=== ANCHOR POEM === ═══════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: violence-cursing-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────────┘ Fuck, I wish I was a man. Stupid transgender brain quirks making me feel like I was a girl. Boys can punch things much easier than me. Oh to inject estrogen! How soft mine skin, how delicate my mammaries - and yet fucking hell all I want to do is punch things. Maybe it's just because things deserve to be punched, or maybe it's because I'm listening to Green Day. If it weren't so late I'd make some angsty music or whatever. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────┘ === SIMILARITY RANKED === --- #1 fediverse/4661 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursed-scary-ghost-posting-politics-genocide-gestured-at-cursing-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ what if we took an archive of all of fedi and fed it to users who are hiding in bunkers or whatever one day at a time so they could still feel like they're part of society while ---- so ---- I think I should stop ya right there, if there's bunkers involved then we've already lost. "but muh transgender artifacts" fuck off, I will not concede. If society wants me to leave, then they can enjoy their dusty rotten future without me. See if I care. ---- so ---- hence, the curse. do you punish humans for the sins they commit, or do you teach them how to be good again? Bah, as if they'd listen. Stupid fucking apes. they're the best we got yeah, well, they can fuck off, I'm gonna pout for at least half an eternity. ... Okay it won't be that long but still, gimme some time to wind down. ---- so ---- and no, I refuse to elaborate for all the humans in the audience. This conversation may or may not have actually occurred. Monologue style ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┘ --- #2 fediverse/1399 --- ╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────┐ ║ ┌───────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: cursing-mentioned-eye-contact │ │ ║ └───────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ If you're worried about passing, take what you're good at and make it gay. │ ║ │ ║ Do you wear band t-shirts and black jeans? Great you're an emo girl now, │ ║ totally reasonable transitionary state before you end up as a cute anime girl │ ║ with spinny uwu dresses or whatever your heart desires │ ║ │ ║ do you generally stick to jeans and sweatshirts? Okay congrats you're just as │ ║ cute, don't feel inadequate just because you like being comfy. Hell yeah │ ║ you're cute as fuck, you know you are, I mean just look at that smile! Wow damn │ ║ │ ║ like, switch the gender, not the vibe. not only will other people be cool with │ ║ it but also, like, you won't alter the course of your trajectory. │ ║ │ ║ unless that's what you want, but TBH if you're both enigmatic AND phlegmatic │ ║ [EDIT: but like the opposite of phlegmatic, I always get the definition wrong] │ ║ then you can change a lot and people won't rely on you to be a certain way. │ ║ │ ║ ... you know you can delete things before you post them, right? Ha I've never │ ║ even heard of the word. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╚═════════╧════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────┴──────────┘ --- #3 fediverse/4098 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: politics-mentioned-ableism │ └────────────────────────────────┘ ngl I kinda hate it when people meme about donald trump being incontinent like, yeah, he pees his pants, so what? I DO TOO. Fucking sucks. Every time I read people saying nasty things about it I can't help but read them in my own voice, and that gives me plenty of ammunition to use against myself when I'm feeling down. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────┘ --- #4 fediverse/470 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: disability-rant-frustrations │ └──────────────────────────────────┘ Fuck, I hate being incontinent. I especially hate being incontinent in an apartment building where people might hear you changing through the walls - is it too much to ask for diapers to be built discrete? Alas, they are fucking loud, and my neighbors will perpetually hear me tearing loud-ass tapes from plastic every night at 2am -.- Oh, I guess I could buy the ones that have velcro attachment points. BUT for some reason those are always built kinda... shitty? Like, sure yeah we live in a material world that has material conditions that make things more or less amenable to perfection - but WHY do they have to be so LOUD fuck me amiright ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────┘ --- #5 fediverse/4563 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: transgender-politics-mentioned-cursing-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ My first name is a masculine name. I go by a different name. I'm not legally changing my name because I'm fucking stupid, and I believe that if anyone would die, so must I. Death before detransition. It's how I motivate myself. Fuck off if you disagree. (oops cursing mentioned brb) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────┘ --- #6 fediverse/2412 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────── @user-1209 @user-1262 just gonna say you probably deserve that particular screenshotted block haha - imagine calling anarcho-nina a fed xD xD plus that first "get the fuck out of my mentions" was a tip that went over your head, not a threat said in anger. she's pretty darn angry but that just means you don't wanna be in her way =P ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┘ --- #7 fediverse_boost/5722 --- ◀─╔═════════════════════════════[BOOST]═══════════════════════════════───────────╗ ║ ┌────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ ║ │ if i ever get hatecrimed and die from it please remember me for this. for refusing to back down despite staring down the barrel of a world that just wants me and everyone like me dead. for doing my best to be a symbol of hope in the face of all these horrors │ ║ ║ │ │ ║ ║ │ #trans #trangender #TransGenocide │ ║ ║ └────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ ║ ╠─────────┐ ┌───────────╣ ║ similar │ chronological │ different ║ ╚═════════╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───┴───────╝─▶ --- #8 fediverse/2699 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: nazis-mentioned │ └──────────────────────┘ where the fuck are these nazis I swear I would punch them but all I see are people wearing bland colors that wouldn't imply a particular political affiliation meanwhile I wear red, black, and blue every time I go to the city and nobody punches me so ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┘ --- #9 messages/1316 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════── I don't go to protests because they're more like yelling hatred until you get slaughtered, instead of what I want to meet cute trans girls at which is signing up for a militia and hunting [redacted -> their sons and daughters] nobody knows each other on the internet. of course they're gonna vote for individual personal freedoms. What do you mean they voted for a pedophile acrobat? they don't even know each other! [the only reason you said acrobat is because it rhymed] ohhhh no it's supposed to be "autocrat" but they misheard ah right I see I see. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─┘ --- #10 fediverse/1950 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────── I honestly don't care if someone deadnames me, or calls me the wrong pronouns, or forgets to put me in the girl section, or asks me to sing baritone like... I don't give a shit, why are you so worried about all this vapid nonsense like yeah I get it, being disrespected sucks but like... why do you want the kind of respect that is a forced platitude we could all do with being a bit more radical, it's not a race and everyone's roles are important. Be yourself, and follow people you want to be like. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────┘ --- #11 fediverse/3117 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursed-uspol │ └──────────────────────┘ hey. wanna know what would be really cursed? -- if trump dropped out and musk took his place -- good thing it'll never happen because those dinguses can't accept defeat and will never tactically retreat -- maybe something to keep in mind for 4 years from now. eyes on the prize for now means our eyes aren't to our flanks. what else could they do that would come out of left field? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┘ --- #12 fediverse/5330 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: personal-sexuality-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────┘ I used to be aroused at the thought of being a girl. I would read stories and look at pictures of penises turning into vaginas and men turning into women and it would fill me with longing, yearning, and despair at my circumstances. then, I transitioned, got SRS, and now I don't get aroused at the thought of such things. It's just part of who I am. I used to be aroused at the thought of wearing diapers. I would read stories and play games of people being cursed by witches to pee their pants, or people who were stuck at a movie theater and couldn't make it in time or whatever. These things would fill me with longing, yearning, and despair. Plus, I had some medical issues that made me lose track of my... um, "currently utilized waste storage capacity" inside my body. which put me in some unfortunate situations right around the time when my sexuality was developing. Now, I wear diapers all the time. I don't get aroused at the thought of such things anymore. It's just me, as I am. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────┘ --- #13 fediverse/353 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: Trans yearning hrt-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────┘ @user-255 sooooooon, all things in time. Someday you'll be like me - I can't even remember why I was so upset about that whole "dysphoria" thing. Like looking back it seems like a minor annoyance, but when I first came out it was all I could think about. Don't be jealous - just wait! It'll happen to you! Celebrate the euphoria, I also can't really remember that too well. I'm just normal now, minus my weekly shot. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────────┘ --- #14 messages/78 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────── My biggest fear as an autistic transgender incontinent schizophrenic person is that one day I'll become a game of hot potato for my relatives to pass around ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────────┘ --- #15 fediverse/4528 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: uspol │ └──────────────────────┘ @user-1695 never accept your own death fight for every second of life, something something do not go quietly into that grim dark what the fuck are you supposed to do? Reading what you said got me pretty fucking pissed - keep talking for a start, it helps, people need to be pissed. I'm also broke as shit, don't know how I'm going to pay rent and eat, but it'll get done. Where do you live? Can other people help you? Medications are an organizational problem, not an insurmountable barrier. We'll make it work. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────┘ --- #16 fediverse/5299 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────── @user-1800 also googly eyes on sunglasses to fuck with their eye-movement-tracking ... wait, then you wouldn't be able to see. okay how about you place the googly eyes on the forehead part of a HELMET of some kind, which should help protect your "not-gonna-get-back-up" parts from harm. and don't forget sunglasses because they help with the UV-ray violet radicalization. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────┘ --- #17 fediverse/4939 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────── ┌───────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: personal-medical-health-mentioned │ └───────────────────────────────────────┘ me - "I have to wear diapers and it sucks because I hate them" my girlfriend - "okay but what if you didn't" me - ":O" she/her - "how did you make that sound with your mouth" the it - a-wawaWAwa ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────┘ --- #18 fediverse/3104 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────── ┌───────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: Meta, oversimplifying │ └───────────────────────────────┘ @user-1449 @user-1074 no. fuck no. trans people and black people stand in solidarity with one another. Fuck division. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┘ --- #19 messages/303 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────── Most of my magic is based on communicatuion. Why the fuck doesn't anyone want to sit down on a bunch of drugs and attempt to figure out telepathy with me? It's literally all I want! Though I can't say it's all I'll ever want. I'm sure I'll want more, but like... It's not that hard, conceptually, so... Let's just fucking try it please? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────┘ --- #20 fediverse/169 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-95 one of the most empathetic people I ever met on VR chat was consoling me with their mic off while I was oversharing about some stupid things people did to me in the past. things that stupid me thought were okay and actively encouraged because I was stupid. anyway when their mic was off their body language spoke for them. I'll try that next time. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────────────┘ |