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-> file: notes/single-payer-foodcare ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─ if I were president, I'd implement "single payer foodcare" this is where the government steps in at the distributor layer and pays for food all of it and the downstream can take as much as they need. this rewards small farmers, who simply have to sign up for a truck to come by and they can put their goods on the truck and get dollars or whatever. Easy. this rewards large farmers, who can be guaranteed to always have a buyer, so long as they respect the will of supply and demand, and adjust year-on-year. this rewards distributors, who suddenly have been nationalized and can receive government dollars while mostly doing the same thing they've been doing. this rewards the people, who can eat for free. this rewards the grocery stores, who can compete on things more human than price this rewards the restaurants, who can always stay busy. overall I think it's a good idea and a reasonable implementation path. It would help a lot of people, and change our world for the better. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═══════════┘ -> file: notes/touchin-yourself ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─ Masturbation is healthy. It takes time, which can be a bad thing, but it's legitimately good for you - it releases endorphins and all that. It is not harmful spiritually unless you are weighed down by it - this is up to you to prove. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═══════════┘ -> file: notes/learning-to-speak ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─ He was the kind of guy that was always looking around, watching the exits. He probably knew exactly how many people were in the place. He was cool about it too, just, moving his head a lot to get the right angle. She was the kind of girl who knew your phone number, but would prefer to drive for 2 hours to visit your work before texting. She was always four steps ahead of any conversation, and three steps behind on life. Their cat knew what it meant to speak, and would do it occasionally, but mostly just wanted to be around people. This is because they raised it well. No, they won't tell you how. How did you learn to speak? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═══════════┘ -> file: notes/safety-in-no-bogey-land ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─ 11:04am saturday july 25th 2026 --- I'm safe I'd say if anyone asked. dear me: edit later if this changes, append only pls ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═══════════┘ -> file: notes/self-esteem ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─ I think the main problems I have with my self esteem come from the way we think about people without jobs. I hesitate to say that capitalism made me depressed, even though it's probably true, because it's not capitalism - it's the way that we conceptualize "worth" as our society. I have no dollars attached to my name, my numbers are all pretty low. Well, my credit's pretty good, but that's because I've never had any loans to default on. I guess student loans, haven't been making any payments on those. Or going onto their website, putting in my information, and wasting time on something I don't care about. "but you should care about it! It's important!" oh yeah? I really don't think so I think it's fake importance. An important decision is "do I want to move out of state" or "do I want to try and be a person who is nice, or someone who is effective, and while I like both ideas, which one would I prioritize if it came down to choosing?" or "I want to build a boat" or something like that. Those are decisions, they actually matter. Paying bills and making appointments don't. I don't want to have to work a job in order to be valued. I want to possess value. When I say I don't want to have a job, what I mean is I don't want to sell what I make in order to do what I want to productively do. "The merit is in the effort" said the participation trophy generation. I'd rather say "do as you please because it matters to you." This is liberty, the freedom to be as you please I know I am not valued personally because I can't get what I might want. Well, the truth is that I don't want much of anything for myself. I'm more of a scavenger, finding shiny rocks and treasuring them more than gold. Gold I could sell, and it's good to have reverence for that sort of thing if it comes into your life. But I wouldn't choose it, because I'd rather have something less valuable but just as worth it. If someone with money so desired, they could go on the internet and buy a thing. I generally shouldn't be doing that, because I have like 202$. The ability to get things is something that things are for - getting things. I get that we want our things to be accurately priced, but it just... doesn't matter to me. I think it's important that we have levers to pull and knobs to twist and button s to push, but they don't have to be p ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═══════════┘ -> file: notes/anarchy-as-the-cool-guy-species ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─ anarchy has never been about theory. it is an attitude. you wanna have some state bringing you down? what a waste. my computer is a creature. so am I. in my room, put like next to like. that's how I organize it. or if there's a special slot that it can be slotted into or if it can be easily retrieved from this way here... did you know? there's no theory in just doing what you wanted. did you know? some guys still believe the old stories, and that's allowed. I'm glad there's no sense in taxes if everyone just does what needs doing. "our city council wants to repave this street, can you help?" "sure, go talk to that guy over there, he's our coordinator." all it really takes is "and why do you want to move these drugs out of state?" if the answer isn't satisfactory just kick them to the curb, make a note of it, and then relinquish responsibility for making sure they don't deliver baby formula laced with heroin or whatever. No idea is perfect, and this doesn't reflect anarchy. This is what is anarcho about two common ideas: anarcho- -capitalism and anarcho -communism. only anarcho-monarchism is unknown entirely, but that's only if they don't read my story. Which is long and mostly unrelated, but there are many side characters in books and TV shows. Marceline is more of an anarchist to me than anyone I know. She's so cool. Sometimes I sing Mitski and imagine she's Marceline, if you don't get it then you're a dork ... anyway, I think hobos would be happier with copper rods than wires. Think a PVC pipe made out of metal and tied together with something like a leather thong or bungee cord but not glue. Heck PvC is cool too, so long as it's light and break-down-able. "whoa check that one out it's got wheels too" ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═══════════┘ -> file: notes/20260726-012356.txt ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─ A watch is useless without a compass. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═══════════┘ |