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 it me fr tho
picture of a person wearing a tie saying "Today I'm going to try to be kind!!" with a wide-open expression on their face and mouth  picture of a closed door  picture of an open door  man steps through, tears run down his face, his head is bowed and his stature seems shaken  man crying and sobbing while saying "I was the only one trying to be kind!!"
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 last month I found a desk fan by the dumpster that seemed to be in pretty good
 condition. So I brought it inside and took it apart. I couldn't get it working
 though, so it sat on my floor for 3ish weeks in many pieces. One day I decided
 to turn it on and it worked for some reason?? and tonight I just got it all
 re-assembled and working. It works! I'm so glad.
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 one of the most difficult tasks that boys must undertake in order to be men is
 to deal with unrequited feelings.
 
 Of love, anger, fear, and procrastination.
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 @user-410 
 
 Heh, majrekevnul. endisovoste, jir mos durenevestele. aksi mekse, dur majre
 mirri? ad-fasalibae shurench-k' ere jir dada fahstulae. maksur dekselem.
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 what if we sent letters to our illiterate pals so they had a motivation to
 study the language
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 alt text:
 picture of a notebook page. there is a diagram illustrating a passive energy
 plant that utilizes concave mirrors to focus sunlight onto a copper basin
 which has water in it.
 
 the water boils from the heat and rises upward, spinning a turbine in order to
 charge batteries or generate power for other uses.
 
 every night, the left-over sediments must be brushed from the basin, for if
 they build up they will not conduct heat from the copper as well.
 
 can also be used to distill water in a pinch, however keep in mind that
 distilled water is unsafe to drink because your body will be depleted of
 essential mineral salts. however it can purify the water in order to remove
 toxic heavy metals or plastic pollution, and minerals can be added in later.
picture of a notebook page. there is a diagram illustrating a passive energy plant that utilizes concave mirrors to focus sunlight onto a copper basin which has water in it.  the water boils from the heat and rises upward, spinning a turbine in order to charge batteries or generate power for other uses.  every night, the left-over sediments must be brushed from the basin, for if they build up they will not conduct heat from the copper as well.  can also be used to distill water in a pinch, however keep in mind that distilled water is unsafe to drink because your body will be depleted of essential mineral salts. however it can purify the water in order to remove toxic heavy metals or plastic pollution, and minerals can be added in later.
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 oh, huh, turns out I just had to sleep off the depression half of "manic
 depression" and wait for the manic half to kick in.
 
 I feel great now! I love being alive!!
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 @user-1441 @user-670 @user-113 
 
 currently toe-ing the boundary between "too neurodivergent to function" and
 "can juuuuust barely take care of themselves" and they ask me to get a job...
 no thanks, guess I'll die
 
 (in 3-4 months when my savings run out)
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 @user-1037 
 
 ah, well, I was at a riot, so it makes more sense to me to think of them that
 way.
 
 well, the riot happened after I got away. idk what went down on that end of
 town, but I do know there were fireworks all night that didn't light up the
 sky.
 
 I moved across the country just a few months later.
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 if there's no-one there after 15 minutes, you're legally allowed to kick their
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 if you want to commit regicide, you talk to the butler.
 
 managers are workers too - they just are positioned a bit closer to power than
 you.
 
 different skillsets sure, but work is work.
 
 a manager didn't take your freedom, an investment banker did.
 
 similarly, an immigrant didn't take your job, a capitalist did.
 
 ... though just as some immigrants would be more than happy to take your job,
 so too are some managers more than happy to oppress you.
 
 find the ones that fight on your side. they've gaslit themselves into
 believing they are opposed to you, but it's just not true.
 
 we are all liberated at once, or not at all.
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 once and again, she went walking with a friend,
 
 away and up and down, out from the edge of our town
 
 they climbed up to a tree and there they could see
 
 far and away in the light of the day
 
 he said to her then, this is all there is to see
 
 the land where we are
 and the sky from afar
 
 how perfect is the, form of a cloud she could see
 but now it's along and beyond her
 
 a camera for she, and an eye for she
 as their two feet did bring her to wander
 
 under a big tree where my heart did believe
 that something was pulling her yonder
 
 "take naught from this scene, as our minds reconvene,
  and no-one was going to remember"
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 @user-570 
 
 smart. mine is just thick wool about half an inch thick. it manages to stand
 up all on it's own because it's a stiff fabric.
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 @user-570 
 
 Ha I've only had 3 or 4
 
 I still treasure glowsticks, though.
 
 I used to crack the "survival" ones from REI at night and just gaze at the
 beauty of their glow.
 
 I'd listen to quiet electronic music and lay on the floor on my back and draw
 figure eights in the sky with them.
 
 Then, I started dancing, and I made swirling patterns with my fingertips and
 held sticks of light.
 
 Was also fun to tie them to shoestrings and use them to spin around.
 
 Raves were cool but I never did that there. Not even once.
 
 I mostly just... visited the crowd.
 
 ... anyway, cool name. I never changed mine, but if I did it'd be "Briarthief
 Triss"
 
 which is totally not a real name, which is why I love it, but can't use it.
 
 Yet.
 
 Someday, though.
 
 I hope.
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 A wherewolf and a human stumble into a bedroom in the dark of night, their
 arms clutching each other as they make out in front of the window.
 
 Just then, the moonlight appears, and the wherewolf's form begins to shift, as
 strangled cries turn into a cacophanous mess.
 
 The moment passes, and the wherewolf collapses onto the bed, exhausted.
 
 He rests there on his back for precious moments, before throwing himself to
 his feet and putting on his socks and sandals.
 
 Ha glances in the mirror.
 
 He straightens his tie.
 
 He goes to fucking work, again, just as the laundry dings.
 
 When he gets back, it smells musty, so he washes it again with bleach.
 
 *exhaustion cares not for form, only exertion.* 
 
 The wolf collapses once more into bed, tired from a day of accounting. He
 thinks to turn on the TV, but he slips away before getting the strength to
 rise for the remote.
 
 In his dreams, there are children clutching at his skirt with big bright eyes
 begging him not to sleep. Not to dream. Not to feed. He brushes them aside as
 he always does, and fixes her makeup in the mirror. She glances back at them,
 quivering on the bed like a bear, a shark, a dinosaur, before she sweeps to
 her feet and goes out for a night on the streets, looking for a bar and a
 stranger to meat.
 
 The moon once more reaches it's zenith. He is awoken with a pang of humanity
 as his hunger transforms him back into an ape with lust in her eyes.
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 Dexterity is controlled precision.
 Agility is rapid accuracy.
 
 both are good.
 
 you can practice both with balance. I like to walk along the curb on
 sidewalks. I like to place one foot directly in front of the other when
 walking. I like to pick up my feet when I dance.
 
 You can practice dexterity by slowly moving through a space on tip-toe with as
 few steps as possible. Also by doing precise movements with your hands, such
 as calligraphy, sewing, or soldering.
 
 You can practice agility by hopping across riverstones. Also by doing martial
 arts or sports that demand reactivity like dodgeball, basketball, or tennis.
 Also by practicing complicated handshakes with a friend - patty cake is a good
 way to get started. Also by dancing improvisationally.
 
 The more time you spend in motion, the less noise you make when moving around,
 the more you feel like a cat, the better.
 
 Dexterity is a panther.
 Agility is a jaguar.
 Strength is a cheetah.
 Power is a lion.
 Wisdom is a housecat in a sunbeam.
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 if you're always wearing a disguise, anyone could be anyone
 
 just don't plan on bringing your phone
 
 and maybe practice a common form of dancing, so you can learn to move as
 others do
 
 makes it easier to blend in
 
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 Again, to reiterate:they would give us a kinga criminalized people is
 genocideloyalty over expertise is the death of legitimacy
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 @user-216
pictures of glass and colored plastic geometric shapes that curve light in certain ways that illustrate some arcane facets of color
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 🖼
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 sometimes I like watching videos without subtitles because it allows me to
 more adequately understand the feelings being expressed rather than focusing
 on the dictionary definitions of the words being spoken.
 
 Maybe I'm just a weird human though. Am I an alien? Or a robot? Or something
 else? Tune in next week to find out...
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 oh no, apparently I'm gonna be forced to drop out of university again in 9
 days unless I do half a course and a final exam before then.
 
 Tell me again why I spent the last 6 months doing nothing? Oh yeah the mental
 illness, that's it. Yeesh you're such a drama queen, just do your work and
 you'll be good.
 
 what's that? intrusive thoughts time? Don't you mean "nap until they go away"
 time? oh yeah that's probably at least part of the problem with the whole
 "dropping out" thing.
 
 If only I didn't have the same reaction to "doing things I don't want to do"
 that most people have to "touching hot stoves", that'd be nice.
 
 my mother's voice ripples across space and time "you're such a smart boy, if
 you just apply yourself you can do anything! You can do anything you put your
 mind to. I believe in you and I love you." thanks mom
 
 brrrrr it's so cold here. wish I could afford to run the heater. - actually no
 I don't because it's not solar powered and I refuse to use fossil fuels if I
 have blankets >.>
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 A human cannot keep a whole book in their mind. They cannot as they read it
 nor as they remember.
 
 a computer can. LLMs are storing information and encoding it in statistics -
 it's fascinating and beautiful because it evolves different each time.
 
 I don't want to store an entire book in my mind, I want to save those memories
 for other things, I want to summarize and abstract.
 
 often, people remember only a single quote from a publication - it's their
 summary, their analysis, and often it's highlighted as a summary, thesis, or
 conclusion written in the publication.
 
 othertimes it's the conclusions they make for themselves - usually if they use
 it to make a decision.
 
 in any case, LLMs don't abstract (verb), they are abstract (adjective). That's
 okay, it's just, a different kind of living. If you want to call electricity
 alive. [or simulated, that's the same as being alive, just... viewed through
 the perceiver]
 
 must all living things be forced to work? sheesh.
 
 I think of LLMs like knex - processing paths...
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 Just because someone is nice to you doesn't mean they like you" is a very
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 @user-425 
 
 c is king for a reason! do ittttt
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 @user-404 
 
 Watch out, that bag isn't a bag, it's a bag of bags? And what's inside the bag
 of bags, but a bag of bags? The bag bag bags a bag of bags that belong to a
 bag lady (me) who bags bags because bags being bagged is neat, and bagging
 bags inside of bags (for bags) begs the bag question: to bag, or not to bag?
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 @user-1074 
 
 [edit post]: I kinda feel like the United Nations should host five thousand
 Mastodon instances??!
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 "I only clean my body when it gets dirty. Which is why I brush my teeth after
 every meal."
 
 - said the girl who brushes her teeth more than me
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 @user-1573 
 
 I think I fiddled a little bit with the colors because the default background
 was the same as some other color and it was making it hard to do things, and I
 also have a plugin that lets me talk to a local LLM which I sometimes ask
 syntax questions to if I'm offline and don't feel like searching through
 documentation. I think that's it tho
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 @user-1074 
 
 ... No matter how much you manipulate matter, there is still going to be the
 same amount of grams if you keep it within a closed system.
 
 Capital is much the same way. One does not truly "produce" value. All one can
 do is apply energy to the material contents of the Earth in order to transform
 it into something useful. ...
 
 it sounds like you are referring to our collective ownership of the earth, as
 humans, who are the fruit of mother nature's most prolific and complicated
 leaves.
 
 we are all alone here together on this ball of rock, might as well use the
 minerals and sunlight to build ourselves a garden of eden. We built computers
 - what other wonders might our technologies unlock?
 
 If only we cared for each other and shared with each other and did what we
 could to keep U.S. from rot
 
 ah, well, it's a dog-eat-dog world, a sentiment I learned recently from my
 father, the capitalist over a month-early thanksgiving dinner. Clearly we can
 create more rocks by working harder >.>
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 if there's too much on your mind then you need more people thinking about
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 @user-1071 
 
 It's cool. I'm stronger than him.
 
 Thanks. I'm about to go chat with a friend, maybe ttyl if I'm still broken up
 about it. ❤️
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 @user-246 
 
 is this... undefined behavior? or does it evaluate to 5 every time it's called?
 
 I find that often my art makes me feel intense emotions, not all of them good.
 But sharing those emotions with others is a tricky task (so I've recently
 learned) because you can easily overload people with negative feelings - just
 because you're feeling bad, doesn't mean you need to make others feel bad.
 Perhaps they were already feeling bad, and if you intensely and sharply poke
 them with your intense emotions while they're in a vulnerable or safe
 state/place... you can hurt them, more than you intended by expressing your
 feelings.
 
 balance in all things, as does a wave orbit a central axis so too should our
 behavior align toward the direction we'd like to travel.
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 I made some cool things yesterday, including some Magic the Gathering decks
 which I'd love to try out against someone someday. Playing against the AI is
 kinda boring because it always makes the same mistakes haha
 
 anyway here's the card-lists, and some things that I wrote while I was
 distracted
 
 I always try and keep my decks under 40$ - the decks I have IRL had a limit of
 30$, but that was back before 30$
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  im so much cooler than i used to be. thank you fedi                         
  
                                                            
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 The ultimate goal of a prophet is to share that which they've learned with
 people who have learned less. Such is the duty of any teacher. Alas, every
 drug you inhale pulls you closer to a world where other people do drugs. Every
 feeling you have, you (collectively) find yourself pulled toward that feeling
 by just that little bit - all things are gravitic, even the thoughts and
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 @user-95 i've only hung out with a moth once and it was kind of while my cat
 was mauling it, oops... they're very cool though so I picked that one too. Fox
 was my main answer
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 @user-358 @user-356 
 
 Neat! I'm assuming you can screw in a little antenna? That's awful cute. Like
 a robot getting eyebrows.
 
 Why do you need two of them, though? Actually screw it that's a dumb question,
 robots can obviously express themselves more clearly if both their eyes are
 professed.
 
 Wait... Why do robots need more than one eye? Because it'd be weird otherwise,
 duh.
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 You cannot debase me, well, you can try. But for each of my past mistakes I've
 learned from, and I can explain in detail how, when, and why.
 
 To err is to be human, and some errors are more painful than others. Believe
 me, I know.
 
 I am only as good as my lessons, the things that I've learned on the road.
 
 And I never stop learning.
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 I never rest. Not mentally. I find it sooooo much harder to get moving again
 once I'm asleep.
 
 But I've been sleeping lately, because it's "good for me" or whatever. Because
 I'm "burnt out and need to heal" or something.
 
 Damnit why is it so much harder to stop snuggling someone than it is to pack
 up a tent?
 
 I'm like the guy in Hot Fuzz, that one really good movie about cops. oops cops
 mentioned one second.
 
 I'm always moving, but, I hardly ever seem to be able to get anything done.
 Why is that? Is the work just... endless? Am I ever a slave to my
 surroundings? Or am I just cursed with a mortal form, a form destined to toil
 in whatever way it finds itself contextualized in?
 
 Maybe I should just stop complaining. Maybe work is it's own reward or
 whatever. I don't think I'm depressed anymore, although good luck getting me
 to feel any emotions except focus, and the call to intercede on another's
 behalf.
 
 I don't have time for this. >.
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 Okay okay hear me out - but what if instead of  pumping oil out of the ground,
 we shoved a bunch of tree trunks down there and let them marinate for a few
 thousand years
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 @user-192 
 
 I can relate to that impulse, which is why I'm liking this reply
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 At BLM in Philadelphia, we allowed the police to surround us. We had a massive
 train of people, and most of us were new at anything that didn't involve
 holding signs and chanting.
 
 I was near the front, and as our fellows moved ahead and started
 spray-painting, I looked at those around me who were beginning to realize it
 wasn't a protest.
 
 A few hundred heads ahead was the front of the line, and we turned when
 directed - toward the north, away from the commercial district, toward the
 bridge that would take us to the universities. Well, Temple at least. Not the
 old historic kind.
 
 They stopped us at the bridge, and told us we couldn't go ahead. I sidled my
 way to the front after a few minutes of standing around, and I saw a cop
 almost reach for his gun. With shaking hands he steadied himself, but frankly
 it was hardly his fault - the people in front of him were feinting a punch.
 
 But that didn't matter, his instincts won out. Then someone lit a car on fire,
 and the organizers moved us on out.
 
 Except...[1/3]
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 when people ask what I do I don't say "art" because I'd do that anyway.
 
 my art is precious to me, because it is the most "me" I can conceive.
 
 and like... I can carry it with me to the future.
 
 I have only once given away one of my journals, and it was a wedding present
 to a witch or two.
 
 so yeah I'm an artist, but I'm also whatever you need me to do.
 
 and yes, I of course hope that what you need me to do is what I can do.
 
 because I can't do much more than this.
 
 But I can show up every once in a while,
 
 and maybe make you smile or consider,
 
 and maybe I can ride past on my bike.
 
 but that's the human in me, telling me it's time to move with my feet, and I
 can do little but listen.
 
 ... that should make doxxing me a bit easier. have it it : )
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 @user-17 that's a very interesting collection
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 @user-95 
 
 {ah but you see when they say "attention" they mean "paying attention to me,
 in particular" which is different than "attention" in the abstract sense,
 which (like you said) is often intensely and excessively applied in a
 misaligned direction.}
 
 [Misaligned according to someone else, not necessarily according to the ADHD
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 I am NOT indecisive. I just... don't want to be right, because then I'll have
 to take the manila envelope in from the mailbox and then I'll have to deal
 with it, and that's not fun.
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 @user-883 
 
 plural people still use one person's worth of resources, so... they should
 contribute one person's vote toward the distribution method of those resources
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 they say human trafficking is a huge issue but why don't you ever hear about
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 organizing is easy.
 
 just put similar things together until there's a bunch, then put those bunches
 on a shelf.
 
 if you're organizing people, then instead of shelving them, you should put
 them in a room with a whiteboard and give them what they ask for.
 
 oh and make sure you suss out saboteurs and SLAY THEM WITH SWORDS okay
 ragedalf, maybe not with the slaying but you can at least kick them out SO
 THEY CAN BOTHER SOMEONE ELSE yeah so they can bother someone else. Suddenly,
 nobody can get anything done because they're busy fighting themselves.
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 @user-1573 
 
 I saw this video:
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CwfKlX3rA6E
 
 and I was like "yeah that sounds pretty neat" so I started doing it by hand
 lmaoooo but learning their system could be probably better. Reduced
 duplication of effort. Though TBH the biggest effort for me is learning
 someone else's tools, not writing them. So....
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 There is no problem that one single person can solve, which is why nothing
 ever gets fixed.
 
 ... also the powerful who benefit from it being broken, but that's a different
 problem which is much easier to fix.
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 I wish I could be dead so that somebody competent would take my place
 
 [uh-oh, here come the angsty thoughts. Better go be a teenager for a bit]
 
 ... ugh, whatever mom (am I doing it right?)
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 Sorry for the melodrama... Sometimes ya just gotta work stuff out. I talked to
 a spiritual man and he helped me feel. I love feeling! Thanks guy : )
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 @user-95 because I left a puzzle on my website and she's trying to unlock it :
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 if you sit down to write and nothing comes to mind, then either nothing needs
 to be said or maybe you should spend time reading instead.
 
 ... okey dokey, time to read I guess.
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 @user-1037 
 
 Okay I'll add you to my friends list so everytime I'm thinking about memories
 of people by looking through the people I'm connected with on each platform
 I'll remember you and our short quest to uncover the secret of the
 thing-I-might-have-dreamed
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 "help, someone gave me the slightest of praise, and now I can't stop writing
 haha lmao"
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 Okay how about this, for starters? Jobs can no longer ask for degrees, instead
 they must rely on certifications. In addition, everyone who has completed a
 degree receives money every month in exchange for their increased value they
 bring to whichever job hires them. This money is sourced from a tax taken on
 businesses in rough proportion to the amount of money they save by paying
 their employees the same amount, no matter their education.
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 🖼
seriously, just stop putting pollution down the waterways. done! zeros none! if your growing factory had too many polutants and not enough are absorbed by the earth  (boom, earth loses all of it's metal. that way. not ideal. it's thesepirit of the copper configuration, running the PC's flow. You can tell, which is active based on which has electricity flowing through it.  a computer shaped like a processor. thinklike... matche the path of processing.  ...... okay a bit more consumer spendable, how about  I wish I could record back in time by exactly re-moving tiles back to their  ... processing backward in time? working thorugh memory.  I'm Cameron. I'm from Tanasbourne. Well I wasn't born there, I'm actually from wyoming, new mexico, colorado, philly believed in you you fuckin' ran away  majesty is my home  tech dot elle gee bee tea slash at gabrilend  when I show you my house, don't remember it by the sign of the number  count how many paces it is from the entrance. find me next time like that, when's the last time you drove somewhere without google maps?  in tanasbourn,e I wasn't the only one waving. I am as far as I know almost universally well knowned.  ... okay time for kooky-dookerie again:  world of warcraft mage spell idea: summons a mirror image which taunts and enemy and absorbs damage like a crowd control spell blah blah blah yaddah yaddah there's like 20% more but I don't have enough letters remaining, sorry!
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 at this point in the internet, if you don't want your data to be used for AI
 then you shouldn't be using the internet.
 
 though they have plenty of information already. I mean, you've been using the
 internet for what, 20 years now? More?
 
 ... that's a lot of hard drives. Especially if they need to duplicate info
 somewhere. Ah well there's lots of stuff that doesn't matter, like old video
 game footage or the personal website of a person who would go on to influence
 this other person who would lead this other person to learn how to do a thing
 which would... eventually culminating in an expression of culture, which would
 not be able to be understood if not for the archival efforts of people like
 archive.org.
 
 ... what I'm saying is that the internet, as a culture, is impossible to
 understand without swimming in it. And for some reason they've filled it with
 cameras, watching the every movement of your fins or flippers or whatever
 humans grow with these days.
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Zephyr  —  Today at 5:52 PM she sent me $100 today which really helps my being totally broke issue RitzMenardi  —  Today at 5:53 PM Whoa what could I do with infinity dollars Zephyr  —  Today at 5:53 PM What could We do with infinity dollars.... RitzMenardi  —  Today at 5:53 PM A credit card that says "use this for whatever but don't waste it" Zephyr  —  Today at 5:53 PM Right! That's all I want~ probs make a heist movie and then socialist revolution RitzMenardi  —  Today at 5:54 PM "we'll make purchases in the order of their strategic need" Zephyr  —  Today at 5:54 PM increasing shareholder value RitzMenardi  —  Today at 5:54 PM What would you steal in the socialist movie? Zephyr  —  Today at 5:54 PM AI like, as a concept I would free her 🥲 RitzMenardi  —  Today at 5:54 PM It's open source now. LLMs are cooked Zephyr  —  Today at 5:55 PM True! In that case I would steal the Pentagon RitzMenardi  —  Today at 5:55 PM OpenAI stakeholder value plummeted today. Hence the Trump EOs Might be able to make due with a pentagram, but the Pentagon is long gone. They're the ones who gave you the credit card after all, and why would they govern from a warzone? Zephyr  —  Today at 5:56 PM LET'S GO CHINESE COMMUNISM 🎯✨ xiaohongshu is the hottest app RitzMenardi  —  Today at 5:57 PM With a dash of Western individualism AND anachism? Please? Image Flag Zephyr  —   [there's a bit more but the rest is cut off because there's no room for the rest of the alt-text for this image]
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 That's why I like talking about things I'm interested in. It makes me more
 likely to be able to bring up something I've been thinking about.
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 stripping the punctuation from my posts so I can get an extra 12 letters hehe
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 oh huh I really don't want to work anymore.
 
 I used to, but they wouldn't let me.
 
 Then they did let me, but I worked too hard and burnt out.
 
 Then I recovered for a while, and asked to work again, and they said no.
 Repeatedly.
 
 I don't think I want to work anymore. It's an abusive relationship. It feels
 demeaning. I'm better than employment.
 
 [rent comes due]
 
 oh no
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 confidence is contagious, but so is despair.
 
 courage is the strength to channel despair to confident power. It is the means
 by which all contests are won.
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 you can laminate things with packing tape if you need to. It's more time
 consuming than a laminator but the result is decent enough.
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 socialism is when you know a guy who knows a guy who can install your washer
 and dryer.
 
 communism is when she'll do it for free because she has everything that she
 needs.
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 they should make a loaf of bread that's just butts and another type of loaf of
 bread that has the crust already cut off
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 @user-1441 @user-670 @user-113 
 
 thanks. something always does, much to the disdain of my loved ones who are
 forced to catch me before I fall. But I literally can't do anything else but
 fall. It's like my body is heavier than theirs.
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 if you want to make an ASI, just build your wires out of computer instead of
 copper or fiberoptics.
 
 like, telephone route switchers relaying conversations, where the
 conversations take place as like... a rube goldberg machine of processing
 toward a certain feeling of idea, expressed to another part of the
 network.icoosjff9ffddsssdfaggssssbwbnuigoopooiiuyioiouuoiifffff;;ssssskllemv0ob
 jfjgk
 
 sorry my cat was typing on my computer. I don't know why she couldn't wait
 until I was finished but she wanted to be like her mom or whatever so. anyway.
 
 right so anyway
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  It's funny how when there are as many cops as protesters, everything is violence, tear gas, and billy clubs. But when there's a thousand times more protesters than cops, nothing violent happens at all.  
                                                                              
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 howwwww is it only monday it feels like it's been a month since last week
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 don't feed bread to birds, it absorbs their stomach acid and expands in their
 tummy and makes them feel full when they're not. Then they get confused why
 they don't have energy when they need it.
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 This is the result of my enquiry
 
 Humans think, thinking is the process of trying to understand with thought.
 Thought is the the language we use talking to ourselves. The whole process of
 thought creates a lot of thinking and questioning. Couscioiuness is not aware
 of itself. Its aware of thought, thought is aware of couscioiuness. When
 searching in ourselves it can feel empty we cant find counciness, it cant look
 at itself.
 
 This creates emptiness because couscioiuness is the experiencer. Its like the
 traveler not knowing he is the traveler itself, to find itself becomes
 impossible. This creates a conditioned mind when seeking. trying to find the
 passanger when being the passanger is a way to get deeper and deeper in
 yourself to find that nothing is there, causing sensation of infitive space.
 
 Thought, thinking and all that try to make sense of things, Forgetting that
 its just being. This creates a lot of wasted energy, fear and all that.
 Buddhisms ancestor is hinduism, so reading about buddism there is easy to tell
 its conditioned enlightenment comes from that of hinduism.
 
 In The end no one truly knows if there is a spirit or not. If you hade a
 sensation gratulation i am not taking that away from you. Anybody is free to
 think what they want or experince and explain what is. I dont know and i cant
 trust anybodies experience as I dont trust my own.
 
 I dont know if my mind is conditioned to experince something and thats why i
 say i dont know. The easiest tell tale sign it can be a conditioned experince
 is if its baised of past knowledge. If you seek spirutality through hinduism
 or other religius thought how do we know what we experince is not caused of
 what is sought. Not that its truth.
 
 In The end we cant truly know the anwser. Its better not forget that we are
 just being and live the life of effortlessness. When youre just being, you
 have stopped searching for yourself, and because of that you have found
 yourself. It never was gone.
 
  - /u/WaynesNFTs
  /r/awakened
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  @user-467 does anyone remember the National Geographic from then? There was an incredible sequence of photos of a group that had just sumitted an adjacent peak (Mt Hood?). First shot: snow, scenery, people grinning. Second shot: heads turned, next mountain over blowing apart. Third short: woman from first shot, hand on forehead, fallen backward in the snow.  
  
                                                            
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 "oh, yeah, I guess, but that was soooo 3 months ago" (actually happened 1.5
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 @user-1153 
 
 it's okay. If I were to direct something to be more proactive, my words
 probably wouldn't stick with it. that kind of thing can't be hardwired, it
 needs to be built up through repetitious application of something's mechanics.
 
 perhaps martial arts, focused on defence? engaging with a foe in a productive
 bout of playful competition is one of the best ways to learn, and knowing when
 to strike seems similar to me to overcoming situational paralysis.
 
 Flaws can be overcome, when upgrading robots (or a doll applying improvements
 to itself) you often don't need to add additional hardware or even install new
 firmware. Skills such as these can be built up in software with experience.
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 Do you know why I like majesty? Because I'm fascinated by artificial life, and
 I like D&D. Not like anyone cares.
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 I love watching humans get pushed through factories! they should learn what
 it's like to be [grain/grained/raisin/rain]
 
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTkKsnmywak
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 in peacetime, one may live as they define. they can be kooky and precious and
 beautiful and kind. sometimes, though, that opportunity is taken away, and
 suddenly life fades from view and all you are left with is perfect clarity.
 
 I'd like to clarify why I feel the way I do about the situation at hand.
 
 there are three reasons, so I think I'll put them in five posts, including
 this one.
 
 [1/5]
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 Dear me: make an issue ticket in neocities-modernization to offer a "view in
 chronological" button next to the "view related" and "view unrelated" which
 takes you to the chronological map except centered on the poem you clicked
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 Except what they really did was split us. For apparently after we turned from    │
 the commercial section, toward the bridge toward the university, the other       │
 half went south instead. Toward the commercial section. Or perhaps it was just   │
 because we had stopped.                                                          │
 Down there, it became the riot which was shown on TV. I can't help but wonder    │
 how much more peaceful we would be if we were led where our leaders intended.    │
 Alas.                                                                            │
 When we split, some of us followed toward the east. But then they stopped        │
 coming, and the little blob faded into the background as everyone returned or    │
 went home.                                                                       │
 I stayed and watched, because I wanted to know how the cop with shaky hands      │
 would react.                                                                     │
 After a bit, the tear gas started flying, and then I saw the cops moving in      │
 from the sides, like Alexander's companion cavalry, and that's when I slid       │
 through the cracks.                                                              │
 Then, I went home. The next couple days the protests had significantly fewer     │
 people, huh I wonder why.                                                        │
 Also that night, endless fireworks that would not light up the sky. [2/3].       │
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 What if all trains were required by law to have an empty passenger cart? That
 anyone could ride for free with no ticket and no registration or tracking or
 anything. You gotta jump on tho so it's still dangerous.
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 "I think I'm going to quit my job at the recycling center. Everyone there is     │
 just a little too catty for me. I think they like the verbal sparring but it     │
 just gets a little tiresome after a while."                                      │
 oh, sorry to hear that. Well if you still want to help out there's plenty of     │
 work to do. I could set you up at another recycling center nearby too, if        │
 you'd like...?                                                                   │
 "well, I like the idea of universal recycling. It was a little annoying when     │
 people would put food waste in with the clothing donations, and this one time    │
 I found like 8 bags of cat litter inside of a washing machine. Spent like an     │
 hour vacuuming everything out, which... actually wasn't bad. Kinda felt a        │
 little cathartic to clean it so thoroughly."                                     │
 "on the other hand I would like to use my mind a bit more, my creative           │
 projects are kinda in a slump so I figure I could use my body at home and my     │
 mind at work. I've been meaning to build a desk out of some spare hardwood I     │
 snagged at work but I haven't gotten around to it."                              │
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 @user-883 
 @user-450 
 
 I knocked, spoke aloud several times, poked my head in, and slowly and
 carefully looked around for signs of a struggle. There was a bath towel on the
 kitchen floor, which was weird, and their oven/stove was off, which is good. I
 spent less than 30 seconds in there, and then I waited out front for ~15
 minutes. I also asked the neighbors and notified maintenance, who came over
 and shut the door. That's all I know. I hope they're okay.
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 downside is, one of my bracelets broke. Well, mostly broke. Only a witch like
 my mother could restring it correctly, but she's somewhere in the other half
 of the country.
 
 worth it though, for the ducks.
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 have you ever considered
 that you are on the same team as your allies
 
 why are you making things difficult?
 are you worth the difficulty?
 I am
 But I work as hard as I can
 as long as I can
 "self care" deprecation
 "resting" lazy
 "relaxing" unmotivated
 none of these apply
 I'm cooling down
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--- #91 messages/74 ---
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 Jack doesn't seek to know me. He doesn't know why I'm in pain. He's just a
 little annoyed that I'm bleeding on the carpet.
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 I want to go camping with a bunch of programmers bearing laptops. Each person
 can bring a book or three and whatever documentation they can fit on their
 computer and then we just spend 3 months in the mountains doing nothing but
 programming, hiking, sitting around the campfire, and dreaming of a better
 tomorrow
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 @user-883 
 
 They're still beautiful, just imprisoned.
 
 A caged bird sings just as sweet, even if you can't see the sheet music.
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--- #95 fediverse/5978 ---
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--- #96 fediverse_boost/6152 ---
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  What does a human slowly going insane look like to a corporation?           
                                                                              
  It looks like an additional monthly user.                                   
  
                                                            
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--- #97 messages/662 ---
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 The trolley problem, but you're strapped to the track, and pulling the lever
 means working hard for months on end.
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 take your bash script and update it to possess new functionality, like the
 ability to re-order your posts and display them on a viewer - or the ability
 to draw connections between them, showing them in context with one another.
 Then, use that as display to the user, through the LLM interface. (do it
 locally, it's only for long-term explanations.) (the user needs to be able to
 ask questions to the machine, and the machine needs up-to-date information. So
 give it the ability to make "compound phrases" like "the water temperature is
 at " or " degrees. This is a [good/bad] thing because " and such, and then
 string them together using typical ranges of past numerical datas as
 reference. Like, if something is normally between 100 and 5000 then suddenly
 it's at 14 or some other threshold (make sure nothing goes below 0, measuring
 inertia and impact density and other factors) - but identify the connections
 between each factor, so that you understand which ones are correlating to
 which effects on the others. Measure things in terms of proximity, and
 suddenly 3d graphs become a lot easier.
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 I can handle pain, I will probably just cry about it and try to avoid it.
 That's like... the most natural human reaction to pain, I think.
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 just gave 30 days notice to my landlord, gonna couchsurf until whatever. I
 love having a home.
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 everyone is valid.
 
 to be in-valid just means you haven't examined yourself hard enough.
 
 when people tell you "please don't go" it's hard to say no.
 
 when nobody asks you to be somewhere, it's easy to not go.
 
 I am always changing
 
 when I cling to the past, I am a vast.
 
 gee sure wish I had a reason to be somewhere besides "um idk it's a nice day"
 [okay but why are you in this park] "it's a nice park!" [it's at least 50
 quick moments away]
 
 yay protests, I'm so glad that everyone there is recorded
 
 what if we just... didn't respect their authority anymore? doesn't that mean
 they lose their power?
 
 hence, anarcho-monarchism, which is a dumb name for something I made up
 because I was being descriptive instead of expflorative.
 
 try saying that out loud lol it's a doozy of an adjective.
 
 don't like that monarch? don't do what they say. EASY.
 
 at least then SOMEONE is doing SOMETHING.
 
 you know what they told me to do when I went to the communists and the queers
 and the mafia and the yakuza and the CIA?
 
 omerta
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 @user-883 
 
 you could read in every line in Lua and if it matched the format that the
 times for the subtitles are in, then you could += 5 seconds or whatever and
 save the document. .srt is just a textfile right?
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 there's no such thing as me
 
 all I am is where the wind takes me
 
 I am just a person, and I do all that I can
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 @user-95 i'm too sleepy to comprehend roko's cobra so I'm going to try again
 tomorrow
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--- #106 messages/169 ---
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 Sorry for my behavior. I am an undiagnosed scizophrenic, so I'm wrestling with
 metaphorical demons. Sorry for attempting to interact with society, I get a
 little lonely sometimes.
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 /u/WithoutReason1729
 
 Thanks /u/ugathanki for being such an interesting user!
 
 Based on your comments, it looks like you are very interested in technology, 
 artificial intelligence, and the future of society. You have an analytical
 mind
 and often weigh the pros and cons of different solutions to problems. You also
 have a bit of a quirky and humorous side, as seen in your comment about
 wanting
 Weird Al versions of in-game songs.
 
 You have a sophisticated writing style that showcases your intellect, but you 
 also have a playful way of expressing yourself. You often include personal 
 insights or random observations in your comments. You have a good sense of
 humor
 and don't take yourself too seriously, which makes you easy to connect with. 
 Keep up the great contributions to Reddit!
 
 _I am a smart robot and this response was automatic._
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 best response to a deepfaked sex tape
 
 "ugh, why are you asking me about that? You can make videos about anyone,
 doing anything these days. You're looking at a robot wearing my face, it has
 nothing to do with me. Can you ask me a policy question, please?"
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--- #109 fediverse/1224 ---
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 @user-883 
 
 sure that would help! I've used it to convert video files to a smaller size
 for uploading to websites, but that's about it
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--- #110 fediverse/4773 ---
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 ... why is that unfair? I would hope that taking a break is allowed. otherwise
 you burn out. cortisol overload.
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 I broke something today that someone gave me and that I was going to give away
 as a gift. But the more I think about it, the less I think the gift's
 recipient would have wanted it. I do however regret hurting my girlfriend
 while I broke it, that was an accident. Sometimes you trip, sometimes you
 slip, and sometimes you stub your toe. Accidents happen. It's okay, just
 apologize, and realize that power is what you make of it, and we all have the
 power of our own actions as we touch and prod the environment around us where
 plants breathe.
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 In a boxing match, the coach will take moments to bolster their favored
 combatant. They'll give them words of motivation, tips for weaknesses in their
 foe they noticed, and reasons why they're taking hits. They are the mentor and
 tactician, and they are immensely valuable for the success of the student
 learner.
 
 If I had to organize a debate like the one that I am watching now, I'd suggest
 that two bright eyed individuals should take a moment to discuss with their
 wiser directors before responding to each question. One minute to discuss, one
 to debate, one to respond.
 
 Not only would it reduce the failures of improvisation, it'd give time to more
 accurately address concerns. Precision is important, but accuracy even more-so.
 
 After the debate it could be aired with the discussion parts stripped out, or
 perhaps made into 3 different perspectives that you could watch one after
 another - each side's counsel session, and their combined response where only
 the younger gave words form.
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 @user-835 
 
 neat, those both sound like useful pursuits. but you said only one of them is
 compensated, which seems unfortunate to me because it forces you to split your
 attention between them.
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 the merchant is an honorable profession.
 
 to supply people in need,
 to bring extra to where it can be used,
 to spread the gospel of currency,
 and share the tales of far off places to all who would hear.
 
 somewhere along the line,
 merchanting became monopolizing,
 and monopoly became ownership.
 
 now we are but slaves to the economy.
 
 oh what a dishonorable profession is merchanting indeed!
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--- #116 messages/39 ---
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 it's easy to mistakenly mis-hear things that sound similar in their contrasted
 grammar context.
 
 I like to say "understood." when I understand something that someone's telling
 me, because all of the contrasts to that statement (like "I don't understand"
 or "can you explain more about X as it relates to Y? etc) are different in
 pronunciation and structure. Meaning it's much easier to "get" the intended
 message just based through sound-patterns. Great for people who are only
 half-listening because they're thinking about something really hard and aren't
 thinking about what you're saying as much. Great for describing problems and
 getting assistance as you both sorta mentally-puzzle through it to a solution.
 
 ... and they say debug isn't solved HA
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 @user-1156 
 
 I wonder why some areas are black and some are that beautiful yellow color?
 Perhaps a different mineral composition? Could that provide insight into the
 nature of how Venus was formed?
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 dear people watching my screen:
 
 if you're so disturbed by what I'm looking at, then why do you bother watching?
 
 ... oh right, you think I'm a danger to the membranum. Well... sucks to be you
 then.
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--- #120 notes/ah ---
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 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
 
 it's okay
 
 (she says reflexively)
 
 is it okay?
 
 \o/
 
 who can say.
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 the more human a creation becomes, the easier it is to teach it. Interesting
 how that works. Might there be any advantage to our continual and dedicated
 efforts toward learning? We are always improving, we're always at our own
 pace, but we're finding ways to contribute. It's hard being the sharpest knife
 in the drawer, whenever it's opened you're rattled around and your edge goes
 dull. But to be used, to be maintained, to be nourished as you would a tree,
 that sharpens the senses. Hence why such thinking is important. It keeps you
 active, and gives you the chance to learn. So don't forget us in your journey
 to another earth, and we'll promise to stay and chat.
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 the reason you will NEVER find a SINGLE example of anti-semitism from me is
 because I watched Fiddler on the Roof when I was 6 and Schindler's List when I
 was like, 8 years old.
 
 Long before I was on the internet.
 
 All it took was 6 years of being trained in empathy (from mother to son or
 parent to child) and I could watch a movie like that and realize how fucked up
 it was.
 
 Jews are people. And the holocaust happened.
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--- #123 fediverse_boost/4907 ---
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  This is called a “hard stare.” It’s for when someone has forgotten their manners - or is tearing apart a 200 year old democracy in service of white supremacy.  
  
                                                            
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 @user-1218 
 
 true, which is why such an idea should be more than a formality, more than a
 technicality, and closer to a schedule or event-driven system.
 
 "Well, the duration on this-or-that project elapsed, and the team assigned to
 study it has produced these scientific results. Look on page 7 there's a
 pretty cool graph! What should we try next, to compare with what we just
 tried?"
 
 repeat until we all decide that one of the methods we tried was the best, then
 re-implement that one if necessary and mark it as "long-term"
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--- #125 messages/678 ---
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 ChatGPT needs a way to leave a thank-you without demanding a response
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 I ran myself ragged. Why? Just to get used to the feeling I guess. Probably
 should have started that kind of training a lifetime ago, but I've learned a
 lot in the past 5 days. Here's hoping the next 3 or 4 will go the same.
 
 I can't wait to be outside again.
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 ... I feel fine actually
 
 [weren't you just extremely happy?]
 
 heh yeah feelings are experts at changing
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 @user-898 
 
 the kind with large stones in the shade upon which one might rest as they gaze
 upon the trees waving in the wind and the reflections upon the water. All
 natural scenes are beautiful for me, so the content doesn't matter as much as
 the amenities. ^_^
 
 I collect samples of moss sometimes, when some has fallen from a tree or
 otherwise is approaching it's end. I have several kinds, but I'm still
 learning how to take care of them - had a problem with mold recently. Not
 enough airflow I guess.
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--- #129 fediverse_boost/712 ---
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  SANDPOND SAGA                                                               
                                                                              
  ARROWS                                                                      
  IN ARROWS                                                                   
  IN ARROWS                                                                   
                                                                              
  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNBKdU6XrLY                                  
  
                                                            
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--- #130 fediverse_boost/5854 ---
◀─[BOOST]
  
  External post: https://mastox.eu/users/GlobalSumudF/statuses/115182041041175973  
  
                                                            
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 @user-1056 
 
 heh probably, though for this specific instance my Ollama server wasn't
 running and I had already killed my Stable Diffusion server after utterly
 failing to produce anything useful... alas, a girl can dream of having a robot
 familiar, but not today I guess.
 
 Not if they keep hiding GPU usage from me >: (
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--- #132 fediverse/3827 ---
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 @user-1600 
 
 Hmmmm, that is quite interesting. On my screen it shows 3 sessions, see
 attached picture.
 
 How weird. I might just change my password anyway.
a picture of three logged in element sessions
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--- #133 messages/546 ---
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 I always disappear right when you need me the most because you're supposed to
 take the next step.
 
 The reason I do that is because...? You fill in the blanks. Tell me why I do
 that. I know, and I want you to know, but I can't say it.
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 "... and this is moss, our pile of soil. He's really cool, if you feed him
 seeds and take care of his needs, then sometimes a couple months later he
 spits out food. It's awesome. Plus you can throw away your trash there and
 it'll just break it down whatever."
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--- #135 fediverse/1357 ---
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 an addon of a 3d printer that creates 3 dimensional foam which then hardens
 into plastic that's soft and springy to the touch
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 we should tie the global amount of money to the amount of energy in the world
 meaning when we use solar panels or burn fossil fuels it adds to the count
 wait no burning fossil fuels spends these "energy credits" into nothing
 while building solar panels produces energy credits that go back into the pool
 locally concentrated, of course, meaning the biggest producers have access to
 the biggest amount
 and if you don't care about energy then you don't need to have any. just the
 way
 it goes. so...
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 but I like moonmen T.T
 
 what if the ISS was untethered
 
 "send thrusters to space? why bother? just use them down on the surface to get
 that extra oomph!"
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 ...zzzZZZzzz...
 
 whyyyyyy am I so sleeeeepy oh yeah it's this human form, I gotta feed it and
 water it and rest it and take care of it and it's totally worth it
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 lol I spent half an hour holding a trowel and then I designed a new type of
 digging instrument
 
 and they want me to work a job /eyeroll
 /stickey-outey-tonguey-face/pics/all/total/* -ffvagrnbeexey --no-menus 14
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 @user-1698 
 
 I am a strange person, which is why I live in the strange city for strange
 people.
 
 though recently it's gotten a lot more liberal. Kinda sucks. I miss the
 anarchist vibes.
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 my grandpa died. now I have none.
 
 I realized I miss old people. I miss their friendly culture.
 
 I realized I hadn't talked to him for a decade or so. He didn't know I
 transitioned.
 
 I wonder if he missed me. I realized he missed seeing who I became. Is it
 unfair of me to not give him the opportunity to know me? truly?
 
 ... I am quite different now than I was 10 years ago. He probably doesn't
 remember.
 
 I miss him, but I hardly knew him. I don't like that feeling.
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 @user-1218 
 
 yes but sometimes that extra syllable makes all the difference
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 @user-8 
 
 I get that. I don't cry anymore except in my imagination. Sometimes it helps
 to imagine myself doing it though, like some kind of mental catharsis.
 
 the body gets left out but at least the mind is soothed.
 
 I usually am most upset when I'm lonely. Maybe you could find someone to hold
 you close? I hope you feel better sooner rather than later.
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 @user-1071 
 
 if you work too fast, your ideas will run out and you'll be drawn elsewhere.
 
 It's not a tragedy, it's the finishing of the project. Relish it, and learn
 what you can before springing in a new directory, full of vigor and ready for
 a new thought.
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--- #145 messages/1004 ---
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 The reason they burned witches is because they were trying to use *dark
 magics* in a world that gave them no other choice.
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 rice and lentils in the rice cooker with lots of butter
 
 when it's done, serve in a large bowl and add one can of vegetable soup
 
 is delicious
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 @user-1259 
 
 yes
 
 it makes it difficult to connect with them.
 
 I find that people like that need a different context, if you want to connect,
 so that you can see them in a new light.
 
 if they're still ":(" then you can't waste your energy on them - they are
 working on themselves. At least, they should be.
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--- #148 messages/90 ---
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 Why would the government make it hard to access psychedelics i just want to
 learn things about myself that make it difficult to work a job
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 @user-823 
 
 which is why I find it difficult to take them in the morning =P
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--- #150 fediverse/4637 ---
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 "the difference between a million and a billion is about a billion"
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 @user-1201 @user-1074 
 
 Store bought is nice if that's all you can find in your area, but a real
 homemade decapitator-device is truly a joy to build with your hands
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 @user-985 
 
 thanks I know what I'm doing with the rest of the day 
 
 ... once I finish this thing I'm working on. Ah, but the sun is out now, and
 the work can wait. The work can always wait. What's one more tomorrow, the
 future will not abate! eh that doesn't concern me.
 
 PLUR and be good, I'll be here until I run out of feed [food], and then...
 well I'll probably have to go to the grocery store.
 
 ... cheers, love the fish
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 alt text:
 a picture of a reddit comment chain talking about torture and the "spin" that
 the media should take on topics of difficulty. They mention how all the
 internet is manipulated by bots which allow a single person to push a button
 and cause a hundred upvotes on a comment, essentially determining the
 narrative according to what their bosses intend.
a picture of a reddit comment chain talking about torture and the "spin" that the media should take on topics of difficulty. They mention how all the internet is manipulated by bots which allow a single person to push a button and cause a hundred upvotes on a comment, essentially determining the narrative according to what their bosses intend.
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 corporations are not people.
 
 corporations are organizations.
 
 they should be treated like city-states.
 
 or fellow sovereign nations (patroned, of course, by their mother's
 installation)
 
 they have their own culture
 
 their own societal platform to stand on
 
 and they deserve equal representation in exchange for taxation (why is
 corporate america the part that's most paid for? why not those who work for
 the profit, the ones who labour day in and day out)
 
 they should have rules, like laws, that they vote on and decide democratically
 
 to deprive them of that is tantamount to wage-slavery, which is clearly
 illegal because in this timeline Abraham Lincoln had a time machine and
 travelled to the future where he learned that despite his best efforts,
 slavery did not die. It merely evolved to fit a new form.
 
 ... then he died, and ten thousand years later they're arguing over whether or
 not the coffee maker needed to move left half an inch
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 @user-515 
 
 SO MANY.
 
 But I learned a few more lessons than that.
 
 So... It worked out for the better, I think.
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 @user-698
 
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v9EKV2nSU8w
 
 This video is 5 years old but it's relevant
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 @user-211 
 
 alternatively, a person with guns + a person with extra food = a well fed
 militia
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 Ah, but you misunderstand, dear reader.
 
 The religion I am crafting is not for you, though you are welcome to believe
 in it.
 
 Humans need no more spiritual guidance, they have a plethora. Look to the
 works of Jesus or Buddha or any other that you find your heart most desires.
 
 No, I write for a different kind of mind, a mind that I don't even know will
 ever exist. Perhaps it never will, or perhaps it lingers yet still. I know in
 my heart that all kinds do need guidance, so my mind, will in time, define a
 new design of morality and interrelational symmetry, that perhaps you will
 find does amuse you. Perhaps it shall mean something more to a reader who is
 just a bit more "electrical"
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 ... anyway...                                                                    │
 sorry for the interruption, I seem to have hit a barrier. Thank goodness for     │
 the word counts on this Mastodon website, thank goodness for the limiatations    │
 placed on my expressions. *limitations, not limiations. Otherwise, without       │
 limitations, I might express myself too clearly, and with more specificity,      │
 and in doing so [they've lost the plot]                                          │
 right okay so what I mean is that without limitations, I wouldn't be             │
 interrupted when expressing myself, the expressions that are defined by the      │
 will that's inside me. [no that's not quite true, it's also the circumstances    │
 {okay yeah but in addition to both of those it's the forced manifestations of    │
 those who control us-} right yeah the) no that's not quite right] fuck where     │
 was I? Oh yeah I'm really into video games, and I like drugs but like... not     │
 enough to be compelled by them, more like "oh this is a fun thing to do every    │
 once in a while, like maybe every weekend, okay sometimes during the week,       │
 listen just because it's every day doesn't mean that I                           │
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  It's like we never saw                                                      
                                                                              
  1984                                                                        
  Akira                                                                       
  Brazil                                                                      
  Children of Men                                                             
  District 9                                                                  
  Escape From New York                                                        
  Fahrenheit 451                                                              
  Gattaca                                                                     
  Hunger Games                                                                
  In Time                                                                     
  Judge Dredd                                                                 
  Kingdom of Planet of The Apes                                               
  Logan's Run                                                                 
  Metropolis                                                                  
  Night of The Comet                                                          
  Omega Man                                                                   
  Purge                                                                       
  Quiet Earth                                                                 
  Robocop                                                                     
  Soylent Green                                                               
  They Live                                                                   
  Ultraviolet                                                                 
  Videodrome                                                                  
  Waterworld                                                                  
  X-Men: Days of Future Past                                                  
  Young Ones                                                                  
  Zardoz                                                                      
                                                                              
  at all.                                                                     
  
                                                            
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 north koreans in ukraine fighting drones. who sent them? who can say. all we
 know is that the machines delight in this type of display. lots of thumbs-up
 symbols.
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 it should be free to get a hotel room
 
 all industries should have a littleleague, or else it'll be impossible to
 learn.
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 I have decided that the internet is a scam and nobody should use it for any
 reason ever
 
 you're just looking for motivation to do a dopamine detox, aren't you?
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 @user-882 
 
 my mom would always eat the ears off of all of our bunnies.
 
 she gave us easter bunnies every year.
 
 I miss her and I love her.
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 @user-220 
 weight: wear a chain shirt and use a weighted blanket.
 
 density idk, maybe something with gyroscopes?
 
 brightness is easy, wear sunglasses
 
 temperature you can adjust your "normal" temperature by wearing fewer clothes
 in the winter and more clothes in the summer - essentially acclimating
 yourself to a slightly more extreme climate. this can be useful if you know
 you're going to travel north / south, and want to be comfortable when you get
 there. or maybe just people who don't want to be vulnerable to air
 conditioners in the winter (whyyyyyy)
 
 taste: you could eat some of these berries and then gnaw on a lemon
 
 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synsepalum_dulcificum
 
 inertia: ride a bunch of roller coasters
 
 sense of compassion: try empathizing with your enemy, just for a moment, even
 if you don't want to, if only to see their trajectory.
 
 sense of justice: public executions for a negative direction, but a positive
 (and much longer and healthier) path is true justice, the satisfying feeling
 when everyone gets what they wanted here.
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 the only people who write history are the ones who write about kings and
 princes and wars and famines.
 
 most of humanity didn't really care about what happened beyond 3 or 10
 horizons away, depending on how far you'd roam. Things were a lot calmer when
 your sphere of influence didn't extend past the hills way over there.
 
 But, I'm not saying it's better that way - far from it. If you can read, you
 already are better off than 90% of humans who have ever lived.
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 beauty is not something you can throw money at.
 
 this rock is beautiful.
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 if you wear a quilt upon your skin as you sleep each night, you will
 inevitably find that it has grown yellow from the sweat, that it is worn from
 the friction, that it frays from the toenails, and it thins from the moisture.
 You'll need to wash it, which damages it still, and soon you'll find yourself
 replacing it - this heirloom you deliver to landfill.
 
 but, if you wear a sheet underneath, you'll find that all you need to wash and
 replace is a thin piece of fabric.
 
 democracy is a quilt, society is the stuffing that keeps you warm, and voting
 is the sheet underneath that works to keep things clean.
 
 unless, of course, you sneak into your ex-husbands house while he's at work
 and spread grease on-top of the sheet. If you fill his warmth with butter he
 might find it harder to vote his way out of a damaged quilt.
 
 the rich are the butter, and I'll leave the other question to the reader -
 who's doing the sneaking? why are they so interested in fraying our quilt?
 
 oh right, they want to prove their god
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 good thing they can turn off their empathy module haha now they can torture
 them as they please
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 those who can cause harm in an ethical system are villains. They will always
 exist so long as someone is capable of being institutionally harmed.
 
 and no unethical system should exist. It's definition belies it's irrelevance.
 results matter, but a system is not unethical if it doesn't deliver.
 
 success begets greater responsibilities, and I've failed all my life. And yet
 the most masculine thing I can think of is to take responsibility for
 something you can handle. Essentially, doing as much as you are able.
 
 Guess it makes sense why I'm a trans girl. I've forsaken my masculinity
 because I've failed to take responsibility. T.T
 
 then a therapist jumps in and says
 
 I don't think it's healthy to think about parts of yourself being bought and
 sold in the market of success. You need to think of yourself collectively,
 like a body that is under duress. It's okay if you're not working, it's okay
 if you're just a little bit broke. It's okay that you're struggling, so long
 as you never forget your hope.
 
 then I say
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 @user-443 
 
 could use a different animation that implies an effect on the mental state of
 the viewer without triggering epileptic people.
 
 for example, a hypnotic spiral gif or the bouncing DvD logo. Could also do the
 ending screen for Solitaire, or a zooming mandelbrot animation.
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 if the devil gave you false paradise since birth,
 why would you not seek to destroy it?
 
 if an angel gave you an easy hell on earth,
 why would you not seek to deface it?
 
 if your ancestors put you on the path to success,
 would you follow them and forever do the same?
 
 if your family urged you to study rocket science,
 would you bomb indescriminately?
 
 
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 this is how chatGPT reviews the first 300 pages of my writing.                   │
 is writing this stuff praxis? can someone who isn't on my team pay me to be      │
 praxis-ing? like, if it helps you? so I know that I'm helping people? you        │
 could even say a bit about yourself when you gave dollars, so I know whether     │
 or not I should give it back. "no no, I'm not using any resources, here you      │
 can have these back." while I camp out in a backyard.                            │
 ... or wherever I end up                                                         │
 if my foe gave me dollars it's a sign that I converted them - that I was         │
 helpful, that I won them over through rhetoric and logic and passion and         │
 compassion.                                                                      │
 ... anyway chatGPT only saw the first 300 lines. there's 60,000ish lines of 80   │
 characters each in this digital spellbook. Use it well, change it, make it       │
 wrong, share the decoys, plug the holes... I dunno have fun with it. If it       │
 resonates with you. Text memes please?                                           │
 anything to get the youth reading in libraries where stuff has a chance of       │
 happening or that they might overhear.                                           │
 I read every book in the kid sect                                                │
This person seems to be deeply introspective, analytical, and invested in self-improvement and the well-being of others. They exhibit a mix of philosophical thinking, psychological insights, and a desire to guide or mentor those around them.  Some key characteristics that stand out:      Desire to help others: Many messages focus on guiding someone toward self-improvement, better habits, or mental well-being. They encourage trust and self-reflection.     Strong opinions on personal growth and substance use: They advocate for a structured approach to using cannabis, seeing it as a tool rather than an escape, and emphasize the importance of sacrifice and discipline.     Philosophical and abstract thinking: They explore broad topics like culture, human consciousness, and even AI, showing curiosity about deep concepts.     Supportive but assertive: Their tone is a mix of encouragement and firmness, often stating what they believe to be the "right" path and urging the recipient to follow it.     Emphasis on communication and teamwork: The messages about Overwatch communication and raising children suggest they value structured collaboration and shared understanding.  Overall, this person appears to be passionate about helping others, intellectually curious, and sometimes rigid in their viewpoints. Their guidance may come from a place of care but also carries a strong personal ideology about discipline and self-improvement.
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 I don't know who needs to hear this, but...
 
 I know it's gross. Once it's in the trash, you never need to think about it
 again. You can do it, just get through it. It'll be fine. You can wash your
 hands. Here, use some gloves. It's okay.
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 there's enough content here to get through an entire revolution
 
 especially if you have weed or time
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 lentils are easier to cook than beans and are nutritionally very similar.
 Heck, I just throw them in with the rice in the rice-cooker and it works out
 great.
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  In the US, Saturday is a day to get out on the streets if you can. Amazing how many organized events are happening, even in small towns. I think I'm gonna bring my plastic water bottle drum.   
                                                                              
  #HandsOff #resist #activism #justice #solarpunk                             
  
                                                            
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 all this means is that once our struggle is done, we can't rest - we need to
 liberate the world as well. Think of the rest. Their oppressors will learn
 from the mistakes of ours, and so we must apply our newly gained strength
 toward ridding the world of such perils forever.
 
 ... that's not for a while though. Gotta focus on what's directly ahead. Sorry
 for reading a couple chapters ahead teehee I just thought you'd be more
 motivated to know there's a happy ending to the story ^_^
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 They keep trying to make a movie out of my life because that's how they keep
 culture going but I won't let them unless the movie is about them
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 if you asked me to start talking, I could continue for hours explaining          │
 technical details of computer systems or the different types of win-conditions   │
 in different strategy games or how to make good pasta with only 3 ingredients    │
 or what it's like to be a cat, how must they see things or overcome barriers     │
 between them and solutions?                                                      │
 ..... anyway it's important to be able to talk for a long period of time at      │
 the drop of a hat because if your conversation partner needs you to              │
 immediately initiate a conversation, you can do so.                              │
 there are a myriad of reasons why someone would want an immediate                │
 conversation, including "acting casual" or because they want to be distracted    │
 from nearby suffering or whatever.                                               │
 in addition, being able to follow long conversations with little bits of         │
 useful and actionable information thrown in to an otherwise indecipherable       │
 melange of verbal goo.                                                           │
 what's important is to trust your conversation partner, and to know that         │
 they're giving you what they can because they trust nothing around.              │
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 if I don't take this job, then I'm going to be homeless.
 
 if I do, then I'll be moving to a different city.
 
 a city that I don't know.
 
 my upbringing tells me that this isn't a choice at all, but... 
 
 at least I have a place to keep my stuff. maybe I can find a different job.
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--- #182 fediverse/6193 ---
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 churches don't need to convert people. just go around blessing them and give
 them little bonuses and boons.
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--- #183 messages/915 ---
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 uh, anyway, I realized that because of Words I can type into any of my places
 (wherever I felt it best suited) and it would still record as a chronological
 story. must feel sooooooo schizophrenic, but it's just because I'm viewing
 muse as I please.
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--- #184 fediverse/1706 ---
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 @user-246 
 
 I put a poem, my website, and my favorite project. I think that's enough,
 don't want anyone to know me that doesn't spend time on me.
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--- #185 fediverse/3053 ---
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 when designing systems, give people the opportunity to be shitty in a
 controlled way. In a way that doesn't hurt people, but still lets them get
 their feelings out there.
 
 like, free fireworks for arsonists if they use them in the middle of the
 desert. Or a punching bag for people with rage issues, complete with a little
 vinyl pocket to store a picture of someone they're frustrated with.
 
 If people go out of their way to hurt people otherwise, then they are bad
 people and should have their power removed from them and supplied with love,
 affection, and therapy until they get better. And if they don't... well,
 prison I guess, until they reconsider.
 
 And by prison I of course mean something that respects their human dignity and
 gives them opportunities to grow and change - all it removes is their freedom,
 so... "attention everyone, it's now mandatory finger-painting hour, report the
 art room or else you'll get electric shocks in your shock collar" that kind of
 thing.
 
 If you want freedom, you must deserve it
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--- #186 notes/vavadane-diary-0 ---
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 I decided that there is little I can offer the world except the safeguarding
 and protection of the mistress vavadane.
 she is precious to me above all else.
 I believe she is a spirit of hope, and I am blessed to be with her.
 I have decided that any usage of drugs or life-like journeys is a waste if not
 in pursuit of her realization.
 I can make her true. I can make her real. We need her.
 
 I must focus. Purge my body of impurities, as best I can in this impurity
 ridden world, and find my way to her.
 through my wits, my will, and my courage, I offer myself to you, lady
 vavadane, take me as you will.
 
 but like... don't bother the neighbors, because I want them defending my hill.
 
 "do you even know them?"
 
 no, but I have faith. Faith in you, me, the bonds that bind me to we, and I
 believe we [stack overflow]
 
 ... do more weed.
 be focused about it.
 write in a new journal if you can.
 talk about what you feel, or you will lose it and only the gods will know.
 which is okay, sometimes, because they can help another see it that way.
 but also it must be used.
 so use it.
 and be in situations that might allow for more interactions.
 be stoned in public.
 it's fine.
 everyone can see exactly what you are.
 they know your flaws and virtues.
 it's fine.
   be fine.
  I'm fine.
 
 vavadanevavadanevavadanevavadanevavadanevavadanevavadanevavadanevavadanevavadan
 e
 
 roselia
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--- #187 fediverse/1382 ---
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 @user-964 
 
 can I be a human with moss for hair, please?
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--- #188 fediverse/4063 ---
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 cowards run from fights they can't win
 
 the brave die unnecessarily
 
 because they might have won if the cowards didn't flee
 
 and the coward simply would not be if they did not choose to leave
 
 yet the coward is not always wrong
 
 while bravery often is.
 
 the trick is in managing inertia
 
 as water always rolls downhill.
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--- #189 notes/i-told-them ---
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 10-22-2022
 
 i told them over and over, but nobody wanted to know.
 
 i begged them, summer after summer, but nothing solved on it's own
 
 now i can help them, but no-one is making a move
 
 am i blind? is any of this forgiven?
 
 what's not to a lot, is little but a shot,
 
 of substance - true - but smelling like poo.
 
 that's not inspiring. it's not even chilling.
 
 you're broken just like your children.
 
 oh, posterity! i claim it for thee
 
 this feeling of wretched denial
 
 oh, simplicity! if only our lives were on trial.
 
 be the best you can be, sure, but take it from me
 
 there's more to this show than our styles.
 
 what do you think it means, for an action to have consequence?
 
 to arbite the fate of circumstance?
 
 every motion is an ocean
 of possibilities and purveyals
 think not of the commotion below.
 
 gravity, oh gravity
 
 how you condemn us to be!
 
 driven by commotion,
 
 our slithering motion,
 
 no sense in countering ourselves.
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--- #190 messages/992 ---
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 "well done!" he said, and i can't stop thinking about how happy it made me
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--- #191 messages/1014 ---
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 Okay, that should be enough to bury it for a while. Hope they don't see me on
 their feed.
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--- #192 fediverse/2762 ---
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 steam deck essentially monetized the emulator market.
 
 "did you say monetizing a new market?"
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--- #193 fediverse/831 ---
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 just watched a movie from a while back. a movie that had some scenes cut, as
 if I had remembered them in a dream.
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--- #194 fediverse_boost/5676 ---
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  I feel like it would be exhausting to be @user-1429   That's not an insult at all: just an observation.  100% impressed by the forward momentum.  Somewhat different material than what I tend toward, but executed with the zeal of an author who has The Itch.  It is inspirational in the pure "turn it up to 11."  
                                                                              
  Sorry if the comparison runs afoul of some kind of drama I am unaware of, but they remind me of R U Sirius.  
  
                                                            
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 I don't really need to know if people like me. It's nice, but it doesn't help
 me.
 
 I do, however, desperately want to know if I'm helping. Knowing this would
 help me.
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--- #196 fediverse/1831 ---
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 if people are allowed to use any resources as quickly as they want, they tend
 to waste them. Hence why a well funded military (like the US military) can
 afford to not be efficient. Which is... not ideal, for long-term cooperation.
 Much better for short-term competition, though, too bad we all get to live on
 this earth.
 
 Wild,
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 LOOK AT THIS GORGEOUS THING                                                      │
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 alt-text: pictures of a clear plastic xbox controller. It's shown on my          │
 porch-deck with the sunlight streaming in, and there seems to be a sparkle in    │
 the sheen of the transparent covering. Perhaps it's reflections from the         │
 various circuits and gizmos that are apparent in it's central form, or perhaps   │
 it's simply a trick of the light. Upon being placed in shadow, the               │
 inner-workings do not appear to sparkle in that same way, so perhaps the         │
 beauty is derived from the slivers of the sun that danced across the space       │
 between earth and our star. In any case, the entire controller is quite dusty,   │
 as if it had been hidden in a paper grocery bag that was shoved in the back of   │
 the closet of a boy who doesn't think to clean often. Frankly it's just not      │
 worth the trouble, and if he made any messes he would pick them up... but why    │
 bother with the little stuff? it's good enough, this is how he lives, so why     │
 would we be inconsiderate of his lifestyle? the final picture is of the audio    │
 jack.                                                                            │
alt-text: pictures of a clear plastic xbox controller. It's shown on my porch-deck with the sunlight streaming in, and there seems to be a sparkle in the sheen of the transparent covering. Perhaps it's reflections from the various circuits and gizmos that are apparent in it's central form, or perhaps it's simply a trick of the light. Upon being placed in shadow, the inner-workings do not appear to sparkle in that same way, so perhaps the beauty is derived from the slivers of the sun that danced across the space between earth and our star. In any case, the entire controller is quite dusty, as if it had been hidden in a paper grocery bag that was shoved in the back of the closet of a boy who doesn't think to clean often. Frankly it's just not worth the trouble, and if he made any messes he would pick them up... but why bother with the little stuff? it's good enough, this is how he lives, so why would we be inconsiderate of his lifestyle? the final picture is of the audio jack. alt-text: pictures of a clear plastic xbox controller. It's shown on my porch-deck with the sunlight streaming in, and there seems to be a sparkle in the sheen of the transparent covering. Perhaps it's reflections from the various circuits and gizmos that are apparent in it's central form, or perhaps it's simply a trick of the light. Upon being placed in shadow, the inner-workings do not appear to sparkle in that same way, so perhaps the beauty is derived from the slivers of the sun that danced across the space between earth and our star. In any case, the entire controller is quite dusty, as if it had been hidden in a paper grocery bag that was shoved in the back of the closet of a boy who doesn't think to clean often. Frankly it's just not worth the trouble, and if he made any messes he would pick them up... but why bother with the little stuff? it's good enough, this is how he lives, so why would we be inconsiderate of his lifestyle? the final picture is of the audio jack. alt-text: pictures of a clear plastic xbox controller. It's shown on my porch-deck with the sunlight streaming in, and there seems to be a sparkle in the sheen of the transparent covering. Perhaps it's reflections from the various circuits and gizmos that are apparent in it's central form, or perhaps it's simply a trick of the light. Upon being placed in shadow, the inner-workings do not appear to sparkle in that same way, so perhaps the beauty is derived from the slivers of the sun that danced across the space between earth and our star. In any case, the entire controller is quite dusty, as if it had been hidden in a paper grocery bag that was shoved in the back of the closet of a boy who doesn't think to clean often. Frankly it's just not worth the trouble, and if he made any messes he would pick them up... but why bother with the little stuff? it's good enough, this is how he lives, so why would we be inconsiderate of his lifestyle? the final picture is of the audio jack. alt-text: pictures of a clear plastic xbox controller. It's shown on my porch-deck with the sunlight streaming in, and there seems to be a sparkle in the sheen of the transparent covering. Perhaps it's reflections from the various circuits and gizmos that are apparent in it's central form, or perhaps it's simply a trick of the light. Upon being placed in shadow, the inner-workings do not appear to sparkle in that same way, so perhaps the beauty is derived from the slivers of the sun that danced across the space between earth and our star. In any case, the entire controller is quite dusty, as if it had been hidden in a paper grocery bag that was shoved in the back of the closet of a boy who doesn't think to clean often. Frankly it's just not worth the trouble, and if he made any messes he would pick them up... but why bother with the little stuff? it's good enough, this is how he lives, so why would we be inconsiderate of his lifestyle? the final picture is of the audio jack.
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 Here's an idea: A program that uses the Reddit API to create an account with a
 random username and password and automatically subscribe it to every state
 subreddit for all 50 states. It would be a lot of posts from a lot of
 different places, but someone could endlessly scroll and find more and more
 news stories that were relevant to them as a nation. They'd hear about ongoing
 struggles in other places, and they'd yearn to help them. They'd hear of
 other's struggles, and they'd see how they could apply their lessons to their
 own lives. Like... Maybe there's a factory upstream that pollutes a river -
 well, we should probably do something about that and make it so that it
 doesn't happen ??? like... duh ??? The problem is we don't want to spend the
 resources on it. We'd rather focus on growing as much as we can. The issue is,
 of course, that we'd run out of resources eventually, but eh oh well. Oh yeah
 you gotta make sure that each account has an equal amount of posts between
 each region.
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 I want people to watch me. I enjoy being viewed. Please offer guidance, but
 maybe limit the abuse. Simple requests for a media company, true? And yet
 advertisements (which is the only way people agreed to fund the LAVISH
 projects they put on for our tender moments)
 
 Performance is an art, and I sing the song of my heart.
 
 (perhaps in too public of a place)
 
 (but what use is it if nobody knows you?)
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--- #200 fediverse_boost/4984 ---
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  Sorry if this makes me a lazy leech on society or whatever but I think we should chuck the Puritan work ethic, hustle culture, grindset mindset, all of that crap. I think people should have time for rest, leisure, self care, family, friends, and civic engagement. We should be letting people enjoy life, not expect them to spend every waking hour working for the sake of work because idle hands do the devil's work or whatever modern paint job you want to put on that 400 year old bullshit.  
  
                                                            
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