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-> file: fediverse/2944 ══════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────── @user-570 I'll let you know if I'm going tomorrow : ) ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: notes/hey-hope-you-know-me-if-not-Ill-be-perturbed ══════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────── hi, so... yeah I'm a strange person it's tough to get to know me and this probably feels cringe to read but I once heard you should kill the part of you that cringes so... here's me I'm ================================================== stack overflow ============== ... where was I? oh yes and THAT's when the nail went through the roof, and it scared the heck out of... wait, what was I talking about? OH yes so anyway I was born in the cool summer of 1864 - there was a rustling breeze that held a steady note for the entire evening, and into this world I arose. [awoke?] my mother held me but for a moment before I was whisked away to be cleaned and cared for. this was unusual for the time, as most mothers clutched their children to their breasts. But alas, I alone was spared her touch, and so I was cast (as if in bronze) as my own volition. as I had grown, I heard tales of distant times, and assumed they were places you could go. Then, when my time came to wander, I found nought of what I had grown most fonder - though I did find plenty else, besides. Instead, times are places we travel through, as a cripple might ride on a cart. across the sea, through lands of mystery, viewable only from the road. In 1864 that's how other lands you'd come to know. As I travelled from place to place, it felt as if a stage had been cast, with a single actor or three illuminated as a spotlight. "Here, pay attention to me, I'm here for the story and the plot!" though often I'd glance around, and hear mostly my own thoughts, I grew to learn to appear. different themes, different tales, if you want to see a most marvelous scene, take a baby to Disney World and only pay attention to what they're looking at. My grandfather worked there, so in my first year or so I spend a LOT of time there. My parents were very dedicated to raising me, I appreciate every moment of it. Which... Is probably not a good thing to say on a transfemme server, oops I should delete that part [esc->k->k->k->0->v->shift(held)->G->$->"->*] also I should mention I'm stoned as fuck this is just what I do ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: notes/blah-blah-blah ══════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────── I lived here I worked here... and here my dad lived here I also went to college here I lived up here... and here I miss my home I'd skii here keystone was my favorite I did LSD for the first time in these mountains I also worked up here (growing weed right next to a nature preserve) doh my family used to live here (less than 10,000 people in the big horn valley I was born here in the fading light of the Sandia Crest I've lived in all parts of America, east, middle, and west I like them all for different reasons this is where you live at least, that's what I've heard ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/2945 ══════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────── my favorite feeling is when I hear my fans running intermittently on my computer even though I'm not doing anything and there aren't any new processes in my resource manager like... that feels like a virus, but I'm on Linux, so what do I know right? it's probably not somebody deleting all my art. or perhaps just selective parts. Backups are a loooooot to manage >.> ... or even just mining crypto-coins lol, botnets amiright?? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/2947 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────┐ ║ the downside of Proton and Lutris is now the ONLY games that work on Steam are │ ║ either continually updated (untenable) or playable on Lutris or Proton. Same │ ║ thing with Wine, though there's always at least one decent substitute. │ ║ │ ║ kinda makes me want to write a manager-style program which runs programs using │ ║ whichever version of their git repository would work best for their system / │ ║ configuration / purposes. Idk how I would start working on that though. │ ║ │ ║ I bet you could make one that acted like a shop, but where you didn't charge │ ║ any dollars. You could like... "swipe" through UI options, and pick whichever │ ║ felt most useful for your setup. Like, how some people use i3 and some use dwm │ ║ │ ║ with maybe inspectors that are modeled off of video-game style "options" GUIs │ ║ that mainly correspond to flags on the command/terminal line or compilation │ ║ flags │ ║ │ ║ I feel like that kind of abstraction would make it a lot easier for users to │ ║ adjust their system. they're noobs, after all. gotta show them all the choices │ ║ in one place... │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/2948 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: politics-violent-imagery-colonialization │ │ ║ └──────────────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ just wanna say that the reason Biden gives arms to Israel is so they can │ ║ contest Saudi Arabia and others. │ ║ │ ║ we also buy a lot of oil from Saudi Arabia, because that's their primary export. │ ║ │ ║ they are a rich nation because of their natural resources, which would │ ║ otherwise be stagnant under the desert, and so this gives us (through them) the │ ║ right to pollute our atmosphere and melt the bones off of people at the equator │ ║ (in however many years) │ ║ │ ║ however, if the military (we've built) combined with the economy (we sustain) │ ║ then they could dominate any players in the region. Thus, a new kingdom │ ║ ascendant, which is kinda their long-term plan. gotta have a foe to pit your │ ║ citizens against, or else they'll never listen to you. │ ║ │ ║ those dummies just want to sit around and watch clouds all day! listen they're │ ║ sitting on a WEALTH of natural resources and what, they just want to be hippies │ ║ in the forest? (same justification was part of the argument for European │ ║ colonization of America) │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/2949 ══════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: personal │ └──────────────────────┘ I'm an actor, of course I play different roles with different faces. But just as one faces behind two mask, so too does my voice come from the same mouth. well, that's not true, I speak in many different places. different sets, same actor, perhaps character. really though the main throughline of all of my treasured expressions is I'm basically a manic-pixie-dream-girl-programmer-witch who wears diapers and prays to her own god. it's like... a lot of things in one. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┴───────────┘ |