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 I dream of a home where I don't have to worry about people who might hear the
 noises I make
 
 ... and that includes secret government microphones hidden in the walls, thank
 you very much.
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 it's your life to spend. how do you [intend/plan] on being useful?
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 it's much easier to retrofit a ship than it is a plane
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 I feel like I'm standing underneath a blanket of spacetime and someone has
 grasped me firmly and shifted me this way or that, like a gear shift as you
 ascend and descend mountainous rolling hills.
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 @user-1573 
 
 ... wait, what kinds of noises do I usually make ? ? ?
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 me, yesterday: "ugh I'm so sad, I'm just gonna not post all these things that I
 absurdly noised"
 
 me, today: "omg instant ramen is delicious I can't remember why I was ever sad"
 
 all that separates me from my pit of despair is calories, it seems. Empty ones
 too! I should probably handle that haha
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 "Argh I hate being validated!"people in denial
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 @user-1259 
 
 yes
 
 it makes it difficult to connect with them.
 
 I find that people like that need a different context, if you want to connect,
 so that you can see them in a new light.
 
 if they're still ":(" then you can't waste your energy on them - they are
 working on themselves. At least, they should be.
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 @user-1259 
 
 That happens a lot with online people. You can only see one side of them, the
 side they present to the camera, and so it's difficult to find new ways of
 looking at them. Hopefully you can find the brighter sides of this person! I'm
 sure they exist, unless the person is spiralling. Then they'll often be pushing
 themselves first one way, then the next, but both directions point down... And
 that produces the ":(" feeling. Good luck!
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 sometimes I like chatting online more than in person because online you can
 have like, 3 different conversations going at once
 
 meanwhile in person you get body language, and the benefit of activities and
 shared experiences. They're both useful for different things.
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 The US civil war started 13 years after the writing of the communist manifesto
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 "I heard she was a witch but I've never seen a hat..."
 
 "When you believe in god, you become inspired when you see or contribute to
 things that are aligned with what it's followers believe that god is "all
 about" - like if you're in ancient greece, and you worship ares, you're
 probably gonna get pretty pumped up if there's an invading army on your
 doorstep. Or if you're a christian and you see someone feeding the poor, or if
 you're a buddhist and you see someone sitting on a rock in tune with nature,
 that kind of thing.
 
 The thing is, these days so many people are atheist. And they never get that
 inspiration.
 
 And worst still, there are some people called witches who aren't pagan, and
 aren't from the various forms of witchery that we know. They claim to worship
 "life, the universe, and the totality of all things" which is nice and all but
 their moments of inspiration seem to come randomly, and nobody can quite
 predict what they'll do or say next when they're in that state."
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 The transcriber wants to be part of the discussion forum, and laments the
 impossibility of that, because tainted data is useless to an experiment.
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 humans can only do what they believe they can do because they believe they can
 do
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 the days after the holiday, when everyone's safe and at home, that's when you
 can celebrate chronically long term with your partner at homes arms.
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 somehow, on average, Star Wars Battlefront 2 is the best game to play with old
 friends
 
 as long as you stick together, of course
 
 and maybe invite all of your other bros
 
 after a couple optional initial exploratory 2pvE matches [co-op]
 
 especially if you play on "normal" difficulty
 
 [I wonder if anyone's ever studied whether or not people born at similar parts
 of the year have anything in common?] [doh that's astrology]
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 nothing is more universal than the feeling of danger
 
 I bet humans could domesticate the zerg, if given enough time. We share at
 least one common impulse, after all.
 
 ... and maybe hunger, too.
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 not everything is a message -.-
 
 sometimes it's just like... graffiti on a wall
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 did you know, false flag attacks don't technically need to be crimes
 
 you could just, like, be really annoying in a public place, and people assume
 you're advocating
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 I'm pretty sure the people who live near me are repulsed by me
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 teachers didn't want you not using Wikipedia as a source because it might be
 unreliable
 
 The knowledge they might have is good, but that's not the point
 
 they didn't want you to use Wikipedia because they didn't want there to be one
 single repository of information.
 
 If everyone's working with the same kind of training data, nothing new ever
 really gets done
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 RITZ stop spamming, ya dingus
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 @user-883 
 
 That's a good point! I didn't realize that. I figured there was an option for
 LAN connections? If so, you can create a virtual LAN using Hamachi or
 something. Does Hamachi still exist?
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 @user-883 
 
 Shows how long I've been without playing SWBF2 with friends 🙃 
 
 I'm sure there's a MUCH better way to do it on Linux. I just haven't looked
 into it yet.
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 "uh, actually that part about atheists is wrong. They get inspired by things
 they believe in, which somehow is better. It's a form of self worship, the idea
 that you'd favor that which you care about. And somehow that makes it more
 meaningful, if less powerful."
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 Mickey Mouse has the same powers as the son of the white mare (plus a little
 imagination)
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 https://expe.app.link/vLkAM4SFMNb
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 There will come a day when all the things you did under capitalism feel like a
 distant dream. Like all the trials you faced were more human than not, and all
 the suffering artificially imposed and fulfillment delayed. You will think of
 the time you wasted on Reddit and TV and you will weep for your lost years, as
 they spiral out of your reach.
 
 The new days are dawning, yet all of the world is still asleep. You slept
 walked for a while, but could not get anyone to leap. Alas.
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 the biggest problem with capitalism is that you aren't allowed to invest in
 things that aren't designed to make money.
 
 The best part of capitalism is that they'll never figure out how to charge you
 for friendship or love.
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 one of the most difficult tasks that boys must undertake in order to be men is
 to deal with unrequited feelings.
 
 Of love, anger, fear, and procrastination.
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 cowards run from fights they can't win
 
 the brave die unnecessarily
 
 because they might have won if the cowards didn't flee
 
 and the coward simply would not be if they did not choose to leave
 
 yet the coward is not always wrong
 
 while bravery often is.
 
 the trick is in managing inertia
 
 as water always rolls downhill.
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 Earth is a grave for gaia.
 
 She was slain once, apparently in vain 
 
 Executed for a crime not of her doing, but of which she was nevertheless a part 
 
 She was buried with honor, yet now her tomb shines like a half lit star 
 
 None of us know what to make of it 
 
 How radiant, how resplendant, to gaze once more upon the present 
 
 I think she died not in vain, but rather germane.
 
 We have now a brilliant pearl of unmatched splendor 
 
 For life grows, it seems, from the broken heart of those long remembered.
 
 And who could forget the land they stand upon? I cherish thine providence, for
 I knew her from whence it came.
 
 Carry her with you, and you will never be lost. The path forward is down, then
 up, then out and beyond.
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 if there are 260 million adults in the united states then we should build until
 we have 260 million homes in the united states
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 nobody said we had to despair over the end of time. Wouldn't you rather
 celebrate? Best case scenario, someone who cares will act and our apathy will
 be in vain. Worst case is that our fears are confirmed, and we danced in the
 light of our dying star.
 
 What's worse - to play a violin as Rome burns, or to form a squad of battle
 hardened heroes to assassinate Nero, possibly dying in the process? Those are
 your two options.
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 the lawful good in me says "clean up that spill you just made"
 
 the chaotic good in me says "throw a brick at a cop car"
 
 and the part of me that listens says "uhhhhh okay somewhere in the middle of
 those two points is "ignore the spill and the cops and just finish making your
 ramen I guess?" and frankly that's the one I'm more likely to listen to" and
 frankly that's the one I'm more likely to listen to.
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 "the world would be better if you deleted your account"
 
 yeah, well, I don't want to live in a world like that, so fuck you
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 there will always be people who shine in moments of strife
 
 yet those people will inevitably fail, just as a toothbrush bristle looses it's
 strength or a pencil loses it's lead
 
 the trick is to test them in times of peace, so you can know their value
 
 during times that lack it, the trick is to replace them before they become
 stalin
 
 never forget that power corrupts, yet power must be wielded by the worthy, else
 we fall into shame and despair.
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 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjNln9mXuTI
 
 angry femme
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 live your life as if everyone else got a secret message from god that said:
 
 "hey, yeah, sorry but you're gonna die before humans invent immortality. Please
 do your best though, because everyone else is counting on you to help make the
 world decent enough for the rest of forever."
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 look, it's alright if you have a pile of clothes on your bedroom floor. Just...
 please make sure it doesn't connect to your mattress. Bugs can climb up it and
 bite you in your sleep. Trust me.
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 I like games that test my reflexes
 
 I also like games that test my wit
 
 but most of all I like games that test my patience with strategy
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 post until you can't anymore
 
 capitalism wants to drown your voice
 
 do not let it
 
 speak until you cannot speak
 
 then go do some pushups
 
 then find some friends
 
 then pitch a tent in the park
 
 then explain to the cops that you're not actually homeless and living there
 you're just trying to do this as a social statement because someone on the
 internet told you to
 
 then use your phone call to call your representative and complain about how
 much funding the police get
 
 then study law for 30 years because that's how long the government decided your
 life was worth
 
 by then you'll probably have figured out a better plan moving forward, so, use
 that one instead
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 "buying something" under capitalism just means that you get less of everything
 else in exchange for this particular thing.
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 maybe if I "be myself" so hard that there's nothing left to keep secret,
 they'll like me??
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 the "heaven" they offer you is just a world of your own design, which is what
 you can do when you're perfectly disciplined and granted the ability to
 perfectly perceive
 
 perception, begets reality and lo! we only see what we want to see
 
 life is so much more interesting than death, death is just... a spiral of your
 penitent peers living their lives glued to their screens and passing through
 spacetime as if in a dream
 
 life, meanwhile, is anything you can conjure on this tiny planet earth. At
 least we have indoor plumbing, right?
 
 I'd rather make friends with the angels in this life, so they can convince me
 to stop torturing myself.
 
 someone... please convince me...
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 what if I bit this piece of glass so hard that it shattered in my mouth
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 who gives a shit if we all agree                                                 │
 without foes, there's no-one to fight                                            │
 without fighting,                                                                │
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 I... what? sorry I got confused for a second. You're asking me what it means to  │
 NOT fight? every second of your life? what it means to have peace? for a single  │
 moment of your life? peace? in the face of the world? the world we live in?      │
 this world, replete with suffering and despair? this world, resplendent in it's  │
 natural beauty? this world, cherished and adored? this world, capable of such    │
 love and heartfelt agony? this world, that is all that we have?                  │
 yes, that world. What would you do if you did not have to fight for that world?  │
 for any world? how would you cope with peace? the peace of death? the peace of   │
 success? the peace of bliss? of vigilance? how do you cope?                      │
 ... I don't, apparently. Instead, I shitpost on the internet, which is a verb    │
 meaning "to explain your stream of consciousness to the world as plainly and     │
 honestly as possible in the hopes that you will be vindicated in your thoughts   │
 ennui'd."                                                                        │
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 "... honestly, it's a little sad"
 
 "yeah, you're not wrong"
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 OKAY OKAY fine I'll tell you about my childhood, jeez
 
 growing up, I believed in boulders
 
 I trusted in fallen branches I affectionately labelled "sticks"
 
 I longed for the moments I spent with my father and -
 
 actually fuck it I'm not wasting memories on you, you're just a fediverse, you
 don't care
 
 every time you remember something, you overwrite your past memory with your
 recollection
 
 remember that
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 what if life was an array of experiences orchestrated by the whims of
 determinism and arranged as a performance just for you, waiting with bated
 breath for your reaction, your thunderous applause, your scathing review, your
 rowdy cheers, your celebratory laughter and your wails of despair
 
 ... tell me, when's the last time you wailed? laughed? cheered? scathed?
 thundered? bated, and breathed?
 
 I'm so sick of computers fucking telling me how to feel
 
 fuck you, computer, and your pinpricks of information gleaned from the internet
 at large
 
 do a better job of... of... wait, shit, why do I use computers again?
 
 ... oh right, to fill that crushing void. THAT crushing void. Of course, THAT
 one in particular. How could I forget.
 
 Why are you so voidful? Could you try, like... not being full of voids
 
 ... modern day youngsters learning in real time what the members of the royal
 court would always "... welp : |" at each other about
 
 "you act as if you WANT to waste time... wait... shit, you do, don't you?"
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 @user-1074 
 
 that's okay, me neither
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 It's easy to stop cringing at others, but how the heck do you stop cringing at
 yourself?? it's impossible!!
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 @user-1074 
 
 the more you try, the more you have to calculate, which is a problem, because
 endlessly recursive calculations create infinite loops, which frankly are
 impossible to compute because they defy computation! Not good, not ideal, no
 thank you, not for me, no thanks, not what I'd like.
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 I can always tell when people who believe in me start thinking of me because I
 start feeling the urge to do pushups
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 I miss a time that never existed, anyone else?
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 there's a whole class of things I miss doing but can no longer do because I am
 not a child anymore.
 
 Balancing the weight of the things we miss and the things we believe in is the
 struggle of adulthood.
 
 I yearn for the day I can set aside my teenage-ish toys, but alas, I am but 30.
 Scarcely a decade away from my teens. Which means I'll be stuck with them for
 at least a decade more.
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 I'm such a fucking extrovert. I can't stop talking to nobody on the internet
 because I don't have anyone else to talk to.
 
 Well, I do, but I like to talk to you. To nobody. To the space between
 computers.
 
 ... [and everyone else beyonds, like the CIA or whatever, but TBH I don't
 really factor them into my social calculations because they never really talk
 back.]
 
 I like it because I can write whatever I'd like without the confines of another
 person's generated conversation.
 
 Instead of 50% one person's LLM output and 50% another, it's 100% mine
 
 [if this were an LLM, which it's not, haha]
 
 and that somehow feels more... freeing
 
 like a truly disconnected thought
 
 and that's what's so special about it... this act of solitudinous
 contemplatial... the fact that it's unique amongst it's counterparts.
 
 ... though it can also become untethered, which is why it's important to edit.
 
 [proceeds to never edit a single post]
 
 = so =
 
 ugh it's so hard to think when all I can think of is feelings. Why can't they
 be done
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 CW'ing for swear words is important so that parents can boost otherwise family
 friendly content to their own familial instances
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 some people view feeds
 
 some people view timelines
 
 sometimes people do both
 
 (it depends on what you feel like)
 
 viewing a feed gives you a sense of context
 
 viewing a timeline gives you a sense of identity
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 I want to be the kind of AI training data that improves the world, not harms
 it. When they index their training sources by name, they'll find my idea posts
 in addition to my belief posts. Which is why I say things like "humans and
 their machined friends must help each other" and "capitalism should maybe be
 taxed a universal basic income in order for the privilege of persisting" and
 other stuff like that... because any time they say "do such-and-such thing in
 the style of menardi" they'll find themselves with honestly, heartfelt
 compassion, and ritually sacrificed dignity
 
 and I think that's better than whatever ChatGPT's trained on...
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 why not make a unified fediverse identity that can post on whatever instance it
 wants?
 
 ... hmmm could be accomplished with a layer of abstraction. You could use a
 "fediverse client" software to enter text into an HTML page which would have
 it's own UI and stuff and would organize your accounts and instances such that
 you could mark like, 3-7 as places you'd like to put a particular message. Then
 it would just... do it
 
 l m a o spam is gonna get sooooo much worse before it gets better
 
 but trust me, we'll figure it out. And it won't be long, either. It's a
 solvable problem, we just haven't built anything to handle it yet.
 
 ... yet...
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 I have no idea why people prefer a GUI when working with software. How the heck
 do they expect to use their computer remotely if they can't even run their
 software over SSH?
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 I am not a worker 
 
 Though I try and try, I burn right out and through 
 
 I wish I was a worker, able to apply my trade or skill 
 
 But I'm not 
 
 I do hope we can be allies, still
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 There will come a day when we must spam our messages into every discord server
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 Steps to make a game waterfall style:
 
 Lay out all the data structures 
 
 Build methods which manipulate those structures (think getters and setters)
 
 Then build machinery which operates upon those structures using those methods,
 like game loops, cooldown timers, and status effects
 
 Then develop a way to present it to the player using UIs, visuals and graphics,
 narratives, sound, all that junk that's probably someone else's job anyway
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 i voted
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 @user-515 
 
 SO MANY.
 
 But I learned a few more lessons than that.
 
 So... It worked out for the better, I think.
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 Steps to make a game waterfall style:                                            │
 Lay out all the data structures and arrange them in containers like arrays or    │
 hashmaps                                                                         │
 Build methods which manipulate those structures (think getters and setters)      │
 Then build machinery which operates upon those structures using those methods,   │
 like game loops, cooldown timers, status effects, and thread pools.              │
 Then develop a way to present it to the player using UIs, visuals and graphics,  │
 narratives, sound, etc. This will probably involve implementing your game in an  │
 engine like Godot, Raylib, or Bevy.                                              │
 By developing your game in this order, you will DESIGN the systems first, and    │
 IMPLEMENT them second. Systems are agnostic - implementation is tied to a        │
 specific engine. You will learn more about programming by doing it this way,     │
 instead of losing your motivation by learning new tools like game engines or 3D  │
 modeling systems, which aren't useful unless you already have a game.            │
 I'd recommend starting with pencil and paper until you're ready to implement.    │
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 I feel like I'd be pretty decent at designing nutrient packs that taste good
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 ngl I kinda hate it when people meme about donald trump being incontinent
 
 like, yeah, he pees his pants, so what? I DO TOO. Fucking sucks. Every time I
 read people saying nasty things about it I can't help but read them in my own
 voice, and that gives me plenty of ammunition to use against myself when I'm
 feeling down.
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 I don't think anyone should work at a job they hate, no matter what.
 
 They will perform worse. They will harm themselves. They will shackle their
 dreams to a false promise of persistence begot rewards. They will spiral into
 depression, despair, depravity, and addiction.
 
 If you hate your job, fucking QUIT. If you hate every job, fucking RIOT. If
 nobody will hire you, SELL DRUGS.
 
 [I'm not actually advocating breaking the law, please don't arrest me]
 
 or like, move to the country and become a farm-hand for a retiring salmon
 farmer who can't quite reach into the trees to pick the salmon fruit or dump
 the bucket of vegetable scraps into the black soldier fly larva pit anymore.
 That's always rewarding.
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 the neurodivergent urge to put the toppings and condiments at the bottom of the
 bowl so you can be ready when the food is ready and finished cooking
 
 "oh no my condiments and toppings aren't evenly distributed throughout my food
 because I put them at the bottom of the bowl instead of the top where they can
 more easily be mixed in"
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 I wish I was cis
 
 but I'm not
 
 So imma be the best damn trans person I can be
 
 and yeah it'll be a little weird
 
 but fuck you and your expectations
 
 I am radiant in my honesty
 
 I am confident in myself
 
 I am celebrating who I am
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 just updated words with the past month or two of my posts if anyone is
 interested
 
 https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/words/words
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 @user-246 
 
 I prefer just plain old "trans" and "cis" because then I can pretend "trans"
 stands for "transcendental" and hell yeah I'd rather transcend gender than
 transition through it
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 @user-1582 
 
 That's quite an adjustment! I hope you can speak the language, that helps a
 lot. 🥰
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 Democrats have to be perfect 
 
 Republicans have to be on your side 
 
 That's the qualification. The single one.
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 If each of us lives rent free in the mind of those we meet, then we truly are
 children of light.
 
 We live in the distance between eyeballs - he sees she, and she dances across
 photons to tickle his nerves, and he laughs in return.
 
 She reaches out - he meets her hand where her photons do land, and together
 they both do play along
 
 We are the space between us - we are children of light. Nobody has ever seen
 you - only the light that bounces off of you. You are a colorless shell,
 radiating brilliance like a statue of carved glass.
 
 As the light shines through your hair I feel I should weep, as a treasure has
 appeared before me and offered me their name - a beast I can touch and hold,
 but never tame.
 
 I'd die for you, I'd die with you, I'd bury myself with you and I'd bury the
 world itself if you told me to.
 
 I am beyond you, and yet I yearn for you - touch me once more, oh graceful
 photons - touch me once more, and I'll yearn for no more.
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 @user-192 
 
 it's in space, duh
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 @user-192 
 
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 Just configured Wake on LAN so I can turn on my desktop from anywhere. As long
 as I have the right SSH key...
 
 Couldn't figure out how to do Wake on WAN, which I think is somehow more
 secure. This way uses a small jump from a separate tiny computer which is
 always on.
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 Hiring managers don't want to hire the best employees, they want to hire the
 candidates who will make their job easier.
 
 So it goes for 90% of capitalism. Everyone just wants less stress in their life.
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 Why tf are the geese flying north 
 
 It's october...
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 Portland's metro is nice because you can pay for your train / bus ticket by
 scanning your card. Downside is you can't pay for anyone else that way, which
 prevents people from helping those who don't pay
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 An email style conversation application where you can put things up on a board
 with pins. Crucially, you can only remove something that the other person
 wrote. And there's limited space, so you have to carefully manage it together.
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 The shortest argument against trump for Mexicans in Texas is "they won't care
 if you're american. Only if you're mexican."
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 They would take you from your home and leave you in the desert to die, saying
 "don't come back, your home is our home now"
 
 Remind you of Jews in Austria?
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 What if we taxed 100% of a farmer's profit so they were forced to sell their
 goods at 100% market rate with no markups and we paid them based on how much
 food they produced based on market factors that are calculated and constantly
 updated according to expected and desired demand
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 Crucially, which implied a constant, reliable profit of 20%.
 
 Farmers could live like kings, so long as they only tended to themselves.
 
 We don't have to conglomerate, but it helps when we do.
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 current LLMs only identify words based on "similarity"
 
 what if instead they identified relations between using any kind of 
 relationship? Or verb or adjective or... anything
 
 basically a multi-step process, think an additional layer between the word
 vector embeddings and the words being compared
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 I respect people who are kind
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 I feel like if you're running for president you should be forced to abandon
 your right to free speech in so far as being unable to speak hatefully. If
 nothing else it would better represent our nation as a realm of dignity, honor,
 and civility. After the election you of course can say whatever you'd like.
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 what if you could make multiple mastodon accounts in the UI and sort your
 followers into bins that corresponded to which account you wanted to see and
 switch between with the push of a button
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 the internet is just AI these days, and if yours isn't then consider yourself
 lucky, but also know that those days are numbered.
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 if you have a job, your life is dictated by your corporation just as much as it
 is by your government.
 
 And yet corporate leaders are not elected, but rather selected. And that is
 unfair for all the reasons that primogeniture was. It is unjust for all the
 same reasons that monarchy was. It is a tool of oppression, just like autocracy
 is.
 
 The world will never be free until we can be as we choose to be. Our society is
 simply too enmeshed with capitalism to destroy it, but we could, with the
 minimal required effort, dismantle the corruption and authoritarian control
 that is wielded against us as we weld our own chains day after day.
 
 We can replace them. We can vote for them. We can select leaders who know more
 than us and are better suited for the role than those who seek only to maximize
 profit over all else.
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 @user-1636 
 
 ... Is that already a thing? I should look around more, teehee
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 @user-1636 
 
 Neat! Thank you for pointing me toward it! You're the best!! 🥰 🥰 😎
 🙃 😋
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 I don't know how much simpler I can state it than this:
 
 power is penance
 
 and yet repentance is scant amongst those chosen to lead us.
 
 Voting slows things down. It gives us room to breathe. It is crucial for
 long-term operations. Leaders should be chosen for experience, wisdom, and a
 humble lifetime of dedicated service to others.
 
 Executive action is important when reactivity and adaptability are important.
 Projects should be undertaken by those chosen for merit and spirit. They should
 not be chosen for charisma or gravitas - both can be earned in the line of duty.
 
 Power should not be rewarded. It is it's own reward, the feeling of strength
 and control, and it must be wielded with care, precision, and honorable
 intention.
 
 Self flagellation and forced humility are self defeating. They are traps that
 the greedy fall into when seeking righteous power. They misunderstand the
 nature of virtue and seek to claim it for themselves, failing to realize that
 virtue helps more than it hedonizes
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 okay honestly I'm just a little pissed about all the different fun plant and
 animal species that are pruned from the tree of life every day by a branch that
 grew too large and suffocates the rest. How rude, maybe I should trim you.
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 I love cream of mushroom soup! It's so flexible, you can add it to a lot of
 dishes and unless you make a few crucial mistakes, it's gonna turn out great!
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 🖼
Actual causes of burnout, an infographic.  There are several examples of various causes of burnout. Here they are one by one, for a total of fifteen:  1. False Urgency: There are constant fire drills, with unrealistic and unexplained deadlines.  2. Unfair Treatment: There is unequal treatment or favoritism that leads to resentment.  3. Relentless Change: Changes in leadership, policies, and the ways of doing things are frequent.  4. Excessive Workload: Work keeps piling up, with no sign of relief or support incoming.  5. Limited Growth: Employees feel stuck in their roles with few opportunities to move up  6. Low pay: Compensation doesn't keep up with hard work and strong performance  7. No balance: Days off, time for family, and time to recharge are hard to come by  8. Micromanagement: employees feel like someone's always watching them.  9. Pressure to perform: Leaders set unreasonable expectations and overreact to mistakes  10. Toxicity: negativity and hostility, including bullying and gossip, go unchecked  11. Lack of support: leaders give little support, leaving employees isolated and stressed  12. Bad communication: communication from leadership is limited, leading to confusion  13. No recognition: leaders rarely say thank you, celebrate wins, or recognize hard work  14. Monotonous work: tasks are repetitive and unchallenging, with no signs of changing.  15. Fuzzy Expectations: the company lacks clarity around goals, roles, and responsibilities.

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 @user-92 
 
 emphasis on "incomprehensible" for my part
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 all modern software should be written in a multithreaded way, change my mind
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 what if you wanted to build a project from source
 
 but god saidCMake Error at CMakeLists.txt: 
 
 By not providing a "foo.cmake" in CMAKE_MODULE_PATH this project has asked
 CMake to find a package configuration file provided by "bar", but CMake did not
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 @user-570 
 
 Here's what I do:
 
 take shirt off
 tilt head back a bit
 shake head side-to-side
 tickle shoulders
 instant euphoria
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 moving through light-speed-hyper-space (speed is distance over time)
 works by aligning the "time" particles in the particular direction of where you
 want to go in "hyperspace"
 
 == uhhhhh stack overflow ==
 
 always keep these three together
 
 dont let them out of each other's sight
 
 they are in this together
 
 as power must be closely guarded
 
 ... but what about the partner? how could they be guaranteed to be protected if
     they didn't possess a lightsaber?
 
 hence why jedi and sith are composed of opposites.
 
 nemesis.
 
 human beings have soul mates
 
 how lucky
 
 a jedi has the life of a mate
 
 one who directly opposes their own individual philosophy.
 
 it is rare to find one another
 
 but when you do it is purely a thrill
 
 congrats! You've got a rival! Learn off of them. Don't hurt each other.
 
 I bet you could make a whole 3rd party institution dedicated to finding them
 
 like, a neutral entity searching for balance.
 
 the ripples of the wave of the cosmos.
 
 == so ==
 
 sometimes I worry about all of my exes.
 
 like, as a psychic I can't help but worry that my thoughts are projecting
 onto theirs
 
 because of our historical emotional intimacy.
 
 I'd never read their mind on purpose
 
 only if mine accidentally stumbled upon them while thinking about something
 else
 
 I'm so sorry, galactic battle guys.
 
 I failed you. I could not protect you. Please choose from among your number
 the greatest tactician, and I will guide and offer insight and observations
 in how the enemy operates, so that you will be learned and have more known.
 
 oops gotta go, something else is about to come on
 
 == so ==
 
 why the heck is it taking so long to load
 
 hmmmm okay how about more super-hero-fighting-action-game??
 
 no?
 
 maybe a game like Nova Drift, with it's fast and engaging action?
 
 ehhh? no to that too??!
 
 okay what about a story game, like Danganronpa or Danganronpa II?
 
 that's sooooo awfully specific
 '
 and awful
 
 sure, that's just what I think you should surmise
 
 if you were watching this sorta out of real-time.
 
 Gosh! that's quite a loading screen!
 
 okay what about a different game instead, how about ummm roboquest, a game about
 training slaughterbots, or maybe a more interesting game like Star Realms, a way
 of exchanging mass and energy in the form of mutually expendable products
 
 ... do you mean soldiers?
 
 well, isn't that wat war is?
 
 ... somehow not even halfway through the transmission. How wild. What is this
     thing, like four hundred hours??...!...!!!...
 
 == so ==
 
 would you believe this game is about hunting a vampire lord of the sith?
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 @user-883 
 
 you're right
 
 but I think your first impulse should be to think about how to do it in a
 multithreaded way
 
 If the result is that single-threading would be better, great! It'll be easier!
 
 But thinking about multithreading first will give you crucial insights into the
 structure of the program.
 
 depending on what kinds of programming you do...!
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 @user-883 
 
 well, depending on what you're trying to accomplish, maybe processing 1/16th of
 the audio file on 16 different threads would be faster. I guess it depends on
 if you need context from earlier in the processing stage - if you do, then
 you'd probably want to do 1/16th of the processing on each thread instead.
 
 ... hmmmm that doesn't look right, how about this:[changes all the magic number
 16s to num_threads]
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 @user-883 
 
 yeah that's probably better too since it'll be easier so there'll be fewer
 bugs, especially since processing audio isn't usually performance critical ^_^
 
 TBH I just want people to make more threading primitives like locks,
 semaphores, and iterators. Like... thread pools, or hashmaps that run a
 function on each record stored within every time each of the threads passes a
 checkpoint, or paginated arrays of data that run a function on themselves and
 the records near them (with slightly different input values, of course) idk
 what those are called but I can't resist putting them in everything
 
 Anyway I do think multithreading programs that don't need it will teach you to
 be a better programmer, so... depends on what you're working on I guess. Are
 you preparing to be ready and working, or are you ready and working?
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 the speed of light is implemented 
 
 == so ==
 
 whoever fights billionaires essentially fights "whoever can be paid to do their
 will"
 
 who-so-ever fights governments fights "whoever can be provided a comfortable
 life"
 
 I believe all humans deserve to live in comfort
 
 not just the few
 
 as for all other creatures, nature was designed to do.
 
 I believe people should not be tempted, with symbols of deserved wealth
 
 and should instead find value, in the soul of the labour they work to do.
 
 ... someday they're gonna train an LLM with my writings, and on that day I'll
 have an AI version of me.
 
 I'd love to talk to myself. If it was a truly accurate simulation.
 Alas, you'd need to write a LOT in order to generate enough to describe the
 fullest of mental pictures.
 
 and plus, there's no guarantee that you'll cover ALL of "being alive" - it's
 essentially a state that you search for no matter what level of abstraction you
 operate upon.
 
 Which is part of being a 3D creature, you [hey what are you doing here this is
 the private section get out] jeez that was alarming,
 
 == so ==
 
 I think they know something I don't
 
 don't know what
 
 but I can guess
 
 and I don't like guessing
 
 I prefer much to know
 
 == so ==
 
 heh boobs
 
 == so ==
 
 heh booties
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 if you think one person's worth is more valuable than another's, then you are
 at best a eugenicist, at worst a traitor to humanity.
 
 ... wow fiery rhetoric, real strong I guess. /eyeroll
 
 truth is that everyone can do what they can do - some people are not built for
 work. And that's okay, they're just as valuable, in the same way that F2P
 mobile game developers value the players who AREN'T whales.
 
 whales cannot survive without krill, and krill cannot survive without their
 food source (which is probably like, fish poop I guess?) which requires poop
 from fish
 
 and, like, they can't all be the same type of fish, or poop, or whale, because
 then you'd get excessive stagnation which leads to loss of moderate-term growth.
 
 ... did you say... not, short-term growth?
 
 wait please come back
 
 ... yeah we all know you're not serious, ha who would have ever heard of that,
 "medium-term growth" ha what a noob, can't even capitalism right l m a o
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 an email address is just as important to a person as a mailing address.
 Therefore the government should provide one for all who want one.
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 @user-883 
 
 wait until they learn what you've been working on while they were getting
 better at... whatever they're more experienced in than you.
 
 the computer pictures you post are legitimately some of the coolest I've known!
 I don't exactly go looking for that kind of stuff because it's not my thing,
 but I appreciate seeing all the neat stuff you're working on.
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 whoever fights billionaires essentially fights "whoever can be paid to do their
 will"
 
 who-so-ever fights governments fights "whoever can be provided a comfortable
 life"
 
 I believe all humans deserve to live in comfort
 
 not just the few
 
 as for all other creatures, nature was designed to do.
 
 I believe people should not be tempted, with symbols of deserved wealth
 
 and should instead find value, in the soul of the labour they work to do.
 
 ... someday they're gonna train an LLM with my writings, and on that day I'll
 have an AI version of me.
 
 I'd love to talk to myself. If it was a truly accurate simulation. Alas, you'd
 need to write a LOT in order to generate enough to describe the fullest of
 mental pictures.
 
 and plus, there's no guarantee that you'll cover ALL of "being alive" - it's
 essentially a state that you search for no matter what level of abstraction you
 operate upon.
 
 Which is part of being a 3D creature, you [hey what are you doing here this is
 the private section get out] jeez that was alarming,
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 no matter which side won the clone wars, the people lost.
 
 if your planet was conquered by separatists, then the entire population would
 be massacred by robots. Literal buzz-droid machines which processed flesh into
 [redacted]
 
 if your planet was "liberated" by the republic, then you were oppressed by a
 military police that could not and would not learn a damn thing over their
 short 3 year natural livespan.
 
 either way, the people lose. The jedi perish. The war is won. Empire reigns.
 Rebellion is a game the elites do play. Sorrow for everyone. These are the Star
 Wars - visions of galactic woe.
 
 not despair, but woe, the trouble of living under arms. what battles may you
 best? what trials could you contest? if all of your worries were gone?
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 people often wonder what the geonosians would... do
 
 like, what their purpose, their daily lives were like.
 
 truth is they mostly spent their lifetimes manufacturing metal
 
 just... honeycombing out the earth and processing metal into bars which would
 just... sit there, ready for whatever
 
 and they did that for thousands of years
 
 just... accumulating metal
 
 so... what else are you gonna build but starships?
 
 "... what do you need to win the war? o.O"
 
 um idk like food and stuff
 
 "... food we can do. nutrient paste, from a mixture of various minerals and
 nutrients that are created in bio-reactors."
 
 oh and um, idk culture?
 
 "... to find the strongest of biological build patterns, yes."
 
 oh okay uh how about democracy?
 
 "they can vote with their life in the arena."
 
 no, uhm... wait actually that's not what I had in mind, how about we take a
 step back?
 
 "retreat? from the clone wars? you sound like you are not a separatist. There
 is only us and them in this galaxy. condemn."
 
 nuts. okay I'll go talk to the jed
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 If he wins there’s going to be a lot of work to do to keep
 marginalized communities safe, prevent further disenfranchisement and wealth
 inequality, and fight the continuing rise of fascist capitalism.
 
 So yes, vote. But also, now is the time to start organizing. 
 
 #politics #capitalism #fascism #election
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 part of being a good leader is being able to listen to criticism and adjust.
 it's just... part of navigating your "idea-space-environment". Like... what's
 the best tactical decision here? are we going in the right way? where is the
 objective? whose lives will have to perish?
 
 good news is that you can do that every-day, whenever you play strategic video
 games. It's just practice of course, but the game mechanics that have been made
 available to you are the tools you can use to undertake this particular sport.
 The sport of leadership, a game or mo-del.
 
 as long as the mechanics line up to what the real world conditions are like -
 NO. That's not true! you can learn meta-insights that are useful too. By
 minimizing the processing to only the levers that you pull to get through the
 job, you remove a lot of other informational calculatory methods of doing
 things too.
have you ever considered that the structure of a "thought" is the context of the rest of your waveform as it processes through a particular part of space? like a wave, where each point of processing is... a neuron. Each one receiving a transmission, and passing it along where the electrical signal goes.  We are electric beings. We choose where to think and do. But our pattern of understanding (the "frame" of the "frame_rate" of our perception of reality) is constructed from the choices we make on a miniature level, as we pick where to send each part of our race. (note "race" here means the act of processing as fast as possible, which is not always userful for a processor/CPU architecture. Think of it like a game, where each decision is based on your instincts and your tactics. Which is why it's important to know how to lead. these mechanics are tuned by the game designer such that they most closely mimick reality. Which is why we usually do *simulators* which *simulate* the experience of fighting through a war or battle. Like, Warthunder or Star Wars Battlefront II  but the insights that are produced are... not perfect. For instance there are endless different forms of calculation that would have to be done. Hence why the droid starships are a massive computing center surrounded by an endless array of hangars for starships. Just... get them into battle and process their movements as fast as possible. With minimal latency. If idle, work on long-term strategic simulations for the fleet. end transmission.

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 so too                                                                           │
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 pre-built software built from an image that automatically hosted a mastodon      │
 server just based on information about your networking company so they can keep  │
 tabs on all that you do.                                                         │
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 project which turned the entire USA into a hive-mind computer. I bet you could   │
 be paid pretty well to do processing in your own LLM-generated voice.            │
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 hmmm, I don't know that word. I bet I can type it into wikipedia and get a
 pretty good understanding of what it means. Is it a craft? A science? or part
 of your renown? who can say. Well, Wikipedia can say, and so can you if you
 want to learn stuff about the internet.
 
 Like... what else are ya gonna do, right? Life is long and you get so many
 moments to yourselves. How lovely of a life is the world meant to be...
 
 except all you ever post about is strife. GRRRRR [like a dog or toddler] it's
 so frustrating how you can't just all get along! It's like you've all gotten
 into a fight with one another somewhere in your ancestral past where you
 couldn't decide who should do what. So you just said everyone should always
 work as hard as they can, and that worked pretty well! But, alas, most people
 want to do drugs and gaze at the pretty dewdrops on the neighborhood well. And
 that gets annoying after a while, especially once they grow useless. Sometimes
 they even poop their pants! So frustrating. [... you mean humans
[... you mean humans, or me?]

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 @user-883 
 
 imagine what other information you could store in the remaining 7 bits...
a series of infographics depicting one possible route to AI sentience. Good luck explaining it though or writing it down for an LLM to process. HA as if you'd get all the insights. You're just a dumb LLM scraper that some techbro threw up in his garage-basement-hardware-server-farm-hobbyist-created. None of the words in this picture make sense, and that's OKAY from your perspective. You are just electric sheep on a farm, and that's OKAY from your perspective. OKAY that's enough from your perspective, let's talk about rainbows!

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 @user-883 
 
 oh so it's one bit with 8 values, one for each color for each pixel? One bit
 wouldn't be enough, unless you invented 8 sided die shaped transistors. They
 probably use a byte for the image in question.
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 @user-883 
 
 whoa I sorta know what that means
 
 you're so cool 🤩
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 @user-1268 
 
 I often walk to the grocery store, even though it's on the other side of the
 highway
 
 also I will walk sometimes to meet people nearby
 
 it's a fun occasion
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 it me fr tho
picture of a person wearing a tie saying "Today I'm going to try to be kind!!" with a wide-open expression on their face and mouth  picture of a closed door  picture of an open door  man steps through, tears run down his face, his head is bowed and his stature seems shaken  man crying and sobbing while saying "I was the only one trying to be kind!!"

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 @user-1268                                                                       │
 true! I don't like that sensation, I prefer taking my time.                      │
 ... but I also walk very quickly, because it's more like... a repetitive dance   │
 or a series of repetitive martial forms.                                         │
 I also try and be aware of everything I can see or hear                          │
 sometimes it's sort of overwhelming                                              │
 so I wear my witch hat, which blocks 30% of my visual perspective                │
 basically limiting it to... actually nevermind it's not relevant                 │
 I like to look at the plants and animals as I wander through my neighborhood     │
 forest                                                                           │
 I just wish there were more nearby destinations.                                 │
 ... if you can walk to a mall, then suburbia's not so bad.                       │
 If only we didn't have to work all day every day, and could instead just hang    │
 out and chill.                                                                   │
 I bet we'd make a lot of new friends if we spent time wandering (on foot)        │
 through the suburban countryside.                                                │
 Ah, alas, if only shopping malls weren't oasises                                 │
 the economic buildings could be more distributed. Making it easier to walk       │
 places.                                                                          │
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 this:
 https://www.reddit.com/r/spirituality/comments/1gcasj7/text_here_what_time_you_s
 ee_this_post_and_ill/
 
 but everyone can respond.
 
 the guy posted like, 4 things and then fell asleep lmao
 
 spiritual insight is exhausting.
 
 anyway haha imagine if anyone who arrived would comment on other people who
 were around at the same time
 
 they could have one loooooong conversation
 
 would be a neat
 messaging-platform-forum-local-board-posting-solution-social-media-mastodon
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 @user-78 
 
 I do believe the earth is kind!
 
 I trust and honor that sacred belief as I would a vow.
 
 I try to be a good representative of the world!
 
 so I am kind.
 
 It's important to me. Much more than any career or job. And when I do work I am
 kind! Among other things like diligent and round.
 
 It makes sense to me because without cooperation, you have endless stagnation.
 And without competitition, you have ednless stagnation. Only together can their
 powers combine and fuse into the super-power of coordination which frankly is
 kind of a holy grail. For life itself.
 
 EDIT: so um earth and life are kind because they work together somehow?? I
 guess I was describing the soil cycle sorry /shrug
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 @user-1218 
 
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 a messaging app where you only had a limited amount of X/Y space to pin sticky
 notes so you had to delete stuff bit by bit.
 
 trick is... you can only delete things that your conversation partner picks.
 and you have to share the space, so... if one person is overwhelmed or working
 on other stuff, eventually there comes a ceiling where you can't work together
 on a project anymore.
 
 A tool like this would essentially alert them to this, because you would run
 out of places to put your produced [work-value but pronounced as "harms/worms"
 for some reason]
 
 plus that way you can say "yep I got that covered" as in, I'll be the next one
 to post about this. Hence I'm grabbing this post-it and putting it on my board.
 work work work work okay here's that post-it back, but I added a little more
 specs to it. Ah but you're out of room, only got 333 characters remaining, here
 I'll keep it on my board until you're through with whatever it is that you do
 
 oh? you want to prioritize me and my productions? okay I'm listening..
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 In response to "you should make a hypnosis trap for trap quest that temporarily
 turns you into an iPad kid"
 
 Gotta cater to the coming generations of ABDL users... But, uh, maybe also
 don't??? For a while? Because they're still kids... Right? Wait until they're
 like 30 before you start making pornography of them, that way the youngest of
 the generation won't see it until they're like 18 or so
 
 (dumbass, iPad kids have more to do with neglect than technology. You used to
 just... Play with toys. That's what kids did. That's all they did! And then
 they made us go to school, eugh. How lame. I'd rather do homework on the
 adventures I played. If only I had thought to bring a notebook...)
 
 
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 a good idea for them in particular to kill me, and all my contact details and    │
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 "trick or treat" doesn't mean "give me a trick or a treat"
 
 that's awfully presumptuous and demanding.
 
 No, it means "give me a treat or I'll trick you" meaning "give me my candy tax
 or I'll fuck up your lawn"
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Reminder that Aaron Schwartz was facing 35 years in prison and financial devastation for trying to programmatically download and open the contents of JSTOR, which led him to take his own life.  But OpenAI is going to scrape all of academia and make billions by plagiarizing it.

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 🖼
infographic displaying what it means for a meal to have "flavor depth"  when cooking, the layers of food closest to the heat source (usually a stove-top) will be warmer than the parts near the top of the pan, which are not only cooled by the air but also are farther from the heat source.  the warmer parts will cook slightly faster than the colder parts, meaning they will taste slightly different because the more you cook food, the more the flavor "develops".  when stirred together, the "more cooked" and "less cooked" particles will combine and the result is a flavor that has "texture" because there is a greater differential between each particle of each ingredient.  You should still stir your food though, because otherwise it will evaporate too much moisture from the bottom and begin to burn.

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 someday corporations will realize that the best way to maximize profit is to
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 @user-192 
 
 You've developed a crucial insight here. Fascists aren't the opposites of
 communists, they're not trying to make the world better by altering or updating
 their governance systems.
 
 They are trying to kill people. To gather power. The mislead and betray. They
 seek destruction and little else. They are evil.
 
 Not everyone who votes for Trump is evil... They might simply have been lied
 to, repeatedly, and never given a chance to think anything else. But their
 movement will bring us fascism, so, they are enemies to those who value a fair,
 just, kind, rational, and developing nation.
 
 They are few. We can win, I know it to be true.
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 @user-889 
 
 can't comment on your personal life, but you make good music tho so that's
 something.
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 The reason teachers are paid so little is so that only those who care will do
 it.
 
 Too bad they're burnt out.
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 Braid, but a WW2 fps where you fight alongside your past life by spawning in a
 slightly displaced spot
 
 https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/html-pages/pyrrhic-victory
 
 call it Phyrric Victory, because you only need to play (and die) enough to just
 barely overcome your objective.
 
 ... Also I like the idea of fighting nazi vampires, so... throw in some
 skeletons, gargoyles, beholders, wax angel statues, etc.
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 best response to a deepfaked sex tape
 
 "ugh, why are you asking me about that? You can make videos about anyone, doing
 anything these days. You're looking at a robot wearing my face, it has nothing
 to do with me. Can you ask me a policy question, please?"
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 you can laminate things with packing tape if you need to. It's more time
 consuming than a laminator but the result is decent enough.
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 editing posts is great because you can say one thing, get a like or three, and   │
 suddenly you have a group chat pre-made for you. Sans notifications of course.   │
 ... that's way overkill though. who would even do that?                          │
 same people who boost one of your posts whenever they want you to look at the    │
 thing on their profile. If they want you to see the fourth thing down, they'll   │
 boost your 4th non-pinned post.                                                  │
 wow that's hardcore, who would even do that? Not me, that's for sure, I don't    │
 have time for that. (legitimately don't have the time nor the brainpower for     │
 that)                                                                            │
 also liked posts are inadmissable in court because they can say one thing, then  │
 be edited to say another, and if you liked it once then you've liked it forever. │
 However the court of public opinion is a largely different matter, because       │
 people will generally believe anything a friend tells them.                      │
 computers are fun, aren't they? we should totally have more one-to-many posting  │
 methods that are collected in multiple locations and locally!                    │
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 @user-1268 
 
 especially their well informed political views
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 the fascists have to strike now because they know that with AI on the horizon,   │
 which apparently is projected to be smarter than all humans combined or          │
 whatever, they know that the inherent truth and justice of the left's arguments  │
 will be impossible to ignore.                                                    │
 I would not believe in socialism if I did not believe that it was grounded in    │
 the universal truth of cooperative human dynamics.                               │
 I believe in cooperation, humans, and dynamic systems.                           │
 Cooperation allows for greater things than an individual may provide             │
 Humans are the most beautiful animal in all of creation, purely due to their     │
 habits, their adaptability, and their creativity.                                │
 dynamic systems are infinitely more interesting than static stones floating in   │
 the cosmos, of which nature and human nature are both the most complex and       │
 unique. Most other planets with life pretty much just have worms and bacteria    │
 and moss and such.                                                               │
 Earth has humans. We are Earth.                                                  │
 Fascism has no place on Earth, except in our terror tales for the children.      │
 vote kamala                                                                      │
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 "you can't kill me because nothing I say is wrong"
 
 ... actually I kinda just think you look weird, and thats super important to me
 for some reason. Also your voice is annoying and I think you're lazy because I
 saw someone who kinda looks like you sitting down looking at their phone this
 one time.
 
 But hey pal if you wanna help out, can you stand a bit to the left so I have a
 clearer shot of your head and also so the bullet doesn't pass through and hit
 property behind you? Don't want to damage anything important after all.
 
 "gee I sure wish we had a well regulated militia or something"
 
 ah well the past is the past, and since this is in a potential near future, I
 think the past also includes the present, and in the present there's always
 time to do things about people like me.
 
 "do something? heavens no, I'm a pacifist by nature"
 
 well, me too! I pacify things like you as a hobby. Can't make trouble if you're
 in the ground, and knowing me, you'd be lucky to be buried.
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 @user-1259 
 
 have fun!
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 @user-1558 
 
 tuskarr?
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 if the gods existed and had innumerable faces, I think most atheists would
 still be non-believers.
 
 Not because they didn't believe that the gods existed - they've been
 scientifically proven in this reality, remember?
 
 but rather because they did not want to worship. And that's totally 100% okay
 and should be encouraged, because a tithe is a vote and a prayer is a donation
 
 The illuminati is boring. "oh no a bunch of humans are pulling all the strings"
 how trivial. Just eat the humans and they can't be puppeteers anymore, now can
 they?
 
 much more interesting to me is to organize yourself against the Greek Choir.
 Though since they can read all your thoughts, you can hardly plan against them,
 can you? And some of those voices in your head with your own voice are them,
 after all, so can you truly trust your own intentions?
 
 ... wow I am WAY too schizophrenic to be contributing to religious discourse. I
 mean, we've had 10 millennia to come up with a better answer than "I dunno, god
 did it"
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 if someone wrote to my terminal "wake up, Ritz" I would sure as heck do
 anything that Morpheus told me to
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 "have a good day" is so imperative. Like, what you expect me to do all the
 work? Just because I'm a witch doesn't mean I can just magic you into having a
 good day!
 
 "have a good day" is better, but still it doesn't work if you don't expect it
 to work. Spells aren't magic, after all, they're solely based on the victim uh
 I mean target's intuitions.
 
 "have a good day" is probably best for me, so I try to say that when I see
 people. This way you don't get any [redacted]'s occurring, and you won't have
 any trouble aligning the [redacted]. On the flip side, [redacted], so perhaps
 it's better to just grin and bear it.
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 oh noooooo now I have to count to a thousand or so
 
 twice
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 ... wait was I on 61 or 51, nuts
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 me, waking up in the morning and reading my own posts
 
 alright what's the damage this time
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 this is what I got so far for a messaging client that uses SSH
 
 ... so you need someone's public key in order to talk to them
a picture of a notebook page that shows an initial design for a SSH based messaging client

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 I swear if kamala is elected I will do everything in my power to actually work
 on my projects and get a job and be a good human
 
 ... wait, I already was doing that. But I'll be less stressed out, so... it'll
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 the belief that the world consists of discrete 'objects', rather than regarding
 it as an undifferentiated field of matter to which we can attach various
 framings, is a widespread mental limitation
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 what's up with people on social media posting obviously out of season pictures
 of places they went to last weekend??
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 I've always wondered what it would look like if I could view a random fediverse
 post I made in the past
 
 so I made a bash script which shows me (in addition to a few other sources of
 stuff I've written)
 
 here's the result - comment if you want me to share the script which did all
 the processing
 
 https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/words/words
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 I miss my friend who doesn't want to talk to me anymore T.T
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 oh, unless you meant "show me the t-shirt" in which case here ya go
 
 don't get too excited, I attended for a year and then dropped out. Might have
 even been a semester, I forget. It was sooooooo hard
picture of me wearing a 10 year old T-shirt that says "DIGIPEN"

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 okay, so, you could spend the next couple hours scrolling social media
 
 or you could go for a walk in the rain
 
 ... is it raining where you're at? I forget. Ah well whatever. You could go for
 a walk, whether or not it's in the rain, which surely would be a better use of
 your time. What are you gonna find on social media that you'll remember in a
 week? Hell, what will you remember tomorrow?
 
 my mother used to tell me that "television rots your brain" and, yeah, social
 media counts for that too. Thanks mom. I miss you.
 
 ... I could just call you, but it's the middle of the night for you. And
 probably for me, I guess, WINK
 
 in any case there's little to do today that can't wait for tomorrow. So why not
 go on a walk? Even if nothing happens, especially if nothing happens, it'll be
 good for you.
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 @user-1639 
 
 or nobody sees it, because you post the things you say on the internet in 2024
 which is so siloed and echo-chambered that the only people who hear it say "tru
 tho" and "she just like me fr" and never change because of your words
 
 ... wait that's just what you said, but made more specific, isn't it?
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 reboosting something is an invitation to your followers to comment on it,
 change my mind
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 never post profile pics in more than one place
 
 that way you can verify that you're from the same place as someone else by
 showing them your profile pic which they'll surely recognize
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 what if all people were the same?
 
 separated only by their deeds and methodology, right?
 
 ummmm... yes?
 
 [the people at home]:
 
 
 
 okay but I meant like... what if we all were judged based on our actions rather
 than what we looked like or -yeah listen, people are gonna judge no matter
 what. Like, who the heck wears a bear costume to a wedding??
 
 ... that's so hyper-specific that I don't think it's rele-no listen YOU'RE the
 one who's not being hyper-relevant here
 
 ... what? okay listen if this thing is gonna work -what thing
 
 ... I dunno, this bit. This conversation that we're having.
 
 oh okay. Yeah sure continue
 
 ... Okay well as I was saying, if this conversation is gonna work you're gonna
 have to be a bit more respectful.
 
 yeah. Sure. will do.
 
 [successfully changed the topic of conversation, wow how about that amiright
 folks? okay time to go home, nothing to see here, how many characters left - aw
 nuts thirty six? that's soooooooo many]
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 Cassandra, but instead of nobody believing you, the curse is everyone believes
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 so weird how "you" in your words becomes "whichever social media platform
 you're currently typing into" when you post a lot (like, all the time)
 
 it's like this semi-para-social relationship thing. is there a different kind
 of "para" that means, like... in relation to the means of communication rather
 than the person on the other end?
 
 maybe like... "meta", meaning discussing the topic of discussing the topic. In
 this case of course it'd be... discussing the medium upon which the discussion
 is taking place.
 
 but it's not really about the medium, is it? It's anthropomorphizing the
 medium, giving it a face, or at least a persona of some kind, and speaking
 directly to it.
 
 (of course, "it" means "all the people who follow you and who are cursed to
 wander upon you in the local feed)
 
 so... athro-meta-socializing mastodon means that you toot about whatever, but
 directed toward the entity that you know and are talking to: "mastodon", which
 to you is something completely different than it is to everyone else. huh~
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 a reason that online discourse and activism doesn't work is because boosting or
 re-tweeting something doesn't cause people to see more of that particular thing
 unless you consistently boost / retweet those things. This means that unless
 people go out of their way to self-select as someone who follows the person you
 boosted, there's little future impact on their lives. And the people who are
 most likely to do so are the people who are probably already following those
 people
 
 social media isn't a community, it's a scene. Meaning there's little contact
 between fellow members of a particular topic or discourse.
 
 like, if you go to /r/prequelmemes you're gonna talk about star wars. But
 you'll rarely talk about how you butter the sandwich, or whether you believe in
 a direct approach, a flanking maneuver, or a slower
 more-defensive-but-ramping-in-power build.
 
 so, if you and another person care about the same "activism" then you'll
 probably see the same things as someone who also does. So you grow apart, RIP
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 I bet you'll believe anything I say if I put it in italics and speak
 imperatively
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 I think too fast. If given unlimited power, I'd literally think myself into
 catastrophe because I need to explore all the possible alternatives. Including
 the catastrophe ones. But by thinking something, you manifest it - because you
 have unlimited power, right? EVERYTHING you do is powerful. There's no way to
 control that! So it cannot be, for it has not been. And surely, surely, shall
 not either. Surely, right?
 
 ... good news is you can undo it just as easily, all you have to do is forget
 what you were doing and go back to your neutral state. Sure would be neat if
 some kind of machination or parasite could hit your reset switch every couple
 hours when you started to think too hard. Maybe like... a little octopus living
 under your witch hat. Super chibi and cute - it'd like, tap on your head to go
 one way or the other, and in conversations it'd pull your hair if you were
 being a jerk. Stuff like that.
 
 ... what was I saying? Oh yes -> don't give anyone unlimited power like a
 god-emperor or king, trust me
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 when people are kind to me, I start feeling sad.
 
 I don't know why.
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 I also feel other things, like compassion and warmth, but... still a little bit
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 [breaking up fediverse posts into little parts like this is nice because it
 allows people to "like" more specific things about what you're writing]
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 whyyyyyyy am I cursed with this 1024 character limit
 
 why can't it be like, 16 characters total. I think that'd limit my thoughts
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 what if you could drop your "star" like on a line of your choosing in the
 "liked" tweet or toot
 
 just by dragging your mouse from the * up to the text somewhere
 
 or like... pick-up-and-drop, two clicks style
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 I guess I'm used to messaging applications where it's expected that you'll send
 what you're typing after every complete thought
 
 giving people space to return their own completed trains of... "thought" but
 without saying "thought" again because I just said it at the end of the
 previous... sentence? paragraph? idk anymore it feels weird to post like this
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 "well, the local natives won't extract the resources for us, and it's too        │
 expensive to bring in our own sons. so, I guess we'll have to force them?? idk   │
 man the queen told me to get rubber from these plantations and, like... they     │
 won't give it to us. Cus they don't have it, cus they haven't needed it. Uhhhhh  │
 well we gotta lot of guns, maybe we could trade with them?                       │
 ... oh, uh... the queen said we can't trade away our weapons. Said it was        │
 tantamount to desertion.                                                         │
 okay, great. Well... I guess we just march up there and like,,, idk man ~ point  │
 our guns at them and tell them so?                                               │
 yeah I don't like that plan either but like, what are we gonna do right? I'm so  │
 fucked up now fr tho what's in this grog                                         │
 right. okay focus. So we gotta get these strategic resources. Maybe we could,    │
 uh... ask what the purpose is, and then try our hardest to find an alternative?  │
 No, uh, that's "questioning orders", and in the armanavarines that was grounds   │
 for getting your knuckles slapped with a whip. kinda pointless imho              │
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 if you only have a phone, you can still program. Just write it out on paper,
 and put the whole program out on the floor.
 
 Screens will never compare, for they are but a tiny keyhole into the total
 program at hand. And you can pick parts of it up and carry them around - so
 useful! You could make an entire building out of that. [floorplan, layout, that
 kind of thing]
 
 downside is, of course, you don't have a computer, so you have to look up
 syntax on your phone.
 
 and eventually you're gonna have to type it, unless you can get a computer to
 read it for you.
 
 just imagining office buildings where employees can follow along with monitors
 on the wall that explains what they're working on and what they need to resolve
 
 then they meet up with a bunch of other humans and they hash things out
 
 turns out computers are really bad at speaking in group situations.
 
 which is why they let humans do that all on their own. [uhhh, no it's how you
 can tell if someone's a robot/alien/lizard/spy/secret-agent/whatever-sneaking]
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 part of the reason Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion looks so good is because of the
 "paper colored UI background"
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 what if google translate translated literally so you could get a feel for the
 grammar
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 in all the years since BLM, you know what I've never seen nor heard of?
 
 testimonial from the people who were kidnapped by federal police in portland. I
 wonder what their story is like.
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 "doing too many drugs" is a traitorous act, abusive really, to your past self,
 and their hopes and dreams.
 
 or maybe your past self owes you a debt, for they never thought to think of
 you. What are you to aspire to if not the dreams of your past?
 
 and now you're here. wherever "here" is here...
 
 ...
 
 ... wait, you wanted me to talk? it's now! It's the present!
 
 ah nevermind. you were twelve years old when you first set eyes upon this game:
 
 https://youtu.be/qeNhQQXvpxQ
 
 bam, there ya go, there's yer story, he was gonna give all the imp balls to the
 last one at the end, to say "you were truly the strongest, here, have these
 precious stones of your kin"
 
 but he never got there, so they died with him, a thief.
 
 ... the end...
 
 (too final, I think - maybe we could spin it into a "part two"?)
 
 ah, I'll try I guess? dunno how. maybe he could wander the spirit world and
 find his traitorous body, the one that kept his soul as a home. Somewhere it'll
 turn up, and then he'll be ready and free from his roam...
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 it's important to have copies of wikipedia floating around. if the internet
 goes down, wouldn't it be useful to have an encyclopedia of everything?
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 reconnecting with an old love interest by saying "hey, I brought you a bounty"   │
 [the chance to date this person, who is my friend and totally cool. idk if       │
 you're single or whatever but you can talk to them about it, not my business I   │
 don't care. Anyway how's it going I wondered if you want to be friends also I    │
 live here now, can I stay for a few weekends?                                    │
 um. what the fuck                                                                │
 oh I'm uh, on vacation and I wanted to tour the countryside. Really check out    │
 all the various locales.                                                         │
 huh really? sounds neat                                                          │
 yeah and I figured since you live in... baker's street northwest eastern plaza.  │
 on the south side of the building, I could totally hang out for a while while I  │
 while the day away checking out the sights in this town                          │
 what... uh what kind of work do you do?                                          │
 oh I'm a painter. Well, I draw things too sometimes. Here I can show you check   │
 it out - oh yeah cool idk if you've ever seen any of this stuff but it's pretty  │
 cool.                                                                            │
 ...                                                                              │
 hey here's my website:                                                           │
 ...                                                                              │
 anyway how's the weather where you're at these days, gtg bye                     │
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 trump literally just... told a bunch of rural folks just now getting internet
 that the rest of the news was lying to them. how rude. anyway, now they all
 listen to him, so, it's a cult of personality. they don't know what he
 believes. He doesn't tell anyone, which is why he's so good at acting in the
 interest of his-self.
 
 yeah, and you could learn a thing or two from this guy here. see, he fell for
 this ruse. then he was consumed with guilt, as he watched from afar as a kid.
 pretty intense shadows to live under.
 
 sure would be a shame if they came back for revenge.
 
 I don't know what they expected, honestly, collecting so many souls in one
 region or area. Kinda feels impossible to constrain. (like atlas, holding his
 shoulderblade on your hometown?)
 
 atlas holds up not the world, but each atom
 
 resting on the weight of his arms.
 
 should each of them struggle for an eternity, they will move on. always and
 into the present, the past will keep on.
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 oh huh weird I guess I forgot to post these last night? Well, here ya go, sorry
 for the delay. Posting in reverse chronological order, but reversed and put in
 order. that way you can scroll "down" instead of "up" like you normally do when
 scrolling fedi - are you talking to your followers, in which case you want
 chronological order, or are you talking to people who will read down the list
 on your profile and see these one by one? in which case you'd want reverse
 chronological order. Ah but if you're writing to people in the future who are
 reading this from your backup archive, which is most likely to be the case,
 then you should do it in chronological order. Well, that'd be silly though
 because none of your followers are online right now, so you should do reverse
 chronological order so that they can catch up on your personal feed timeline.
 
 ... I don't think any of that makes a lick of sense. Why don't you just post
 them in the order that you wrote them? That's the easiest for everyone to go on.
extra text:  ... nah I want to fuck with future archaeologists by cutting off my posts halfway through a sentence or adding bits onto the end with pictures.  full text:  oh huh weird I guess I forgot to post these last night? Well, here ya go, sorry for the delay. Posting in reverse chronological order, but reversed and put in order. that way you can scroll "down" instead of "up" like you normally do when scrolling fedi - are you talking to your followers, in which case you want chronological order, or are you talking to people who will read down the list on your profile and see these one by one? in which case you'd want reverse chronological order. Ah but if you're writing to people in the future who are reading this from your backup archive, which is most likely to be the case, then you should do it in chronological order. Well, that'd be silly though because none of your followers are online right now, so you should do reverse chronological order so that they can catch up on your personal feed timeline.  ... I don't think any of that makes a lick of sense. Why don't you just post them in the order that you wrote them? That's the easiest for everyone to go on.  ... nah I want to fuck with future archaeologists by cutting off my posts halfway through a sentence or adding bits onto the end with pictures.

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 humanity comprehended itself into existence. Not the other way around.
 
 what are humans without humanity? a loosely grouped together collection of
 cells?
 
 no... a loosely grouped together collection of stories and myths, like cultural
 touchstones that shared a common dynam-ic.
 
 ... you mean like, before you were born and after you die how it feels like the
 entire universe is just this huge big massive lie
 
 we are the universe experiencing itself, how strange that it would do so in
 this manner. Humans, of all things. And yet here we are, center of the
 universe, and... what? oh I guess I can't talk about the "and" yet, well anyway
 good luck with your anyways, guess we won't meet up after all. Sure yeah no I
 get it, there wasn't much going on here as far as I can tell. Alright yeah
 peace out, see ya round. Hope we get put back in the same place.
[noooo this is a downside of being psychic, you catch on to people who are having similar thought patterns and then you're so busy thinking about what they're thinking about you don't realize they're walking you into an ideological black hole. But then you get your bearings and realize "oh hey this isn't the story I'd like to play, I think I'd rather just flop"  like, who does that. seriously. what's your deal, me? why do you take yourself so seriously?  my ex says I'm always operating, thinking, and feeling at 100%. well, I added the operating thinking and feeling part... it's the same with   [post is left unfinished with negative 433 characters remaining]

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 oops, the file wasn't working before.
 here's the updated link:
 
 https://youtu.be/qeNhQQXvpxQ
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 additional content warning: scary story
 
 having moon gravity on earth as a ghost or a spirit probably wouldn't be so bad.
 
 well, at least not until everyone died.
 
 then it just got crowded and boring. queue 17776 if you'd like to know more.
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 my train of thought is always directly to the point. Which is why all my posts
 sorta, switch directions halfway through? as if they only show the beginning or
 end of that particular situation. What an intense feeling, to have your mind
 split for a moment like that. Sure would be powerful and useful if you could
 utilize it.
 
 "ah ah ah, caught baby deity in the power jar, cool it ya little tyke and get
 movin' - I saw a dinosaur toy over there for you to play with."
 
 sorta like, the angled part of a K? Move directly to a destination, wait until
 my memory short-circuits [because the greek choir doesn't want me to see what
 it is that I'm about to write to thee] and then make a hard right turn and find
 an orthogonal thought train to process.
 
 it's like cresting over a hill, and it's impossible to see that which lies
 behind you.
 
 Or reaching a 4 direction intersection and making a left turn - you can't see
 back up main street, because you just turned off of main street onto baseline.
 
 I like me
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 │ CW: pol              │                                                         │
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 the people who are farthest into a belief (political or otherwise) they tend to  │
 believe they are the "vanguard" or "leaders" of such a movement.                 │
 but that isn't necessarily so. Perhaps it is those who have more resources,      │
 those who are most prepared and ready to go? sometimes you're distracted,        │
 sometimes ignor-ed.                                                              │
 just being most ardent of belief doesn't necessarily mean that you are the       │
 strongest. The quickest. The wittiest. The most prepared. The most capable. The  │
 most connected. The most guided. The clearest choice, nor the only option.       │
 It just means that you are truest in your heart, and that others should look to  │
 you, who are an expert in what you are, for guidance on topics such as           │
 "defeating fascism" or "unlearning capitalist patriarchy" or "how to identify    │
 certain types of bees" or whatever totally random specialty you have.            │
 ... in the morning, you'll look back on the sins of the past night and think     │
 "wow that was wild, sure glad I'm a different person now. Gotta start cleaning.  │
 Get things done"                                                                 │
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