Poems in true chronological order by post date
-> file: fediverse/803 ═══════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────────── ┌───────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: scary - suicide explicitely mentioned │ └───────────────────────────────────────────────┘ {ah but you can't kill yourself without having played Hearts of Iron one more time. It's such a fun game! Why don't you give it a try?} ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/804 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ evil won't feel sorry for me. and yet it's only my only weapon for me. │ ║ │ ║ damn these fallible input methods. the computer lies when you read the screens │ ║ from it's method that it applies to th screen which is a method that you input │ ║ perceive it from. │ ║ │ ║ and my fingers lie when received the information from my brain which I seek to │ ║ transmit to you through the avenue of my brain which is my method of impulse to │ ║ this world specifically you the viewer who is viewing this here in this moment │ ║ the viewer who perceives the words which I'm saying. │ ║ │ ║ the words that are defined by the line [trajectory] of my mind through this │ ║ life that we define through our actions and our mind's most crucial │ ║ manifestations, this life that is defined by our circumstances. all throughout │ ║ life, we are reacting to the moment, the moment which was cast forth from our │ ║ ancestors and the circumstances of the previous moment, which (being cast │ ║ forth) travel from the previous moment here into the moment to define our │ ║ circumstances which define our act │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/805 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ ... anyway... │ ║ │ ║ sorry for the interruption, I seem to have hit a barrier. Thank goodness for │ ║ the word counts on this Mastodon website, thank goodness for the limiatations │ ║ placed on my expressions. *limitations, not limiations. Otherwise, without │ ║ limitations, I might express myself too clearly, and with more specificity, and │ ║ in doing so [they've lost the plot] │ ║ │ ║ right okay so what I mean is that without limitations, I wouldn't be │ ║ interrupted when expressing myself, the expressions that are defined by the │ ║ will that's inside me. [no that's not quite true, it's also the circumstances │ ║ {okay yeah but in addition to both of those it's the forced manifestations of │ ║ those who control us-} right yeah the) no that's not quite right] fuck where │ ║ was I? Oh yeah I'm really into video games, and I like drugs but like... not │ ║ enough to be compelled by them, more like "oh this is a fun thing to do every │ ║ once in a while, like maybe every weekend, okay sometimes during the week, │ ║ listen just because it's every day doesn't mean that I │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/806 ═══════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────────── ... sorry, forgot to content warning that last one. I'm kinda using this format like a twitch stream... how [weird, strange, perceiving, perplexing, confusing] ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/807 ═══════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────────── one of my favorite websites is https://reddit.com/r/shruglifesyndicate/ ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/808 ╔══════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────────────┐ ║ idk if they're still doing what they were when I last visited. That's the │ ║ problem with the internet, that we rely on a domain name server. I mean like, │ ║ c'mon what's the guarantee that they'd give you the right website? why not a │ ║ website that expressed the message that you define in the website they came │ ║ from? │ ║ │ ║ more than that, why not define certain websites for certain people, certain │ ║ types or classses of people, which deliver website intentions that you define? │ ║ are you really so certain, are you really so sure, are you convinced that this │ ║ life is not what you've been searching for? are you more than your vengeance, │ ║ are you more than your purpose [truth], or are you simply what you can do with │ ║ your mirth? [hands, motions, body, manifestations] │ ║ │ ║ are you like a failed message, are you constantly deterred - are you less than │ ║ [convincing], are you only deferred? │ ║ │ ║ oh well. Alas. I guess that is just that [but pronounced thas] - shared in the │ ║ moment, wee're ffeldered makthas. shaer de faleichallt, nez datherenshe v │ ╟─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ │ different │ ╚═════════╧═══════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ -> file: fediverse/809 ═══════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────────── diffuse, in the moment, it's helpful to redefine what is your purpose? what [direction] do you place your mind? I'm not sure what I want from this moment. This moment is all that there is! so therefore it is perfect, as it is the only moment that there is. [shall be]. I'm not sure how this relates... could you repeat that last bit? oh right: ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────┴───────────┘ |