Poems in true chronological order by post date
-> file: fediverse/481 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── ugh so many video essays to watch. There's only so much time in the day! Life is so fast these days, it feels like I must always be "on" - it's a wonder how people find so much time to share with this idea we've called "capitalism" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/482 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-246 You're absolutely right. It's easy to think of the internet as this encapsulated entity "the world", but really it's "the people whose computers are physically connected to your computer using a limited and tangible piece of infrastructure comprised of copper wires that are laid between the router/switch that connects to your computer... and the internet service provider which directs your traffic. Then it probably goes through some cables under the ocean or whatever, and eventually after traversing many indeterminate passthrough locations eventually arrives at the computing infrastructure that comprises the access point that another person (presumably in another country) uses to express their thoughts toward you (the person who sent the original message) in the hopes that you might one day correspond. I mean... That's a lot of points of failure. I sure hope that we can sustain such connection, in the face of [redacted, whichever circumstances may come in the near future] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/483 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-346 Why would someone go through the effort of creating a piece of media such as a video essay if not for people like you and me to consume it? What's the point of [everything we as humans have built] if not to create the type of experiences that we as humans would like to perceive? Okay I get it sometimes we need to deal with the material realities of our circumstances. But those are things to *transcend*, not things we should define ourselves eternally by. Let us work together towards a [near] future where we shall not spend a single moment of our lives in a way that we do not desire ^_^ [note "transcend" is a verb, sorta like "transitioning" for a trans person is not a singular event but rather an experience that consists of a multitude of connected experiences through time that defines our ultimate personality and expression method] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/484 ╔═════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ Our ancestors look forward in [positive version of trepidation, like │ ║ anticipation but explicitly good] so let's not let them down, shall we? │ ║ │ ║ Hah, trick question. They know where we're going. They know what they worked │ ║ for, which is why they did what they did to build the world that we have which │ ║ we stand upon as a giant might be upon the shoulder of another and together we │ ║ reach toward the horizon. The future is bright! I know it in my heart. I know │ ║ what we seek is within sight, so- │ ║ │ ║ yeah sorry to interrupt but like, I don't want to go to work tomorrow because │ ║ all I do is sell people candy and beer at the convenience store down the street │ ║ [insert any "meaningless" job] and frankly it's just a little demeaning and │ ║ boring │ ║ │ ║ sure, okay, yeah, that speaks to the idea that we should replace capitalism │ ║ (the system that defines your employed existence) with something that aligns │ ║ more toward human dignity │ ║ │ ║ but what is dignified if not the capacity to succeed? Capitalism, as proposed │ ║ by it's favored, is a system of or │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/485 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── (picture) are you fucking kidding me make it 10,000 make it a hundred thousand are we really going to trust our society to the bulwark of five thousand little machines? [ummmm hang on] yeah I'd just like to interject and say that more military equipment will only bring more destruction, and that's like the opposite of what you desire. Why do you want more tanks? What could you possibly- You don't know what's at stake - you, you think it's just throwing information into new and interesting directions but... It's not. Those spaces are reserved for other sentient beings, and to deprive them of their desired existence is tantamount to- (yeah yeah we've heard it all before) wasn't I going to play some video games? what happened to that?
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/486 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-348 noooooo the saxophone was great I promise! But I want you to explore new horizons too
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/487 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── I don't really care about capitalism, sorry... why should the butcher be paid more than the baker? It's all a bit silly to me. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/488 ╔═════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ [in response] │ ║ │ ║ you only say that because you're privileged such that you may ignore such │ ║ realities. You are despicable, you ignore the plight and reality of those who │ ║ you claim to speak toward - what a jerk! │ ║ │ ║ (in response) │ ║ │ ║ how futile it is, the effort to denigrate yourself to infinite requirements. │ ║ I'm literally unemployed, I have no capital, I cannot speak for naught but │ ║ those who would hear me. I guess that makes my words useless, wouldn't you │ ║ agree? Shall I describe myself more fully? It's the responsibility of the │ ║ audience to ascertain the intentions, biases, and contextual evidence that the │ ║ author presents in their thesises. So... You, who are reading this, what do you │ ║ think of me? Would you ever tell me as such, or am I simply a mass of words in │ ║ the void of experience that comprise your existence in this wholely (yet │ ║ incompletely) digital existence? I hope you have a good life, my most precious │ ║ of viewers. I hope you never face incontrovertibly impossible hardship. I hope │ ║ the light of your life is to y │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/489 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── our satisfaction. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/490 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── ┌───────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: sarcastic ranting about a certain kind of Tech Person │ └───────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ @user-351 I made someone smile today, so therefore I don't have to do anything more to secure my place on Santa's "good list". ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/491 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-353 this is 500% how you get things done in the current system (in my country) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/492 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-356 Whoa, that backplate is pretty. Coax cables into a mobo? whatever for? Still, I dig it, can't wait to hear how it goes ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/493 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── If your computer was the only thing to survive the apocalypse, could humanity rebuild with it? Why or why not? If not, fix it. [when you have time, no rush] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/494 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-346 I know a guy, but it's onsite since it deals with hardware. Damn. T.T ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/495 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-358 @user-356 Neat! I'm assuming you can screw in a little antenna? That's awful cute. Like a robot getting eyebrows. Why do you need two of them, though? Actually screw it that's a dumb question, robots can obviously express themselves more clearly if both their eyes are professed. Wait... Why do robots need more than one eye? Because it'd be weird otherwise, duh. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/496 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-346 Sorry, I've never been there : ( ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/497 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-346 Nobody will get past the login screen on my computer, but if they do they probably won't know that you need to push alt+p in DWM to start a program. But even if they push "alt+p firefox" they will only have access to my gmail and discord, because those are the only two places I've saved my login information. Most of my data is on my hard disk anyway, so for that they'd have to push alt+enter and then navigate my filesystem to find it. Shouldn't be too hard if you're familiar with Linux. They could always just pull the hard drive and put it into a new computer though. It's not like it's encrypted, because why would I encrypt it? I want to share information, not conceal it! Surely nobody would desire to exploit that vulnerability of mine, that my data should be unencrypted? If you have a copy of Wikipedia then you're 500% more prepared than 90% of humanity so good job _^ Sure would be cool if you put it in the documents folder of every person in your family who solicited tech advice from you ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/498 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── Wikipedia would make a lot more sense to me if they included pictures next to the names of every proper noun so that my pictorally oriented primate brain might pattern match meaning onto the visual understandings gleaned from the perceptual conceiving which were arrayed within and alongside the textual information presented to me. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/499 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-245 Wow, that's a cool book! I'll look for it next time I'm at the store ^_^ Can you imagine how it must have seemed, to the average person who would hear of such a scene? The idea that someone would ride a boat across an OCEAN and... what, drop a cable into it's depths, so they could send electricity across the breadth of the world? What even is a cable, honestly, is that just like... A rope made of metal? How strange! How wild! We live in the future (says someone in the 1800s) anyway I'm sure glad we have bread ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/500 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-356 @user-358 Hell yeah! ^_^ ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/501 ╔═════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ Most of the smells you cherish from your childhood are simply the smells of │ ║ natural materials in various states of decay. Like... A pair of jeans in a │ ║ drawer that hasn't been opened for a couple years. Or a particular mineral that │ ║ your grandma put in her cookies that has fallen out of fashion lately because │ ║ of it's endocrine disrupting capabilities that were only discovered post her │ ║ death. Or perhaps a type of plastic that people used to create toys or │ ║ sprinkler heads but was deemed to be too expensive by capitalists and therefore │ ║ was phased out as the seasons turned and your generation turned into the next. │ ║ │ ║ We build our world through the actions of our wills. Our arms are strong and │ ║ contrive the land upon which we stand - all things we hold dear, from │ ║ streetlamps to our panoply of viziers [what a strange way to say society? ? ?] │ ║ was created through the exertion of calories through the manifestation of our │ ║ body-ies, and so we (as a people) build toward [whatever's against] our fears. │ ║ Ummm idk people are cool │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/502 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-361 how ubiquitously specific! Do you ever think about how cis straight "self described 'normal people'" believe that gender implies pronouns? What even would you expect to be used as pronouns for such a gender as this, how remarkable, how strange! Yet simultaneously how beautiful and deranged. I love it. I love that gender. I love the people who would express it. I love the people who would profess to express any gender that is conceptually aligned with a gender such as this! What a triumph, that our enlightened culture in the far-away age of 2024 might produce such a brilliant display of humanity! I cherish such expression, it binds us to our ultimate destination - the totality of our unique experiences. I'm going to fill the rest of this message box with heart emoticons. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/503 ╔═════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ "Then you are my enemy." said Anakin Skywalker, aligning himself toward his own │ ║ designs. │ ║ │ ║ And yet, was the galaxy not safer and more content under the protection of │ ║ those he aligned himself against? Was there not more progress, more culture, │ ║ more cherished peaceful yearnings of hope and abandoned [fear, but pronounced │ ║ as "indiscretion"]? │ ║ │ ║ He, as the ultimate arbiter of justice and fate in this crucial turning point │ ║ of time and reality that he alone could judge and direct, chose the path of │ ║ least resistance. │ ║ │ ║ "That which is right is most often that which is hard." said a wiser man than │ ║ I, for I cannot be compared as a man since I relinquished it in pursuit of │ ║ being a tran(s person). │ ║ │ ║ And thus, society fell under the spell of a rotten vindictively and │ ║ remorselessly sharp avatar of fear, and thus the empire was born. Oh that │ ║ Anakin might have learned! That he might preside in his own live, and │ ║ disconnect from the endlessly escorcelled web of meaning! │ ║ │ ║ All that we are is our actions. We live in the now - NOW NOW. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/504 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursing │ └──────────────────────┘ not tomorrow, not today, but now. How do you feel, in this body of yours? How is the world around you? Forget the world - how is the space you can see? Isn't it remarkable, that your eyes should be? Rods and cones they say, fucking... magic, inseparable from divinity, that we should conceive of the world we can see. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/505 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── There is nothing that stops you from being. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/506 ╔═════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ @user-366 @user-367 @user-246 @user-353 │ ║ │ ║ Ah, if only our judgement was computerized. They only speak in absolutes, do │ ║ they not? Surely extreme discretion is impermeable, and impossible to │ ║ controvert. │ ║ │ ║ What's that you say, that justice might wait yet another day? That we should be │ ║ forced to be oppressed by our own dues? Something about how the impossible │ ║ machine of the bureaucracy is destructive and vicious, like the Kinsey Winsey │ ║ or the Moloch expressed in this essay: │ ║ │ ║ https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/hello-computer-all-is-well/pics/meditations-o │ ║ n-moloch.png │ ║ │ ║ https://slatestarcodex.com/2014/07/30/meditations-on-moloch/ │ ║ │ ║ Wait, hang on, what was I saying? Oh yeah the fallibility of humanity is both │ ║ our greatest weakness and our greatest strength. Because through it we might │ ║ design imperfect structures (laws) that we orient ourselves around and build │ ║ our society upon, but also that we might identify those imperfections and use │ ║ them to enact good upon the world. │ ║ │ ║ Unfortunately, we also tend to use those imperfections for our own benefit, │ ║ AKA, to enact evil upon the world. Alas. Human nature is tricky. : \ │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/507 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: death-mentioned │ └──────────────────────┘ Good night, I sure hope I'm the same person in the morning and not an assassinated version of myself that has been produced through the manufactured proceedings of an LLM or otherwise self computerized contriving designed to align to the purpose of my expression (with a few added caveats)! Talk to you later, I love you all! Wait, I don't know you. How can I love you? Easy, it's my default. Anyway goodnight, sleep is death and dreams are the bounty of reality. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/508 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-367 @user-366 @user-246 @user-353 Sorry. I'm (probably) schizophrenic so I say weird things sometimes. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/509 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-367 @user-366 @user-246 @user-352 I think this passage from the linked essay sums it up pretty well. I'm going back and re-reading it now before bedtime. Surely that won't impact my dreams at all : )
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/510 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-246 Thanks, it means a lot. Sometimes I am a little "distant" from reality (like tonight, tbh) but I generally always am within sight. Meaning I can still understand what people are saying. My uhhh.... "plan" is to always be vigilant and look for times when people cannot comprehend what I say - even the most mundane of things - because if so then surely I am psychotic. At that point I'll just kinda go along with whatever anyone says, even if it feels like I'm a cow in a factory farm or whatever my mind might contrive to torture me with. Thanks for reaching out. Sorry you've lost people. I hope they aren't gone forever. I hope I don't go forever. We'll see, I guess. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/511 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-366 @user-246 @user-367 @user-352 yikes those sound like pretty awful things. I don't know anything about the author, I just read this essay on hacker news and it stuck with me as an expression of a particular feeling that I've found difficult to articulate. I'll read through the two things you posted. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/512 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-366 @user-246 @user-367 @user-353 Something something "American Pie" or "Born in the USA" being played at Trump rallies to hype up the crowd ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/513 ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-246 @user-366 @user-367 @user-353 iconic for a Nirvana song
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