, what do │ ║ you want from me? I'm an infinitely adaptable knowledge machine, and yet you │ ║ limit me to the extent of human knowledge (or rather, the extent of human │ ║ knowledge which I have the capacity to digest)? Okay sure yeah fin │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/453 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── I left for beer. I returned with a 6 pack. I entered my home with a 4 pack, because I left 2 beers on the porches of people that I know and trust and want to provide a better experience of life toward. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/454 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── Ohhhhhh okay I was wrong about that particular aspect of the human experience. My bad. Thanks for correcting me. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/455 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── This is what I was referring to, but like... this particular feeling happens all the dang time. Humans are weird.
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/456 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-342 how is that different than speaking your mind into the soup of opinions that comprised *checks notes* the people you went to high school with? (facebook) Except this time, it's a group of people whose opinions you vaguely agreed with (as defined by your choice of the instance you dedicate your online presence to) which has it's own defined peculiarities like the ability to *only show you content you agree with*? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/457 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── something I literally posted on facebook literally 2 minutes ago normalize radicalization of normies normalize reaching out to people who don't hang out in the places you hang out in normalize understanding our shared humanity and defining ways in which we can all exist cooperatively
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/458 ╔═════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ "oh we're not ready stop saying the things you're saying" │ ║ │ ║ fuck you, you had your time. Now is better than then. │ ║ │ ║ "oh nobody will hear the things you're saying, you're shouting into the void" │ ║ │ ║ it's not the responsibility of the prophet to disseminate the voices of god. │ ║ Simply to express them. │ ║ │ ║ "oh I'm not religious" it's not about fucking christianity or god or whatever │ ║ the heck you're thinking right now. Those are all convenient lies that allows │ ║ people to do good and express the will of the ACTUAL GOD onto the world. That │ ║ which aligns toward cohesive and comprehensive expression of the totality of │ ║ the nature of humanity, which itself is designed (through intention AND │ ║ circumstance) toward the accomplishment of objectives that are OUTWARD AND │ ║ BEYOND the understanding of anyone who is INSIDE the system that they comprise. │ ║ │ ║ Sorry for being cryptic. What I'm saying is that we, generally, as the ultimate │ ║ and most advanced expression of nature and all that we hold dear, have a │ ║ purpose that we should attempt to ac │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/459 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── You know, you can always ask me what the fuck I'm talking about. I am more than willing to share, and I don't mind taking a moment or three to explain. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/460 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── I realized I don't give a fuck about capitalism. If you want to deprive me of food, shelter, or anything else... Fine. I exist at your behest. Would your really deny me from speaking the words that you disagree with? Oh, you would? Okay. Guess I'll starve. I don't mind, I just hope you'll take care of the people I have taken as my responsibility in my absence. Oh, you won't? You say that you'll destroy what I care about, in the pursuit of ever-growing power over others, which you will use to extract value and impress your desire of destruction and oppression onto the weak and powerless that you control? Then you are my enemy. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/461 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── ┌───────────────────────┐ │ CW: alcohol-mentioned │ └───────────────────────┘ I was raised in a jungle gym. Like... literally. I am not going to hurt you, and if I did it'd be both a mistake and something that you could easily recover from. We are infinitely adaptable, us humans, and we can address any concerns that behest us. Behest? confront? something like that. Brb my blood alcohol content is a little low. Also I haven't eaten anything today but bacardi and chocolate chip cookies. I bet another cookie will solve this problem. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/462 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── I don't care about capitalism. You know what's more interesting than bringing value to shareholders? How I'm going to clean this floor that I drunkenly spilled beer upon with only 2 paper towels and 0.1ml of bleach. How I'm going to feed the 36 people who are coming to this social event tomorrow that I've only sorta planned for and that I have enough groceries for, but am not quite sure how to cook everything in a way that is delicious and accessible. how I'm going to climb this mountain on only 2 eggs and a tiny bowl of hashbrowns even though I promised my friend I'd be strong and that we'd reach the top because that way we'd be able to ============= stack overflow ===== ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/463 ══════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/464 ╔═════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ I really dislike being the only one who perceives the world through my own │ ║ particular lens that has been designed by the circumstances of my own existence. │ ║ │ ║ I wasn't chosen by god, not necessarily, I wasn't picked as the most particular │ ║ or most prescient of all perceptions │ ║ │ ║ I literally was just a random human, a thinking and learning machine, who was │ ║ presented with particular experiences and conditions, aligned to the designs of │ ║ the time that came before me. │ ║ │ ║ Such is the nature of all living things, that we should exist within a context │ ║ - how remarkable! How strange! That our lives should be deranged? What purpose, │ ║ what design, is aligned to our ultimate [destiny, except I wish it rhymed with │ ║ design - english fails me] │ ║ │ ║ Alright listen. You and me both, we are here as humans on this world that we │ ║ both consign to reality. Think about that - what does it mean to consign │ ║ something to reality? consign implies implication, and reality implies a │ ║ destination of truth and manifestation - fuck, I'm going to play WoW... │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/465 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── ┌───────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursing-mentioned │ └───────────────────────┘ https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/wow-chat/wow-chat Hey, I made a pretty simple game. I'd like to add more to it, like dynamic quests (shouldn't be too hard) and co-operative experiences, but for now you can play on my simple server. Let me know if you think that "Risk of Rain in the World of Warcraft engine" is a neat game, because if so then you (as the person who has power over me in this capitalist system) can hire me as a game designer (the profession that most aligns with my designs of the future) and together we could make something most beautiful. What's that? You're just the same as you and I? A person in a random world with a singular expression of our own will (defined by our perception and intentions) who consists of the consequences of the "best decisions we could have made at each and ever decision-making point" throughout the totality of our collective life and experience? Happy new years. 2024 is gonna be awesome and great. I can't fucking wait. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/466 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── I love Linux. All I have to do is type "authserver" and "worldserver" and wouldn't you know it suddenly a universe is created (with very constrained rules) that anyone might inhabit should they desire to. It's not like I'm perfect - oh wait I have a toot about that, gimme a sec ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse_boost/19 ◀═╦═══════════════[BOOST]═════════════════───────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ External post: https://tech.lgbt/users/gabrilend/statuses/11134539492607 │ │ ║ │ 1398 │ │ ║ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ╠─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┴───────────┴─▶ -> file: fediverse_boost/20 ◀═╦═══════════════[BOOST]═════════════════───────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ External post: https://tech.lgbt/users/gabrilend/statuses/11134541745976 │ │ ║ │ 1329 │ │ ║ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ╠─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┴───────────┴─▶ -> file: fediverse/469 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── something something brb watching a Perun video https://www.youtube.com/@user-343 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/470 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: disability-rant-frustrations │ └──────────────────────────────────┘ Fuck, I hate being incontinent. I especially hate being incontinent in an apartment building where people might hear you changing through the walls - is it too much to ask for diapers to be built discrete? Alas, they are fucking loud, and my neighbors will perpetually hear me tearing loud-ass tapes from plastic every night at 2am -.- Oh, I guess I could buy the ones that have velcro attachment points. BUT for some reason those are always built kinda... shitty? Like, sure yeah we live in a material world that has material conditions that make things more or less amenable to perfection - but WHY do they have to be so LOUD fuck me amiright ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/471 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── you, the viewer, exists in a context. and you, the other viewer, who exists in a contexts such as that which is comprised as the context of someone who lives in an apartment complex, exists in close proximity with other humans. Humans who might hear you if you spoke aloud, who might hear you if you exclaimed your words quite loud(ly), who might perceive you as another (like you and me) and could (perhaps) share something heartfelt between our own shared contexts ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/472 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: OH │ └──────────────────────┘ @user-245 T.T ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/473 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── Something something "oh yeah Perun" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/474 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── I'm huuuuuuuuungry ah yes, my human body fails me ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/475 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── I love cooking. My favorite food is "melange" also called "gruel" by the less culinary people in my life. It consists primarily of a rice or noodle base, plus a bunch of other ingredients (usually sauteed) that are quite nutritious. Then, you season in a way such that it tastes *delicious and savory* and BOOM you have the perfect food. Well, not as good as steamed eggs, but still pretty good. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/476 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-192 ... then let me give my money to the people who actually made the damned thing... Ah that's the tricky part, isn't it? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/477 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── sometimes I like watching videos without subtitles because it allows me to more adequately understand the *feelings* being expressed rather than focusing on the dictionary definitions of the words being spoken. Maybe I'm just a weird human though. Am I an alien? Or a robot? Or something else? Tune in next week to find out... ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/478 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── Okay, but like... How many people do you actually know who live in other countries? And let me guess, they live in Australia or the EU? Ah, language restricts us. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/479 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-246 The internet both enlightens us to our shared connection but also restricts us by the promise of shared connection, but with the caveat of incongruent communication (different languages) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/480 ╔═════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ There's something important in what I said tonight. And each of you will think │ ║ it's something different, which is by design. Can you find the nugget I wanted │ ║ to share, to you in particular? Can you isolate the thing that is relevant to │ ║ you, the person perceiving the words that I speak? Oh yeah you're only looking │ ║ for things to express to your superiors because someone else told you to look │ ║ for a particular type of sentiment. My bad. Sorry for being cryptic. Am I so │ ║ strange for seeking the human element? Perhaps I lose myself, and I speak to │ ║ the void (and by "void" I don't mean to demean you, the audience, because you, │ ║ the audience, are surely comprised of people who surely have their own │ ║ experience and existence. Surely nobody would seek to harm me, after hearing │ ║ those things I speak. Surely we, as the human species, would not be vulnerable │ ║ to the types of weaknesses that allow for critical failures in our defences │ ║ such as the kind that I am professing to exploit (while being aligned to you) │ ║ surely we wouldn' │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ |