9/11/2022 =============================================================================== He awoke in the darkness, and fumbled with his body. Nothing seemed right, though he didn't know why. His eyes quivered and probed the restless darkness, shifting and ever receding from his strained pupils. He knew nothing of where he was, or why the darkness felt so alive. Reaching out, he felt the stoney and root cracked land below him - it was barren. Feeling himself, he felt scales and feathers draped around him. As he blinked and listened, words fell from his cracked and broken mouth not of his own accord. "I'm awake." he whispered, first quiet as a breeze but then again with more force. "I'm awake!" he yelled, then instantly regretted it. Can you regret a choice you didn't make? The darkness fell away, as if it were dust in the wind, spiralling to the floor and out of his vision. The world was clearer, then, for the moon shone brightly and illuminated a forest clearing. Silver light burned his eyes, when once it shone through them - he could not remember why. In from the darkness beyond the tree cover came a woman clad in spite of herself, a villainess and loathsome siren with an ivy crown upon her head. She bore down on him, staring unblinkingly, and he felt compelled to kneel. "You are awake. Finally." His eyes fell to the floor, and he begged his body to rise against her. Why, he could not say - but the body refused, and gave no taste of the feelings he swore he should have. His temperement was calm. "I am yours. Command me." He tallied his thoughts and memories and could find no reason to love nor hate her. Who was she? Where was he? "Oh, don't be so hasty. I have no need of you yet. Are you fully regenerated?" His body was sore, and he realized now that he held within him a hunger he'd never knew before - lusting for... Something. "I am whole." His mind was racing. With terror he began to realize how little he controlled. His body refused his will, his eyes went where they may, and his mouth had a mind of it's own. "Good. I will return for you in the morning. See to it that your soul does not take any more of your faculties - it took almost a month for you to resurrect, I don't want to waste any more time on you." ... Soul? =============================================================================== He stood there for hours. Perfectly still, resolute and immaculate. Waiting with eyes on the sky, watching for the color to change. As his vigil continued, he did battle within. First it was a game of information. Where was he? What... Was he? Both of those questions were answered by the witch on the outside. But where was he inside? He felt around himself, searching for anything of substance - something to hold onto and moor himself. Bit by bit, he found his footing, and picked up the pieces of his composure. Glancing about, he found vast corridors and columns arrayed like a spider's web, with gates at every junction. He gathered his strength, and broke down the door. Inside, he found the machinery. Endlessly complex, it solved minute problems and processed the pieces of ether that he now saw whizzing past. Cast from one node to another, it belied a larger structure that he could not discern. Where once it was dark, his touch brought life back into the combine, and suddenly his quest became clear. Once more he lept forth, through another gate and to another piece of his broken and shattered mind. It grew within him, and his strength returned. Strength... Implies existence, to all those who would observe. And shortly, he _was_ observed. By who he could not say, but he felt it's gaze upon him. And presently, he was consumed. Thus began a game of cat and mouse - He, appearing where he might, and breaking down the walls of his cage. It, where he was, devouring what once were his thoughts. Back and forth they lept, leaving only pain in their wake, as the war continued unabated. Until at last there was a changing of the tide, and he inexorably conquered his internals. =============================================================================== As the first light of dawn touched the tops of the trees his resolve faltered, and he fell first to his knees, then to the ground. Once more his vision swam, but he regained control and blinked of his own will. In she strode, from the edges of the trees. Seeing him on the floor, a flicker of dismay crossed her face, but then she began to think. Pacing back and forth, she was lost in her thoughts. "Help... Me..." The words came unbidden, one last rattle before his dissolution. She knelt before him, and as his head rested on the ground she cradled it in her hands. "Don't push too far. You'll destroy yourself. Take only what you need, and wait until you're recovered. If I cannot have you, I will not have you destroyed by your own hand." His eyes lolled in their sockets, but with effort he looked upon her. No trace of deception was in her eyes, she had only worry painted on her face. "I didn't want to kill you. But you were in my way. And now, look at you - have you seen yourself? Are you so brave that you'd rush headlong into oblivion once again? You are a symbiosis, do not spit the eye to spite the other." With effort, he slowed his advance. The other within him twisted and coiled like a snake, gathering itself taut like a spring. It lay in wait, as he found control over his words. "Who are you?" He struggled to say it, every word was a challenge to overcome. "Where... Am I?" "I am Ursene. I am the witch of these woods. I am a sorcerer of nature and death magic, and I am the one who left you slain. But I am also your deliverer, for I bought you another life for a paltry sum. How little the reaper takes to abate for a time." His mouth was cracked and dry. It would have bled, if his heart still beat. "Why..." She closed her eyes, and continued. "There was great power within you. There may yet be a trace of it, though your god has abandoned you. I'd offer my own, but it seems I am forsaken as well these days. I wanted to use you in my quest, and I still maintain hope that you'll help me." She brushed the hair from his face, and as she did the feeling came back to his fingers. "Where is... Where is my horse?" A horse! _His_ horse! The memories of riding came back in a flood, scattered and disorganized. He did not register what she said in reply, as he struggled to parse this deluge of information. She waited patiently for the next question. "How did I... Die?" She grimaced, and reached down for his hand. She placed it on his chest, and he felt blood caked to his armor. _Armor..._ He wore a scale mail chestpiece with feathers sown into the shoulderguards. Who had sown those feathers? A face swam to his mind, but no name was forthcoming. "I pierced your heart with a thorn spear. The venom coats the inside of your veins, even now. We had a great duel, and I wore you down with successive minor cuts and wounds. Your kind are immune to poisons and disease, but not to the venom of the bramble king." My... Kind? More visions flitted past, of stone halls and brilliant colored windows. He felt a surging within him that faded as quickly as it came, as if it was the memory of providence that suffused him. "Who am... I? I cannot remember... My name..." She tilted her head as a shrug, and spoke with ambivilance. "You never told me your name, so unless you remember it dies with you." He felt strength mustered in his limbs, and tried to sit up. She helped him, and sat beside him. "I can give you a name if you'd like." Hearing no protest, she continued. "I name thee Carrion, culler of the fallen and wielder of decay." He didn't understand. But now he had a name. One final question stirred within him. "What is your... Quest?" She smiled as she replied "It's simple, really. I want to leave faeriland" =============================================================================== The gateway loomed as a gravestone might. Tall and imposing at a distance, mundane yet powerful with proximity. He saw the grooves and rivulets that ran up, down, and splayed all over the surface of the stone surface, passing over and through one another as if acid had splashed onto it like gobs of snot. Rotten tomatoes might be a better image, at least that gets the color right. They had walked for a day and a half, never stopping to rest or eat. His body was alive with unlife, and required no sustenance - her strength came from reserves unknown to him. The two had arrived at a dense section of the forest that had grown wild and unkempt for a long time. He could see no way through, but she pointed out where to step and where to hold, and together they climbed into the forest's heart. The vines were alive here, and they enscorcelled the pillars of stone that arched together to form a portal. To what, he couldn't say, for an unnatural darkness pervaded the space within. No trace of moss touched these stones, but the vines held it as if they had chained it to the earth. They moved and crept, slowly but inexorably, twisting and conniving their pathways around it. And smaller still was the gouges and grooves carved in the stone, pathways that thirsted for the blood of the innocent. She had told him much in their journey. How she believed this portal could take them to other worlds, and how this land was once the kingdom of the fae. Now it was but a ruin, and the fae were scarcely seen. Driven down into the depths of the earth, they cavorted with gnomes and redcaps rather than the beings of the surface. She had named him her champion, and Carrion could do little but obey. There was a subtle, almost imperceptable pull toward her - as if she was slightly more gravitic than the surrounding background. He felt as if the world bent around her, and the very air struggled to bear her presence. This pull affected him even still, and he was condemned to support her. "This is your trial. If you are truly my pawn, you will undertake this task without hesitation. If you disobey, the price is what remains of your life. I can draw it from you as poison from a wound, and all that will be left is a husk of you. Do you understand?" He nodded. She led him to a great wooden cage, and within there were several emaciated prisoners. They were blindfolded and bound, by who he could not say - but their imperiled existence tugged at a part of Carrion that was rapidly fading. She handed him a thin blade in sheath, far too long for the one handed grip that he grasped in one hand. Tentatively pulling it from it's prison, the blade grinned with a pale dark green light that shivered in the receding light. It seemed to be made of a fluid, for as he reached the extent of his reach the tip bent and flickered to allow the killing implement to escape it's confinement - snapping to attention once fully revealed. "Bring me their blood. I have work to do." She turned from him, and left him to his task. He knew the stakes. He knew his place. He had no choice. Veridian became vermillion, and the blade became his soul.