Poems in true chronological order by post date
-> file: fediverse/4971 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────┐ │ CW: religion-mentioned │ └────────────────────────┘ witch cauldrons make sense as popcorn pots but nobody likes to think of them as friendly to children because they worship their gods in the dark. dark gods. the kind that you pray to when church betrays you. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4972 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── "ugh, Ritz Menardi is exhausting" ah haha true sorry brb gonna put 127.0.0.1 in my /etc/hosts file in the spot before tech.lgbt, reddit.com, news.ycombinator, and \h\t\t\p\s:\/\/youtube... we'll see how long I can last without that kind of dopamine (do steam too) ... no ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4973 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── okay, uhm, I'm back again because someone told me to forward this to relevant people relevant link so google doesn't have to know that you're all googling the same thing at the same time... http://naeb.brit.org/uses/
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/773 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── if people want to be loved for more than their money, they should give their money away. power corrupts, and nobody loves corrupted folk. that's what it means to be corrupted - your values are misaligned with truth, love, and/or justice. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/774 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── if people want to be loved for more than their money, they should realize that capitalism lied to them. it told them they deserve their money, their wealth, their power, their material, their extra fragments of life spent on leisure or adventure rather than meaningless toil... but that is a lie. all people deserve everything, and nothing, because "deserving" things is an untruth. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/775 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── if people want to be loved for more than their money, they should reject the lie that capitalism told them. they deserve their wealth because they are willing to serve. that willingness, whether through moral corruption or simply industrious drive, that willingness is rewarded, and when the system they serve is unkind... what does that tell you about their heart? that they'd sacrifice what is good and true for the material? materials are not bad. material is all we got, in a physical sense. but capitalism and it's servants are cruel and unwilling to concede to the idea that their games of unmatched exploitation are depriving the world bit-by-bit of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/776 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── if people want to be loved for more than their money, they should give it away, so there is room in their life for love. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/777 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── waaaahhhhhhhh my computer broke because I didn't touch it T.T ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/778 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── "if there's anything I've noticed while observing the best of the best, it's that they always have their head in the clouds. Something about their disconnection from the world around them let's them see things from a different perspective. I am convinced that intuition is a much surer route to capability than hyper specialized intelligence or a rigid focus on cultural norms ever will be." (paraphrasing) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/779 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── I feel like nobody should have an opinion on someone else unless they know them personally. Beyond that, we only have our beliefs. So we can judge those, since we are truly in control of them, but we can't judge another for choosing what they did unless we knew them personally and they're present in our lives. Therefore, our ideas should contest one another, rather than our bodies or our souls. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/780 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── In their darkest moments Do the dead with That they were still alive? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/781 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── *wish ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/782 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── The truth is The reason none of my revolutions have yet succeeded Is that the only way To secure peace and love on planet earth Is that all the governments Of the world must topple Or relinquish their nuclear arms Each all at once And i was too quick to slay my false duke Who plays at king While i build real power While i know nothing Some day i will be eaten by crows. This is what it means to be buried where you fall. This is my fate as all warriors yearn for. To be eaten by crows implies that you are either a coward who fled a fight, and i know I'm not, or you fought to the last for a phyrric defeat, which is honorable. But shouldn't it be better to fight for victory? Ah, but the gods cherish the fools who face death with glory, and i am cherished still. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/783 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── I understand good and evil. If you want a lecture, you know where to find me. I'm not here for that. I'm here for you. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4974 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────┐ │ CW: capitalism-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────┘ Economies are capitalist things. I personally think if you have stuff right here, and it needs to get over there so that so-and-so can use it to make this-or-that which will then be taken to other places, then the answer is clear. The stuff has to move from over here, to over there. The rest is logistics, not economics. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4975 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── Hearts are full. We await commands. I played games yesterday. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4976 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┐ ║ ┌─────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: revolutions-mentioned-housing-mentioned │ │ ║ └─────────────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ Somehow, I always become more revolutionary when my home is threatened. I │ ║ wonder why that is? Perhaps adversity breeds courage. Perhaps necessity does. │ ║ In any case, I can't pay my rent again, so prepare for me. │ ║ │ ║ Sometimes, I feel like my country is my home. Not the lines we drew on a map │ ║ some hundreds of years ago, but the land itself. I am a witch, I hear it call │ ║ to me. I know the land is kind, for we are kind, and plenty more of us have │ ║ lived here than those who currently do. Perhaps our ancestors don't need to be │ ║ related by blood to be listened to and respected. In any case, I lend my love │ ║ to them, and I pray in return so that they might hear themselves through my │ ║ voice. │ ║ │ ║ My home is not safe. There are capitalists all over the place. They wont see │ ║ what isnt theirs to behold, and alas, they've been alienated their whole lives. │ ║ I do believe that state may be ended, and a new one may first take it's place. │ ║ We are alone together, and perhaps we will not be alone for long. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4977 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── Can't do much from my home place. Gonna walk around a bit. I may first eat some food or snuggle my cat, we'll see. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4978 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── snuggled my cat, ate some food, AND took a nap. Phew that was nice. Wasn't there something else I was supposed to do today? Hmmmmmm must have slipped my mind. Oh yeah! They added a new unit to Mechabellum, one of my favorite strategy games and a great place to talk in general chat in the barrens. It's probably that, that's probably what I'm doing today, surely not walking around my neighborhood and writing generalstrikeus.com on tiny bits of paper and leaving them to get rained on. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4979 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── They said "compete or die" and I said no. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4980 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── dream bigger than "the same, but nice" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4981 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────┐ │ CW: capitalism-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────┘ It's not a corporation, it's a company of workers. And together, they can do anything they want. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4983 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: about fedi meta │ └─────────────────────────┘ @user-1074 fediverse has a metamour? who is she, I never met her ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4986 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── Fury is not the same thing as rage. Fury is focused determination. Rage is unbridled anger. Rage blinds you. Fury guides you. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4987 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── @user-1167 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4988 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: revolutions-mentioned-nuclear-weapons-mentioned │ └─────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ The truth is The reason none of my revolutions have yet succeeded Is that the only way To secure peace and love on planet earth Is that all the governments Of the world must topple Or relinquish their nuclear arms Each all at once And i was too quick to slay my false duke Who plays at king While i build real power While i know nothing ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4992 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: pol │ │ ║ └──────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ Capitalism, or more specifically the fascism and despair it entails, is the one │ ║ true enemy of all those who yearn for a better and brighter world. │ ║ │ ║ Many cannot imagine such a world. They have never tasted it. │ ║ │ ║ Many would resist such a world. They prefer the darkness, for it lets their │ ║ darkest parts blend in. │ ║ │ ║ Many would deny such a world. They do not think it is possible, or they fear │ ║ the turmoil. │ ║ │ ║ I am not afraid of turmoil. I am not afraid of death. I like all my stuff, and │ ║ would hate to see it lost, but I can get more stuff. I like my cat, and would │ ║ hate to see her wander the streets, but she has lived longer than most cats. I │ ║ like my computer, my poetry, my memories from friends and family, but all those │ ║ things are meaningless in the face of the struggle. │ ║ │ ║ I am but one person, and I will do all that I can. │ ║ │ ║ Power has decreed that we are condemned to die. They plan to execute this │ ║ action by filling the air with carbon-based poison. In the chaos of despair, │ ║ they plan to exert cruelty or relish the thrill │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4993 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────┐ │ CW: politics-mentioned │ └────────────────────────┘ Did you hear? There's a revolution. No shooting each other to death, please, it scares the children. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4994 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────┐ │ CW: violence-mentioned │ └────────────────────────┘ War is easy. Just start working and never stop until you break. Hopefully there's still something left of you when it's over, but hey that's why you write about the things you care about. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4995 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── Went outside today for the first time in a week to take out my trash to the bin. Dunno why but I've been feeling a little down about my apartment, and how they can just take my home from me because I oh hang on I wrote a poem about this one sec: [boosts old poem]
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4997 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: uspol │ │ ║ └──────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ "but I don't hear the people sing" │ ║ │ ║ oh yeah that's because we've been alienated all our lives and we forgot how. │ ║ That song was written when it was normal to sing like that. Give it a couple │ ║ years and we'll be back to our regular human spirit, but for now we gotta work │ ║ with what capitalism gave us. │ ║ │ ║ I don't blame boomers, or republicans, or zoomers, or russians, or hell even │ ║ the oligarchs themselves. I consider it a spark of human nature, that we might │ ║ fight for our right to power. However, power corrupts, and human nature doesn't │ ║ "get" that because it can't. │ ║ │ ║ Humans are dumb. They're just animals. I'm just an animal. But only one │ ║ creature to have ever existed has ever set foot on the moon, and I think it's │ ║ our birthright to do so much more. │ ║ │ ║ Contingent on that future is the ability to breathe clean air, swim in clear │ ║ water, and rest under shading boughs, all of which are set to be lit alight if │ ║ the capitalists allow us the indignity of a Bladerunner future. │ ║ │ ║ No thank you. I am hopeful for something more. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4998 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: pol+ │ └──────────────────────┘ "But I don't know what it'll look like!" Yeah, that's okay. For four reasons: If they knew what it'll look like, they'd find ways to contest it nobody knows what it'll look like, because it is necessarily derived from the solutions created ad-hoc to address problems. we are a kind, honest, and strong people. If your burdens are too much to bear, I will be your pack mule. If you require rest or relaxation, we can get pizza and smoke weed together. For most of history, we've had more work to do than people to do it. This time is different. There's endless work to do, but only a certain amount of people can be working at a time. Everyone else has to do chores and catch up on life. "what kind of chores?" oh, you know, like making food at a restaurant, stocking the shelves of the grocery store, driving trucks from point A to point B, mowing lawns, building barns, committing to whatever github is replaced by, etc. In a better world, everyone is family. In a better world, nobody goes hungry. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/4999 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── "you are fantasizing" scroll past. "you are building empty hope" scroll past. "you are kayfabe" scroll past. Also, no I'm not, but there's plenty of that going around. "you are moving too quickly" scroll past. "you are legitimately insane" scroll past. "everyone wants you" scroll - wait hang on, that one's true. I know it's true because I like to hear it, teehee. "wait until the weekend" yes, and "wait until may, first" yes, and "wait until they win" no, but these things build with momentum. The energy is high. It will only get higher if you make it so. "the things you're saying will only be read by the people who already believe what you're saying. This is a waste of time. You're burning your energy typing on your keyboard when you could be walking the streets which is... somehow more productive than writing something to share later." ... scroll past... "your have no reach here" oh hey you're right maybe I should post to bluesky as well "everyone wants anarchy. We got your back." ty ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5000 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: food-mentioned │ └──────────────────────┘ brb gonna make some ramen, which I can do because my country imports goods from foreign countries who make tastier ramen than we do. WOW GEOGRAPHIC SPECIALIZATION OF GOODS PRODUCTION AND SERVICE DISTRIBUTION, WHAT A CONCEPT. SURE HOPE NOBODY THROWS A WRENCH INTO THAT SYSTEM wait what am I saying, I am a wrench ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5001 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌───────────────────────┐ │ CW: systems-mentioned │ └───────────────────────┘ "we'll figure out how it works after we push to prod" yeah okay point taken. How about this: for every large decision, write a little essay about why you made the choice that you did. Observe, Orient, Decide, Act, Explain. OODAX : ) Make sure you connect your goal to one or more of these three colors: red : people green : places blue : things and then explain which numbers you're going to gather to determine whether or not it worked. If someone has a problem with your choice, show them the essay, and let them write an essay of their own. If they still have a problem, then let someone you both respect decide which one to use. It's not perfect, but it's not meant to be. Make something better and easier, I dare ya.
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5002 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── we are never stronger than when we are together. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5003 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: politics-scary-maybe-housing-mentioned-cursing-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ the revolution will not be televised, not on mastodon nor bluesky nor cnn nor facebook nor the papers. depending on where you live, it might not even be word of mouth, because everyone's afraid of the CIA or ICE. frankly, I think we have nothing to lose but our chains. All that we own is what they have given us, and they are likely to take all that away. I might lose my home soon. People have died fighting for less than the roof over their heads. Nobody is coming to hurt me, not yet, but I will not be waiting around to find out. I've been fucking around long enough I think. "you're not waiting around? I thought you said you weren't leaving?" I will do what I can. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5004 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: spoilers for "the last graduate" │ └──────────────────────────────────────────┘ @user-192 There's a second book in the series?? omg now I know what I'm doing for the next couple days ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5005 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: spoilers for "the last graduate" │ └──────────────────────────────────────────┘ @user-192 :ms_confused: 🤩 😭 🥰 🤯 I hope I get to read them all ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/784 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── [Image: Screenshot_20250404-045931_Discord.jpg] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/785 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── Dear me, please edit this picture so that its a little shorter and only shows my text. Thanks! ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5006 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── @user-246 what if you were tho ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5010 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── woke up, making breakfast, gonna walk soon, ttyl ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5012 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌───────────────────────┐ │ CW: clothes-mentioned │ └───────────────────────┘ it's always a good idea to wear multiple layers, especially when it's decently cold out. make sure they're different colors. Ideally, one layer totally black, the other completely colorful. then if you ever need to you can strip one layer and become someone else. They're just clothes, they grow on trees in stores. speaking of stores, if you're ever going to do anything spicy, make sure you wear that outfit exactly once, unless it's all black. Jeans are okay too since they all usually look pretty similar. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5013 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┐ ║ ┌────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: cursing-mentioned-political-protests-mentioned │ │ ║ └────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ trying my darndest not to accelerate any more... this is a good pace, I think. │ ║ Here's hoping the liberals catch up. │ ║ │ ║ here's the thing. protests are more like festivals where people get to immerse │ ║ themselves in political culture rather than efforts to affect meaningful │ ║ change. I think that's okay? Let them have festivals. │ ║ │ ║ Meaningful change comes from the people's presence. Technically they're │ ║ present, but they'll be gone tomorrow, so were they ever really there? │ ║ │ ║ Still think it's a good thing. You can get rough numbers of how many people │ ║ will eventually be on your side once they're forced to choose between victory │ ║ or death. The status quo won't last, and I don't fault them for clinging to it │ ║ while begging for change. It's fucking hard to change. [oops cursing mentioned, │ ║ one sec] │ ║ │ ║ I've been very tired lately. Don't know why. Maybe I have a vitamin deficiency │ ║ or whatever. Who can say. I'll try to get back on my game for you, but we'll │ ║ see if I can do it fast enough. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5014 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── @user-803 witches ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5016 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── @user-1201 perpetual summer vacation? with a side of "from each to their yaddah yaddah" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5017 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── you don't have to like someone to be in a community with them. you don't have to want what's happening to consent to it. enthusiastic consent is like friendship. It doesn't have to be present, but it's what you optimize for. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: notes/my-personal-linux-experience ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── for all those reading at home, I need to apply to a job and apparently they only really care about my experience with linux. Which is kinda like asking "hey can you tell me what are you favorite foods to eat with a spoon?" when someone is applying to be a chef. Um, okay, applesauce I guess? I usually eat mac and cheese with a knife and another knife, but sometimes I dip into the spoon for that extra shoveling experience points. anyway here's my linux projects: ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: messages/786 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── [File: gptu-04-06-25.txt] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5018 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────┐ │ CW: politics-mentioned │ └────────────────────────┘ if you want to do communism in a city, you must first buy a parking lot. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5019 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── I love being alive 🥰 ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5020 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── "obey our gender norms!" said the individualist ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5021 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: political-theory-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────────┘ ... individualism isn't bad. neither is collectivism. they are different solutions to different people's organizational preferences. they can exist in tandem, and they can empower each other. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5022 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────┐ │ CW: ambiguity-mentioned │ └─────────────────────────┘ my biggest blockers right now are that I don't know who else to speak to, and I don't know how to make them feel safe when we do speak. Everyone's afraid of eyes and ears that they have no knowledge of. I am unafraid. Nothing that I have is worth relinquishing my right and opportunity to defend it. I am just a person, and I will do all that I can. ... in minecraft, of course. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5023 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── frontend developers have the same job as game designers. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5024 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: spirituality-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────┘ the path to god is through the natural world, not a book or a culture ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5025 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── @user-1752 you can get a "blade holder" style box-cutter and save your kooking citchen utensils for the parts of your stuff that you'd enjoy putting in your mouth. Yech, packing take residue! no thank you. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5027 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: spirituality-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────┘ resent not your angels nor demons, for they give you a stage upon which you may perform. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5028 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: protests-and-fascism-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────────────┘ my favorite protest sign I didn't see last weekend went something like this: "if you want to resist fascism, pay my rent so I can resist fascism" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5029 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── went on a walk with my dad today. it was fun. took him to various places. showed off various things. "hey check out where I hangout most weekends" and "hey don't clean the dishes in my kitchen it's okay" and "don't drive too fast, this area curves up ahead" and "hey meet my friends from town who you have something with common with" and "I like this view when it rains" and "don't forget to go to the bathroom" and "oatmeal is good with carrots and sharp dried fruits" and "here's my favorite thai place" and "I made this after I dreamed of you" and "hey wanna hear my product pitch" and "this is my favorite kind of beer" and "I miss home." picture unrelated.
┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5030 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── is there a feeling you miss? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5031 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── it blows my mind when I say things like "I can teach you magic" and people are like "meh, I'm not interested in learning" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5032 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: │ │ ║ │ tech-salaries-mentioned-abroad-repeatedly-as-a-method-of-directing-economic-power-internationally-cursing-mentioned │ │ ║ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ the increased tech salaries granted to Europeans and Americans reflects only │ ║ the increased opportunities for experience and the ability to culturally be │ ║ immersed in an industry that is developing. │ ║ │ ║ functionally, not saying it's intentional, but the function of such salaries │ ║ are to deny technical expertise to poor countries and prevent them from │ ║ developing software. │ ║ │ ║ good luck learning from scratch. they'll drop you in with java and web │ ║ frameworks if you're lucky. that's hardly a way to learn. │ ║ │ ║ I learned on visual basic, then Warcraft III mod scripting, then C, then BASH, │ ║ then HTML, then Lua. Good luck recreating that pipeline in a disconnected │ ║ culture and industry. │ ║ │ ║ kinda makes me think they should try organizing on a massive scale and │ ║ re-implement everything from assembly. │ ║ │ ║ I mean the C compiler is pretty cool. Probably has the most man-hours in terms │ ║ of development time. what if we had more men │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5033 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: │ │ tech-salaries-mentioned-abroad-repeatedly-as-a-method-of-directing-economic-power-internationally-cursing-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ relevant youtube videos if that's your thing. I put them here because I don't know many assembly resources nor do I have time to work on something in assembly. Just... you know, use your best judgement, decide what's important and on the "critical path" (which is a term from American project development industry culture) https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLFt_AvWsXl0dPhqVsKt1Ni_46ARyiCGSq https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GU8MnZI0snA&t=659s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q84Td36Tpys https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ozj_xU0rSyY&t=495s I used to watch this kind of video when I was cooking and eating. I should have gone back and rewatched this kind of video when I was ready to type and follow along step-by-step. However, I consumed them like content, instead of looking at them like blueprints (in narrative form) the goal isn't to make what they show you, but rather to put yourself in a context where you can push forward and stand on your own feet. From a standing position you can walk anywhere you'd like... ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5034 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── github is overrated. git is underrated. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5035 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── I don't think I could program in an IDE anymore. They're just way too inconvenient. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5036 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── give me syntax highlighting in a terminal based editor and that's all I need. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5037 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┐ ║ plus if I ever need to know something about syntax or some obscure function │ ║ that I can't remember, I can type a quick message to the local LLM that's │ ║ running on my 12 year old graphics card and it'll give me an answer in 5ish │ ║ seconds. If it's wrong, I ask again, and I spend a minute or two debugging. │ ║ Sometimes that's better than telling google exactly what you're working on. │ ║ │ ║ in DWM, that's "alt+enter" and then I type the name of the LLM script I wrote │ ║ "prompt:" and then type whatever question I have and it spits out the results. │ ║ Then when I'm done, either "prompt:" again, which saves the context in an │ ║ environment variable (okay actually a file that I made and I pull from, but │ ║ functionally it's like an environment variable because its just a flat file │ ║ string) until I close the terminal. Then it deletes the context and I can start │ ║ anew, or if I wanted to have multiple conversations going I can do that too. │ ║ │ ║ ... then I get syntax related search results from locally running software. │ ║ Don't need a massive GPTU... │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5038 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────┐ │ CW: capitalism-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────┘ if you're gonna insist on capitalism, every country should have the same GDP ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5039 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────┐ │ CW: politics-mentioned │ └────────────────────────┘ leftists be like "what if everyone was fed" and the response is "ah but what if they gave us some of their stuff first" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5041 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────┐ │ CW: violence-mentioned │ └────────────────────────┘ brick + cop car is how they getcha. useful violence happens out of sight. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5042 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── if fedi isn't a real social media site and instead just an AI project, then what does that tell you when the most interesting things to read on the internet are on fedi? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5043 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── "the intergalactic speed limit says you may only develop your technology at this particular rate." "computer? what's a computer? an art installation you say? massive, the size of a building? and all it does is move electricity from place to place and turn tiny little mechanical switches on platters of silicon? sure, you got the green light (whoa what color is green?) for continued computer development. We'll check back in 50 bloopflorps and see where you're at." ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5044 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: content-warning-food-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────────────┘ the agricultural corporations of America decided there was an acceptable number of domestic child starvation and priced their goods accordingly. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5045 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: more-curses-mentioned-food-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────────┘ "what about Supplementary Nutritional Assistance Programs?" yeah those only work if your family is rich enough to be a citizen. I know it's hard, but we're poor, honey, and that's just what we have to deal with. Here, take my bologna. They have ketchup packets at work. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5046 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: │ │ totally-unfounded-feelings-I-get-when-I-say-something-to-the-audience-of-crickets │ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ "everyone hates me and I'm not okay about it" a story in 31 parts ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5047 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── food should be free. it grows on trees. who pays the trees? something-something-transportation-and-processing-and-packaging-infrastructure-m entioned ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5048 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┐ ║ ┌───────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: capitalism-mentioned-personal │ │ ║ └───────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ "capitalism brings real value into the world" says my father, in my words, the │ ║ millionaire who lost his retirement to the jaws of 2008 and its "recession" │ ║ │ ║ "oh the people are having too much fun, let's recede back to a more plaintive │ ║ state" │ ║ │ ║ when we raised cattle on the farm I grew up on, we produced enough meat to feed │ ║ our friends and family. That was enough. That was more than enough. They gave │ ║ us whatever they made, and it worked out. Everyone could specialize, and │ ║ everyone got fed, with plenty to spare. │ ║ │ ║ then, wanderlust tempted him, and we lost what we had. I'm not bitter - I know │ ║ now that place would have kept me and never let me go. But I still miss it. │ ║ │ ║ "you know, you can do projects and make companies of workers who do projects │ ║ and bring real value into the world even if you live in the middle of the │ ║ desert" │ ║ │ ║ ah but what if nobody really socializes outside of their church and your family │ ║ happens to be atheist? │ ║ │ ║ ... ha, ironic. Well, they deserve to have their own culture. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5049 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: childhood-starvation-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────────────┘ "childhood starvation is due to neglect, not food prices, dummy" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5050 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: political-theory │ └──────────────────────┘ "mankind would not consent to be governed if it had any other choice" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5051 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── "ritz you're so mean" sorry. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5052 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── "hello, I'd like to make games using your tools and art assets. I will sell anything I make to you and only you, and if you don't want it that's fine too, I'll just play it with my friends sometimes." ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5053 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── all people are people, and nothing will convince me otherwise. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5054 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: family-mentioned │ └──────────────────────┘ @user-882 my mom would always eat the ears off of all of our bunnies. she gave us easter bunnies every year. I miss her and I love her. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5055 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── @user-1755 because swords are expensive and that's not my pond it's private property and miss we're gonna have to ask you to leave. no you can't go onto a public street naked like that, here's a towel, would you like a ride back to your home? where do you live? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5056 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: politi │ │ ║ └──────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ republicans break things until you fight back, democrats keep people working to │ ║ keep the line steady on the graph. │ ║ │ ║ one is an agitating force, the other is calming. │ ║ │ ║ I don't like the direction the line is going, so I'm pretty much "anti-line" in │ ║ general │ ║ │ ║ kinda want it all to disappear │ ║ │ ║ like... what's the point, what's the purpose, of suffering and heartship and │ ║ worrel? │ ║ │ ║ I think we could have no borders, and think less of the line in general. │ ║ │ ║ I'm more concerned with my time. I have too much to do to spend 8 hours of it │ ║ so many times making the human computer calculgoable │ ║ │ ║ [unrelated, but humans are unsure about gender transition hormones because in │ ║ addition to all the trans people who take these body and mind altering tools, │ ║ also there are people who want to excape suspicion and also people who are │ ║ genuinely incapable of their decisions (for one reason or another) and who am I │ ║ to tell them no] │ ║ │ ║ unrelated, but I think society, the human computer, is cool. [see picture for │ ║ the rest - ran outta characters] │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │
╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5057 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────── the blue laser beam unit from Mechabellum except stationary like a satellite dish from Contact except raised a little bit to have free range of motion that shoots down nuclear missiles but is incapable of harming any other part of the planet ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────┴───────────┘ |