=== ANCHOR POEM ===
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If I don't write the ENTIRE PROGRAM in one sitting, then it's never getting
done. Sorry, future self, you're going to die penniless and alone because I
couldn't continue what you started.
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=== SIMILARITY RANKED ===
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I'm going to write some lua code that doesn't do anything useful and which I
don't share with anyone
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"thank you" isn't gratitude in the same way "sorry" isn't a complete apology
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--- #3 fediverse/943 ---
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@user-646
babbling, yes, but that's just how I do. sorry to bother you.
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Dear my future self: I'm sorry for all the things that I do. I hope you
appreciate the gifts I leave you. Thank you for never giving up, and I trust
you to take care of me and the things I care about. I'm proud of what you've
done with me, and I'm hopeful that one day I'll be just a bit like you.
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I'm wasting time.
face them
my soul tells me
for some reason
I can't stop writing poetry
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--- #6 fediverse/2645 ---
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@user-1292
ah, well, I don't even know what HTT is. Sorry for clogging up your mentions
😅
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@user-192
is it weird that I pictured a can of diced tomatoes from Costco sitting in a
salad? strained of course
juicy dressing 🥴
[self indulgent writing, apologies]
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@user-944 @user-803
I'm sorry that what I said resonated with you : (
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I get it. I don't care to live in a world like this. Consider this a suicide
note, though I will not die by my own hand. This I swear.
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║ │ a message to all my haters! │ ║
║ │ │ ║
║ │ i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry what did i do wrong i’ll do anything to fix it i’m so sorry please i’ll do anything to get you to stop hating me i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry │ ║
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║ │ I'm crying over the fact, that me, or folks around me aren't capable of organizing jailbreaks. │ ║
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║ │ And we aren't even trying 😢 │ ║
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║ │ I clearly have been taken major wrong steps in my life that I ended where I am now. │ ║
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║ │ I am sorry. │ ║
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║ │ Yes sure we say abolish prisons, but without attack it will never materialize. │ ║
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the fact that the content warnings are part of the body text means that if you
write the body first but use EXACTLY EVERY CHARACTER like I've been doing
(most of the time, unless I'm interrupted)
like... it won't even give me a break to delete. so there's no room for
content-warnings, which ideally would be written at the beginning before
starting a thought, but as you can see mine tend to... wander. it's like I'm
living 15 different lives all at once, and they crisscross and go yonder. it's
wilding, it's empowering, it's strange and it's confusing, but through
consideration we develop new learnings and onward our future does
= so = anyway, I apologize, sincerely and deeply, if my words hurt you. I'm
sorry for what you thought, and I'm sorry for how it made you feel. I'm going
to try reserving a certain amount of characters before I start writing, so
maybe that'll help.
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I don't think I can write Ephemeren without weed T.T
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@user-1218
I do this sometimes... I'm sorry it just rhymes so well T.T
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@user-246
people who don't write have no idea who they are. perhaps in time they will
know enough to describe themselves with newfound language they never knew how
to wield.
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confuser of the way I'm sorry T.T
"please don't work people into a panic, it's literally tuesday"
I want to cry
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"... honestly, it's a little sad"
"yeah, you're not wrong"
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today I'm gonna paint a house and tomorrow I'm gonna go to the park.
if I can't do that then I'll try tomorrow.
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you don't have to write poetry to write notes. The poetics are just practice
for when secrecy is intended.
OR IS IT THE REAL THING? who can say.
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--- #20 fediverse/956 ---
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@user-579
it's not self loathing if you consent to it... right?
... right?
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@user-883
don't worry I can sift through junk. I'll write my own using yours as a
reference to debug why mine isn't working. "oh probably because I didn't do
this part here"
also, bad news. Guess I'm doing C programming. What should I make? I'm
thinking Tic Tac Toe or maybe a really basic Asteroids or something
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--- #22 fediverse/3487 ---
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@user-1218
I like to have notes for things I found that will be useful someday, but not
today. I also throw in poetry that I write while I'm waiting for something to
happen (or if I have an idea that I know I'll forget)
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I want to write C programs with threads and manual memory management and
function pointers and lots and lots of arrays and I'm not even kidding
... wait a minute I literally don't have a job, why am I not writing C
programs right now?
BRB I got something important to do, where's my vodka --> pkill firefox
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--- #24 fediverse/851 ---
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@user-599
these are the kinds of things I say to myself all the time. I don't know why,
but it feels true so I think it.
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I might let you down, but I'll never betray you.
... I'm letting someone down right now. I'm sorry.
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I posted my words text file all over the c it y today. not sure why. maybe I'm
tired of this course and I don't want to let anyone down? Maybe I don't know
what to do yet. Maybe nobody works with me because everyone's keeping it on
the DL or whateverr?
... anyway enough typing, I'm going to go play a video game. like god intended.
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oh nuts, I forgot to post these last night. sorry... here ya go:
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maybe if I "be myself" so hard that there's nothing left to keep secret,
they'll like me??
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... I don't want to be anyone else. I'll see where life takes me but I would
rather die than be who I want to be.
I'm fine, thank you very much.
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just because someone did something one way and it worked, doesn't mean you
have to do it that way again.
but you should have a reason why you aren't doing it that way.
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"are you helping or hurting?"
I'm speaking. I'm sorry. Some works hurt some and help others.
Honesty and being true to yourself is important, but there's a time and place
for some words.
I'm kinda bad with timing, if you couldn't tell...
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Don't write self documenting code! Force people to read the documentation so
they know how to use it
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there's no such thing as me
all I am is where the wind takes me
I am just a person, and I do all that I can
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sometimes I think about how it'll never be yesterday again and that makes me
kinda sad.
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don't mind me just dreaming of a future where I can have whatever I want : )
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--- #36 fediverse/4876 ---
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@user-1370
you don't have to apologize for escalating your response to trauma
it's cool
we get it
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@user-524
Sometimes when I feel overwhelmed with all the boilerplate I just start coding
and making stuff. Doesn't matter if it works, doesn't matter if it says /*
FIXME */ all over the place, doesn't matter if it includes header files that
don't exist yet, as long as you're hacking out the mechanics of whatever
operations you need to perform then you can figure the rest of that stuff out
later. The creative urge doesn't last forever, which is why projects get
abandoned, but with discipline you can keep bringing yourself back to fix all
the /* FIXME */'s and the compiler errors.
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I can't get into a game with swords like this, I'm sorry, those aren't swords
they're stat sticks...
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--- #39 fediverse/2634 ---
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I don't have anyone to vent to but you, fedi
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"I give you my sympathy, not my empathy, for if given empathy, I should surely
go mad with grief."
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you can't rely on me because I can't rely on a part of me being "out" at any
particular moment-event-message.
besides, I'm always tired, because I'm always trying as hard as I can.
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if I don't take this job, then I'm going to be homeless.
if I do, then I'll be moving to a different city.
a city that I don't know.
my upbringing tells me that this isn't a choice at all, but...
at least I have a place to keep my stuff. maybe I can find a different job.
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--- #43 fediverse/2034 ---
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@user-889
this post inspired me to make soup for myself. thanks, I haven't been eating
well recently.
sometimes you gotta be your own friend. "you in the future" is both you, and
someone else, and if you're kind to her she'll appreciate it.
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@user-889
don't give up!
I know that feeling!
it is defeated with persistence!
don't give up!
you can make it!
there's always tomorrow!
so don't give up!
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if you ever find yourself in a situation where you have to describe everything
that you do,
leave that situation
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I am not a worker
Though I try and try, I burn right out and through
I wish I was a worker, able to apply my trade or skill
But I'm not
I do hope we can be allies, still
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--- #47 fediverse/4994 ---
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War is easy. Just start working and never stop until you break. Hopefully
there's still something left of you when it's over, but hey that's why you
write about the things you care about.
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--- #48 fediverse/3856 ---
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I'm tired of working as hard as I can and still ending up wrong
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the trick to keeping friends is to not piss off more than one person at a time.
apologize, then move on together.
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--- #50 fediverse/4744 ---
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me to my cat: "don't eat so much that you puke, okay?"
me to me: "yeah I can take on another task, I'm almost done with this one and
then I'll just do that one and maybe this one'll get back to me at the same
time as this one which conflicts with this other thing so maybe I'll just
puke, okay?"
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if you aren't rude, or bothersome, or excessively boring, you can pretty much
be my friend forever.
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--- #52 fediverse/1889 ---
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@user-1091
I'm sorry I didn't mean to be upsetting! I'll try and be more considerate. If
everyone agrees there's never anything to talk about besides how great
everyone else is, and that's boring, so... I'm sorry I thought you liked what
I was saying from the stars on my comments.
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Struggling. Sincerely want to kill myself. I have caused irreparable harm too
many times. Many times. I don't care if people want me, i don't want me. I'm
too easy. I trust when i shouldnt and i don't when i should. I hope they kill
me at the location. Every single time my will is my own i fail. When i am
guided i am superb but when i am myself i am painting disaster on a great
piece of art. Please fight against the subway and pizza hut future. Make
something bright and bold instead. I'm going to self harm by not eating until
i don't feel this way.
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--- #54 fediverse/5303 ---
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I don't ever delete my posts (except two or three times because I had a crisis
of faith)
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I'd like to apologize to everyone I've ever interacted with in the past. It
was unfair of me to interact with you, and I will do my best to not hurt you
again in that way.
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I think I'm a better writer when I'm sorta consistently taking the meds I was
using to self-medicate...
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Never write poetry in your sleep. You will forever miss it upon waking.
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when people are kind to me, I start feeling sad.
I don't know why.
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The worst part about being sober is knowing that nobody misses your old self
but you.
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The world does not deserve to bear such a sorrowful one as me
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Can't help but wonder
If I ever had my own will at all
Can't help but wonder
If I would have used it to perish even sooner
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*confess your sins to me* I'm sorry I once had a thought
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@user-1755
... I do that, but I do it because I want to find common subjects to talk
about. Or I think "if I was working on a project, who can I ask if I need
help?"
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"I am just a person, and I will do what I can."
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@user-419
the smell of decay is the smell of creation, as life is recycled into that
which gives birth to new forms
so... that smell is probably me, I haven't showered in a while. sorry.
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are you about to delete a post that you thought was funny, but actually wasn't
once you wrote it down and read it to yourself?
STOP
write it down on a post-it and put it under your desk or behind a drawer
put it in a .txt file in a random directory on your computer
send it as a text message to yourself
write it down, take a picture of it, and then burn the paper
y'know, typical stuff like that
do this and I guarantee you won't regret it
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@user-138 if you don't want feedback then why don't you just... not open the
replies? leave them unread? if you feel the need to justify your actions (such
as not reading replies to your controversial posts) then somewhere deep down
you feel like those actions are unjustified, and needing an explanation. which
makes your point feel less valid to others, since even you don't believe in it
enough to guarantee it to be the truest expression of your soul.
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@user-192
I never really imagined myself as a person in the future
it was always focused mostly on handling the present
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If you want to write object oriented C, just make one file per class and use
static functions for private methods.
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whenever repeating letters like thiiiiiiis or thisssss make sure if you're
doing K's that you have at least four
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@user-1074
if you're anything like me, then it will happen again. It's okay. A friend
won't judge you, a friend would forgive you.
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oh nuts forgot to post these last night. sorry. here ya go:
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I'm never remorseful for being wrong, I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings.
Remorse is useless once corrected, if correction is due.
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sometimes I think performing my art was just an excuse to use Linux. At least,
some of my art.
But hey, I'm not complaining, it's awesome.
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another day goes by when I haven't done any programming... oh well
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@user-1441 @user-670 @user-113
currently toe-ing the boundary between "too neurodivergent to function" and
"can juuuuust barely take care of themselves" and they ask me to get a job...
no thanks, guess I'll die
(in 3-4 months when my savings run out)
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"God doesn't know he ate the universe, and we're doing everything we can to
make sure it stays that way."
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if you sit down to write and nothing comes to mind, then either nothing needs
to be said or maybe you should spend time reading instead.
... okey dokey, time to read I guess.
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@user-757 @user-192
true and my suggestion doesn't provide a tracelog, pretty much just the status
of the variables when it pauses or ends.
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Just because you haven't won yet, doesn't mean you've lost.
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... sorry, forgot to content warning that last one. I'm kinda using this
format like a twitch stream... how [weird, strange, perceiving, perplexing,
confusing]
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I could never live happily ever after if a single one of you could not
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--- #83 fediverse/3829 ---
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the worst part about being sober is knowing that nobody misses your old self
but you.
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@user-910
he doesn't speak from the heart. he speaks what he hears, because he's just
trying to get through each moment. Life weighs heavily on you when you're old
as dirt, and after a while you just sorta start being yourself without caring
about the narrative.
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whoops, I tripped and fell onto my keyboard and started posting, my bad!
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--- #86 fediverse/6178 ---
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... wait, shit I forgot I was about to go do a thing, ttyl
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I don't really care about capitalism, sorry... why should the butcher be paid
more than the baker? It's all a bit silly to me.
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Life doesnt end, it changes. Unless you commit suicide, then you are stone
forevermore.
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Sorry for my behavior. I am an undiagnosed scizophrenic, so I'm wrestling with
metaphorical demons. Sorry for attempting to interact with society, I get a
little lonely sometimes.
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I keep telling myself there's nothing useful on the internet yet still I remain
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When you're working, don't write down your ideas.
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In revolutionary Cascadia, you don't have to do anything different. Until you
decide you want to.
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if you can't find them when you need them, then you don't have them.
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the "village idiot" doesn't need to lack smarts, so long as everyone else is
in on it.
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hmmmm I should probably put this in "things I almost posted"
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I would never kill myself
just want to put it out there.
I'd rather face torture and shame and confinement than die by my own hand.
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I think I'm okay no matter my own fate
I think I'm okay.
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There is endless work to do. Never will our labor abate. That is not the goal
- to see an end to all fulfillment. No, the goal is to choose how we
contribute - to define how our own story goes.
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you little shit, you said you were gonna post here
I'm sorry T.T
okay that's better. just keep trying okay?
always.
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@user-883
didn't that guy die in like, the very next scene?? oops spoilers
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it's okay if you hate me. Please don't have me and not tell me...
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Gonna take a break from this whole thing. I got a sign that I'm a bad person,
twice. To confirm. I need to change, and since I don't know what I'm just
going to try and do nothing for a bit.
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║ │ maybe i should just work on my memoir... │ ║
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at this point in time you probably shouldn't be forming NEW online communities
unless you're part of an OLD community that just isn't radical enough. And
then you should try and MERGE communities into larger, more geographically
concentrated ones.
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"sometimes I don't want to be optimistic sometimes I just want to complain"
oh yeah well what if I want to be optimistic at all times as a coping
mechanism huh you don't have to agree with me
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"ritz you're so mean"
sorry.
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--- #107 fediverse/5569 ---
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for the record, I would never kill myself. even if I were in a bunker hiding
from warcrimes, I'd wait to be Nuremberged.
frankly tho that's highly unlikely. Let's just see what the future will bring.
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--- #108 fediverse/782 ---
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@user-579
if I'm not in this picture then what am I
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currently on turbo mode trying to "find myself" because I figure I might not
get a chance next year, so... whatever, right?
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@user-1209
oh sorry I must have lost the thread :neomouse_dizzy_confused:
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sometimes I decide against playing a Steam game because I don't want it to
jump to the top of my "recently played" list
Wish I could have like, a heatmap of when I played which game. I think that'd
be useful for the archival process of my life.
... how pathetic, she measures her life in gameplay.
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--- #112 fediverse/3462 ---
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"why didn't you say anything? why didn't you ask for help?"
because then you might have done something about it, and don't you know I
deserve to decay?
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I once heard that time doesn't pass when you're well and truly in the moment,
and I thought "that's not true, I'm always losing track of the moment".
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--- #114 messages/394 ---
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Just because I'm performing doesn't mean I'm pretending, or that I can help it.
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@user-1298
this is kinda cursed, pretend there's another content warning:
--
that kinda happens every time you sleep for most people
or, well, maybe just for me
it's like starting with a blank slate and having access to "memories" that can
be referenced by ID or searched for using keywords
also like, a "todo" list of things that I've been working on or that are going
on in my life
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@user-1201
once my country elected a fascist I started thinking. I realized "oh, it's
always been that way, this one just doesn't hide it" and so I started thinking
about the bread and circuses they so generously provided me.
I miss video games. Sometimes I play for an hour or two but only when I am
feeling burnt out.
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my previous job didn't do anything to harm me. And yet I left. I let them down
in a way they could not have expected. Which was unfair of me, but I couldn't
resist it. I don't know what I'd do better.
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your reactions to your context are what define you, and when you're alone you
are free to define yourself as you will.
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@user-147 years of practice. every time you delete what you said is another
chance to practice that slips away. writing is the easy part, you got that
down because you need something to delete, right? the hard part is being
received by others, and continuing the conversation as you direct it.
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@user-11 oh god I'm so sorry. That's the worst feeling.
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privacy doesn't mean anything on the internet to me because privacy on the
internet doesn't mean anything to "them"
gestures vaguely, maybe winks once or twice and/or presents an emphasis face
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@user-398
you take that back you feckin goof Mickey is king for a reason I will DIE on
this hill
(jk sorry for being combative but I'd just like to say that I'm someone who
likes him unironically in essentially every incarnation)
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made something, dunno why but sometimes you just gotta let fate guide your
pen-shaped-sword or whatever.
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you can trust me, but please don't rely on me, for all of my power is soft.
sometimes people just don't want to do what I tell them to, and I wouldn't
have it any other way.
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"I'm not depressed~!" I say as I exist
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when you're alone, everything that happens to you is personal.
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I am *sincere*, which is why I die so soon
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infinite dedication implies stagnation, don't be so quick to trust.
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you can only be yourself once, and it happens while you're alive.
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I live through the moments where I find a folder of stuff I made that I forgot
about and I can go back and see it for the first time.
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sometimes I post random silly [scary] things to pad out the serious things and
I hope that's okay
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okay so if yesterday was a
"everything sucks and I'm the worst ever"
type of day, and today is a
"whatever mom I don't even care"
type of day, that means tomorrow will be a
"I can't believe how absolutely absurd I am"
type of day, and the day after a
"I am indomitable nothing can stop me"
kind of day, with the following being wildcards
... right? here's hoping. I like that trajectory.
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║ ... if I don't do this deadline by tomorrow they'll kick me out of school. │
║ again. │
║ │
║ how am I going to be a programmer without a degree? feels useless to be me. │
║ wish I could code my own horoscope >.> │
║ │
║ o wait dummy that's called "motivation" and "the ability to follow through on │
║ your ideas and planned machinations" - yeah can I get some of that, if you │
║ please? surely just a taste of discipline, through laboring to alter │
║ conditions, surely a bit would suffice. │
║ │
║ c'mon don't fail me now. I can do this. I know I can. I know because I've been │
║ told that I can, now and again through time and time yet again, always I seem │
║ to [stack overflow] │
║ │
║ what's time if not the present amiright │
║ │
║ ... │
║ │
║ anyway... │
║ │
║ it's just git, how hard could it be? it's just calculus, it's just java, it's │
║ just... well, it's not any of those things, not really. it's memorization, │
║ it's application of tools that you've been shown (not that you've grown). It's │
║ a lack of responsibility, where is my honor? ah but I digress, I'm a carpenter │
║ at heart I guess │
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@user-547
That feeling when you get to the end of a paragraph and think "why do I have
this extra parenthesis )? Oh yeah I opened it up waaaaay up here" and then you
reread what you wrote and think
perfect, no notes
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There's no potential left of me. I am a husk, a shadow of my former
possibilities. None left to manifest, and so I huddle in the shade of what
once was ambition as I wait for the silence to take hold.
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@user-78
I read about half of this:
https://jo.wtf/6d.html
before I was consumed by the intense urge to prop myself up on a pillow and
listen to you rant at the ceiling at 4am about gravity or the cosmos or
whatever you were thinking about prior to speaking your heart
and then I'd write it down, and cherish every moment of it as I shared it with
my peers and we tried to analyze just what you meant
[sorry for being gay on your timeline]
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it's fine I'm fine don't worry about it idk why I posted that
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ah nuts, I didn't have enough money to pay the internet bill.
So if I disappear and/or delete my account in the near future, that's
definitely why.
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Why do I keep dreaming of embarrassing myself in combat situations?
Oh yeah, because all my paladins need me, and I'm a fucking baby. What did I
do to deserve this upon them. How could they learn from me? There is nothing
for me to be. I am ashamed of myself.
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@user-206 I'm sorry I made you uncomfortable - I should have put a CW:
personal on it. I'll do better next time (if that's why it bothered you)
you're right, it's easy to dream of massive sweeping changes but small
incremental measurable and actionable change is often how things get done in a
stable system.
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what if I never posted again
"yep, then there'll be nevermore stack overflow"
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sorry I was just making stuff up because it's fun, hope I didn't accidentally
unleash disaster or masterpiece, either would be equally bad
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"hey listen! Do this thing to hurt me! Build the infrastructure to do it so
that you can use it on people who deserve it!"
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dear me from the past: "why did you do this thing? And this one? and all the
others? I'm so embarrassed of you."
dear me from the future: "are you actually better or are you just the same,
but older?"
dear me from the present: "please eat some food today"
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I am NOT indecisive. I just... don't want to be right, because then I'll have
to take the manila envelope in from the mailbox and then I'll have to deal
with it, and that's not fun.
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my friends tell me stories and I build my ideas for relationships based on
their pain.
I am always haunted by questions they don't want to answer.
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@user-1074
today I had someone ask me for an apology. They've asked several times before,
and each time I've only been able to give them a half-apology - I apologized
for being persistent, but not for being impulsive, and that wasn't good enough.
I can't help being impulsive! I'm adventurous! I crave excitement and joy!
But I'm sorry that I pushed him too hard. I'm sorry I hurt him. And...
apparently that's not good enough. He doesn't want me in his life, he can't
fucking let it go. And he calls me selfish. Says I don't respect him, based on
one night out of 5 years where I tried too hard to get him to enjoy life.
I'm sorry I can't fix your depression, guy, but like, at least I tried. You
could have at least tried the things I suggested. You could have at least
tried to follow my advice.
whatever.
it was literally just a walk in the park
... anyway I am often wrong. I often correct my past self. I always apologize
for hurting people, but I never apologize for doing what I believe is right.
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[it won't connect because I'm not hosting it, but it's fun to think about]
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I'm stuck. I don't know how to leverage whatever talents I have into making
things happen. Maybe I should seek advice from a wise elder...
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Look, when I promised "Revolution or Death" I got pretty busy and kinda forgot
to do the "dying" part, and by now it'd be a little awkward if I offed myself
for no visible reason, so... How about we try again this summer? Maybe in a
month or two? I'll try to keep the fire burning a bit longer this time.
plus I'm better at playing the piano now so maybe that'll help somehow.
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@user-1206
Also, the next day I'd bring my own flash drive with my own goodies and leave
it in the same spot (maybe in a ziploc this time)
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oh, unless you meant "show me the t-shirt" in which case here ya go
don't get too excited, I attended for a year and then dropped out. Might have
even been a semester, I forget. It was sooooooo hard
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it's probably a good idea to write pseudocode, then real code, instead of
starting with real code, and bugfixing something incomplete and more difficult
to reason with.
unless you write real code easier than pseudocode. idk do what works for you.
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I love programming!! Currently working on learning decentralized and GPU
oriented computing. It's lots of fun! Plus Bash is a great language, it's not
funky or hacky at all. Just a great language. Haha suuuuch a great thing to
play with.
But GPUs are legitimately cool, aside from Bash's purported funkiness /
hackiness. You can do all kinds of cool things at scale that just don't make
sense up close.
EDIT: oops sorry forgot the content warning
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@user-883
hey sorry for ditching you yesterday, hope you had a good night ^_^
I feel much better today.
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This should go without saying, but...
I'm here for you.
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eat another pickle
you surely will not regret eating another pickle
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arrival of lohengrin, the swan knight
(I didn't paint this hehe)
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every time I read a subtoot I assume it's about me and I mentally curl up into
a ball
doesn't matter if it's totally irrelevant, if there's no target specified it
defaults to me because... like, who else is there right?
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I love making up my own knots!
I don't like memorizing other people's knots >.>
wait, shit this was supposed to be about programming
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and now for my unrepentant littlespace arc! Look at me I'm SoOoOoOo silLY 🤪
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I'm done trying to be neurotypical. So what if I starve.
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be me, improving my life bit by bit:
"I should stop procrastinating"
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@user-246
Thanks, it means a lot. Sometimes I am a little "distant" from reality (like
tonight, tbh) but I generally always am within sight. Meaning I can still
understand what people are saying. My uhhh.... "plan" is to always be vigilant
and look for times when people cannot comprehend what I say - even the most
mundane of things - because if so then surely I am psychotic. At that point
I'll just kinda go along with whatever anyone says, even if it feels like I'm
a cow in a factory farm or whatever my mind might contrive to torture me with.
Thanks for reaching out. Sorry you've lost people. I hope they aren't gone
forever. I hope I don't go forever. We'll see, I guess.
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if you wanna trick systems administrators just put a bunch of sleeps in your
code so your computer programs don't use up all the mainframe's resources all
at once
[statements dreamed up by the practically deranged]
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Sometimes it's okay to be sloppy if you're having fun!
Just... clean up after yourself when you're done 😉
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I don't understand why modern software isn't error correcting. We shouldn't
have any bugs in this day and age.
For example, if you're missing a dependency then why doesn't your program try
to, I dunno, download that dependency to the program's installation directory
and use it there? Seriously there are very few problems that are unsolvable!
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@user-470
sorry, I'll go to sleep now : )
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wretched doesn't necessarily imply miserable.
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@user-1074
I'm gonna do it anyway because nationalism is not the same as patriotism
https://tech.lgbt/@user-479/112729939513334734
I wish I was still this cool... what happened smh
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Nobody tells me they like my artwork. No one! So why do I keep making it?
What's wrong with me?
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I should not have to follow 16 steps that I don't understand just because you
decided my system wasn't good enough for me.
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why would they psyop me? there's a psyop about me! heck, I've never done so as
I pleased. that's an aspiration. everything I do is at a command, whether it's
my own or external.
these days I find myself following my own. mostly. though I am always waiting
for collaboration opportunities.
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@user-1358
you don't go golfing to relax.
well, maybe you do, but he doesn't.
he goes golfing to talk about shady shit.
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I love it when wine doesn't work because it "failed to open program.exe"
... okay, can you tell me why it failed?
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@user-8
I get that. I don't cry anymore except in my imagination. Sometimes it helps
to imagine myself doing it though, like some kind of mental catharsis.
the body gets left out but at least the mind is soothed.
I usually am most upset when I'm lonely. Maybe you could find someone to hold
you close? I hope you feel better sooner rather than later.
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hello everyone, Discord is down for me and I can't reach any of my friends
over SMS.
You know I'd just... give you my address if you asked, right?
oh no sorry turns out they were just busy haha silly me why would I worry
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Hey, can someone please accomplish my dreams for me? I'm too busy being a
waste of potential!
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@user-1037
I made a picture, hope it helps! I swear I didn't hallucinate this thing but
it might be less cool than I thought and I might have misremembered and made
up parts of it, I can't tell because it was such a short memory : (
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couldn't sleep. Oh well. Here's what I couldn't get out of my head:
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"you have disgraced yourself"
"not in my own eyes"
has real "from my point of view the jedi are evil" energy
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@user-192
still is for DWM as far as I can tell 😭 👍
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Death is final. It has no further answers nor questions. I prefer confessions.
Once the sins are written, by voice and by heart, then they cannot hurt you
anymore.
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*which is why I try to be as unique as I can.
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@user-883
copyright is a flawed system, I'm not surprised it would keep us from the best
path forward. >: (
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... zzz ZZZ zzz ...
if sleep won't come I'll write down the thoughts that are keeping me up. that
usually makes it easier.
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I'm a helper and everyone wants me to be more agentic but it's like... no... I
don't wanna...
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@user-246
I'm sorry for your loss
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I always go fast which is why I'm not doing anything
she lapped you and is trying for another go
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Can't stop thinking
[the rest is left blank, as a testament to the inability of the author to
express their thoughts in a temporally contextual way. Presumably the previous
text would be followed by an "about..." with the rest dedicated to a
particular thought that felt important enough to share with the internet.]
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the feral urge to post unfinished projects on the internet and ask for
guidance or motivation
the civilized urge to keep them on a flash drive and swap them with people you
trust in real life and ask them to finish it while you work on their stuff
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PROCRASTINATING, AGAIN ARE YE? AWAY WITH YE WENCH
no! please! I haven't finished shitposting!
GO DO YOUR STUDIES YOU LOAF OF BUTTER AND PEAS
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There is no past, only history
There is no future, only planning
Today is everywhere all the time. Nothing changes the fact that we all sleep
at once.
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my mask is the best worker I've ever met. They're kind, thoughtful,
hardworking, sharp, precise, value driven, and will always help their allies
when they finish their work (to a fast and high-quality degree). Shame they
can't last too long before the mask starts to slip, at which point I become
essentially unemployable.
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@user-192
oooooo yeah I usually try and reply to my old post with any new information. I
never get the chance to think the same thoughts twice because when I was
younger I had problems with thought-loops where I'd think something like "darn
I could have handled that social situation better" and before you know it I'd
be rocking myself to sleep trying to stop thinking negative thoughts about
myself.
So I broke my brain a little and now I can't think the same thing more than
once, which is part of why it's so hard for me to finish projects. Alas.
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sometimes you need to regress in order to move forward from pain
... which is why I dropped out of the "Paladin academy"
no I will not elaborate
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@user-579
my problem is figuring out which thoughts are intrusive and which are actually
mine
I usually err on the side of "would you want your sister to do this" or "how
would you feel if your mom told you that" or "do you think a cute sweet soft
cat would ever think such a thing" and that usually works.
usually.
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