=== ANCHOR POEM === ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────── I didn't forget your birthday. I forgot to message you *on* your birthday, but I texted you two days before and two days after asking about it. I asked to plan something to celebrate, you didn't want to. I made you a gift and everything, that I never got to give you. *I didn't forget your birthday*, you forgot your friend. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────┴───────────┘ === SIMILARITY RANKED === --- #1 fediverse/3794 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────── dear everyone in every friends list I've ever made, on social media, in video games, and in the contacts on my phone: I miss you. I hope you're doing well. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #2 fediverse/1430 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────────── if you don't like me anymore, and then you hide yourself from me instead of telling me, I'm going to spend the rest of my life wondering if you're still alive. It's a curse you bestow upon me, and it's worse than saying goodbye. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧══════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #3 fediverse/3462 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────┐ │ CW: mental-health-minus │ └─────────────────────────┘ "*why didn't you say anything? why didn't you ask for help?*" because then you might have done something about it, and don't you know I deserve to decay? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #4 fediverse/1099 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: @-someone-who-doesn't-listen-/shrug │ └─────────────────────────────────────────┘ you opened up about your feelings so I started telling you mine. And apparently that's not a good thing to do when you're feeling negative things. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #5 fediverse/4177 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────── I miss my friend who doesn't want to talk to me anymore T.T ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────┴───────────┘ --- #6 fediverse/5700 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────── it's okay if you hate me. Please don't have me and not tell me... ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════────┴───────────┘ --- #7 fediverse/6282 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────── I wish I knew every time someone had been hurt by me. I'd probably cry. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧───────────┘ --- #8 fediverse/3427 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────── ┌────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: death-of-a-family-member-mentioned │ └────────────────────────────────────────────┘ I didn't even give him a *chance*. Not because I was afraid. no. it was worse. I didn't see him because I was *busy*. Fuck that. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #9 fediverse/5912 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────── she's okay, just. far away. I miss her! ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─┴───────────┘ --- #10 fediverse/3520 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────── ┌──────────────────────┐ │ CW: deity-kink-wink │ └──────────────────────┘ it's okay. I know who you are because I know who they forced you to be. What kind of god would I be if I didn't forgive you as you were hurting me? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #11 messages/1514 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════──── just because someone is giving you what you need doesn't mean they'll help you when in need. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧════════───┘ --- #12 fediverse/2536 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────── @user-1074 if you're anything like me, then it *will* happen again. It's okay. A friend won't judge you, a friend would forgive you. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #13 fediverse/1989 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────── I don't care who you are, but if others aren't fighting to be in your life, then do they really belong there? ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧══════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #14 messages/546 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────── I always disappear right when you need me the most because you're supposed to take the next step. The reason I do that is because...? You fill in the blanks. Tell me why I do that. I know, and I want you to know, but I can't say it. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧══════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #15 fediverse/5336 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────── ┌──────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ CW: cursing-mentioned-violence-mentioned │ └──────────────────────────────────────────┘ I will forgive anyone for anything. But if you break my heart again I will hate you forever. and if you hurt someone I care about I will fuck you up. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────┴───────────┘ --- #16 fediverse/3075 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────── @user-246 I have a lot to say. If there's no room for me, I'll make room. If they don't want me, they should say so, and break my heart a little bit. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #17 fediverse_boost/281 --- ◀═╦═════════════════════════[BOOST]══════════════════════════────────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ Everyone needs to learn the difference between going through something │ │ ║ │ with someone, and someone putting you through something. │ │ ║ └──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────┘ │ ╠─────────┐ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╚═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════════────────┴───────────┴─▶ --- #18 messages/228 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────────── Wish someone would tell me how much they hate me so I knew to be ashamed ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #19 fediverse/5181 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────── the trick to keeping friends is to not piss off more than one person at a time. apologize, then move on together. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════────────┴───────────┘ --- #20 fediverse/70 --- ═════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────────────────── Guess you'll have to read it on my tumblr. Or just read my reddit account's comments. And no I won't tell you what their names are because you'd just forget anyway. The fact that we can't trust our shared reality is concerning. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧══════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #21 fediverse/3846 --- ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────┐ ║ ┌──────────────────────┐ │ ║ │ CW: trauma~ │ │ ║ └──────────────────────┘ │ ║ │ ║ │ ║ @user-1074 │ ║ │ ║ today I had someone ask me for an apology. They've asked several times before, │ ║ and each time I've only been able to give them a half-apology - I apologized │ ║ for being persistent, but not for being impulsive, and that wasn't good enough. │ ║ │ ║ I can't help being impulsive! I'm adventurous! I crave excitement and joy! │ ║ │ ║ But I'm sorry that I pushed him too hard. I'm sorry I hurt him. And... │ ║ apparently that's not good enough. He doesn't want me in his life, he can't │ ║ fucking let it go. And he calls me selfish. Says I don't respect him, based on │ ║ one night out of 5 years where I tried too hard to get him to enjoy life. │ ║ │ ║ I'm sorry I can't fix your depression, guy, but like, at least I tried. You │ ║ could have at least tried the things I suggested. You could have at least │ ║ tried to follow my advice. │ ║ │ ║ whatever. │ ║ │ ║ *it was literally just a walk in the park* │ ║ │ ║ ... anyway I am often wrong. I often correct my past self. I always apologize │ ║ for hurting people, but I never apologize for doing what I believe is right. │ ╠═════════╗ ┌───────────┤ ║ similar ║ chronological │ different │ ╚═════════╩═════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #22 fediverse/1721 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────────── I'd like to apologize to everyone I've ever interacted with in the past. It was unfair of me to interact with you, and I will do my best to not hurt you again in that way. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #23 fediverse/1840 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────── I'm never remorseful for being wrong, I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings. Remorse is useless once corrected, if correction is due. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧══════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #24 fediverse/3367 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────── "I'm a waste of space and a worthless pile of garbage" - *the most beautiful, wonderful, and kind person you've ever met* ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #25 fediverse/6027 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────── some days I feel like someone else's lesson and that can be hard. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─┴───────────┘ --- #26 fediverse/3253 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────── it's so weird how these days if you don't like someone you can exclude them from your social life entirely - like, wow... that hurts ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #27 fediverse/1738 --- ═════════════════════════════════════════════════────────────────────────────────── ┌───────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: mh-, embarrassing │ └───────────────────────────┘ @user-889 perhaps you need a community, rather than a friend? just a guess ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧══════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #28 notes/I-have-a-feeling --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════─ I have a feeling that some people not gonna say who find things that I leave about and they immediately shred them ... this makes me not want to leave things randomly. but, I can't leave them targettedly, because that defeats the point. sucks. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╧═══════════┘ --- #29 fediverse/2812 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────────────────── when you're alone, everything that happens to you is personal. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════────────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #30 fediverse/4331 --- ═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────────────── I feel like any family member that cared about another person would forgive them for how they behaved in the past. like... "I was a stressed and depressed little boy, now I'm a blossoming flower. Treat me like a flower. This is who I am." ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────┴───────────┘ --- #31 fediverse/3521 --- ════════════════════════════════════════════════════─────────────────────────────── ┌─────────────────────────┐ │ CW: re: deity-kink-wink │ └─────────────────────────┘ I trust that you will betray me. it's okay. all that I need is for you to be here, with me. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═════════════════════════════════════════──────────────────┴───────────┘ --- #32 fediverse/5140 --- ══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════───────────────────── I regret not spending more time with my neighbor who moved away ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧═══════════════════════════════════════════════════────────┴───────────┘ --- #33 fediverse/10 --- ═══════════════════════════════──────────────────────────────────────────────────── @user-11 oh god I'm so sorry. That's the worst feeling. ┌─────────┐ ┌───────────┐ │ similar │ chronological │ different │ ╘═════════╧════════════════════───────────────────────────────────────┴───────────┘ |