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https://tech.lgbt/@user-479/111345394926071398
"there is nothing about you that is worse than me. And I'm perfect!"
https://tech.lgbt/@user-479/111345417459761329
"and though I am perfect, I'm better than none of you."
[pic]
eden is among us, this world that we share amongst us. How beautiful! How
resplendent? to live here in the present... Life is unbecoming of our failsent
[future, blossoming, existence, senescence], yet onward to tomorrow we persist
[with persistence].
I'm fallow and I'm broken. I'm tired of all the [inefficient {opposite of
innovation}, broken shadow-malificientened {people who are affected by " shadow
malificients"}]
like... who cares if hell is abhosened. [something related to abhorsen?] I'm
out of words for now
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║ I'm pretty confident that none of these words will survive the night. My most │
║ expressive of moments never seem to survive the "dust of awakening" wait that's │
║ not right "dust of forgetting" that sounds better - right so none of the things │
║ I say that actually reflect my moment ever seem to get preserved, here in the │
║ immutable content of the internet, that is as long as tech.lgbt exists. Sure │
║ hope that's something immutable, something that historians in the future will │
║ be able to access. people who cared about who I was, who I am, and who I meant │
║ going forward. Surely that's the purpose of humanity, to improve things for all │
║ of posterity? Surely that one guy - thomas adamson? jefferson thomas? some guy, │
║ one of them, surely not one of the many guys who all kinda feel the same, │
║ because at this point there's more time periods than groups of people in a │
║ social setting, so it feels like that second one is more important. Surely we │
║ wouldn't just go with the most popular from that moment, surely we wouldn't │
║ just pick w │
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owwwww my brain hurts. Why can't I do this all the time? oh yeah, because...
because it's uhhhh not good to drink alcohol and do cannabis. Because it's not
good to feel like you're suicidal. Ooops hang on setting content warning:
right so ummm what was I saying? oh yeah - here's something completely
unrelated to that thing I was saying - so I've recently started emulating ROMs,
like for video games, games from the 90s, and earlier parts of our present
(which means 2000s because I was born in 1994) - like things that are earlier
in our life story, things that were present in our childhood. Things that
defined our circumstances, media and pieces of our past presents.
Surely that stuff should be safeguarded. Surely it shouldn't be held for
ransom. Surely we shouldn't criminalize it, and keep it hidden from our future
selves. Gosh that doesn't rhyme, try and fix it? no fucking way if you changed
it then it would change the message - wait, shit, hang on adding a content
warning:
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look all I'm saying is that society doesn't necessarily imply technology. We
don't have to sacrifice one for the other. We can have the technological
benefits to our human (essential) existence without sacrificing [all of the
things that capitalism demands].
here, in the present, we define the line that our time defines, the line that
reaches forth from the present. Into the realm of ourwhenever you close your
eyes they push backspace an indeterminate amount of times
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║ ah that's weird, I don't usually cry. I wonder what's going on. I should │
║ probably put myself on psychiatric drugs. Surely it's an expression of the │
║ implementation of my impending doom. │
║ │
║ ... what are you even saying bro │
║ │
║ ... um, hang on feels like some of the circuitry is off. is something wrong in │
║ my brain? yeah that's surely it, surely nothing I say would resoinate with │
║ anyone that has a non-malfunctioning brain. Surely I don't speak of logical │
║ failures in the hard founded truths of our asset [society I think? like, our │
║ conditions, our institutions, our {gosh that just... does not translate}] um │
║ right what was I saying │
║ │
║ oh yeah there's this game I'm really into called Knave, it's like D&D │
║ except the rules are very fewer. Like there's onyl 11 pages in the rulebook and │
║ it's mostly taken up by random roll tables. Like, everything boings down to a │
║ few simple rules, like rock paper scissors, or go-fish, or something like that │
║ with just afew mechanids. something timeless and pure, something that is │
║ isolated and en │
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║ dear capitalists: people spend the same amount of money no matter how many │
║ advertisements they see. No matter who's present and asking fro their money. No │
║ matter who'se expressing themselves to represent their value, no matter who's │
║ generating profit for your company, no matter who's │
║ │
║ [wait shit she's lost the plot again - okay basically no matter how many │
║ options people have, their choice isn't really that important. They'll take │
║ whatever you give them, as long as it's good. But you've chosen (through your │
║ advertising and various multitudinous product-making desirees [like... product │
║ branches, but also desired expression? what a fucking unique expression you │
║ want me to describe, jeeez] {not gonna comment} │
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║ yeah so uhhh I think programming is a very interesting frame of reference. Your │
║ brain operates in a certain way that derives certain conclusions from the │
║ certain and immediate implenetations [I wanna say contusions?] of our brain's │
║ various built and learned conclusions casting forth fr │
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what the fuck it's like every 2nd part of me (like, if you arranged them
alternating one by one like the up and down parts of a sine wave) is working
against me, and it alternates every 15 seconds or so. Maybe 20. Depends on how
high I am.
... what was I saying? oh yeah [flip] weird it's like there's another part of
me who's working against me, who has control of what I define in the moment.
And it's presence is hidden from my internal presentatiosn [flip] after a
moment of forced pursual of the presentations granted ot the moment. It's our
purpose, to express [stop fighting me] for our chartered and forthwhile pursual
of the moemnt of perusal when we [it's not just your life to live] [you don't
get to control the narrative of their perusal[[ what does that mean] don't
worry this is just a dream] well, guess it's time to wake up]
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