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...zzzZZZzzz...
whyyyyyy am I so sleeeeepy oh yeah it's this human form, I gotta feed it and
water it and rest it and take care of it and it's totally worth it
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=== SIMILARITY RANKED ===
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@user-249
oh y'know just sleeping until I see something I can do.
I am not afraid, now or ever, but I am sleepy.
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...zzzZZZzzz...
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... zzz ZZZ zzz ...
if sleep won't come I'll write down the thoughts that are keeping me up. that
usually makes it easier.
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@user-95 didn't work, I think I'm too tired
...zzzZZZzzz...
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@user-1074
alternatively, "I'll sleep when I'm dead"
brb taking a nap
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brb sleeping
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I pulled 3 almost-all-nighters in the past week or so. I gotta sleep more.
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Gonna take another nap, last one was only 3 hours long. I'll sleep on my back
this time, or else I'll rest for 3 hours I swear.
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maybe if I slept until the end of time,
I'd do better on the way back.
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go to sleep what's wrong with you jeezzzz
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@user-1221 @user-1074
That. Will. Not. Help.
You are asleep still.
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I spent most of today asleep. I guess that's what I get for chatting all night
with a stranger. gonna putz around a bit, should be nice.
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I'm huuuuuuuuungry
ah yes, my human body fails me
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Taking a nap at 6am 🫠😵💫🥲
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couldn't sleep. Oh well. Here's what I couldn't get out of my head:
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slept for like an hour last night because a scrape on my elbow is getting
infected and every 15 seconds I have lancing pain that's enough to jolt me
awake.
As the sun was just brightening the sky, I fell asleep a bit, but then an hour
or so later my shithead of a cat woke me up, as she does whenever the light
hits the leaves. My eyes hurt. Gonna go to the doctor and see if they can give
me some better first aid.
loud, piercing meows every morning until I'm up. Then she stops for the rest
of the morning, even if I go back to bed. whyyyyyyyy
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when I get up,
I feel as if
if I got up
my bones would leave my flesh behind
to look for work to find
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having the limitations of a human form is kinda nice, I guess.
keeps you out of *real* trouble.
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... zzz ZZZ zzz ...
daytime naps are a luxury that I don't want to miss. But what I want is hardly
relevant these days, isn't it? 😉 much better to focus on needs, rather than
wants.
wants are for peace.
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phew I'm tired of productivity, gonna play a game and fall asleep ^_^
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one of my favorite states of mind is being half asleep and hanging out with my
cat.
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goodnight ...zzzZZZzzz...
*don't push when sleep*
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Another day goes by, and I've done nothing but slowly die
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There is very little human left in me. I don't mind.
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I think, in my heart, I am a creature.
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bro I get that you're tired and burnt out but like, why the fuck do you care
about anything else [oh shit cursing mentioned better put a content warning
because people can't handle things]
[I say this with affection because we're on the same side] [also it's rude,
sorry]
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sometimes I'd like to scream
as this life is like a dream
deranged a bit in my musings.
... what happened to the third line. WHERE DID IT GO. It was just here. Oh
well, guess I can't trust my ephemeral existence to inscribe my eternal
persistence upon and along these mewlings.
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Good night, I sure hope I'm the same person in the morning and not an
assassinated version of myself that has been produced through the manufactured
proceedings of an LLM or otherwise self computerized contriving designed to
align to the purpose of my expression (with a few added caveats)! Talk to you
later, I love you all! Wait, I don't know you. How can I love you? Easy, it's
my default. Anyway goodnight, sleep is death and dreams are the bounty of
reality.
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"I have faith I have faith" she says as she rocks herself to sleep
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Also she's just a person, a cursed person but hey she's just trying to do
right. So am i. I believe in goodness, and so does she (even though she can be
a bit evil about it) (without trying, I might add, it just comes naturally to
her) (she's better now though)
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this world was made for you and me but I just keep whining and crying about it
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gosh now I gotta type the other one, my cat's gonna killllll me she really
doesn't like my typing in the middle o the night oops
![dated "almost christmas, december twenty something, in history AD." live is just the universe interpreting random data. life is a billion to one. what has been found here is impossible to descrive, so unlikely is it when sompared to the background. space is empty save for you. act as such. a human preserves and infant over an elder is purely due to the child's potential. so too does life have potential. do not waste it on folly dashes if you were given a random waveform, how long before you begin noticing irregularities in it's form? maybe... a billion or two years? espcially if like, everyone's lkooking. [non-alien-voice]: what if we made an app that shared everyone's streaming feed? except, like, twitching to on-screen events like picking up coins in mario ... anyway as I was saying, aliens showed up around the 1980s and people expect they were visiting in response to nuclear invasion events (sometimes even on their own people!) like, c'mon there's not enough mass there for that kind of detonition. it's gotta be an anomaly. ... this changes everything. HUMANS ARE IMPORTANT [there's more but I don't have room to type it all, sorry]](../media/04789f9fdcc8af9a.png "dated \"almost christmas, december twenty something, in history AD.\" live is just the universe interpreting random data. life is a billion to one. what has been found here is impossible to descrive, so unlikely is it when sompared to the background. space is empty save for you. act as such. a human preserves and infant over an elder is purely due to the child's potential. so too does life have potential. do not waste it on folly dashes if you were given a random waveform, how long before you begin noticing irregularities in it's form? maybe... a billion or two years? espcially if like, everyone's lkooking. [non-alien-voice]: what if we made an app that shared everyone's streaming feed? except, like, twitching to on-screen events like picking up coins in mario ... anyway as I was saying, aliens showed up around the 1980s and people expect they were visiting in response to nuclear invasion events (sometimes even on their own people!) like, c'mon there's not enough mass there for that kind of detonition. it's gotta be an anomaly. ... this changes everything. HUMANS ARE IMPORTANT [there's more but I don't have room to type it all, sorry]")
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nobody ever tells me to stop, they just tell me to relax. to take care of
myself. to be whole and healthy. that kind of thing...
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