Poetry Collection

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 and that's BIG baby to you, only my girlfriend can call me baby with no prefix.
 
 ... she doesn't really, though. T.T she has other names teehee
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 ha this is what's on my mind. I'm on /home/ritz/words//fediverse/5688.txt by
 now though! It's always fun when an old one pops up. anyway gtg ttyl

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 you little shit, you said you were gonna post here
 
 I'm sorry T.T
 
 okay that's better. just keep trying okay?
 
 always.
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 Dear me:
 
 You are not a god, you are what the gods wish to be.
 
 You are beautiful you are inspired you're anxious and always tired. All these
 are necessary for me.
 
 Do you want to be mortal forever? Die in battle and be rewarded. Risk your life
 to live longer.
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║ yay I'm back from a long, LONG bike ride! I think it's always important to       │
║ decompress after such an intense concentration of mystic thoughts, so I'm going  │
║ to write my notes into a notepad on my computer and then who even KNOWS if       │
║ they'll be the same as what I wrote next time I turn on the computer! Haha that  │
║ sort of thing happens but the good news is that the most important stuff always  │
║ ends up staying written down.                                                    │
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║ anyway I won't bore you with the specifics until I'm done writing in like 10     │
║ hours or whatever, but it's important to know that I'm feeling SO alive right    │
║ now, total happiness and excitement.                                             │
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║ Yes, there is danger, like no thank you I don't want to be blacksited, least of  │
║ all to another country - at least if my own country does it I know how to        │
║ appeal to their patriotism, their religion, their soul... if I don't even speak  │
║ the language, that makes it intensely difficult - not impossible, but difficult  │
║ - to regain my intended trajectory.                                              │
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║ ... haha that was weird idk where that came from anyway gtg                      │
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 best way to stay mentally active is to keep your mind and body thinking.
 
 "but what if you're most active when you're on a downward course?" well then
 you're landing the plane dearieader, ready to refuel and stock up.
 
 [hearts are full, awaiting commands]
 
 if anyone cares about that particular thing in particular, just know that
 America is a culture and if you live here you're part of it. Like anyone with a
 ticket is a guest at the movie theatre, the staff don't need them.
 
 ... idk where that came from. Wasn't I going to write this into a notepad note?
 
 haha oh yeah
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 I posted my words text file all over the c it y today. not sure why. maybe I'm
 tired of this course and I don't want to let anyone down? Maybe I don't know
 what to do yet. Maybe nobody works with me because everyone's keeping it on the
 DL or whateverr?
 
 ... anyway enough typing, I'm going to go play a video game. like god intended.
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