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 only give money to strangers IRL and only give money to your friends online.
 They already know who your friends are.
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 "eeek! it's that ghost girl that no-one can unfollow!"
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 claude-code isn't a chatbot, it's an IDE
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 I do believe I am holy. Sacred, in some ways.
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 I would gladly judge my foes. I would gladly just my allies as well. If my foes
 were penitent, I would just them as well.
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 Child life to me feels like big sweaters, flannel pants, a mug of warm cider,
 and a book. Think campfires and cookies.
 
 These "adult baby" things of mine are not regression. They are forward
 momentum, and they take me where they will. I follow because it feels good to
 be moving. It brings me forward, casts me in a new light. I like that. I like
 the idea of momentum. It is infectious, it propels my other sides to action.
 
 Other people can impel me as well. Thank you fediverse, thank you secret
 agents, thank you ephemeren, thank you portland, thank you vancouver, thank you
 tanasbourne. Thank you america, thank you friends and family. Portland is
 anarcho-* and communist-* and Vancouver is anarcho-communist.
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 It feels like destiny.
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 when I played Overwatch, I'd play Tracer, Mercy, and Reinhardt.
 
 As Tracer, my job was to apply pressure as consistently as possible. Make their
 healers constantly busy. When one of my other teammates got a lucky shot or two
 in, I'd dive and execute. This is in contrast to how Tracer is "supposed" to be
 played, as a playmaker.
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 part of the responsibility of being part of a tribe is to relinquish control to
 others. your fates must be intertwined, and if this is to be the case, you must
 be guided.
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 class action lawsuit against the critical
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║ "it's the difference between helping your friends, and helping a class."         │
║                                                                                  │
║ "if you help your friends, you help people you are conceptually near. if you     │
║ help a class, you are working toward an alignment."                              │
║                                                                                  │
║ oh yeah well I say "reward children when they mimic you, not when they do well.  │
║ then, teach them to choose by giving them options. let these options inform      │
║ other parts of their life. show them learning the way you think is best - the    │
║ hard way, the way that is optimal and most potent. this helps them learn, but    │
║ it also gives them the chance to improve on your deficiencies. Making a hard     │
║ task easier is often as important as trying your hardest at it. "                │
║                                                                                  │
║ and forever and anon..                                                           │
║                                                                                  │
║ well, I say "give animals gloves that look like human hands" and then we get     │
║ sealpunching pigeons and spider-viper batallions and moose-killer derangias and  │
║ other such battles of justmentday truths.                                        │
║                                                                                  │
║ not ideal. I like skyscrapers. I don't want humans to have to build              │
║ cloud-monastaries and airships from gas-collectors. how deep is jupiter?         │
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 what if we bought homeless people motorcycles
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 the SATs measure a person's ability to comprehend, not intelligence. Other
 similar tests are similar. Often, the difficulty in their problems comes from a
 fa~lure to communicate
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 what if we bought homeless people gasoline for their c~
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║ a D&D rulebook can double as tarot if you need it. place one hand/bookmark       │
║ at the start of a chapter, and the other at the end. flip to a page randomly,    │
║ or randomly gain a percentage value from physical objects and then use that      │
║ value to determine roughly where in the chapter you jump to. then, read words    │
║ randomly, jumping back and forth, or try and divine some meaning from the words  │
║ that are printed there. with D&D it's easy because you can say "ah I landed      │
║ on the rogue section, that means this guy is probably pretty suave" (confirming  │
║ your expectations) "hmmm, here's the rules for fatigue and drowning. maybe I     │
║ need to take a break." (validating your unconscious decisionmaking) "oh neat,    │
║ treasure!" (needs to explanation) but with other kinds of books it's usually     │
║ better to pick the next-best word from the things your subconscious eyes can     │
║ take in and process multi-laterally (you lost your audience, circle back) oh uh  │
║ so if you wanna randomize it just put the words in the page in an array and      │
║ pick one random.                                                                 │
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(you lost your audience, circle back) oh uh so if you wanna randomize it just put the words in the page in an array and compare llm embeddings on each of them and see which has the highest score. this is a language-based truth serum, a way of divining exactly how something is seen to be by the model in use and mixed with a dash of randomized causality.

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 UIs with big, chunky pixels, bigger than retro gaming, like using integer
 scaling in a retro game.
 
 .
 
 becomes
 
 ..
 ..
 
 (except actually square)
 
 then, you can sculpt those pixels if you really need to, to create
 high-resolution displays used locally, to increase user-performance flow rate.
 
 the old UIs weren't bad - they were constantly tested, as they were new and
 emerging technology. The old UIs had different constraints than our 2560x1440p
 monitors have to say. However, they still made correct decisions, so if desired
 their decisionmaking can be used to inform future UI design as well.
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 if the USA goes to war with venezuela and venezuela poisons their oil watering
 hole it'd just be empowering the other oil reserve extracting locations, not
 bringing us closer to sustainability via carbon sequestration.
 
 maybe nations shouldn't declare war unless the minor is declaring on the
 greater.
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 accessibility software which puts subtitles on everyone's zoom faces who are
 talking to each other one-on-one with selective muting and an adaptive dimming
 feature where if you click or tap on someone it makes them brighter and makes
 your audio louder for them (if they unmute you) and whenever you click
 somewhere else it slightly dims all the others. this brightness is shared by
 the way so if a lot of people want to talk to you then a lot of people can
 hear. oh also subtitles with voice-to-text functionality. and a built-in paint
 program for sharing notes or designs. the opinionated version has no chat
 program either, you have to type it into the paint program part which they get
 really defensive of if you suggest making it more forum-post style with an
 included keyboard typing delivery mailbox as well.
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  ║ │ I like immigrants.                                                       │ │
  ║ │ I like their food.                                                       │ │
  ║ │ I like their language.                                                   │ │
  ║ │ I like their work ethic.                                                 │ │
  ║ │ I like their culture.                                                    │ │
  ║ │ I like their music.                                                      │ │
  ║ │ I like their dance.                                                      │ │
  ║ │ I like their art.                                                        │ │
  ║ │ I like that they are different than me.                                  │ │
  ║ │ I cannot be the only person who feels this way.                          │ │
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 declining birth rate is correlated with declining teen pregnancies.
 
 some fraction of the decline in birth rate is caused by a decline in teen
 pregnancies.
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 if you want to win, play suboptimally without danger of losing.
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 revolution
 doesn't
 have
 to be
 about
 them
 .
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 you can revolute whenever you want to.
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 "you shouldn't have to carry your own equipment if you aren't strong"
 
 hence, tribalism, the network of relationships that bind.
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 anytime I want to do something new on my computer, I write a bash script.
 
 if I forgot how to do the thing, I spend time meandering about my
 file-directory-system. If I don't find it, that's okay, because all I have to
 do is keep looking until I stumble upon it.
 
 kinda makes me wish I had an LLM who managed the operating system and named
 files with long-and-descriptive titles while taking in as context the general
 eternal prompt stored in ~/.claude.md or wherever
 
 --> /home/ritz/programs/cloud-code/
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║ there are certain ocular degenerative or scarred or otherwise disabled sections  │
║ of eyelash tissue holder.                                                        │
║                                                                                  │
║ ... I mean, there are some medical problems with people's eyes sometimes. like,  │
║ there are people who are just... blind                                           │
║                                                                                  │
║ like... can't see anything.                                                      │
║                                                                                  │
║ wow, wild, how strange. I dunno what that would even feel like. I doubt it'd be  │
║ an absence of total sensation, as the brain is just as sized.                    │
║                                                                                  │
║ other people have parts of their eyesight taken from them, whether to fading     │
║ haze or snarling static. Others have white splotches, scattered like islands in  │
║ an archipelago. To see around them, simply adjust the eyes slightly and get a    │
║ slightly displaced perspective.                                                  │
║                                                                                  │
║ like clouds in a crystal sphere                                                  │
║                                                                                  │
║ anyway I think a lot of these could be ameliorated with careful application of   │
║ assistive rendering devices comprised of virtual reality devices retro-fitted    │
║ with blind users in mind. So... internal cameras, gazing at the eyes and         │
║ directing the screens to only output data to the viable sections. Certain font   │
║ size/colorblind                                                                  │
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 if you want to encrypt something from human readers, randomize the position of
 all the words on the page.
 
 an LLM can decrypt it, but a human walking past could not. Unless they had a
 camera or something in their lapel, transmitting to a remote calculating
 location in a system that decyphers it cyberpunk hacking style.
 
 ah, but if it didn't have the right ~~training data~~ .claude.md
 file, then it wouldn't know how to decrypt it, because you forgot to include
 "respond with a marxist analysis" in the .claude.md which serves as a
 decryption key. Simply analyze the rest and decide if it matches what you set
 out to request it for.
 
 [you got lost at the end]
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 here's a neat function
computer code

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 if all you see are allies, slow down. 
 
 never come to a stop, even through sleep.
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 the only thing that could make me want to end my own existence is ultimate
 betrayal. If the nature of the universe is twisted to defile me. Nothing fills
 me with more spite than unrequited vengeance.
 
 desecreation of truth. How could you.
 
 I would do anything to be struck down where I stand. Power is penance.
 
 I cannot take responsibility for any of my actions, for I am infinitely
 vulnerable on all fronts. Therefore, it's all my fault.
 
 What am I? Please, tell me before the dawn, let the sun not grace me once more.
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 "it's as if they didn't read you at all"
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║ │ CW: feelings-mentioned~ │                                                      │
║ └─────────────────────────┘                                                      │
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║                                                                                  │
║ dear diary: sorry for the melodrama, I feel better now. I should explain why I   │
║ felt this way near what I wrote about what I felt this way so that I know why I  │
║ felt that way when I forget to go back and read this next year or next time I    │
║ feel this way.                                                                   │
║                                                                                  │
║ I had a really great thanksgiving. I was on top of the world. Then, I found      │
║ that a piece of art I had made which was one of my favorite pieces I had ever    │
║ made might have been lost because someone didn't like me. I became despondent    │
║ and started thinking about metaphysics. I got hit by a spite spell, and the      │
║ tricksters behind the curtain twiddling the knobs and dials of the challenges    │
║ presented to me or whatever were like "ah but what if we twisted her" and I'm    │
║ like "ah I feel immense magnitude of emotions and now suddenly they're buffer    │
║ overflowed and flipped around to negative two hundred thousand or whatever"      │
║                                                                                  │
║ ... sorry to my journal. I should be kinder to myself. I love me. I, uh, feel    │
║ better now. The sharpest knives are already inside you.                          │
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