Poems in true chronological order by post date
-> file: fediverse/5759 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────── @user-1655 hence why I put everything I've ever said here into a text file on my website that I update every couple months: https://ritz-menardi.neocities.org/words/compiled.txt I can share the script if you want. It's very easy to configure. It also has two other sources so, there's stuff on there that I've never said publicly anywhere else. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5762 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────┐ ║ ┌─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: guns-mentioned-spirituality-mentioned-cursing-mentioned │ │ ║ └─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ I'm pretty good at solving problems! I can mediate conflicts pretty well. I'm │ ║ kind to everyone, I'm friendly to everyone I meet, and when I'm feeling │ ║ confident I enjoy walking on the street. │ ║ │ ║ I got a neat sword and a pretty cool hat, and I'm ready if you are to take a │ ║ swing at the anti-black. │ ║ │ ║ oh, you're not ready yet? you want some time to prepare? okay, what do you │ ║ need? democrats have 1/10th as many guns, what if we cut a deal with [redacted] │ ║ so that we have a solid intel source. Oh, did that part get redacted? here let │ ║ me explain again: [redacted] which should solve all our problems. │ ║ │ ║ "all substance, no surface to grab hold of. This is useless." │ ║ │ ║ haha I know that's the only reason I'm COSMICALLY allowed to say it. T.T │ ║ │ ║ "what if we just... didn't fight? what if we were friends who tried to unite?" │ ║ │ ║ yeah I'm down. I'm super duper totes down. Fuck bloodshed. │ ║ │ ║ Also, separately but intrinsically connected, fuck slavery, oops cursing │ ║ mentioned, fuck slavers │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5763 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: spirituality-mentioned-mentioned │ │ ║ └──────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ I'm not omniscient, I'm not all powerful, I'm just a girl, all I see is through │ ║ my eyeballs. But I can listen to the waves around me, I can sense when │ ║ intuitions leading me from wrong. I know when right and wrong are │ ║ [compared/imperiled], and sometimes things feel right when they rhyme. That's │ ║ synchronicity girl, a classic symptom of mental disorders. "Oh, you're a god? │ ║ you're crazy then, take these meds which anesthetize your │ ║ [divine/feral/imperiled] self. They help quite a few people!" │ ║ │ ║ people, yes, but I literally just said that's not the only part of the equation. │ ║ │ ║ "what if you're lying" yeah true it's not like I can prove it, I'm not │ ║ omniscient and I can't summon fireballs or at-range-electrocute. I'm just a │ ║ person, it's been driven into me from a young age, I'm just a person, don't │ ║ forget or else we'll put you on stage. │ ║ │ ║ "what if we waited just a bit more" oh, do you like this comfort? do you feel │ ║ safe in this home of yours? │ ║ │ ║ yes. I feel safe. I am unafraid for my safety. │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5764 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────┐ ║ what if we developed volunteer brigades who went overseas and got combat │ ║ experience fighting against evil │ ║ │ ║ what if we paid for their houses while they were gone and watered their plants │ ║ and fed their children and supplied their clothing and utilized our VAST │ ║ logistic networks to [project power far afield? ha good luck] okay I see your │ ║ point the USA had the greatest logistic network in the world and it smashed one │ ║ of the greatest armies in the world in like, 2 days with essentially zero │ ║ casualties and yet years and years later it still lost the world. │ ║ │ ║ turns out warfare isn't really about blowing things up with massive pieces of │ ║ machinery. │ ║ │ ║ "hearts and minds" she says, "channel thine divine" she is said, "didn't you │ ║ used to be an atheist before you moved out of home" said her mom probably idk │ ║ she doesn't talk to her much anymore which is so sad for both of them they │ ║ really should just talk but they're on opposite sides of the country because of │ ║ stupid reasons and so she's lonely and longs for home so she sleep │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5765 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────┐ ║ Lua is the most fun language to write code in! The reason is because it's so │ ║ simple, it distills programming down to it's basics, and there's very few │ ║ surprises. Plus, you can use it like a bash script, meaning it's great for │ ║ writing little utilities. │ ║ │ ║ why are we so attached to monolithic massive programs without shared memory? we │ ║ could just write to the hard drive by file.io'ing a file and opening it later │ ║ in a different program. What's the deal with databases, whatever happened to │ ║ just loading things into a datastructure? │ ║ │ ║ oh, is your filesize too massive? what if we redundancied and abstracted and │ ║ concentrically inter-co-acted and thus our familiar forces are defined. │ ║ │ ║ who are your true foes, in [checks notes] computer programming? um, probably │ ║ complexity, probably logical incongruities, probably │ ║ future-technical-debt-style incomprehensibilities, probably stuff that doesn't │ ║ really have anything to do with the hardware but instead is mostly software. │ ║ │ ║ essentially, organization, but done on a whim. │ ║ │ ║ "but $?" │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5766 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────── ┌────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: spirituality-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────┘ "nobody gets you" hence, cassandora and pandasandra "girl you can't just say something ominous like INVOKING PANDORA if you aren't sitting on something capable of mass doom" haha I want to cry ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/5767 ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────── confuser of the way I'm sorry T.T "please don't work people into a panic, it's literally tuesday" I want to cry ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───┴───────────┘ |