=== ANCHOR POEM === ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─ how many endings have I written for my works? so many but I keep writing for some reason. weird. I can't find my phone and it's making it hard to write things in the phone way I'm so sick and the doctors don't wanna believe it so they pretend it's fine but I'm in pain ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════┘ === SIMILARITY RANKED === --- #1 messages/915 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────── uh, anyway, I realized that because of Words I can type into any of my places (wherever I felt it best suited) and it would still record as a chronological story. must feel sooooooo schizophrenic, but it's just because I'm viewing muse as I please. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────┘ --- #2 fediverse/1503 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: vague-gesturing-at-paranoia-I-think │ └─────────────────────────────────────────┘ part of me kinda wants to be the kind of nerd that writes down the names of every file that's permanently stored on my computer so that I can verify in my own handwriting or perhaps using a type of code that the files on my computer were placed there intentionally and not used to discredit or implicate me in something I had no intentions of being associated with phew idk what that means but surely it's important something something "file creation dates are just bits to be flipped" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────┘ --- #3 fediverse/5374 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────── @user-138 me neither... guess it's in-person for me. [a mysterious "they" then proceeds to set up microphones everywhere I might go] ah nuts why are all these people carrying phones around [they already know who I am, and I don't really want to be someone else, so] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────┘ --- #4 fediverse/2041 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────── @user-1049 I haven't heard of that but I'll look into it! Honestly I'm more likely to write my own script, it shouldn't be too hard just altering the /etc/hosts file and then changing it back in ~15 minutes with a cron-job, as Nikky says down below. I like things that I make myself because then if it breaks I know who to blame! And who to go to to fix it. >: ) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────┘ --- #5 fediverse/1708 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────── @user-246 people who don't write have no idea who they are. perhaps in time they will know enough to describe themselves with newfound language they never knew how to wield. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┘ --- #6 fediverse/4024 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────── my cat doesn't know that my family is my family. She thinks they're just some other people who visit the house. but they're special to me, as all people are, and I think she takes notice. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────┘ --- #7 fediverse/3238 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: personal-health │ └──────────────────────┘ I'm not an ABDL, but I can appreciate the aesthetic sometimes because I share a particular kinship with them due to a medical condition I have and have had. Plus throw in a bit of Body Integrity Identity Dysmorphia and you get my messed up relationship to my own physical struggles. ah, well, what can you do except be open and honest about who you are and what you believe? If only it wasn't so damn hard. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┘ --- #8 messages/765 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────── you don't have to write poetry to write notes. The poetics are just practice for when secrecy is intended. OR IS IT THE REAL THING? who can say. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────┘ --- #9 fediverse/1892 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: C-programming-and-alcohol-mentioned │ └─────────────────────────────────────────┘ I want to write C programs with threads and manual memory management and function pointers and lots and lots of arrays and I'm not even kidding ... wait a minute I literally don't have a job, why am I not writing C programs right now? BRB I got something important to do, where's my vodka --> pkill firefox ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────┘ --- #10 fediverse/3487 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────── @user-1218 I like to have notes for things I found that will be useful someday, but not today. I also throw in poetry that I write while I'm waiting for something to happen (or if I have an idea that I know I'll forget) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────┘ --- #11 fediverse/3865 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: drugs-mentioned │ └─────────────────────────┘ @user-1218 oh, also, because I started taking some psychiatric medication to help with the aforementioned delusional thinking or whatever. Honestly I think I just believe in spiritual things like witchcraft and the human spirit or whatever, but since I'm having difficulties doing basic things my doctors decided to medicate me. ... but then I stopped taking those psychiatric drugs because they made me feel numb and dense. It was hard to think. Thinking's all I do!! ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────┘ --- #12 fediverse/2297 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────── Lying wide awake at night with things that I want to say drifting through my mind one by one getting up to write them down? forgetting them all. I think I'm just gonna leave my computer online to reduce friction hehe. up and down, till everyone's in town, maybe I'll nap between tweets. [they're called toots here, dummy] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┘ --- #13 fediverse/4609 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────── ┌───────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: physical-health-mentioned │ └───────────────────────────────┘ I'm sick with a sore throat and runny nose, fatigue and difficulty thinking, but it's apparently neither covid nor the flu? even though it's been ~4 days now... weird ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────┘ --- #14 fediverse/3756 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: LLM-mentioned │ └──────────────────────┘ @user-1071 I have plenty of things made, but none of it organized : ( Kinda makes me wish I could like... train an LLM on my social media posts and use it programmatically somehow to help me organize my stuff into different categories according to what kind of topic or style they were written in. Hmmm......... There's no way I could do it, I mean, there's no way I could organize and edit my stuff, but with the help of a computer I might. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────┘ --- #15 fediverse/2386 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────── Tee, hee, look at me, I'm a witch who writes nothing but kookie-dookerie I pee my pants and stare at trees, what's less harmful than little old me? The best smokescreen I can think of is to be true to your heart, to be weak, to be vulnerable. Then you get put on the "worry about later" list, and not the other kind. I never lie. When convinced I am wrong, I change my mind. I am always listening, always ready to hear where I'm flawed. I do my best every day, and that's enough for me. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┘ --- #16 fediverse/2651 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────── kinda tempted to make like, 20 different accounts on like, 20 different mastodon instances and just have them repost all of the things I've written in the past one-by-one-by-one until someone notices and calls me out on it might get some more conversation, at least ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────┘ --- #17 fediverse/4259 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────── source code should be like a story "here's why we did what we did with our architecture" and as it's being written, it may be altered in many different places at once - git style. parts of it could rhyme, if they wanted to show parts that were really difficult but easy to summarize because it's mostly just a lot of boring work y'know like writing getters and setters and doing the testing pre-deploy environments ,,, they could selectionize ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────┘ --- #18 fediverse/5300 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────── how do I keep finding myself here. it's like I wake up in some new fingers and think "woh, vavadane" and then start itching my bored keys. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────┘ --- #19 fediverse/111 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────── @user-95 that's why I like programming - it's my favorite form of spelling. i'm not very good at remembering all the names and the numbers, but I like to think I can make things do a function. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧═══════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────────────┘ --- #20 fediverse/2120 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────── sometimes I think performing my art was just an excuse to use Linux. At least, some of my art. But hey, I'm not complaining, it's awesome. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧╧══════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────┘ |