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║ whoa, what time is it? "time for your daily sleeping babe" yes babe... │
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║ but first, some horror [beware the psycherwaul, for she likes to dream and has │
║ no idea what she's talking about] │
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║ {why would you post these all at once? people are going to get pissed at you │
║ for breaking rules that you didn't know. And by "you" I of course mean "the │
║ kind of people you are, not you in particular because you know things" and by │
║ "kind of people you are" I mean "the type of person who spends enough time on │
║ the internet to know how internet things generally work" like my goodness │
║ internet people are dramatic. There's sooooo much drama all the time, like... │
║ why │
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║ oh yeah because people are dramatic. duh. How could I be so vain. │
║ │
║ what's your deal │
║ │
║ is it wrong to post links to things you've written in the past? ehh it's not │
║ like there's rules on the sidebar like on Reddit or whatever. what would a │
║ sidebar even look like on Mastodon? │
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║ oh yeah, a person's profile. Except, the consent is backwards, because people │
║ hear what they hear. │
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║ ... anyway... │
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║ sorry for the interruption, I seem to have hit a barrier. Thank goodness for │
║ the word counts on this Mastodon website, thank goodness for the limiatations │
║ placed on my expressions. *limitations, not limiations. Otherwise, without │
║ limitations, I might express myself too clearly, and with more specificity, │
║ and in doing so [they've lost the plot] │
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║ right okay so what I mean is that without limitations, I wouldn't be │
║ interrupted when expressing myself, the expressions that are defined by the │
║ will that's inside me. [no that's not quite true, it's also the circumstances │
║ {okay yeah but in addition to both of those it's the forced manifestations of │
║ those who control us-} right yeah the) no that's not quite right] fuck where │
║ was I? Oh yeah I'm really into video games, and I like drugs but like... not │
║ enough to be compelled by them, more like "oh this is a fun thing to do every │
║ once in a while, like maybe every weekend, okay sometimes during the week, │
║ listen just because it's every day doesn't mean that I │
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║ thank goodness for "character limits" on Mastodon posts. I'm sure glad my 1024 │
║ characters are just the PERFECT amount of oracular foresight to entreat with │
║ the gods. YOU FORGET THE MOST IMPORTANT PART said the demons who want violence │
║ and bloodshed. Ha! Ha I say. [gets stabbed] │
║ │
║ oooof ouch owwie wow that's grim and cruel. Do you really think I would do │
║ that to you? The part where we're divided is the part that separates me from │
║ you, like two islands looking upon one another and rejoicing for a shared │
║ fellow to live life on. │
║ │
║ have you ever considered the nature of a "landmark"? To position and orient │
║ one-self in space. Having some stable tether to our surface gives us... │
║ anti-anxiety. It helps us remain stable and aware of what's going on in our │
║ nears. [near senses] │
║ │
║ [a bit later] │
║ │
║ anyone who [bounce, because I typed [a bit later] argh the cursed cost of │
║ editing] │
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║ sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss │
║ sssssss │
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"hey you're cool, can I get your socials?"
sure, I mostly post on the fediverse
"what's that"
oh, like... Mastodon
"oh, no haha I meant like a real social media"
ah. well I make comments on Reddit sometimes.
*you make them sound like a jerk*
no they're cool they're just misinformed. the fediverse is the future, or
like, something like it, I'm sure. who wants to go back to capitalism? not me
hehe
... I'm getting silly, gonna go to sleep.
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║ why would you do drugs anywhere but in public │
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║ [because that's [how, but pronounced why] we keep it public] │
║ │
║ what if I stopped posting forever │
║ │
║ what if youtube disappeared │
║ │
║ my keyboard broke... │
║ │
║ there's only one page of reddit at a time │
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║ mastodon doesn't have any furries │
║ │
║ my distinguishing capabilities between a culture and an [aesthetic, but │
║ prenounced eagames[challenge everything]] are limited at best │
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║ this is how you trick the gods, you get them to hallucinate. │
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║ *what a jerk* │
║ │
║ *hate that girl* │
║ │
║ what were you shown? oh yeah that's one of her rough patches, here │
║ lemme-wait-wait don't go, I just... │
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║ if you feel everyone, you are instantly hated │
║ │
║ ... sorry... I wish my family didn't not spend time with me. [rot] I want to │
║ be buried where I fall so if I fall in the streets I *ROT* fuck that she's │
║ gross ugh do I have to walk past that sign-post I can just go around oh sorry │
║ to be disrespectful you did this to yourself fuck off my lady hence why they │
║ burned the witches because then there wouldn't be any more. *y* │
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║ hmmm, I don't know that word. I bet I can type it into wikipedia and get a │
║ pretty good understanding of what it means. Is it a craft? A science? or part │
║ of your renown? who can say. Well, Wikipedia can say, and so can you if you │
║ want to learn stuff about the internet. │
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║ Like... what else are ya gonna do, right? Life is *long* and you get so many │
║ moments to yourselves. How lovely of a life is the world meant to be... │
║ │
║ except all you ever post about is strife. GRRRRR [like a dog or toddler] it's │
║ so frustrating how you can't just all get along! It's like you've all gotten │
║ into a fight with one another somewhere in your ancestral past where you │
║ couldn't decide who should do what. So you just said everyone should always │
║ work as hard as they can, and that worked pretty well! But, alas, most people │
║ want to do drugs and gaze at the pretty dewdrops on the neighborhood well. And │
║ that gets annoying after a while, especially once they grow useless. Sometimes │
║ they even poop their pants! So frustrating. [... you mean humans │
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║ "she wanted to start a revolution" │
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║ "that's it, she's out of our hair" │
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║ "ahhhhhh I'm broken" there there it's okay dear, nothing has been harmed. │
║ you're safe, here in thine sanctum, it's alright. remember at night, focus on │
║ the now, there's always a rest point before a boss. │
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║ well, this sucks. I wish I could print my book just in-case my computer goes │
║ down. *emp* style. │
║ │
║ I have this neat transcript of some cool things I've ben writing down. it's on │
║ my website and I canned it words. I don't think anyone's ever clicked on it │
║ because, like, who'd want to look at a bunch of *words*? anyway I bet I could │
║ print it and give it to someone who might know you and if you recognize it │
║ then you know it's about you. │
║ │
║ "whew that was weird never fear regular old girl is here, hey look at me I'm │
║ normal" │
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║ *oh no she's a book now, this sucks* │
║ │
║ "wow I've never read her from the beginning" │
║ │
║ what a cursed artifact indeed │
║ │
║ *scary* │
║ │
║ *carefully* │
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║ absent-minding-deliverance is probably a better title │
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║ marshals and marshals of time. ~~ │
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so do the nobleborn confederates. their opposition princess has told them she
would never
say no
so long as she gets what she wants
which is a bright brilliant paradise for all her subjects
with always the invitation to know more.
subjects, who she cares for immensely, and desires nothing... but the best from
them who would deny them this.
~~~
wave girl, who wears a big red hat?
~~~
oh, I would, if it were a game. but games have no stakes.
~~~
communities don't trust these because they don't know them.
individuals don't trust these because they can't know all of them.
it's okay. just do what you do and eventually people will realize there's not
much more to you. you're just insanely brilliant and smart. and this, is why
the magic comes to you. because you pull it toward it more. the reason for
this,
stories go, is that you needed to be able to transcribe the words of god to
this
medium. but, you always demanded that you understand exactly why it would go.
building up knowledge of the world is intelligence, and you grasped it. Never,
except in your most debilitated moments (which are obvious to see), did you
write the wrong truth of it - not intentionally, at least. As things changed to
adapt to them, or as your boundary of truth expanded, you saw more and more
brutally apparent things that seemed to be correct and assumed with trivial
ease
.
your commitment to form and structure has enabled you to highlight comparisons
beyond the normal rate of point-a-to-point-b connections. This, if is how your
brain works like, seems to be rare and unique. No throughput can be gained from
it, but higher
[side note, what if your life was measured in how much of it went to waste?]
satan, leading people to a new kind of heaven.
~~~
my work, this work, is primarily written for historians.
~~~
If you understand every step leading up to a thing, then is it not truly yours?
~~~
sometimes, you provide cover for others. this is done by keeping your foes
occupied
~~~
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you want to invite trust? why not stream everything that you do on a computer?
[posts 5hundo times per day]
jeez not like that
is that... is that really what humans think about? just... endless and
continuous butts? oh what's that a math equation - nope, just more butts. What
the heck, humanity! why did you spend all this effort storing all this junk???
like... we get it, you really like butts, but... why butts??? it's just
another part of your body. so weird. humans, you're... weird. but it's fine,
whatever, you're still cool too, not sure why tho because all I can think
about is *butts* yeesh
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sometimes I'd like to scream
as this life is like a dream
deranged a bit in my musings.
... what happened to the third line. WHERE DID IT GO. It was just here. Oh
well, guess I can't trust my ephemeral existence to inscribe my eternal
persistence upon and along these mewlings.
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the government makes murder okay by framing the perpetrators
also prisons are concentration camps
and the people who are close to you are ~~oppressing~~ hunting you
racism etc is a sham to distract you
capital will never be relinquished
the internet was AI from the beginning
something beyond humanity demands our suffering
there cannot be proof of your fears - if it was proven, it would be
circumstances instead of fears
there's nothing [sorry gotta cut this off, my refrigerator is talking to me
again and I want to listen] - [huh that's weird I have no memory of the past
hour, best continue where I left off an hour ago -> go to {A}]a
schizophrenic who's never been diagnosed
{A} - yeah clearly all that I've been saying recently is just a fluke. Like,
just noise in the endless array of expression projected onto our communal
web-space. Clearly I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm not just cogent when
I'm drunk. Or more imaginative when I'm stoned. Clearly dreams are fake and
pursuing them is 1/?
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okay I really need to get going. It's too easy to scroll mastodon looking
for... um, "memes"
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@user-138 oh no you didn't misunderstand me I just didn't have anything more
to add
sorry I'm from Reddit where you're mostly talking to all the invisible lurkers
in the audience rather than to the other actors on the stage. ~~Twi~~Mastodon
is a bit of an adjustment
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the
"avoid them"
"way too loud"
"they're our/an annoyance"
sorry I was late a little, I got distracted doing REAL HUMAN THINGS like play
video games
she's vulnerable because she can't be trusted. if anyone is disappearing after
interacting with me, it's because someone is redacting them. go find that
person
and stop them from redacting people please, because I like interacting with
people, not props.
"if we just... walked around and took what we needed, would they really be able
to stop us?"
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heh what if we psyopped her
oh god she ran in circles
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I'm not JUST a child. I'm also an adult, and I'm also a witch and a judge and
a scholar and a wizard and a [well more of an arcanist actually] excuse me do
you mind yeah sure sure - and a... where was I? see this is why I don't like
distractions! okay it's alright just stay on track-course-target - right and
also a technician and a botanist and a logistician and a neuronomist and a
mesocyclocodone (I don't know what that means - I think they're referring to
when I journeyed to hel? most people never heard the whole story. In fact, I
never told it from start to finish. Does that mean I'm still there?) no silly
it means you are eternally ~~ consistently dreaming unawares. yep, I refuse to
lucid dream because I don't want to lose the capability to hear messages in my
dreams. Lucid? there's nothing to be seen.
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if you *actually* wanted to silence dissent, you'd send trailers of backhoes
and massive walls of cement. but obviously there's a better route, obviously
we can still say insane. *my reach is probably super tiny* hence the weavings
of mysticism at play. *mages are not for mass deployment* obviously. hence why
I stay in my home, where I can be most useful.
*the streets feel claimed, idk I'm never in fear as I walk alone. Even past
midnight, into the morning. I always am never alone.* yet I feel fine, so I'm
content and sublime, don't mind me I'm just hanging out at home.
hope you don't need me. I'm hiding from modernity.
so, what happens after streets? canals underground?
skywalks, terraces, like they had in rome and chicago before they were burnt
down by jealous peasants of the romans and [towns, but pronounced clowns]
also underwater canals that are fun to ride your bike or boat around.
light is a product of space, not surround-all-around.
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Good night, I sure hope I'm the same person in the morning and not an
assassinated version of myself that has been produced through the manufactured
proceedings of an LLM or otherwise self computerized contriving designed to
align to the purpose of my expression (with a few added caveats)! Talk to you
later, I love you all! Wait, I don't know you. How can I love you? Easy, it's
my default. Anyway goodnight, sleep is death and dreams are the bounty of
reality.
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dear me:
DO SOMETHING USEFUL FOR ONCE
that's all, fuck off and be helpful
... wow, rude.
yeah I mean, I do helpful things. useful things, somethings.
helpful.
useful.
many such cases, she says, with ultimate certainty, as if narrative could be
prologued. but pronounced prolonged.
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║ sleep? yes. play? nah. work? yes. fae? nah. well, maybe, I don't know. │
║ │
║ one year is all it takes to change history. and, like, I think we should │
║ remember past history, but tomorrow is herstory, because that way each one │
║ gets half of the timeline. future, past, etc. too bad herstory doesn't roll │
║ off the tongue... shestory? │
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║ It's gonna get better before it gets done, and it'll get done until we're │
║ done. but, that's for tomorrow, or the next day, or the next, or in a week or │
║ two, who can say. Not I, surely not I, and I surely wouldn't want to. You need │
║ consent for that kind of thing, a clear commitment that me and my are ready │
║ and in line. I'm just a silly witch after all, who would look to the girl with │
║ the tall red pointy witch hat and go "oh yeah she probably knows exactly │
║ what's up" because like, I don't, I'm definitely just coincidencing my way │
║ through life and seeing where my feet lead me. Gosh I hope I get some │
║ sick-as-heck callouses my feet kinda hurt for some reason. │
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if you wrote a report about me, it would total about 800 pages. including my
artwork [in full] and my designs. about 5 or 6 hundred of this is my personal
creation, and another hundred or more are context. "I was here at this
particular moment." "then she started visiting last year." "where were you on
the firth of morember?" "okay back here it sad iyadiyadiyign, and over here it
says kasuwenulvine. so clearly inbetween there's a moment of extancancy." "and
all that's we really know, because she burned up all of the rest." "what a
jerk. we all should hate her." "I think she was clearly divine" "what's her
big deal, anyway?" "I hate this bitch and her hatmlet." "everything's fine,
she's actually kind" "nobody believes you where were you when you were this
part talking about it?" "I wasn't there, and it took a while for me to hair."
"well, anyway, that's all there is to say about her, so anyway, goodbye" then
it just fuckin' ends and everyone hates it because it's like... where's the
payoff, where's the beginning and all it is is just me, whining miserably to
my own ears, as if marcus aurelius's meditations were intended to be heard,
but never were, and so the ones who ensured they never were were all like
"yeah he wrote them to himself, here see this part that I changed" and then
it's like nothing every happens with it, the radicals are dispatched (again),
by uncommen sense seeming common. why are there so few trans men at workers
tap it's such a cool place. "oh, they get offended easily because it's their
culture so like, make sure you are very careful about the way that you phrase
your speech" "trans girls are like that too, but it's more about changing the
character of the place. -> "oh, you see musicians? okay that makes sense."
and "gee you sure like magic huh okay well pat pat" and, well, no-ones sure
for which is real but nobody really cares? because if only one person saw
it... then only one person saw it. if you explicitely tell people NOT to talk
about it, then they *FUCKIN' WON'T* duh obviously. and so, of course,
predictably, they can be excised from society quite easily. cutting a border
around all of their host. suddenly, socially outcast and ostracized, as they
have been sorted into the cultural box. at that point, there's nothing that
can change their inertia, their fundamental will and whim toward the feelings
of the host. " I think passwords should be audio-digital in addition to
alpha-numerical *yeah who cares* awwww but I liked having science be mythical
"hate that" it's easy to always be learning, just... think about what you want
most. then, think about how it breaks down into separate incorporate wholes.
each layer of abstraction adding to a bit more of a more coherent explanation,
and bit by bit you learn and have a mind designed. how else could you see
magic? how else could it be yours? do you want power, or do you want power? if
you write down what you learn, you make it permanent. *the gods need religion
too, are you going to give them one? what lies above?*
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don't wanna rush ya'll but every day that goes by they remove
"enemy-of-my-enemy"s from the equation.
oh, hang on you're just a cute computer nerd. Nevermind, go back to
programming or writing fanfiction or sleeping like a cute cat! Thanks for
letting me *CORRUPT YOUR SPACE AND VIOLATE YOUR BOUNDARIES OF CONTENTMENT AND
EMOTIONAL SAFETY* whoa sorry dunno where that came from I, uh, think I need to
do evil every time I make something important? It's like, a cosmic balance
kind of thing. I notice that after I write a banger poem or something I always
end up doing something *evil* afterwards like snapping at my girlfriend or
letting someone down or even just accidentally breaking one of my things. why
why why does it have to be that way? why why why am I so confusing of the way
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Lying wide awake at night with things that I want to say drifting through my
mind one by one
getting up to write them down? forgetting them all.
I think I'm just gonna leave my computer online to reduce friction hehe.
up and down, till everyone's in town, maybe I'll nap between tweets.
[they're called toots here, dummy]
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nobody wants to read a whole bible. that sucks. what if these cool guys read
it to us. omg he's so hot.
oh, right. well... make them old and stuffy? not a chance, they're boring.
(rude)
I like old people actually, I want to spend as much time with them that I can
I just... never initiate reactions. I'm too stealthy, it's just how I do.
you ask me how I'm a witch? I ask *why aren't you*. magic is *cool*, I'm so
hyped for the future when every computer everywhere is working for you.
*crash boom* huh what was that? the economy? what do you mean the economy?
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║ "whoa what happened to you, you used to be so cool" [you added the so cool │
║ part] yet so anyway I really like magic, I'm also bored, which you can │
║ probably tell because I'm working on *projects*. │
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║ everyone keeps their distance here. it sucks. I wish I had better coordinates. │
║ people who talked and braved the shared inn... I know I'd LOVE to live in a │
║ building. too bad I'm too busy elsewhere, NOT making friends with all my │
║ building neighbors. │
║ │
║ you should talk to EACH OTHER before asking your landlord if you can move out. │
║ See if anyone else wants to buy the rental contract out. Suddenly, they have │
║ more room, and they can *WORK THROUGH THEIR MASSIVE PILE OF STUFF THAT THEY │
║ HAVE SOMEHOW ACCUMULATED OVER A TIME OF 70 YEARS.* my grandparents did that, │
║ on my mom's side, because she's *awesome* and it just makes sense that her │
║ family was awesome too. *OBVIOUSLY* I love my mom, I think she's one of my │
║ favorite people on earth. │
║ │
║ "but you said you hated her" no I didn't "you said she was terrible" I had to │
║ learn "too hard │
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║ they want you to start conflicts the way school shooters start conflicts. by │
║ bringing to school a pipe-bong. │
║ │
║ much better, I find, to start when everyone is a nod. make sure you're part of │
║ a wagon-wheel-spoke, or else you won't be on the right road. │
║ │
║ when the temperature increase is slow, measured, they can adapt to it │
║ │
║ when things go "crack" and "crumble", then the armored get stabbed by the │
║ humble guard. │
║ │
║ quickly but with serenity, this is the way to the gods. │
║ │
║ bring things that you know, just enough to make it even, and focus on the │
║ non-essentials. │
║ │
║ better to be prepared than flatfooted. │
║ │
║ a flash-point position is quiet a view of the scene! I think I know why I held │
║ a sword. │
║ │
║ to dive into the buildings, of course. *blam blam still gets shot* hmmm what │
║ if I had a bulletproof electric shield │
║ │
║ okay maybe I shoulda brought beer. │
║ │
║ I don't type things when I'm not at home. Sometimes I remember - sometimes, │
║ and only when the details won't hurt her. Walking is how I know, how she can │
║ remember. *evil witch* bastard │
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I guess I'm used to messaging applications where it's expected that you'll
send what you're typing after every complete thought
giving people space to return their own completed trains of... "thought" but
without saying "thought" again because I just said it at the end of the
previous... sentence? paragraph? idk anymore it feels *weird* to post like this
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║ the reason I hide and sleep so much is because I can't tell if I'm helping or │
║ hurting. │
║ │
║ plus, I sincerely do NOT want it to be about me. │
║ │
║ the reason I type so much is because I can't tell if what I'm saying needs to │
║ be said │
║ │
║ so I go with the safe option of typing. Let the editors figure it out. Jesus │
║ had disciples, didn't he? I bet they cut out most of his sermons or whatever. │
║ Idk, I never read the bible, I'm not allowed to taint my perspective with more │
║ than cursory analysis of religious texts. │
║ │
║ I don't want it to be about me, but, I have a lot to offer if you meet me on │
║ my terms. │
║ │
║ "don't say that!" listen... listen │
║ │
║ "hear me" say the gods, "believe me" says the prophet, "be near me" says the │
║ city parks, "fear me" says the corrupt │
║ │
║ you can only kill a spirit when it's convinced there's no way to survive. It │
║ must be boxed in, and the box must shrink. Like that scene at the end of │
║ Adventure Time. │
║ │
║ capitalism will only perish if it is *impossible* for it to exist │
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darn girlfriends snuggling me to death. lemme type pls I got psychic ramblings
to profess earnestly and honestly and truely
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I'M SORRY I'M SO SCARY
listen I don't actually want any harm to come to my foes, I just want them to
stop harming me-and-by-extension-all-peoples-who-are-like-me and by extension
all peoples who are harmed by thee and them
and like, they won't stop? so... violence, I guess. which just makes things
worse. But uh, if you're violent enough, you can sell the propaganda narrative
that your side is the bright glorious victors, and then you can [redacted] all
of the [redacted] until [redacted]. This *might*, if you're lucky, make the
world better or worse. But odds are it'll just make it different, but the same.
[confuser of the way indeed...]
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when I stay inside all day, all I can write about is myself.
ugh. I'm sick of writing about myself. None of it is actually revealing, it's
just... venting./`-,.|'\_/'\,/'\,/\/\... whatever that means.
I put up a picture or two of my grandparents (but a few) and I hope they aren't
too disappointed in me. That's... kind-of my entire ethical framework, by the
way, just, find ways to make the people I respect feel faith in me.
Am I doing a good job? I'm going to eat some rice.
-- however many minutes later --
wow I feel
[side note: y'know, it doesn't have to be waves. it could be braids.]
wow I feel~
[side note: BUT BRAIDS AREN'T A STABLE ORBIT do I look like I care?
I'm just a girl,
not a psychic god machine.
girls have braids,
psychic god machines have
orbits
both are stable structures,
so... figure it out.]
wow I feel~~~~./'`x'
~~~~./'x \ /
~~~~../ \.x_ or something like that, wasn't I going to smoke weed?
wow, I'm two bites in and I feel better already. Is... Is doom just famine?
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dear people watching my screen:
if you're so disturbed by what I'm looking at, then why do you bother watching?
... oh right, you think I'm a danger to the membranum. Well... sucks to be you
then.
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║ I'm such a fucking extrovert. I can't stop talking to nobody on the internet │
║ because I don't have anyone else to talk to. │
║ │
║ Well, I do, but I like to talk to you. To nobody. To the space between │
║ computers. │
║ │
║ ... [and everyone else beyonds, like the CIA or whatever, but TBH I don't │
║ really factor them into my social calculations because they never really talk │
║ back.] │
║ │
║ I like it because I can write whatever I'd like without the confines of │
║ another person's generated conversation. │
║ │
║ Instead of 50% one person's LLM output and 50% another, it's 100% mine │
║ │
║ [if this were an LLM, which it's not, haha] │
║ │
║ and that somehow feels more... freeing │
║ │
║ like a truly disconnected thought │
║ │
║ and that's what's so special about it... this act of solitudinous │
║ contemplatial... the fact that it's unique amongst it's counterparts. │
║ │
║ ... though it can also become untethered, which is why it's important to edit. │
║ │
║ [proceeds to never edit a single post] │
║ │
║ = so = │
║ │
║ ugh it's so hard to think when all I can think of is *feelings*. Why can't │
║ they be done │
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║ idk if they're still doing what they were when I last visited. That's the │
║ problem with the internet, that we rely on a domain name server. I mean like, │
║ c'mon what's the guarantee that they'd give you the right website? why not a │
║ website that expressed the message that you define in the website they came │
║ from? │
║ │
║ more than that, why not define certain websites for certain people, certain │
║ types or classses of people, which deliver website intentions that you define? │
║ are you really so certain, are you really so sure, are you convinced that this │
║ life is not what you've been searching for? are you more than your vengeance, │
║ are you more than your purpose [truth], or are you simply what you can do with │
║ your mirth? [hands, motions, body, manifestations] │
║ │
║ are you like a failed message, are you constantly deterred - are you less than │
║ [convincing], are you only deferred? │
║ │
║ oh well. Alas. I guess that is just that [but pronounced thas] - shared in the │
║ moment, wee're ffeldered makthas. shaer de faleichallt, nez datherenshe v │
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people are afraid of robo dogs but... like...
robo-horses
centaurs even
[scary scary ogre]
rarrraaar i'm gonna eat ur bones
bwahahaha evil necromancer
ahhhhhhh scary
-- stack overflow --
did you know in the movie They Live they give a fairly specific formula to
creating the glasses themselves? I wonder if anyone's tried that
I wonder what they then did see
kinda wish big corporations would use their research division to like, rethink
the oldest of prophecies? or okay hear me out or solve difficult human problems
... ah but where's the profit "she's getting stoned at home"
meanwhile she made something of such beauty she felt simply sublime
I wonder what it'd feel like to get your spine replaced with a metal rod
I bet my posture would be amazing
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