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people call me "hypervigilant" as if being constantly aware is not a normal
state for them.
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=== SIMILARITY RANKED ===
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people are terrified, yet within me I feel a bright brilliant light.
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--- #2 fediverse/3386 ---
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observation is when you look with no assumptions.
paranoia is when you assume you can be seen.
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--- #3 messages/625 ---
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I am not personally prepared for violence, but that doesn't mean I won't tell
you why to do it.
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--- #4 fediverse/4535 ---
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fear, uncertainty, doubt...
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--- #5 fediverse/4543 ---
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@user-1698
Ha that does sound pretty "fun" - I take it you aren't a pianist?
I smell bad because... reasons... so I am always hyper-aware of myself when
I'm in situations like that. The idea that I might ruin someone's day by being
there terrifies me.
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--- #6 fediverse/1131 ---
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@user-850
true T.T I forgot about physical ailments. Was mostly thinking about
interpersonal relationships because that's what's on my mind rn in my life.
@user-5
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--- #7 fediverse/2222 ---
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Fear is a call to action, not a pain for you to distress.
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--- #8 fediverse/5782 ---
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sometimes I post random silly [scary] things to pad out the serious things and
I hope that's okay
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--- #9 fediverse/840 ---
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@user-246
does checking yourself into a mental hospital / the morgue count as a
political option?
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subconsciously running your hand over your butt every time you stand up to
make sure you didn't pee your pants
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--- #11 fediverse/367 ---
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@user-243
good point, intrusive thoughts >.>
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people are so afraid of defamation lawsuits that they'll refrain from posting
things like "steam could technically see everything going on on your screen"
what will you say in front of a phone?
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--- #13 fediverse/5383 ---
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McCarthyism is when people are more afraid of their neighbors than being wrong.
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--- #14 fediverse/562 ---
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when peak unintelligibility levels have been reached, feel free to become
unremarkable at your leisure.
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--- #15 fediverse/1814 ---
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I can tell when I'm overbooked when I don't have energy to shower every time I
need to go out.
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--- #16 fediverse/4886 ---
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about to do something scary! wish me luck! nothing that could harm me
(probably) but still scary!!
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--- #17 fediverse/3776 ---
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whenever repeating letters like thiiiiiiis or thisssss make sure if you're
doing K's that you have at least four
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--- #18 messages/626 ---
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Talk to veterans for tactics and discipline.
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--- #19 fediverse/4896 ---
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@user-1748
they want you drained and overloaded.
makes it harder to take care of others.
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did my hormone shot and now my leg feels funny -.-
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I live alone and I really wish I could exercise my arms using beatsaber but
I'm afraid to wear a VR headset because of the reduction in situational
awareness.
hypervigilance I guess >.>
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--- #22 fediverse/4620 ---
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"is she bipolar or does she just consistently forget her estrogen injection?"
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--- #23 fediverse/187 ---
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@user-95 sometimes I say "all seriousness aside..."
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--- #24 fediverse/5300 ---
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how do I keep finding myself here. it's like I wake up in some new fingers and
think "woh, vavadane" and then start itching my bored keys.
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--- #25 fediverse/3965 ---
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maybe some whiteboards and notebooks as well...
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--- #26 fediverse/2812 ---
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when you're alone, everything that happens to you is personal.
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--- #27 fediverse/421 ---
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one of my duties is to make you aware of potentially bad things, cursed
things, hurtful things and hard feelings, so that they are less able to harm
you.
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--- #28 messages/377 ---
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infinite dedication implies stagnation, don't be so quick to trust.
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--- #29 messages/925 ---
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but also, somehow, the coolest, kindest person you know.
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--- #30 fediverse/3786 ---
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turns out I'm too much of a neurotic cinnamon roll to be a cool stand-offish
empath
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--- #31 fediverse/154 ---
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confusion is seeing with perfect clarity and speaking with utter disconnection
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--- #32 bluesky#17 ---
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someone once told me "be not afraid" and I took it seriously
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--- #33 fediverse/141 ---
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@user-135 if you're cringing at past behavior, then you've learned and grown
enough to see the mistakes of the past in sharp contrast to your temperament
in the present.
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Sometimes it feels like I'm the only paranoid person with terrible opsec T.T
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--- #35 fediverse/6242 ---
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My favorite thing about Freddi Fish is how it teaches sensory experience.
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--- #36 fediverse/4642 ---
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i type too much, gtg to sleep.
my cat yells at me whenever the click-clack starts to bother her ears.
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it's okay if you hate me. Please don't have me and not tell me...
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--- #38 messages/909 ---
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I prefer cramped physical space and large emotional/social space.
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--- #39 messages/152 ---
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Crazy, or just superstitious to a fault?
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--- #40 fediverse/208 ---
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@user-95 sweats nervously
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--- #41 messages/78 ---
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My biggest fear as an autistic transgender incontinent schizophrenic person is
that one day I'll become a game of hot potato for my relatives to pass around
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--- #42 fediverse/3059 ---
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I only sorta know what a "reply guy" is and at this point I'm scared to ask
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--- #43 fediverse/5124 ---
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@user-1370
wawawawawawawawawa : )
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--- #44 fediverse/4876 ---
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@user-1370
you don't have to apologize for escalating your response to trauma
it's cool
we get it
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--- #45 fediverse/577 ---
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@user-419
they're afraid of my water saving habits >: )
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--- #46 fediverse/2936 ---
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how scared you are is not the same as how hot you are.
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The hardest part about mental struggles is that the battlefield often turns
out to be your relationships with your friends.
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--- #48 fediverse/4485 ---
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getting the phone numbers of cute he/thems at a bar is NOT the same as
organizing.
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--- #49 fediverse/3150 ---
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I fucking hate how games give dopamine
they're so much more educational than that.
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--- #50 fediverse/963 ---
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@user-690
clarity and focused will, respectively
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--- #51 fediverse/253 ---
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@user-201 this post hurts my autism T.T
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--- #52 fediverse/1293 ---
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@user-921
where tf is all this discourse I always hear about like what are ya'll talking
about
... are you talking about me
[silly intrusive thoughts teehee pay no mind]
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--- #53 fediverse/2494 ---
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@user-1274
sometimes is often all you need!
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--- #54 fediverse/183 ---
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ugh. eating? again? didn't we fix this problem yesterday?
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America 🥰
The United States of 😒
America day 🤩
America day with PTSD 🥴
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--- #56 fediverse/6133 ---
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if there were a drone, 15 feet above my face constantly observing, I would not
act different at all. It will feel as if nothing has changed.
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--- #57 fediverse/956 ---
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@user-579
it's not self loathing if you consent to it... right?
... right?
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--- #58 fediverse/4040 ---
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@user-1573
... wait, what kinds of noises do I usually make ? ? ?
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--- #59 fediverse/4855 ---
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"you should be acting like these people want to destroy you."me, to me
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--- #60 fediverse/1303 ---
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@user-192
normality?
banality?
errrrr I mean emotional disregulation and low self esteem?
... it's easier in person when you can see when everyone has the "yo what the
fuck" look on their face and when they have the "wait what was that I was
thinking about snails" face
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apparently security through obscurity is out, and security through community
is in, don't ask me how I know that teehee
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--- #62 messages/1135 ---
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embrace fear's destruction
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--- #63 fediverse/5673 ---
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darn girlfriends snuggling me to death. lemme type pls I got psychic ramblings
to profess earnestly and honestly and truely
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--- #64 fediverse/3058 ---
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@user-1441 @user-670 @user-113
currently toe-ing the boundary between "too neurodivergent to function" and
"can juuuuust barely take care of themselves" and they ask me to get a job...
no thanks, guess I'll die
(in 3-4 months when my savings run out)
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"you are better than fear. I know this for I have seen your soul, as it is the
same shape as mine."
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--- #66 fediverse/6342 ---
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revolution
doesn't
have
to be
about
them
.
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--- #67 fediverse/5804 ---
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it's discriminatory to force introverts to return to office.
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--- #68 fediverse/2579 ---
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│ CW: tactic-tip │
└──────────────────────┘
bodyguards, not linebackers
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--- #69 messages/506 ---
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... That's not true, I am incapable of fear. I possess an abundance of
caution, however.
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--- #70 messages/400 ---
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The schizophrenic sees truth in dazzling displays of colors unknown to man,
while the neurotypical sees truth in shades of gray that can be reasoned with.
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--- #71 fediverse/4758 ---
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I'm gonna go psycherwaul into my journals for a bit, if I come back today
it'll be extra waul-y so, idk, beware I guess
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if you ever EVER feel unsafe while walking outdoors, then that place needs
more strength and co-security.
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--- #73 fediverse_boost/6053 ---
◀─╔═══════════════════════════════[BOOST]═════════════════════════════════───────╗
║ ┌────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║
║ │ i post compulsively lmfao │ ║
║ └────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ ║
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║ similar │ chronological │ different ║
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if you can't find them when you need them, then you don't have them.
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--- #75 fediverse/2265 ---
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│ CW: pol-violence │
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wow I'm an adult now, that's wild
I actually have to be aware of things like political violence now
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--- #76 messages/1150 ---
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Please please please, someone do better than me.
Until then, listen and obey.
After then, consider me always.
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--- #77 fediverse/4770 ---
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@user-1201
and yet you have to answer or suspicious you do appear.
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--- #78 fediverse/169 ---
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@user-95 one of the most empathetic people I ever met on VR chat was consoling
me with their mic off while I was oversharing about some stupid things people
did to me in the past. things that stupid me thought were okay and actively
encouraged because I was stupid. anyway when their mic was off their body
language spoke for them. I'll try that next time.
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│ CW: mental-health │
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most people get intrusive thoughts like "punch that baby" or "drink some
gasoline"
my intrusive thoughts are like "who is she" and "we need you" and "lead us"
and "their strength is imagined" and stuff like that
gosh I don't know how ya'll handle it I'd be dead in a ditch if I was
neurotypical.
... intrusive thoughts are not typical
ah. Right. Nevermind then.
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gonna pre-emptively backup my fediverse archive haha just-in-case I get banned
for spamming or something teehee (totally reasonable teebeeh)
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--- #81 fediverse/6224 ---
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│ CW: cannabis-mentioned │
└────────────────────────┘
@user-1912
cannabis :blobcatwitch:
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if you aren't rude, or bothersome, or excessively boring, you can pretty much
be my friend forever.
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--- #83 fediverse/3871 ---
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│ CW: music │
└──────────────────────┘
http://schizoid.in/
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--- #84 messages/399 ---
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The schizophrenic sees the truth in dazzling displays of color that are nigh
incomprehensible, while regular people see truth in shades of gray that you
can understand and work with.
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--- #85 fediverse/828 ---
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[content warning: psycherwaul]
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--- #86 fediverse/1810 ---
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some people hear words like "datastructures" and "object-oriented programming"
and think they're made up terms that don't mean anything important.
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--- #87 fediverse/962 ---
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when considering the benefit of the doubt, consider doubting the benefit of
consideration.
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--- #88 fediverse/1825 ---
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if one person is honest to everyone, then no-one can be honest to them for
anything they want to keep hidden.
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--- #89 fediverse/2224 ---
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No plan survives contact with the enemy, and any plan that everyone knows is a
plan that your enemy knows.
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--- #90 fediverse/4085 ---
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I can always tell when people who believe in me start thinking of me because I
start feeling the urge to do pushups
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--- #91 fediverse/4042 ---
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"Argh I hate being validated!"people in denial
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--- #92 messages/411 ---
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My favorite thing about chatGPT is that its only useful to people who already
know what they're doing and just need reminders or clarification about
specifics.
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--- #93 fediverse/1300 ---
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│ CW: food-mentioned │
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eat another pickle
you surely will not regret eating another pickle
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dear whoever keeps whispering "work with me" on the wind:
yes, please get in touch with me, I'll do anything you ask and I'll use an
Anakin accent if you want
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--- #95 fediverse/3970 ---
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@user-1628
same... it's like I am conditioned to forget, but without it I am an exposed
nerve.
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--- #96 messages/562 ---
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Why do I feel like the only one who's resisting fascism
(and what exactly do you do? Make friends)
*yes* I'm too scared and tired to do anything else or less
Like seriously what else could I do
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--- #97 messages/926 ---
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how cherished. how divine.
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--- #98 messages/1136 ---
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embrace the destruction of your fear
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--- #99 fediverse/1139 ---
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@user-521
scary! :O :O :O
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Pay attention to me, for I am convinced that "me" is what we need.
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--- #101 fediverse/193 ---
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│ CW: re: nightmare-app-for-neurotypicals │
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it might also help with social anxiety because people are aware when they're
being observed. A lot of people hesitate to speak or contribute on Zoom calls
because they are inherently scared of being observed, but with this system
they'll be aware of any observation and can address it. Plus every meeting
that could have been an email will quickly become apparent since nobody is
paying attention to the speaker, and they'll realize how much they should
rethink their approach.
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--- #102 messages/505 ---
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I am brave with what I say but fearful with what I do
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--- #103 fediverse/4049 ---
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humans can only do what they believe they can do because they believe they can
do
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--- #104 fediverse/1588 ---
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@user-1035
Even better if you say "you do you too"
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--- #105 fediverse_boost/6405 ---
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║ ┌────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║
║ │ maybe i should just work on my memoir... │ ║
║ └────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ ║
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║ similar │ chronological │ different ║
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having trouble naming things?
just name it after it's inevitable logical conclusion! AKA the message you're
trying to get across.
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--- #107 messages/1044 ---
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Main character syndrome? No. Center stage energy.
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--- #108 fediverse/4225 ---
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I'm not scared. I know that whatever happens, we're here for each other.
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--- #109 messages/1132 ---
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marketers know society very well.
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--- #110 messages/485 ---
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Neurotyping is like astrology for autistic people who are interested in the
humanities courses at college
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--- #111 fediverse/3741 ---
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you can only be yourself once, and it happens while you're alive.
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nobody around me does what I tell them to.
I am surrounded by plausible deniabilities.
yet sometimes things get done as I thought them to.
something something hei wu hei or wei hu wei or whatever. I am not a scholar.
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--- #113 fediverse/4274 ---
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this is how I nourish my brain.
By being hopelessly profane.
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--- #114 fediverse/2774 ---
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I want to emphasize that my mask is just as much a part of me as the other
part.
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--- #115 messages/1027 ---
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And the people did lose faith, for the king was an amateur who lacked the
hypervigilance of professionals
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--- #116 fediverse/5310 ---
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you can intimidate anyone by saying "hello. we know more than you."
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--- #117 fediverse/978 ---
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@user-699 @user-78
I say "blep" when I intentionally stack overflow in order to avoid painful
thoughts
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--- #118 fediverse/1829 ---
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why would you NOT admit weakness? It's a tactical error! You have less
accurate information! It literally makes your team worse off!
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--- #119 fediverse/1708 ---
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@user-246
people who don't write have no idea who they are. perhaps in time they will
know enough to describe themselves with newfound language they never knew how
to wield.
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--- #120 fediverse/5332 ---
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│ CW: re: personal-sexuality-mentioned │
└──────────────────────────────────────┘
diapers are dysphoria-related-harm reduction items~!
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--- #121 messages/483 ---
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"hey listen! Do this thing to hurt me! Build the infrastructure to do it so
that you can use it on people who deserve it!"
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--- #122 fediverse/6042 ---
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my bodyguard leaves me. not that I need one. just... feels comforting
[ooh ooh then what happened next]
my bodyguard leaves me. not that I needed one... just, felt comforting.
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--- #123 fediverse/3655 ---
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born to write xlock screensavers
cursed to shitpost
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--- #124 fediverse/5778 ---
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│ CW: content-warnings │
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initiate crazy talking:
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--- #125 fediverse/2111 ---
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when someone deletes what they were typing and starts over, that means they
have something more to share and you should try and figure out what it is with
questions.
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--- #126 fediverse/6420 ---
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nobody said psychic communication wouldn't require computers.
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--- #127 fediverse/6343 ---
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you can revolute whenever you want to.
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--- #128 fediverse/986 ---
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adding dashes to your text - like - this - is a punctuation choice, not
formatting or grammar.
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--- #129 fediverse/4173 ---
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│ CW: uspol-mentioned │
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I swear if kamala is elected I will do everything in my power to actually work
on my projects and get a job and be a good human
... wait, I already was doing that. But I'll be less stressed out, so... it'll
be easier?
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Rent is expensive because they only want you living there if you're working.
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@user-443
natural disaster vulnerability is freedom from liability if they ever did lose
their charges.
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@user-367 @user-366 @user-246 @user-353
Sorry. I'm (probably) schizophrenic so I say weird things sometimes.
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every time I read a subtoot I assume it's about me and I mentally curl up into
a ball
doesn't matter if it's totally irrelevant, if there's no target specified it
defaults to me because... like, who else is there right?
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it's so weird how these days if you don't like someone you can exclude them
from your social life entirely - like, wow... that hurts
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@user-1208
weeks, then?
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dear ritz: you should stop talking until your new psychiatric meds take
effect. who knows, maybe you'll be a better person that people should listen
to instead of... whatever you are now.
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another day goes by when I haven't done any programming... oh well
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you can't rely on me because I can't rely on a part of me being "out" at any
particular moment-event-message.
besides, I'm always tired, because I'm always trying as hard as I can.
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whenever I look away they put more work at the end of my to-do list. or
sometimes in the middle. It's like they care less about the destination and
more about the continuous arduous prolonged manifestation of articulation.
>.>
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They say that the most natural sleep schedule for humans is taking a bunch of
tiny naps during the day, and ngl I think I kinda get why.
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sometimes I think performing my art was just an excuse to use Linux. At least,
some of my art.
But hey, I'm not complaining, it's awesome.
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@user-521
people say that kind of thing when they feel alone. maybe "wake up" is another
way to say "find me"
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does anyone know of any fedi software that lets you link to a particular post
and read forward on a person's timeline from there? Or back I guess, but
chronological viewing specifically.
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a perpetual motion machine would appear stable to the machine in motion
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I feel plentiful, wholesome, and healthy.
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somehow, it is simultaneously Thursday everywhere at once.
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growing up, I wasn't around kids my age. So my standards were "as good as an
adult"
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the reason rent is so expensive is because of all the surveillance equipment
they need to pay for and upkeep
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gonna ask my doctor for ADHD meds so I can hopefully jump-skip framebuffer
divebomb spinadoodle half A press my way over the fucking labyrinth that is my
weird and jank af mind
and no I don't watch speedruns but my social group hears me a lot of them.
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if there's too much on your mind then you need more people thinking about
those problems
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@user-246
idealized reality >:D
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Can't stop thinking
[the rest is left blank, as a testament to the inability of the author to
express their thoughts in a temporally contextual way. Presumably the previous
text would be followed by an "about..." with the rest dedicated to a
particular thought that felt important enough to share with the internet.]
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That feeling when you tell someone you're
[trans/autistic/schizophrenic/whatever] and you see the respect draining from
their eyes
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@sperm baby siblings: is it weird that I dream about you all significantly
more often than the people who are actually in my day to day life?
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if something makes sense physically, but not mathematically, then the
mathematics are wrong.
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"you're too loud, weirdo"
okayyyyy
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... Dare for the Bright Age, though "don't forget to be awesome" works too I
guess.
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If Obi-Wan told his therapist that he felt a great disturbance in the force
like billions of voices cried out in terror and were suddenly silenced they'd
probably call him a necropath or something
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@user-661
so, you should strive to be compassionate and honest, in order to keep fear
from ruling your life?
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@user-882
I kinda figure that people follow me for the alarms and the curses and the
manic political dysphoria. I do try and CW when I can but sometimes I get to
the end and it's like... okay I got 4 characters remaining, pol~ maybe?
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when I go out on walks
before I set out again
I wait until my blisters healed again
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@user-122
because you were born, and you grew!
what else would you ask a person to do?
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I exist now at the height of my gluttony.
I need more to be demanded of me.
I am not afraid to ask for help.
I solve other people's problems before my own.
I have very little insight into my habits and patterns.
My memory isn't great, but I recall details that matter.
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I wish I could go outside and see how things are going.
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@user-883
you can always throw that resume at the next job too!
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everyone's paying attention to you Ritz, why are you self destructing?
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psychic damage doesn't work against mechanical opponents.
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Can't help but wonder
If I ever was a real person at all
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I'm done trying to be neurotypical. So what if I starve.
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curling up in a ball and thinking about crying for hours is the same as
crying. If a little bit less of a release.
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It's okay to be scared. I'm scared too. All we can do is try.
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yes I am a "crazywoman" thank you for noticing
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what if you painted every house twice, to ensure you got the color completely
applied [ bright green or yellow would shine through in little spots, clear
and obvious to even the most undiscerning of patrons of the arts
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It's not a warcrime if you're not at war.
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you're ridiculous, you know that? so selfish. so obscene.
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@user-1071
... That doesn't really sound like my jam! Sounds too stressful hehe
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@user-1074 @user-1209 @user-1262
heh what kind of vibe do I give?
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@user-95
that makes sense to me!
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if I can convince them not to fight will you give me what I demand?
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@user-138
they look like they have a lot of fun...!
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@user-1091
I knowwww some people are just thorny and prickly I guess.
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tomorrow is just as important as today.
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I just want to stress that most people know more than me
slept on my back. had a good dream. gonna shut the fuck up for a bit and see
what ya'll get up to. ;) 😉
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--- #187 fediverse/3571 ---
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@user-1074
all things are intermediate steps, from yesterday to tomorrow.
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@user-673
what if the boy who cried wolf saw teeth every time?
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don't mind me just dreaming of a future where I can have whatever I want : )
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@user-889
did you sleep well last night?
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There is no past, only history
There is no future, only planning
Today is everywhere all the time. Nothing changes the fact that we all sleep
at once.
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Fighting each other is such a waste of ammo.
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do pushups
and squats
and planks
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--- #194 fediverse/1855 ---
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if you're afraid of spies, then they've already won.
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The biggest danger to opsec is when other people think they know more than you.
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you can always hear the voice within a breath if you listen closely enough.
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When you're working, don't write down your ideas.
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@user-1061
that happens sometimes, no clue why.
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Nobody cries if someone they think is evil has died.
No one mourns the wicked.
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