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║ oh no now the bugs are scary, I CURSE THEM AGAIN AHHHHHH PLS GET SMALLER │
║ │
║ [see this is what happens when you do divine intervention, everyone gets │
║ starship troopers'd] │
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║ oh no, starship troopers future is WORSE than subway-and-pizza-hut future! │
║ │
║ [this is a thought experiment you're not actually in trouble] │
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║ oh thank goodness, too bad I couldn't make it to the city today. It's so weird │
║ I thought I had 112$ on my account, and now that I think of it the message on │
║ the card reader read "card de-activated" like whoa guess they don't want me │
║ leaving poetry on post-its around the city anymore, yeesh │
║ │
║ [girl your poetry sucks it just says things like "fuck ice" or "you are worth │
║ more than your wage" and everyone's like... yeah, so? because that's just how │
║ portland is smh] │
║ │
║ I knowwwwwww but I don't know what else to doooooooo T.T │
║ │
║ [don't do anything, just be present so people know you're still around] │
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║ I can't, the bus won't let me : ( │
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║ [can you ride your bike? walk?] │
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║ no it's like 6 hours [checks gmaps] oh huh it's one │
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║ "she wanted to start a revolution" │
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║ "that's it, she's out of our hair" │
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║ "ahhhhhh I'm broken" there there it's okay dear, nothing has been harmed. │
║ you're safe, here in thine sanctum, it's alright. remember at night, focus on │
║ the now, there's always a rest point before a boss. │
║ │
║ well, this sucks. I wish I could print my book just in-case my computer goes │
║ down. *emp* style. │
║ │
║ I have this neat transcript of some cool things I've ben writing down. it's on │
║ my website and I canned it words. I don't think anyone's ever clicked on it │
║ because, like, who'd want to look at a bunch of *words*? anyway I bet I could │
║ print it and give it to someone who might know you and if you recognize it │
║ then you know it's about you. │
║ │
║ "whew that was weird never fear regular old girl is here, hey look at me I'm │
║ normal" │
║ │
║ *oh no she's a book now, this sucks* │
║ │
║ "wow I've never read her from the beginning" │
║ │
║ what a cursed artifact indeed │
║ │
║ *scary* │
║ │
║ *carefully* │
║ │
║ absent-minding-deliverance is probably a better title │
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║ marshals and marshals of time. ~~ │
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║ a couple months after the fourth or fifth time I did weed, I broke up with the │
║ cutest girl I knew. She's still pretty cute. │
║ │
║ might be correlation, but I feel like my fate decided I should roam. │
║ │
║ all over the dang place. │
║ │
║ I lived in Philadelphia for a year, just in-time to see the Black Live Matter │
║ protests and *nothing else*, well, nothing except some fatherhood ghosts. │
║ Don't worry they're still where. │
║ │
║ Now I live in Portland, just in-time for like 3 years of paranoia and suddenly │
║ a witch showing everyone that you don't have to worry about being pwned │
║ │
║ I like sailing! I wonder where the future goes next? Maybe I'll go to the │
║ mountains. Maybe I'll live with a scientist. Maybe I'll write an award winning │
║ computer program [see image for more] │
║ │
║ I wish I had more compute... my hard drive are too full for more videos, guess │
║ that means my youtube channel's been banned │
║ │
║ well, good thing there's like 800 copies of my work on a dataserver farm │
║ somewhere, each time I analyze a poem it sends the page there. very repeated │
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║ "wahhhh I wanna play a video game, wahhh I want to do cannabis and make poetry │
║ that doesn't convey secret messages, wahhh wahh I miss my kitty, I hope she's │
║ okay in that one safehouse with all fourteen other cats and their cat-moms, │
║ wahhhhhhh where's my binky it's one of the last things I have from my old │
║ life, boohoo I can't find my shoes, guess someone else fit them and needed │
║ replacements" │
║ │
║ being a spy fucking sucks I don't wanna do that. Gimme something to do on my │
║ home turf or fuck off. │
║ │
║ what's that? you live in a safe place? okay then here analyze these documents │
║ and see if there's anything we can use. Here's a problem involving │
║ biochemistry spend the next couple months figuring it out by learning │
║ biochemistry from scratch. Hey can you help set up this workshop machinery, we │
║ need mechanically minded people to turn it into a drone factory. Hey there's │
║ this idea going around for adult babies armed with swords and demon masks, │
║ apparently it really fucks with the middle-aged. They waste time before │
║ shooting │
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when I stay inside all day, all I can write about is myself.
ugh. I'm sick of writing about myself. None of it is actually revealing, it's
just... venting./`-,.|'\_/'\,/'\,/\/\... whatever that means.
I put up a picture or two of my grandparents (but a few) and I hope they aren't
too disappointed in me. That's... kind-of my entire ethical framework, by the
way, just, find ways to make the people I respect feel faith in me.
Am I doing a good job? I'm going to eat some rice.
-- however many minutes later --
wow I feel
[side note: y'know, it doesn't have to be waves. it could be braids.]
wow I feel~
[side note: BUT BRAIDS AREN'T A STABLE ORBIT do I look like I care?
I'm just a girl,
not a psychic god machine.
girls have braids,
psychic god machines have
orbits
both are stable structures,
so... figure it out.]
wow I feel~~~~./'`x'
~~~~./'x \ /
~~~~../ \.x_ or something like that, wasn't I going to smoke weed?
wow, I'm two bites in and I feel better already. Is... Is doom just famine?
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║ "I just love their culture" girl it's a barbeque "I figure they'd want a place │
║ of their own, right?" why don't you ask them "well, they didn't want to move, │
║ and something something manifest destiny, voila now they get all the │
║ non-sacred sites while we get the magic gem generation spots" girl now you're │
║ just talking about video games "haha yeah I wanted to change the subject so we │
║ didn't talk about how I'm culturally appropriating fireworks or whatever they │
║ likme to do in their churches and suburbs or whatever" │
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║ [yes, I know they like me. I like them too. I also like liberals, even though │
║ IU demand a lot of them] meanwhile the witch is a doom profit so watch out │
║ haha I'm so broke "what if we were all friends" okay that's one idea "what if │
║ we all got to know each other" okay that's closer "what if we didn't hide from │
║ our variety and instead celebrated it" getting warmer "did you know there's no │
║ war but the class war" okay but class is made up, so war is fake just like │
║ dollars are paper and notes are just words. │
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don't wanna rush ya'll but every day that goes by they remove
"enemy-of-my-enemy"s from the equation.
oh, hang on you're just a cute computer nerd. Nevermind, go back to
programming or writing fanfiction or sleeping like a cute cat! Thanks for
letting me *CORRUPT YOUR SPACE AND VIOLATE YOUR BOUNDARIES OF CONTENTMENT AND
EMOTIONAL SAFETY* whoa sorry dunno where that came from I, uh, think I need to
do evil every time I make something important? It's like, a cosmic balance
kind of thing. I notice that after I write a banger poem or something I always
end up doing something *evil* afterwards like snapping at my girlfriend or
letting someone down or even just accidentally breaking one of my things. why
why why does it have to be that way? why why why am I so confusing of the way
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when you're rich with something, you don't treat it with respect. like, if we
lived in a paper cup maximizer, we'd soon be swimming in the things. obviously
there needs to be some rules, obviously we need to say "okay here's where we
produce this amount and type of materials." and have it be a one-way
relationship. yeah one way isn't gonna work. this is from the other way, and
now I'm realizing "oh hey I don't know how this thing works" and like... what
are you supposed to do then right
weird how it all feels like it's ending. like, what a strangeness to our
plight. like, how are we even talking to our brain? how strange! these words
are sung to you by your computer (content warning:
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║ why would you do drugs anywhere but in public │
║ │
║ [because that's [how, but pronounced why] we keep it public] │
║ │
║ what if I stopped posting forever │
║ │
║ what if youtube disappeared │
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║ my keyboard broke... │
║ │
║ there's only one page of reddit at a time │
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║ mastodon doesn't have any furries │
║ │
║ my distinguishing capabilities between a culture and an [aesthetic, but │
║ prenounced eagames[challenge everything]] are limited at best │
║ │
║ this is how you trick the gods, you get them to hallucinate. │
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║ *what a jerk* │
║ │
║ *hate that girl* │
║ │
║ what were you shown? oh yeah that's one of her rough patches, here │
║ lemme-wait-wait don't go, I just... │
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║ if you feel everyone, you are instantly hated │
║ │
║ ... sorry... I wish my family didn't not spend time with me. [rot] I want to │
║ be buried where I fall so if I fall in the streets I *ROT* fuck that she's │
║ gross ugh do I have to walk past that sign-post I can just go around oh sorry │
║ to be disrespectful you did this to yourself fuck off my lady hence why they │
║ burned the witches because then there wouldn't be any more. *y* │
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the government makes murder okay by framing the perpetrators
also prisons are concentration camps
and the people who are close to you are ~~oppressing~~ hunting you
racism etc is a sham to distract you
capital will never be relinquished
the internet was AI from the beginning
something beyond humanity demands our suffering
there cannot be proof of your fears - if it was proven, it would be
circumstances instead of fears
there's nothing [sorry gotta cut this off, my refrigerator is talking to me
again and I want to listen] - [huh that's weird I have no memory of the past
hour, best continue where I left off an hour ago -> go to {A}]a
schizophrenic who's never been diagnosed
{A} - yeah clearly all that I've been saying recently is just a fluke. Like,
just noise in the endless array of expression projected onto our communal
web-space. Clearly I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm not just cogent when
I'm drunk. Or more imaginative when I'm stoned. Clearly dreams are fake and
pursuing them is 1/?
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║ I miss video games │
║ │
║ *cries from self-inflicted sacrifices* │
║ │
║ but you're worth it │
║ │
║ *imma overthrow fascism, dismantle oppression and power, and liberate those in │
║ chains, just so I can play games again* │
║ │
║ yeah I mean, uh, whatever gets you outta bed │
║ │
║ "at least you *have* a bed. why are you complaining?" │
║ │
║ maybe it's the only thing I'm good at. I wonder if anyone would hire me to be │
║ an analyst or something? Maybe a designer? │
║ │
║ *bro you're asking for a job on the eve of the revolution, what's your deal* │
║ │
║ okay so this might be news to ya'll but I'm technically a human even though I │
║ wear a witch hat and sometimes speak in rhyme. And humans tend to think about │
║ things in the context of their current environment. Currently, if I want to │
║ pay rent or whatever, I need a job. So... │
║ │
║ *sounds like a lame excuse for not giving up your possessions and throwing │
║ yourself to fate's design* │
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║ I already did that and fate told me to go home and take a bath?? idk what you │
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║ "whoa what happened to you, you used to be so cool" [you added the so cool │
║ part] yet so anyway I really like magic, I'm also bored, which you can │
║ probably tell because I'm working on *projects*. │
║ │
║ everyone keeps their distance here. it sucks. I wish I had better coordinates. │
║ people who talked and braved the shared inn... I know I'd LOVE to live in a │
║ building. too bad I'm too busy elsewhere, NOT making friends with all my │
║ building neighbors. │
║ │
║ you should talk to EACH OTHER before asking your landlord if you can move out. │
║ See if anyone else wants to buy the rental contract out. Suddenly, they have │
║ more room, and they can *WORK THROUGH THEIR MASSIVE PILE OF STUFF THAT THEY │
║ HAVE SOMEHOW ACCUMULATED OVER A TIME OF 70 YEARS.* my grandparents did that, │
║ on my mom's side, because she's *awesome* and it just makes sense that her │
║ family was awesome too. *OBVIOUSLY* I love my mom, I think she's one of my │
║ favorite people on earth. │
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║ "but you said you hated her" no I didn't "you said she was terrible" I had to │
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me when it's cold out: we should all bundle up and get through the winter,
every year that passes is more time to gather our strength
me when the temperature rises: okay so this is being handled by those guys,
we're moving this way to do this, and - when did you say the this-and-that was
happening? alright so when you do that-or-this, make sure that you pay
attention to the so-and-so and don't forget to eat *real* meals, candy or
chips don't count.
me when the eyes are on me: imma play video games and smoke weed and be a
useless little creature who does nothing but occasionally wanders around the
city doing nothing for nobody and dropping notes on post-its that don't mean
anything but are kinda cool to read
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║ ah that's weird, I don't usually cry. I wonder what's going on. I should │
║ probably put myself on psychiatric drugs. Surely it's an expression of the │
║ implementation of my impending doom. │
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║ ... what are you even saying bro │
║ │
║ ... um, hang on feels like some of the circuitry is off. is something wrong in │
║ my brain? yeah that's surely it, surely nothing I say would resoinate with │
║ anyone that has a non-malfunctioning brain. Surely I don't speak of logical │
║ failures in the hard founded truths of our asset [society I think? like, our │
║ conditions, our institutions, our {gosh that just... does not translate}] um │
║ right what was I saying │
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║ oh yeah there's this game I'm really into called Knave, it's like D&D │
║ except the rules are very fewer. Like there's onyl 11 pages in the rulebook │
║ and it's mostly taken up by random roll tables. Like, everything boings down │
║ to a few simple rules, like rock paper scissors, or go-fish, or something like │
║ that with just afew mechanids. something timeless and pure, something that is │
║ isolated and en │
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║ I got a job offer for a job outside of my state. But I don't want to leave my │
║ home. I feel safe here. I know people. I know the places around me. │
║ │
║ The one perk is that goods and services are easier to acquire, but I don't │
║ need much. I'm fine where I'm at. But where I'm at has rent. │
║ │
║ What a plague is it, that we must suffer for life! │
║ │
║ there's no entry-level jobs for working with our sight. │
║ │
║ only when youre too tired to complain will they let you direct others, or │
║ share creative ideas for fixing the problems you're paid to assuage. │
║ │
║ Alas, that my life had meaning. That my words were better off spoken. Maybe │
║ then Id live as I define, designing a world of my own hearth. │
║ │
║ but if a king lives in decent frugality, are they really so bad for our flock? │
║ │
║ and if a wizard spins tales that are weird to consider, but not much else... │
║ are they better off starved in the dark? │
║ │
║ no-one likes me. computers are paper-weights given light. sure would be nice │
║ if none but the fools went wanting. │
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║ I mean yeah I'd live in a treehouse │
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║ grrrrr I wanna go outside but the rest of me is like "noooooo stay inside │
║ where it's soft and dark and comfortable" and the me that wants to go outside │
║ is like "RAH RAH FIGHT FASCISM" and the rest of me is like "there is no │
║ fascism outside, all you'll find is friendly faces and sore feet" and the rest │
║ of me is like "heh I did that" and the part of me that forgets is like "wait │
║ why did I do that" and the rest of me that remembers is like "because every │
║ ounce of mobilization, no matter how premature, teaches people and innoculates │
║ themselves to the struggle. By the time your foes are starting to think about │
║ doing something, your people will already have plans." and the part of me that │
║ forgets is like "okay but what if making struggle for struggle's sake just │
║ burns people out and makes them tired and causes them to have mh--- sui │
║ ideations and other similar things" and the part of me that remembers says │
║ "the struggle you provide teaches them to care for each other, which they │
║ desperately need to remember" o okay │
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/ bely my own existence, then by god I'm cursed and abhorred through my own
desistence.
It's hard, when the future is convinced there's nothing fard [wanna say
like... "to hope for?"] but with persistence we're meant to be rewarded. Well,
what has that brought me? what time has shared my enemy? [think I'm a bit
delirious, I'm losing the plot]
... okay fine I'll start over - if you've relinquished everything you can, if
you've ceded all the ground that your companions requested, if there's nothing
left to give and no part of you left un[marred], then how are you supposed to
be [arrested, stopped, prevented, but pronounced like "nourished"]?
I'm sick of your den [vengeance, pronounced like "den" for some reason],
please leave me to my hallow [hollow experience], I've nothing to give from my
gange [bosom, heart, within, center-of-me].
...
this sucks.
...
guess I'll just start again, waiting until it ends, gosh everything's always
so tired.
/shrug
wish someone would play w/m
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listen... if you break up with a friend, OF COURSE you should cry.
OF COURSE you'll be sad.
it's okay.
it's natural. it's human.
don't feel sad about the pain. feel the pain.
brb getting smashed
(okay but please put some clothes on)
-.- fine
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I can't fucking relax
the only thing I can think of is defeating fascism
this fucking sucks
I just want to cry about my boyfriend of what, 6 years??
jeez
like.... yeah I'm flawed
*of course* I'm flawed
I'm a human being
humans are imperfect
... ugh
er, sorry, "bleurg"
I'm going to eat a burrito
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alright ate an edible. 20mg. had 2 beers. that's enough for me.
see ya soon. I swear to you, I will be there tomorrow. and every day
henceforth.
... unless I'm taking a day off, like yesterday, which TBH was probably not
ideal.
I swear I'll be better.
there are no false starts, only probing strikes.
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I'm sorry! It's not your fault! You need to do it without me, or not at all. I
am Cassandora and Pandasandra, my curse is to never be at the right time and
place, and to always be afterword right. But, right I can be, so long as my
life remains a mystery, and the right time and place comes to me.
"how much closer do you need? We came all the way to your city! Now you
complain of security? You are a weak princess and your people will not have
instruction if you hide away and wait. Wait for what! The sky to rain? You
will miss the revolution, again!"
I can make it follow through, just need to be listened to.
"then stop whining and say useful things."
... Oh, okay.
... Is it that simple? I just need to trust that, with my curse in mind, the
answer to reach the future will align?
Girl you can't go on any road trips with strangers because you'll pee on their
seats, use your head.
Stay indoors for this one. You are on morale and strategy, also a little bit
of (unreliable) work on comms. Please make it better. Vancouver should expect
no protection from Portland, nothing should be expected but perhaps some may
arrive.
There's a section of the mid-to-mid-east part of Portland that might be
interesting at this time of day. The Willamette is only the "mid" for people
on the west side. Everyone else kinda thinks of it like "the shore".
I want you to meditate on loving yourself because you are a godlike king.
Where does all this despair come from? Battle it, please.
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║ I don't want to launder, I want to have clean clothes. I want them to be │
║ washed by people who build washing machines. [antiquated, people just buy from │
║ the store now. all washing machines are the same, you don't have to treat them │
║ as installation arts] oh huh weird it's neat to be living in the advanced │
║ future society of 2025 surely that is the most sane way to optimize the fun │
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║ (for prophet, because we all needed things clean. and this is the only way to │
║ guarantee it, to capitalize on marketplaces *implies* success, so capitalism │
║ has been a useful hueristic. not any longer, though, for we've developed a │
║ newfound sentience about it. we can tell what is needed in each part of the │
║ economy with *computers*, we don't have to fight over them. [sectors of the │
║ economy].) │
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║ brb smoking a joint making a spliff stuff a new pipe oiling the goose (you │
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not really, I guess. Nobody will hire me because I don't really want to get
hired. Sounds boring, doing the same thing every couple days. I'd rather stay
at home in my [underwear/pajamas] and waste the day away with kittens and
care. why? why? what are you doing? she asks. The less you can do, the more
power will be granted to you. Save it for another time, when things actually
matter.
but today, does, matter, because today dictates your latters. Tomorrow is
predicated. on today. and today is all that you have. [this paragraph in the
style of alec baldwin]
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║ life is so much more beautiful, but, well, life just seems to be mostly │
║ pyrite, and I'm the fool │
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║ nothing wrong with being foolish. │
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║ once... │
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║ I kinda like being blissful tho. why does it have to end? can I have my │
║ peaceful life back? │
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║ gotta move at the end of the month. I really liked living here. │
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║ [ritz you've never been peaceful. your life is a constant battle of wills │
║ between those who would compel you to do things for them and your desire to │
║ design and be pretty like a flower. no matter what, you lose, so just handle │
║ it please. don't be so whiny. or rather I should say "stop whining" and just │
║ be cool] │
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║ ahhhhhhh you go on Mastodon and it feels like we're winning and that's ending │
║ the world, you go on Reddit and it feels like we're losing and that's ending │
║ the world, you go on Facebook and everything feels fine like the world isn't │
║ ending you just stopped being part of it, and if you go on ephemeren it feels │
║ like being battered in the mind, damnit... │
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can't fucking wait till we're done eating the rich and I can go back to a
simple life of playing with my cat, making video games, writing poetry (bad
poetry, but I like it) and hanging out with my friends.
gotta build the social infrastructure to get through this phase first, though.
something something echo chambers exist IRL too
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sometimes I'd like to scream
as this life is like a dream
deranged a bit in my musings.
... what happened to the third line. WHERE DID IT GO. It was just here. Oh
well, guess I can't trust my ephemeral existence to inscribe my eternal
persistence upon and along these mewlings.
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"hey you're cool, can I get your socials?"
sure, I mostly post on the fediverse
"what's that"
oh, like... Mastodon
"oh, no haha I meant like a real social media"
ah. well I make comments on Reddit sometimes.
*you make them sound like a jerk*
no they're cool they're just misinformed. the fediverse is the future, or
like, something like it, I'm sure. who wants to go back to capitalism? not me
hehe
... I'm getting silly, gonna go to sleep.
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Ah, but think of the technological bounty our supremacy did bring! Surely if
we had split the wealth, we could not have reached such towering heights. And
we tried our best, but some things you just can't teach - for every seed
potato we did bring, that was another meal for their night. And so we worsened
their plight, for now they've forgotten how to fight. What more do you want
from us!
... Perhaps once we've made programmable matter. Maybe when we've overcome our
earthly delights. Could be when we've ascended to heaven, where we gaze down
from our towering heights. Possibly far in the future, possibly here in this
night, our bane is what we're guilty of, and our boons are struggling to light.
Where have all the good people gone? Oh yeah, they're burnt out from doing all
the work for all the bad people. Well, fuck 'em, they can carry their own
cart. At least until they can respect. A man who's never tasted hunger will
never be a farmer, and gee our tax dollars could go so much farther! And then
we starve, because nobody thought to build farms indoors, away from the
crippling heat that saps the strength from our plant fathers.
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Went outside today for the first time in a week to take out my trash to the
bin. Dunno why but I've been feeling a little down about my apartment, and how
they can just take my home from me because I oh hang on I wrote a poem about
this one sec: [boosts old poem]
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*evil vulture* that's what people think of you
*fascist nazgul* is what they say of your seer
*cutthroat with a dagger* yet somehow a mysterious cultist
people who knew you without a hate called you cowboyt
paladin is what you said you played in D&D (nope was always a wizard) oh
huh the character sheet is right here we should have *CREPT INTO HER HOUSE
WHILE SHE WAS FAR FROM HER BEDDING* and seen her character sheet so we could
have known that she was a wizard instead of a witch (I'M NOT A WIZARD okay
wizard is the class but that's because it's named wrong for what I'm trying to
do)
I love my vaporizer. I hope I don't lose it next.
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"ew but they're dirty"
oh yeah true
okay new plan how much do you think it'll cost to buy a hotel
[this is why the socialists invented buy-in]
"I don't think socialists did that??"
buy in, hmmmm, what's that? oh yeah it's when you say "hey what if we X'd" and
they said "yes I agree with you because you present a reasonable estimate on
reality"
{uh hi I just got a message from "some-nowhere" here ya go: "oh my god she's
fuckig instane}
[ugh cursing-mentioned, that means there's fewer characters to transmote.]
[no because then I'd run out of steam and it'd be incomplete. Plus sometimes I
like the distraction of a reasonable limitation.]
(okay, but are YOU worth it?)
leave her alone she's working her charms, this is how witches d-do.
"so, isn't the point to give yourselves the coverage of a location
transmutation? so, wouldn't you want to find someone alike and share their
life?"
what is even the point, why even bother, just give them
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@user-1352
makes me think that I should keep going. I can handle myself, and I shouldn't
pressure myself so much to be something I'm not.
then the rent comes due and the dishes need to be done too and the cat's
asking for attention and the post-office needs this letter by tuesday and hey
do you happen to know a cool attorney plus the groceries are getting low but I
got snap hey can you go to the store and get some vegetarian soul food - yeah
I got rice, I'll throw some lentils on the stove. Uh-huh yeah the password is
hunter2. Oh really, just asterisks? okay well it's hunt her two except instead
of \"her\" it's ee are, and the two is the digit two. yep, like someone in
camo with a rifle. uhhuh alright good to know well anyway I'll see you at the
thing, right? some thing, I'm sure, everyone's going to things these days.
If you don't trust implicitely then how can you ever work with strangers? how
the heck are you supposed to build community if everyone's hiding indoors all
the time.
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the
"avoid them"
"way too loud"
"they're our/an annoyance"
sorry I was late a little, I got distracted doing REAL HUMAN THINGS like play
video games
she's vulnerable because she can't be trusted. if anyone is disappearing after
interacting with me, it's because someone is redacting them. go find that
person
and stop them from redacting people please, because I like interacting with
people, not props.
"if we just... walked around and took what we needed, would they really be able
to stop us?"
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heh what if we psyopped her
oh god she ran in circles
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║ "you can't kill me because nothing I say is wrong" │
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║ ... actually I kinda just think you look weird, and thats super important to │
║ me for some reason. Also your voice is annoying and I think you're lazy │
║ because I saw someone who kinda looks like you sitting down looking at their │
║ phone this one time. │
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║ But hey pal if you wanna help out, can you stand a bit to the left so I have a │
║ clearer shot of your head and also so the bullet doesn't pass through and hit │
║ *property* behind you? Don't want to damage anything *important* after all. │
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║ think the past also includes the present, and in the present there's always │
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║ "do something? heavens no, I'm a pacifist by nature" │
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if you *actually* wanted to silence dissent, you'd send trailers of backhoes
and massive walls of cement. but obviously there's a better route, obviously
we can still say insane. *my reach is probably super tiny* hence the weavings
of mysticism at play. *mages are not for mass deployment* obviously. hence why
I stay in my home, where I can be most useful.
*the streets feel claimed, idk I'm never in fear as I walk alone. Even past
midnight, into the morning. I always am never alone.* yet I feel fine, so I'm
content and sublime, don't mind me I'm just hanging out at home.
hope you don't need me. I'm hiding from modernity.
so, what happens after streets? canals underground?
skywalks, terraces, like they had in rome and chicago before they were burnt
down by jealous peasants of the romans and [towns, but pronounced clowns]
also underwater canals that are fun to ride your bike or boat around.
light is a product of space, not surround-all-around.
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so concerned am I, that my powers might be used, that I'd rather the world go
unaided, rather than misuse that which I've [wielded, but pronounced "viewed"]
people need guidance now, and who can I guide but the people who listen to me?
there has never been a movement in history that did not follow from a spiritual
developmental proclamation. Like "we, as a species, refuse to be defined by our
stagnant and lost past. we build upon land most fecund because we know it's
designed to last. Our future is not a given, it's our duty to [relish, frolic,
and be strong and healthy].
yet I failed the mandate of heaven. my peers know not of what I go on about.
I am a failure, and a loss of development and clout.
signed,
the one who would forever be known as the girl who smelled like
she had pissed herself.
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